Deliberately addicted

Ruan Yu thought that Chen Dan just held a painting exhibition in China, but unexpectedly, he returned to China and appeared in the hospital.

When she found him, Ruan Yu's heart that had been calm for a long time was turbulent again, but she clearly knew that this time it was not a heartbeat, but a little hesitation and fear.

Afraid that he would bring her back to the original life like confinement again.

"How is your health recently?"

Chen Dan didn't know how to greet her, and when she found out, embarrassment appeared on her face.The sense of shame, which he had never felt before, now surged violently.

Ruan Yu was stunned for a second, looked at him fixedly, and answered mechanically: "It's good, it's good..."

Chen Dan nodded and fell silent.

When he was not talking, he looked a little shy, his eyes were lowered, and occasionally shifted slightly, but he didn't meet Ruan Yu's eyes.

At that moment, Ruan Yu felt his lack of self-confidence, or a special emotion.

Guilt?

She's just so skeptical.

Silence fermented between the two of them. Even though they stood in the corridor at the door of the ward, and people came and went around them, they just created an unfamiliar feeling.

Considering that she is also pregnant with his child, Ruan Yu tried her best to treat him as an ordinary friend and maintain a chat atmosphere: "According to the expected date of delivery, I will give birth in less than half a month."

Chen Dan raised his head abruptly, a look of surprise appeared in his eyes, followed by unconcealable joy.

"Half a month?"

There was a mistake in his estimated time, and he thought it was only a few days, but it didn't matter, the purpose of his original return was to wait for her to give birth.

Secretly waiting here.

He will go back after confirming her safety.

He is now afraid that she will misunderstand that he is making a comeback, and that misunderstanding him will hurt her and even the child.

"Have you been hospitalized alone recently?"

Chen Tan returned to China in the morning, and went directly to the hospital from the airport without telling anyone.Since he came here, he hasn't seen any familiar faces in the ward, which proves that Ruan Yu came to the hospital alone.

"Yueyue will also come to see me, she is going to get married soon, she is too busy." Ruan Yu caressed her swollen pregnant belly with one hand, with a smile on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, but it was only for Liang Zhouyue, and said: " But she found me a professional carer, and I am now being looked after very well by her."

Liang Zhouyue came to the hospital to accompany her when she had time. She was taken care of by nurses when she had no time. The whole pregnancy went smoothly.

Chen Dan nodded to show that he knew, looked down at his watch, and his tone gradually returned to the familiar one from a long time ago: "It's twelve o'clock, have you had lunch yet?"

Ruan Yu honestly said no, because the nurses in the ward hadn't come out yet.

"Isn't there a cafeteria in the hospital, let me treat you to lunch." Chen Yan had wanted to do this for a long time, and only now did he summon up the courage to say it.

Ruan Yu stared at him blankly, not understanding whether his lunch was a Hongmen banquet or whether he had other plans.

Seeing the suspicion on Ruan Yu's face, Chen Dan took back the words that came to his lips, and had to change his words, and quickly explained: "I have no other intentions, after all, we are old acquaintances, and we still have a friendship in the cafeteria Bar."

Only then did Ruan Yu feel relieved, and licked her dry lips.

Her temporary silence made Chen Dan misunderstand that she didn't believe him, and her laughter suddenly became full of self-deprecation: "I will go back to Los Angeles in the afternoon. If there is no accident, we will not see each other again in the future."

We will not see each other again.

Once upon a time, this was what Ruan Yu most wanted to hear from Chen Tan.But hearing it at this moment, she felt strange, not as relaxed as she imagined.

The end of youth is always sad, whether it is regret or pain, just say goodbye like that.

All her strange emotions at this time may be the psychological fluctuations of pregnant women before giving birth, especially for pregnant women like her whose love life is not going well, there are even more wild thoughts in their heads.

But Ruan Yu didn't expect that her delivery would be so coincidental. It happened that just after having dinner with Chen Dan, in the elevator where he took her upstairs, her amniotic fluid broke, causing her to break out in cold sweat.

She was afraid of pregnancy when she was a teenager, and she had dysmenorrhea, and it was even more difficult to imagine the pain during childbirth.

But she still has some love brains. When she was sweet with Chen Dan, she felt that it was the happiest thing to have a child for the two of them, and it was worth the pain of childbirth for a while.

But when she was about to experience the highest level of pain, she felt that some of the theories were true, but she couldn't bear the pain anymore.

Ruan Yu was hugged by Chen Dan from the elevator, not caring about whether he was the ex or the current one, old friend or enemy, her hands tightly clutched the front of his shirt, the thin sweat on her forehead seemed to be so hard to ignore.

Sweat dripped from his forehead drop by drop, and Ruan Yu's temples were gradually moistened.

"It hurts, it hurts..."

Her hands clenched Chen Dan's clothes tightly, because of the great force, the skin on his chest still felt a burning sensation through the shirt fabric.

She couldn't care less, and he couldn't care less.

"Don't be afraid, we'll get out of the elevator right away, the doctor is already preparing."

Chen Dan has never experienced a critical situation in front of his relatives and friends. In his eyes, giving birth to a child is a life-threatening event. It is not that he has never heard of dystocia, and his nervousness and fear are no less than that of Ruan Yu.

Before returning to China, he thought he was here to accompany Ruan Yu, but now he finds that he has not experienced enough.Or, there is another very ridiculous possibility, that is, he cares too much about Ruan Yu.

He himself found it ridiculous.

Ruan Yu's breathing has been disordered all the time, because of the pain, she shivered slightly and curled up in Chen Dan's arms.

"No, why does it hurt so much? It hurts so much at the beginning..."

She took a deep breath and tried to relieve the pain with her most clumsy methods, but in the end it had little effect.

The moment she was pushed into the operating room, Ruan Yu held onto Chen Dan's hand tightly, sobbing a little, fearful, and unspeakably moved.

"Chen Dan..."

She couldn't help calling his name, but when she wanted to cry, she didn't know what to say.

Receiving the helplessness in her eyes, Chen Dan suddenly made a bold decision, stopped the nurse beside him, his eyes were sincere, and his voice was firm: "I am her husband, my wife is afraid, can I go in with her?" ?”

Ruan Yu's pain became more and more intense. At this moment, she couldn't hear the people around her clearly. She clutched the hem of her clothes with both hands, and used all her rationality to fight against the pain.

There is a precedent for a husband accompanying the childbirth. The nurse who just witnessed the whole process of their tugging did not suspect him, and stretched out her hand to signal him to follow.

Changing into sterile clothes according to the hospital's regulations and then disinfecting them, Chen Tancai squatted beside Ruan Yu's delivery bed, clasping her thin and slender hands tightly with both hands, trying to help her relieve her discomfort through her own strength.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, listen to the doctor and take your time."

Chen Dan has never been a man with a good temper, but at this time he proved with practical actions that he gave Ruan Yu all his patience and comfort.

Ruan Yu obeyed the doctor's advice, exert force when she should, and inhale when she should inhale, but her hand was held by Chen Dan the whole time, and the warmth of her palm was a temperature she would never forget for many years to come.

Love is a habit, and it can also be a memory.