The sword is the devil

Chapter 444 A Visitor From Afar 2
The two walked a block and parted ways.

This is the only thing Zhao Xintong is satisfied with. Compared with other suitors, this Yu Buzhuo is at least one who knows how to measure and never stalks her.

So, at any rate, I was in the mood to talk to him.

Of course, the autumn banquet is focused on talking about Xuan; she hates this kind of oral talk, but who is going to talk about the score.

It's like sitting and discussing Taoism among Taoist students. Everyone is naive versus young, naive versus raw, and in the end it will definitely develop into an ideal for the future. What will happen in the future... has no practical value.

Hongye's teachers are too familiar with each other, she has listened to these commonplaces for many years; not to mention the old Lianqiao who teaches basic Taoism, even the masters of the Tongxuan realm have nothing new.

After all, here is a professor of basic Taoism, most of the teachers are in the Lianqiao realm, and there are only a few masters who are masters of the mysterious; it is impossible for Wei Guotaihao to send the elite monks in the sect to this kind of place, those who are the masters of the late stage of Tongtian, or Jindan major repairs .

The basic things can be taught without distinction, but the in-depth content can only be the upper realm, and it is possible to get in touch after joining Taihao; as for the most core secrets in the door, it will take time to prove your loyalty and value .

Which faction is like this, the ability to suppress the bottom of the box is so easy to get?
Therefore, the high-spirited talks of these students, parents and seniors from all over the world are very rare, among which are novel viewpoints and visions for them; Take it for granted.

In the past, the scale of the annual autumn appreciation feast was very small, and most of them were normal visits from the elders of the students, but occasionally hearing them talk made her feel enlightened. It is conceivable that if the autumn appreciation banquet organized by the Daoist Academy would treat them Taoists Appeal.

She knew that her aunt would go, even for her sake. Since she was a child, her aunt has treated her like her own mother; the problem lies with herself...

The same is true for Yu Buzhuo, she knows that this son is actually a very good person, he is sincere without the condescending mentality of most of the second and third generations of Xiu.

If she must find a Taoist companion, she believes that Yu Buzhuo is her best choice.

However, she just couldn't accept it!

She found that she was slipping in a very strange direction, because of certain encounters when she was young, she could not accept the meticulous care of the relatives around her, but such care made her uneasy, and she just wanted to escape and escape.

When she was in Liuyang City, she was still young, so she didn't understand what happened to her?I can only suppress all the discomfort in my heart; as I grow older, this tendency becomes more and more obvious.

She is afraid of other people's concern!

Therefore, it may be Xi Taoist's intention to come to Hongye College, but in fact the most important thing is her own intention.

The small shelter in Liuyang City gave her a carefree childhood, but now she regards this shelter as a kind of imprisonment, and only by escaping can she relax a little bit.

What's wrong with me?How did it become like this?Is it the sequelae left by long-term study of divination and astronomy?
Could it be that all monks who practice this direction will end up like the old master she saw when she was young?

Why can't she accept other people's kindness?Is this a sign of masochism?

She can vaguely feel that the reason why she has been unable to reach the top level is because of such a distorted mentality. In the eyes of others, she is so cold and mysterious, and she is out of the world, but in her heart she is...

She can guess the root cause, but she can't find the key to solve the problem; one thing she knows very well, whether it is to go back to Liuyang and live a life of indifference like an aunt, or to form a Taoist couple with Yu Buzhuo, staying and flying together, it is not a solution to the problem way.

So, where is the key?
This question has troubled her for many years, but she is still ashamed to speak, and she can't find anyone to talk about.

Just like that, she walked through the small half of Hongye City, and came to the small courtyard where she rented. From a distance, she saw a person sitting lazily on the stone steps in front of the courtyard, teasing the neighbor next door. The little flower dog.

Red Leaf City is a city of practice, because there are a large number of practitioners, so the urban environment here is very tidy, basically there is no mess that is indispensable in mortal cities, and there are no homeless people and hooligans.

She was still far away, so she couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, but for some reason, her heart couldn't stop beating.

I felt a little apprehensive, it was a complex mood mixed with anxiety, fear, and hatred, and there was still a little bit of expectation?
She always hoped that she would have the courage to face this day when she grew up, but when this day came, she found that she was not as strong as she imagined?
Knowing that just walking over like this might change everything she has hard-earned now, but as if there was a devil haunting her, she walked forward disobediently.

She still has other options. For example, if she doesn't want to see this person, she can turn to the head nurses of Hongye Daoyuan for help. They will drive away this murderer immediately, no matter who he is or how capable he is.

But she chose the most unpredictable path.

When he got closer, the man stopped teasing the dog, turned his head and smiled, "Little girl, you are really a girl, if you are not sure that you are here, I'm afraid I won't even recognize you!"

Zhao Xintong moved her steps with difficulty, and she didn't turn her head to escape by accident, and then she saw this man pull out a bunch of candied haws like a magic trick,
"Take it and eat it!"

There was resistance in Zhao Xintong's eyes. She hadn't touched these children's food for many years. Seeing this person take it out now, it was as if she had come to the banquet where the birthday ceremony turned into a funeral 20 years ago. In the back basket, there are random things stuffed in his mouth.

Seeing that she didn't want to pick it up, the person in front of her glared, "Why, don't you like it? Isn't it time for the old man's neck juice that you used to eat?"

Zhao Xintong's heart trembled, this villain came to murder her again; she thought she had forgotten this feeling long ago, but when he stared, she seemed to be back in front of the poplar grove, this villain forced the whole family to die The scene of walking.

Subconsciously, she took the candied haws and stuffed them into her mouth... It still tasted sour and sweet, which was very strange. She would never think about these things, but now they tasted good too?

Not only is it sweet and sour, but also the fear in the heart is mixed together, as if the taste has some kind of sublimation?
I am hopeless!

(End of this chapter)