My life has a narration

Chapter 168 May I die early and have no afterlife
With green smoke curling up and drizzle as companions, five people and four umbrellas stayed silent for a while until the fire was burnt out, and it was Su Qing who finally broke the silence.

"Xiaogou, take out the things, just as everyone is here, it will not be easy to think about it in the future"

"it is good!"

After all, Qin Wei took out a tablet from his backpack, turned it on, skillfully found an encrypted file and handed it to everyone. It was not until Su Qing and the others entered the password one by one that they opened it.

Put the tablet in front of the tombstone, click on the playback, and suddenly a familiar figure appeared, standing in the center of Xu Yuezhen, tears ran across her face in an instant.

"Hey, everyone, if my guess is right, this should be the third year after my death. How are you all doing? You should have graduated from university after calculating the time." San'er in the video is still in that body Patient gown, but it's daytime, so it looks like it's still morning.

At this moment, he was sitting by his window, and the sun behind him was shining brightly. The sun hit him through the window. Even though he was terribly weak, his smile was still bright, and his voice was as clear as ever.

"Time flies. When I think that you will work hard in society in the future, get married and have children, my old father feels very relieved. You don't have to feel bad. Although it is a pity, half of your life will not be reached, and you will not even be there. I haven't had time to formally confess to the girl I like, I haven't seen the sunrise, I haven't read my favorite comics and novels, I haven't traveled, and I haven't even touched the latest love crazy mobile phone. I'm quite helpless, really of."

"In the past two days, I don't know why I keep thinking about the past. When I was in high school, I was always punished by the teacher to stand because of you guys. Now that I think about it, I still want to slap you guys to death.

But the memories are so beautiful. Fate is tormenting. I never thought that one day I would be so weak that I couldn’t get off the ground. It’s ridiculous. Don’t look at me now, but my whole body hurts. I gritted my teeth and recorded it for you. Video, are you moved, hahaha! "

Listening to that familiar and hearty laughter, Su Qing and the others showed smiles on their faces, not bitter smiles, but the kind of joy from the heart, seeing old friends again, even if it was just a video recorded three years ago, But it is also enough to make a few people extremely gratified.

After all, how many people in this world didn't even have a final farewell when they passed away, which made the living feel regretful.

Immediately, this guy started to tell about the trifles of the past, and the few people also stopped with smiles on their faces, and after a while, they said in a deep voice

"You guys know me as a person. I don't have a high level of education, and I don't like that kind of crying appearance. I don't care if I am sensational. I can only say sorry. I have to get off halfway. I count the time. It's all It's been three years, you shouldn't be so sad, you can miss me today, but forget about me in a brand new tomorrow, live a good life"

"I hope I have brought you joy these past few years. I may be three years old now, but I don't regret knowing you. You have a long way to go. You will be 29, 39, 69, and I will always be 19." I have no regrets, so don't mention my regrets. Death is not the end. As long as you remember me, I will still be here. I am not greedy. You miss me for a while, just for a while, and then Go and welcome your new life, let's be friends in the next life, the kind that grew up together."

Meng Ziming laughed while talking, but said that the tears could not stop falling in the end. No one wants to die, let alone bid farewell in this way.

How could a 19-year-old child not be afraid when facing death?

He wiped away the tears on his face with his cuff indiscriminately, and deliberately laughed twice:
"Hahaha, speaking of it, I don't know if you are wearing black suits and holding black umbrellas to mourn me. If there are other people around you at this time, they will even think that I have a mysterious and unknown person. Let's go, I really want to see you."

"Ah~~~ The weather is really nice today, the sun is shining brightly, why didn't I realize that the scenery outside is so beautiful before, today I don't have any memories that can't be blown away, but I plan to say goodbye to you today.

A letter from the tide on the Qiantang River, today I know that I am me, eight points in my life, don't ask for a tenth, everyone, just leave it! "

The video is not short, more than ten minutes long, but how can these few minutes surpass the memory of everyone, San'er put an end to his life after three years.

It's like you found a novel that you particularly like. Although you are reluctant to let it go, it will always end, leaving only regret and reluctance.

"Stupid guy, why are you walking so fast? Even the video is ridiculously short, so you can record it for a while longer." Wang Xing was about to replay it, but he held down his hand .

"Forget it, you can watch the video all the time, but San'er said, let's say goodbye today."

After all, Su Qing looked at Xu Yuezhen at the side. This girl was probably San'er's prospective girlfriend in college, but she never took that step. He couldn't imagine the kind of regret, especially when she was sure that the other party liked him too. , so it will be so memorable.

Many things in life require a delay in reminiscing about the past to feel the pain, just like today, three years later, when they gathered here, they suddenly remembered the last meeting three years ago, when San'er looked at them, the meaning of the eyes turned out to be this However, three years have passed.

If they knew that it was the last meeting, they wouldn't have gone home so early, wouldn't have said those useless nonsense, and would have asked for leave a few days earlier and returned.
One afternoon in high school, at the gate of the school, in the opposite direction, under the willow tree, five teenagers said to each other happy graduation. At that time, they didn’t think it was a farewell. up.

They met in summer, summer will still come, the wind will rise again, and the light of the setting sun will still shine on the faces of ignorant teenagers, but those teenagers are no longer us.

But Xu Yuezhen's face was already covered with tears, but the four elders could only look at each other, no one knew how to comfort her.

"Drink some, and send three children away," Su Qing said in a deep voice.

Immediately, Wang Xing took out a bottle of white wine from the plastic bag beside him, and filled them with disposable paper cups, while Su Qing himself took out a bottle of Coke and smiled at the tombstone:

"Don't drink while driving, don't drink and drive, what you said." Then he looked at Xu Yuezhen who was at the side and said, "You can replace me, I think he will be happy."

As he spoke, he handed her a glass, and Wang Xing poured it a little bit, expressing his intentions, but the woman held down the bottle, and it was filled up quickly.

"Qingzi. This." Wang Xing didn't know what to do.

In this regard, Su Qing sighed and waved his hand: "It's okay, wine is a special thing, it's a good thing, the lovesickness beans in the painter's pen, the moon like a hook in the poet's eyes, a small boat of nostalgia for the wanderer, you have to vent it, don't you?"

After finishing speaking, several people toasted and respected the deceased facing the tombstone.

"Cough cough..." Xu Yuezhen coughed after taking a big gulp of the spicy drink, and half of it went down in one gulp.

Seeing that she still wanted to drink more, Su Qing raised her hand and pressed her arm and said with a smile: "Okay, save some for San'er."

After finishing speaking, she took the paper cup in her hand and poured it in front of the grave.

Immediately, several people watched like this, the drizzle turned into light rain, and five people stood in front of the tomb with three umbrellas.

The last umbrella covered the incense stick, and no one spoke, just stood there until the incense burnt out.

"Hu~~"

Su Qing let out a breath, and said in a deep voice: "Let's go, let San'er wait by himself."

Then she turned her head and said to Xu Yuezhen, "By the way, we are going to take a walk around the school, do you want to go?"

Hearing this, the girl froze for a while, then nodded heavily.

"Then say goodbye to him!"

After finishing speaking, he pushed the girl to the tombstone, only to see Xu Yuezhen clasped her hands together, made a wish, closed her eyes and said nothing.

But Su Qing heard the narration.

【May I die early and have no afterlife】

In this regard, he could not help but sighed
San'er, San'er, if you can't be a gift in someone else's life, then don't walk into someone else's life. Although it's not what you want, but I have to say, your kid will leave him with a big trouble after his death.

People with a will to die, especially those who are trapped by love, are the most stubborn, and love is the most hurtful.

The purer the emotion, the more so. I really don't know what kind of experience made this girl so deeply rooted in love.

Shaking their heads, they picked up their umbrellas, and everyone packed up their things. When they went down the mountain, a gust of cold wind blew.

Chasing the wind and the moon, don't stop, there are spring mountains everywhere in Pingwu!

(End of this chapter)