My life has a narration

Chapter 399

She tried her best, but still did not change the result. Su Qing was filled with a huge sense of loss.

Fortunately, he didn't need to tell Zhang Heng the news, otherwise, he wouldn't even know how to speak.

A person who had just been sentenced to death heard the news that his only relative was trending. He felt that he couldn't bear such a blow.

With Lao Zhang gone, the rest of the people, even if they were real relatives, would not be able to run back and forth for Zhang Heng. They would try their best like their own son, and most of them would do their best.

Boom! !

wow~~
The pouring rain fell with great momentum, and the accumulated water on the road surface flowed across the road, and the lower road surface had even begun to store water.

A car was driving slowly on the empty road, and inside the car were two soaked chickens.

At this time, both Su Qing and Li Zijun were already drenched from head to toe, and Su Qing was even more embarrassed. Not only was he drenched, but his body was also covered with mud, and even his face was covered with muddy water. Bloodstains can still be seen faintly.

Because of the rain, Li Zijun's hair was a little messy, and her loose clothes became close-fitting, fully reflecting her figure.

It's just that Su Qing didn't have the heart to appreciate such a beautiful scenery at this time. The warm wind in the car was blowing, driving away the coolness on the two of them.

"It's getting late, take your umbrella and go home early!"

At the gate of Qingshuiyuan community, Li Zijun said.

Looking at the still heavy rain outside, Su Qing took a deep breath and said, "No need, I'll run back, Miss Jun, you should go home early too!"

After all, without waiting for her to answer, Su Qing opened the car door directly, and suddenly a gust of cold wind came in.

"Hey, I don't need this brat!" Seeing the figure striding into the community, Li Zijun couldn't help shaking his head, feeling a little helpless.

There was only one umbrella in the car, so I didn't hurt him in vain, and I knew how to hurt others. I hope he won't compete with me, otherwise, he will suffer.

As a criminal policeman, how could she not notice Su Qing's strangeness today?
Why was he in such a hurry to find Zhang Guoxin, but by such a coincidence, Zhang Guoxin died in a car accident?

There must be something she doesn't know about it, but well, there are some things that she doesn't have to know, especially when she found out that someone had been in a car accident. At that moment, she even prepared for the worst.

But when she found out that Su Qing was fine, the rest seemed not so important, so she didn't ask Su Qing why he was in such a hurry to chase after him.

But even so, she could also sense that Su Qing's emotions were not right. She thought it was the first time she saw someone die in front of her and was frightened. Doing ideological work.

She has also been working for the fifth year. Although the social security is quite good now, in the past five years, she has also sacrificed her colleagues, and as for injuries, there are even more.

The anti-narcotics department, which is more dangerous than their criminal investigation, has more casualties, especially the anti-narcotics police, so don't look at her as a woman, but her psychological endurance in this aspect is far stronger than that of ordinary people.

What's more, Zhang Guoxin is neither their colleague nor an acquaintance. People are dying all the time in the world. Do you have to feel sad for someone you don't know or don't know well?

So she couldn't understand Su Qing's mood.

The heavy rain poured down, and Su Qing was completely drenched even for a short distance from the gate of the community to the gate of the unit. When he entered the ladder, his whole body became bent a lot, as if he was discouraged.

Although he acted fine, he was indeed hit today, and the force was not small. Just as Li Zijun thought, although he didn't need to be sad for the death of someone he didn't know well, but the kind of person who obviously had something to do The frustration of being powerless to change the outcome by chance still makes him blame himself.

This is not his hypocrisy, but a change of heart.

It's like a firefighter who rescued a person who jumped from a building. He had already caught the other person, but watching him jump down and die in the end, the feeling of powerlessness and self-blame is the most uncomfortable.

The fundamental reason is that he had the opportunity to change the result, and this is what caused his discomfort.

The same is true for Su Qing, Li Zijun may not understand, but he himself knows what's going on.

The most important thing is that he still can't say this kind of thing.

When he opened the door in a panic, he immediately attracted the attention of Shen Yi in the room.

"You're back, hey? What's wrong with you? Why are you so wet?"

Seeing his appearance, Shen Yi quickly brought him a towel, and at the same time, Da Huang crawled out of the kennel and circled around him.

"Woof, woof, woof!" [Translation, translator, are you all right, are you bleeding?Don't die, I haven't filed a lawsuit yet! 】

Rhubarb could smell the blood on his body, which was what Su Qing got on Zhang Guoxin.

Blood and water mixed with rainwater had already seeped into his clothes.

"It's okay, I'm hungry!" Su Qing's voice was a little hoarse, and the expression on his face was also a little sad.

"What's wrong with you? What's the matter?" The keen Shen Yi immediately noticed that he was not in the right mood, and quickly asked.

"No, I'm just a little tired!"

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Shen Yi didn't ask the bottom line: "Then you quickly go to the bathroom to take a shower, don't catch a cold, I'll find clothes for you, and heat up the dishes by the way."

As a mature and intellectual older sister, Shen Yi has already passed the stage where curiosity is more important than cats. Since he doesn't say anything, then don't ask.

When a man is in a low mood, he will never find someone to confide in the first time like a woman. A man will first carry out a self-digestion, and then he will have the desire to confide after his emotions calm down.

Unless the blow is too big, it collapses on the spot.

Su Qing nodded, and then went into the bathroom.

He took off the clothes on his body casually, threw them in the corner, filled the bathtub by himself, and then lay down in it.

The bathroom in his house is not small, and the decoration is also good. Naturally, there is a bathtub, but he has never used it, it is only a shower, and only Shen Yi occasionally uses the bathtub.

At this time, he only felt extremely tired physically and mentally, and just wanted to find a place to rest for a while.

The whole body was soaked in the water, Su Qing closed her eyes, the last picture of Zhang Guoxin flashed in her mind, and what was the best solution to her behavior at that time.

If I had reacted faster at the beginning, if I hadn't chatted with Zhang Guoxin for a while, could this have been avoided.

Especially the latter, if he hadn't insisted on talking to him at the gate of the court at the end, Zhang Guoxin would have left a little earlier, so as to miss the opportunity to meet that car, and the incident would not have happened.

The narration gave him the perspective of God and made him feel at ease in his work and life, but it also added endless troubles to him.

Following this line of thought, Su Qing finally discovered to her surprise that Zhang Guoxin was actually the one who caused Zhang Guoxin's car accident. It was because he talked to someone that the timing of the car accident was just right.

And once this thought appears, it can no longer be stopped. It turns out that I am the cause.

If I didn’t have a narration, I wouldn’t have encountered this incident. If I hadn’t encountered this incident, I wouldn’t have chatted with Lao Zhang. If I didn’t talk to him, maybe Lao Zhang would never have met the truck. will die.

A series of logic began to be self-consistent and complete, and finally even got into a dead end. It felt very uncomfortable as if entering an infinite loop.

For a while, he had some doubts, was it really right for him to do this?
(End of this chapter)