My life has a narration

"I thought I'd never see you again. That's great. You are just as she said, a gentle person."

Fang Junhai looked at Su Qing who was sitting by the window, and said with a smile, after speaking, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and stroked Rhubarb's dog's head:

"It's as good as in the video. It's great. If only she could see it. She likes rhubarb the most, and she's a big fan of it."

Rhubarb is very cute today, since seeing this man, it has become like a big warm man, not even daring to bark loudly, for fear of scaring the other party.

And it can feel how weak the man leaning on the bed is.

It is said that puppies are the ones who lie, but puppies never lie, and they are also very smart.

"It's nothing, thank you for your love, by the way, can I do something for you, why don't you go to the hospital and have a look, it's about money"

Before Su Qing finished speaking, Fang Junhai waved his hand with a smile and interrupted him: "No need really, thank you for your kindness, but I'm already in the advanced stage of diffusion, even if it's a treatment, it's only a few days later. I have already seen it.

The house in my family is sold. To be honest, I am very fortunate. If it wasn’t for my rapid spread, the family’s foreign debts would probably be more. The doctor told me to eat whatever I want and do whatever I want. Just do something.

If it weren't for my physical condition, I think I should travel outside at this time, and I don't want to die at home. "

While speaking, Fang Junhai's tone was unusually calm, as if he was not talking about his own life and death, and he was even a little relieved.

Hearing this, Su Qing remained silent. Before the two spoke, Tang Nan and others, including Fang Junhai's mother and sister, all went to the Westinghouse, leaving only the two of them and Rhubarb talking here.

Especially Fang Junhai's mother and sister knew that he wanted to see Su Qing and Rhubarb, so naturally they didn't bother too much.

After a long time, Fang Junhai spoke again: "Tell me about Chen Jing, she said that you are classmates in elementary school?"

Su Qing: "Well, I was a classmate for three years, and then I went to study elsewhere."

Fang Junhai nodded, then took out a stack of photos under the pillow and handed them to him: "Actually, I lied to you, Chen Jing is not my girlfriend, I'm sorry!"

Su Qing, who took the photos and flipped through them one by one, paused, then continued to laugh and said, "It's okay, is there a story?"

While talking, he flipped through the stack of photos, most of which were photos of a girl alone, there were also photos of Fang Junhai and the two together, and photos of them in the ward.

The appearance of the two is not considered handsome or beautiful, but they are not ugly either. For ordinary people, it can be seen from the photos that the two have a good relationship.

"Stories? There seem to be many, but I can't tell one of them." Fang Junhai smiled self-deprecatingly.

After a long silence, I spoke again: "We met three years ago when we were working outside. I dropped out of high school, and she was in junior high school. I studied car repair. She worked as a waitress in a restaurant. I met when I went to eat."

Then Fang Junhai told him about the experiences between the two of them. In fact, most of them were very ordinary, and there were no ups and downs. The two of them were not together, but they were just very good friends.

But Su Qing could tell that the two of them were interested in each other, it seemed that the only difference was that the window paper was not pierced.

It wasn't until last year that he was suddenly diagnosed with bone cancer, which was already at an advanced stage. The bad news came like a bolt from the blue, and his family rushed him to the hospital to start treatment.

He didn't know about it at first, thinking that his illness was not serious, and Chen Jing often came to the hospital to see him and bring him meals.

As the hospitalization time became longer and longer, his physical condition became worse and worse. Only then did he vaguely realize that his illness might not be simple.

Some time ago, when he found out that Chen Jing was working two jobs to make money to subsidize his medical expenses, the two had a quarrel.

Ever since Fang Junhai knew about his illness, Fang Junhai never thought about the relationship between the two of them. In fact, being friends is also good. He doesn't want the girl he likes to be so tired. Anyway, he won't get better.

But he didn't expect that Chen Jing never came back after leaving that day, and what he waited for was the news of her accidental death.

It was discovered by the people in the community in the morning. Because the nearest contact person was him, the police notified him. At that moment, he felt that his sky had collapsed.

"She has no relatives. Her mother died last year after she remarried. The body was in the funeral home for seven days, and no relatives came to claim it. I discussed with my mother and paid all the expenses with the last cash in my hand. For a moment, I felt like she belonged to me."

"Then I went home. I couldn't treat anymore. I had no money. Hehe, you know, my mother told me that the village gave me 100 yuan a month as a subsidy. With a bag of noodles, my mother can live. You said, can I continue the treatment?"

"Fortunately, I'm not the only child in my family, so I can only work hard for my sister in the future, which is not bad!"

Fang Junhai smiled and spoke with a calm expression, but it could make people feel deeply helpless. No one wants to die if they have a chance to live.

And he didn't expect that the cause of Chen Jing's death was like this, it can only be said that it was a trick of good fortune.

"Then is there anything else you want to do?" Su Qing asked.

Fang Junhai shook: "Actually, I just wanted to see you. During the period when I was in the hospital, the most we spent together was watching the rhubarb in your video. She kept saying that she wanted to raise one as smart as rhubarb in the future." My dog ​​also said that you two are at the same table.

I thought, it would be great if I could meet you. Besides, she still has some things left behind. I don’t know anyone from her hometown. I only know you. I want to give these to you. It’s okay if I’m healthy , I'm afraid that if I leave, the last trace of her in this world will be gone. "

As he said that, he took out a small cardboard box from the side, and Su Qing took it. There were not many things in it, two diaries, two plush toys, which were pink pigs, the same style as the ones given to him. It's just that the workmanship is a lot worse. A half-knit scarf, except for the diary, the rest looks old.

"Actually. There is never a right or wrong time to meet. It is nothing more than that you are too timid and not brave enough.

Love comes out of nowhere, it's a sudden heartbeat at a certain moment, a sudden encounter at a certain corner, I think you have been together before, haven't you? "Su Qing took the box, and it took a while before she spoke.

Hearing this, Fang Junhai shook his head: "Not everyone is as radiant as you. She and I are just a small person. Maybe what you said is right, I am not brave enough, but it just shows that we may really not be so brave. Appropriate, if it weren't for me, maybe she wouldn't be like this
In fact, it was never the physical illness that really killed me, but the memories I suddenly recalled at a certain moment in the peaceful days later.

If only I hadn't had a fight with her someday, if only I hadn't been sick, if only I had died sooner.

If I had known that it would be the last time we met, I would have stayed with her for a while longer, put on my most handsome clothes, and compensated her for a meal. "

Listening to Fang Junhai's murmur, Su Qing took a deep breath, and comforted: "She won't blame you for quarreling with her that day, maybe she also regrets that she didn't have time to say goodbye to you?"

"Yeah, maybe!" Fang Junhai said with a smile.

The two chatted for a long time, and before they knew it, it was past three o'clock in the afternoon. Fang Junhai took a lot of photos of Rhubarb and him, and even Fang's mother came to see them from time to time, busy cooking, and wanted to keep them together.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Fang Junhai didn't know what to do, and suddenly said: "Su Qing, my time seems to be up soon, I'm dying, can I ask you one last thing?"

Hearing this, Su Qing was taken aback, and the narrator also gave a hint.

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"What are you talking about, you're fine!"

But Fang Junhai shook his head: "I can feel that I'm afraid I'm really going to leave this time, let me help me, I don't want to die at home, let me pay my parents for the last meal, and then you bring I'm going out for a walk, I want to look outside, okay?"

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