My life has a narration

Chapter 856 Rainy Night (End)

"Aren't you coming in to meet your old classmates? Su Qing!"

A painful sound suddenly came from the dilapidated classroom. If someone who didn't know this happened, he would definitely be shocked.

The house has been abandoned for many years, and huge cracks have appeared on the wall, and it feels like it will collapse in a second.

Su Qing stood at the door of the classroom, the rain had already soaked his shoes, but he didn't care at all.

He was holding a black umbrella in his hand, and the rain was beating on the surface of the umbrella, making a loud noise, and it was no wonder that the other party was able to find him.

Hearing this, Su Qing took a deep breath, did not push open the dilapidated wooden door, and said in a deep voice:

"How do you know it's me and not someone else?"

Hearing the words, the people in the house laughed: "In this world, except for the police, it seems that no one wants to find me for a long time, but I didn't hear the siren, and there was not much movement. I thought about it, and it seems that I can come. There's only you left!"

"You are very smart, why do you have to be like this? You should have a bright future, shouldn't you?" Su Qing said.

"I'm smart? Aren't you smarter? You can guess that I will come here!" Some people in the room sighed.

As everyone knows, Su Qing didn't know, but it was just because of the narrator's reminder that they were all here, and he felt a little uncomfortable if he didn't witness the ending.

"Although I don't know who you are, I know that you should know me, and I guess, you should be the classmate who transferred from here to our class. Since you are for Zhang Shunci, then I think, you He should come here," Su Qing said lightly.

Hearing this, the people in the room laughed: "Hehehe~~cough cough~~hiss~~"

"That's right. Since I was a child, I knew that you could do it. You are definitely a smart person. At the beginning, Chen Jing liked you, but there were quite a few people in the class who were jealous of you. It's a pity, she is such a good girl!"

As soon as these words came out, it was equivalent to admitting his identity.

"But... don't you wonder who I am? You can see it now when you open the door!"

Su Qing shook her head: "No, no matter who you are, I hope that your appearance in my heart will always be the same as before, maybe tomorrow I will know who you are, but I won't go in to see you! "

"That's fine. After all, I'm really in a mess now. It's too inappropriate to meet old classmates."

After finishing speaking, the two fell into a moment of silence, and then Su Qing said: "Since you like her, why didn't you take her away earlier and get married together."

"Who said I liked her?"

"Then why."

"Not everything has a reason, she is nice to me, I just want to do something for her, can't I?
To be honest, no one in our class knows that my mother is also a lunatic, crazy, but she is the only one who cares about me, but she passed away last year just because I said something about me. She likes to eat mulberries. She went to the mountains to pick them in the middle of the night, and then they were gone. I just had the ability to support her, haha. Later I realized that even if the mind is insane, maternal love is also sober.

The same is true for Zhang Shunci. We were in this classroom when she was in the second grade of primary school. Because she was old and tall, she sat in the last row. Because she couldn't speak, no one wanted to talk to her even though she was fair and good-looking. Playing, naughty male classmates often call her dumb, and even someone deliberately throws her pencil case into the trash can, but she does not resist.

I couldn't figure out the mentality of those classmates back then. Really, because I was a little lame, it was common for her to be connected, so I often went to talk to her.

To be honest, I think she looks good, especially her nose, which is straight and curved. If she puts on clean clothes and puts on a little makeup, she will be no worse than others."

Speaking of this, the people inside laughed at themselves, and seemed to remember something happy, and then continued:
"I remember one time, because I didn't want to go to school, I had a conflict with my family, and I ran out in a fit of anger. I didn't eat breakfast. I was so young at that time, and I didn't dare to go home after school at noon, but I was really hungry. , I asked my classmates to borrow money one by one. At that time, I had at most a few yuan in my hand, and anyone with two or three yuan could be a big brother.

I didn't borrow it, and my grandma didn't come to the school gate. Maybe I was so angry. Just when I was about to cry, someone patted my shoulder. She took out a handful of dime coins, she didn't know how long she had saved them, it was seven cents in total, she gesticulated and stuffed the money over, yelling vaguely, money, money.
Even though she was lending me money, her tone was still cautious, and at the same time she handed me a piece of white rabbit toffee.

Before I could say thank you, she ran away.

I remember, it seemed to be sunny, the light was so bright that day, I felt like she was like an angel who saved me, that day I bought a pack of instant noodles and a pack of spicy strips to sit on the playground to eat.

Later, when I asked her to pay back the money, she was very generous and said she didn't need it, and even wrote to tell me that our family will be friends in the future, and we will play together!

You will know what happened later. I went to your elementary school. She didn’t continue to go to school. She just went to work on the ground every day. I saw her a few times later, and every time she sat in a daze at the gate of this deserted school. , maybe she was thinking where all her former friends had gone, why didn't she come to school?
Then this year, I suddenly heard that she died, and she was ruined by two scumbags. The most ridiculous thing is that her stepmother and her younger brother chose to be private for some money, 7, two beasts It's ironic to bury this matter for [-] yuan per person for fear of a flat rate.

I have nothing, I am the only one left in the household registration book of the family, I have not protected the two crazy women who have been good to me in this life, and it is meaningless to live, I still owe her seventy cents, Gotta do something for her.

Recently I have often wondered, what was she thinking when she was standing by the well?Hate the world?Hate her family?Did you leave any words?

Maybe only the wind blowing on her cheek at that moment heard it!
She is kinder than most people in this world, but this world is too dirty to have a perfect her.

In my heart, she has always been the little angel who patted the boy on the shoulder when he was most helpless. "

Listening to the words of the people in the room, Su Qing's hand holding the umbrella trembled slightly, as if a huge stone was pressing on her chest, suffocating.

It turned out that when I was young, I could really climb the Ten Thousand Mountains alone. Because there were flowers blooming brilliantly on the other side of the mountain, I wanted to pick a branch and show it to her.

"Is this the power of falling in love with someone?" Su Qing asked softly.

"Su Qing, you have to know, it's nothing special to fall in love, it's nothing special to stay in love."

At this time, in the classroom, a drenched man with a beard and no age was holding his abdomen, and there was a large amount of blood oozing from it. Obviously, he was also injured, and beside him were beer, instant noodles, and spicy noodles. He was prepared in advance, and his left leg was obviously different from normal people, the ankle was bent badly, he was crippled, and at the same time, there was an empty pesticide bottle beside him.

In fact, when he first came here, Su Qing knew the situation of the other party through the narration, and he was powerless. He just wanted to witness the ending.

"I have read books and know that there are no ghosts and gods in this world, but when I think of her, and my crazy mother, I knelt in front of Guanyin in a ghostly way, with my heart like a mirror, I kowtowed a thousand heads to beg for an afterlife, beg for my next life Still be my mother's son, begging me to come to the next life, and grow up with her, we are both cowards, but she is so timid, what should I do if she can't take care of herself? Will she get lost over there? I want to find She died. As for her stepmother and her younger brother, they were lucky. This time it was too hasty and there was no time.

Old classmate, to be honest, I am really a cowardly person. I have been living in my own imagination for so many years. I hate life and myself. I am often in a daze. In my world, I should be a sword fairy. Standing with a sword, famous, or a suave and carefree poet, but I looked through my past and found that I was just a thief, and I imagined some experiences that did not belong to me as my own.

I want to know, in your eyes. What kind of person am I? "Blood overflowed from the corner of the mouth of the people in the house, and they looked at the rotten wooden door with scorching eyes.

Hearing this, Su Qing took a deep breath and smiled, "You should be a good person, man, at least better than the hypocritical me!"

"Hahaha, good man. Not bad, not bad, old classmate, this person, don't be morally obsessed with cleanliness, so that no one can deeply hurt himself, and live a contented life." The man said otherwise.

This is a secret between the two of them, and Su Qing naturally understands it.

"I know, I will!"

"That's good." Then the man said loudly: "Let's live this time, don't let youth die in regret!"

"Thank you!" Su Qing said, sincerely thanking her.

"Yes, I should thank you, but it seems that I don't have much time. I really want to spend more time with you. I can't see you off~~ There will be a farewell. Before you leave, I want to say to you that life is going well, I I saw you on the Internet, you are in full bloom, but unfortunately, I can't see you when you are old, okay, don't learn from me.

In fact, it’s quite satisfactory. Originally, I planned to have a drink with you. Today is my birthday. No, it’s already past twelve o’clock, so forget it. I only hope that from now on, my heart will be carefree, and you will be sad. Let’s go, let me Stay by yourself! "

Hearing this, Su Qing's hand holding the umbrella turned white: "Happy birthday, old classmate. Goodbye!"

After finishing speaking, Su Qing turned around and left.

Hearing his words, the man in the room smiled contentedly, and then took out a big white rabbit toffee with yellowed sugar coating and distorted shape from his pocket, carefully peeled it off, and put it in his mouth.

The palms of the hands lightly patted the thighs to beat the beat, and intermittent singing voices came out of the mouth indistinctly.
"Just... die in your passion again and again, just give me a ridiculous ending, if... I don't regret being cheated by you to be scarred, I don't believe you"

When Su Qing walked to the school gate, he heard singing from inside. For a moment, he only felt a shock in his head, and then, a touch of scarlet flowed from under his nose.

With a plop, he felt the strength in his body drain quickly, his eyes turned black, and he knelt down directly on the ground, splashing mud and water.

And in a certain classroom, a man with a disabled left leg covered in blood was no longer alive in his eyes.

It's just that he still opened his eyes, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, tightly clutching the yellowed icing, praying to Guanyin Bodhisattva to let him realize his wish, and looking towards the last row of the classroom.

"We will be friends from now on, let's play together!"

"Money money."

In the classroom that had been abandoned for an unknown number of years, there seemed to be the sound of reading aloud again. In the back row of the classroom, a tall and introverted girl was passing a note to an equally introverted boy. agreement!
(End of this chapter)