Weird Talker

Chapter 314 Xu Yi's Past (Two Chapters in One)

Huh?
It's raining heavily...

It was as heavy as the rain that day.

The dim street lights are getting dimmer and dim, but the memory deep in my mind is getting clearer and clearer.

My name is Xu Yi.

Perhaps Xu, nothing and nothing.

Like the name, my life seems to be more random than others.

I often think, if I hadn’t cried and clamored to go to the amusement park when I was six years old, would my life be different?
In that case, Mom wouldn't make a special trip to ask for leave, and Dad wouldn't make a special trip to rent a car, and that day... wouldn't be in a car accident.

I watched the father in the driver's seat with his head limply hanging aside, and the mother in the co-pilot breathing heavily, but blood kept pouring out of her damaged throat, and I couldn't cover it with my hands.

It's raining, cars are smoking, passers-by are screaming...

I lost consciousness and regained consciousness, already in another place.

The rain stopped, I curled up on the head of the bed, shivering, and when I recalled what happened, I burst into tears.

That day, at the age of six, I realized... that I was an orphan.

After being sent to the orphanage, I became silent.

The children here are orphans like me, but they are also different from me, they can laugh.

I don't fit in and am always alone.

But I also have my favorite things, I like sugar.

Although the orphanage will give out sugar, it only gives out once a week, and there is always only one or two at a time.

Maybe it's because I'm worried that children will get cavities if they eat too much, but I don't care.

On the day of the candy distribution, I will grab it.

I don't fit in with others, I'm hard-hitting, even a group of kids can't beat me, and I can always grab a lot of candy.

One day, the orphanage gave out candy again. I called the other children to the yard and asked them to hand over the candy as usual, or I would beat them.

But this time, they didn't listen.

Just as I was about to start a fight, a dark, dry and thin figure emerged.

She stared at me and shouted at me: "No! No!"

Then he turned to the others and said, "Go in, I'll fight him!"

That day, the sky was gloomy, and it was about to rain.

I hate rain, whenever it rains, my luck will be very bad.

This dry, black and thin girl, I know, she just arrived these few days, everyone calls her Miss Xiaoli, she is older than most children, and she was almost ten years old when she entered the orphanage.

And although she is dark and thin, she is tall, a head taller than me.

The others immediately turned around and ran away. I'm a man, and I don't want to be as knowledgeable as a woman like her. What's more, I don't want to get caught in the rain.

I turned to leave, but she grabbed me.

"Don't go!"

"release."

"No!"

Her voice is surprisingly loud.

"Believe it or not, I'll hit you!" I glared at her.

"Come on!" She rolled up her sleeves without showing any weakness.

The strong wind before the rain made her tied braids flutter sideways, and her voice seemed to be scattered into the entire orphanage by the wind.

Those guys were lying by the window and looking out one by one, wanting to see me being taught a lesson.

I couldn't hold back my face, and just about to hit her, a bolt of lightning suddenly split in the sky.

The pale horse split the rain clouds, and the rain poured down.

This heavy rain brought back the memory of the car accident that I don't want to recall. I saw the whiteness in my field of vision and her shadow, and immediately rushed over like a madman, kicking and kicking her while riding on her body, while being afraid Shaking all over.

She would fight back at first, but after scratching me a few times, she stopped.

Seeming to notice something was wrong with me, she started yelling.

The mothers were quickly called by other children, and she and I were pulled away and taken away separately.

I didn't want to hit her like that, it was the bad rain.

However, that's fine, she must be terrified, and she won't dare to mess with me in the future.

However, that night, after everyone else fell asleep, she quietly ran to my bed and shook me awake.

"What are you doing? You still want to fight!" I was stern, but I was already a little afraid of her.

"Here!" She suddenly stuffed something into my hand, leaned her face closer, and said seriously: "I'll give you my candy, don't bully anyone anymore!"

"I don't want to..." Before I finished speaking, she ran away in a hurry.

I spread out my palms, and two candies that were covered with warm wrappers were lying on my palms.

I later found out that it was the mother of the orphanage who told her that I was different from ordinary children. I witnessed the tragic death of my parents, and I was carried out from behind their dead bodies.

I'm withdrawn, cranky, friendless, afraid of the rain, and only like... candy.

After that day, Xiaoli became my only friend.

Although I never thought so, she insisted on saying so herself.

Soon, it will be the New Year's Eve.

There are many small games in the orphanage. Everyone has received new clothes, and I have them too, but I didn't go to collect them.

Xiaoli found me and patted me on the back: "Hello? Why don't you go get the gift?"

I turned around, glanced at her face, and looked at the children who were twittering in line to receive New Year's gifts. Some of them were younger than me, some were older than me, but they all came earlier than me. An orphan who was abandoned at birth.

Speaking of which, she is the only one who came later than me in this orphanage.

I suddenly wondered why she came to the orphanage?Are the parents dead too?
"Don't you think they are very pitiful?" I said, "They think that when they get a gift, they get love."

"How can there be love in this place? Everything here..." I tugged at my clothes and pants emotionally, "Eat, use, gifts, all are pity, they are just pity for them who have no home people!"

"It's just pity, not love!"

"No family, no kinship, it's all fake!"

Although I said "they", I know that I am also one of them.

She looked at me and didn't speak.

Doesn't seem to understand what I'm talking about.

She frowned and thought hard for a long time, shook her head, grabbed my hand, and opened my fingers hard.

"It's annoying, what should we do, should we just die like this?"

She stuffed two candies into my hand.

I suddenly noticed that her skin was a little whiter than when she first came in.

"I don't want it! I have no relatives, no home, but... But as long as I am alive, I can find a new family! I will definitely find it!" She said firmly.

I don't know why she can say such a thing with such certainty.

I was too lazy to argue with her, so I took the candy and shook off her hand.

The New Year is just an ordinary day, but people like to give it a special meaning.

Without anyone in particular, any holiday is just an ordinary day.

The most important thing in me was completely taken away in that car accident, and every day after that was meaningless.

I was thinking that the meaning of my life might be to wait for death.

To me there is no difference between being dead and being alive.

Day by day.

One year...two years.

I still only have one self-proclaimed friend, and my personality hasn't changed a bit.

It's just that she has changed a bit in the past two years, she is taller and her skin is whiter, and I can occasionally hear her talk.

The children in the orphanage all said in private that I like her, otherwise why would I, a violent man, beat everyone but never beat her.

I really listened to her and stopped grabbing other people's candies.

They didn't know that eating too much candy would make them tired, and with her two, it was just enough.

Moreover, I don't like her so I don't hit her.

Right as a gift in return for the candy she has been giving me for the past two years, that's all.

That day, it was going to rain again.

Whenever it rains, I will lock myself up, don't eat, and don't want to see anyone.

Everyone got used to it, and so did she.

But that day, she came to me before it rained.

"doing what?"

I squinted at her.

She is still taller than me, still dry and thin, but her skin is a little fairer.

But I always feel that when she turns white, she doesn't look as good as when she was darker before.

"You're going to school."

She looks at me.

"No." It turned out to be this matter. I should have been sent to school at my age, but I didn't want to go, and I would play truant if I did.

"Go!" She stared at me, and her voice became louder again.

She's always like this, not just to me, her meddling voice can be heard all over the orphanage.

She has to take care of this child's affairs, and she also has to take care of that child's affairs. What a troublesome woman.

"What's none of your business?" I asked her nonchalantly.

"Without school, you'll be constantly afraid of the rain."

She suddenly said something that I didn't expect at all.

"Boom—"

At this moment, a thunder just exploded outside the window.

The snow-white lightning made my face pale.

I clenched my fists, pushed her hard, and shouted, "Don't worry about it!"

She is very strong and tall. This is not the first time I have pushed her. After all, she always likes to touch me.

It's the same this time.

But this time was different because...she fell down.

"boom--"

She hit the floor, her face turned pale, and she lay motionless on the ground.

I was stunned.

The scene of my parents being in a car accident flashed again in my mind, I... killed another person?
I was terrified and ran to call the mother of the orphanage.

Soon, the adults came.

I dare not admit that I overthrew her and made her fall unconscious.

But what surprised me was that the adults in the orphanage didn't seem surprised. They hurriedly called the emergency number, and the ambulance came soon.

I suddenly felt that something was wrong, and I had to follow whatever I said.

I was kicking and biting and no one could control me, so I went with the ambulance.

Looking at her pale face lying on the stretcher, I was terrified.

she won't die, will she?Pushed and fell by me, and then died...

I was trembling all over and couldn't help asking the mother in the orphanage, "Will she die?"

The mother of the orphanage didn't seem to expect that I would ask such a question when I was so muddled.

But there was undisguised sadness in her eyes, and she said, "Xiaoli may... have to leave."

I was stunned.

is she really going to die?
The mother of the orphanage touched my head: "Xiaoli, she..."

I sat in the ambulance in a daze, listening to the whispers of the mother in the orphanage.

"Xiaoli, she was abandoned by her parents."

"Her family was poor, and she was diagnosed with cancer when she was nine years old. She couldn't see a doctor, so she was brought to this city and lost."

"She knew where her home was, but she didn't tell. She said she lost her memory."

"But everyone knows...she remembers everything and knows everything..."

"Cancer hurts and she likes sugar."

"It doesn't hurt so much when I eat sugar..."

"When she first came to the orphanage, she always said that with a smile."

"But her illness has been getting worse..."

"..."

It's no wonder that although she has turned white in the past two years, she has become more and more unsightly...

I suddenly understood many things.

At this time, the nurse in the car said: "What is this child holding in his hand? It can't be broken."

"Let me see." The doctor came over and pinched her fingers, breaking them apart one by one.

I looked over and saw two candies lying in her palm, clenched tightly.

"This child... likes to eat sweets." The mother of the orphanage explained, but couldn't help sobbing.

I stared blankly at her tightly closed eyes, and the two glaring candies on her palm.

I know that she didn't prepare these two candies for herself.

suddenly!Her eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened her eyes.

But at this time, the ambulance also stopped.

The back door was opened, and I was pushed aside by the nurse, watching her lying on the stretcher and being pushed quickly to the hospital.

I ran along subconsciously.

She tilted her head and looked at me, the light in her eyes was darker than before, and the braided hair hung out of the stretcher, shaking back and forth.

"go to school."

She spoke, not as loudly as she used to.

"You have to laugh..."

"Happily...to live..."

The stretcher she was lying on was pushed up the slope, and two candies rolled out of her hand and fell in front of me.

I stopped as the paramedics hurried past me.

The world suddenly lost its sound, and only those two candies were left in my eyes.

The heavy rain poured down, and I stood outside the gate of the hospital, drenched in the rain quietly.

Later, I was not afraid of the rain, and I stopped eating sugar.

……

Huh?
It's raining again...

By the way, I'm in a game, and this time... rocked a bit.

A woman with bloody hands is poking at my face, the emotion in her eyes... just like me in the old days.

By the way, she is Zhong Xueran.

That's right...it's Zhong Xueran.

She really is... exactly like me, the old me.

How wonderful it is to live, how many people are living hard.

Be happy, smile, as long as you're alive, what's the big deal?
There is no need to look for meaning, life is enough to live with a smile... Zhong Xueran.

live your life...

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"Yan Xiao!"

Zhong Xueran was surprised and delighted, at this moment, Yan Xiao actually appeared in the old city by car!
"Save him!"

Before she could finish speaking, Yan Xiao pulled her out of Xu Yi's embrace.

Then he stuffed Xu Yi's stiff body into the car.

"You can save him, right? Yan Xiao? You can save him... right?" In the car, Zhong Xueran looked at him beggingly, his voice trembling.

Yan Xiao said nothing.

He glanced at a group of dead bodies that were about to rush over, turned the steering wheel, and galloped away.

　Thanks to Muscle Mosaic, Hua Qingli, Ren Wei Dao Zu, I am Pork Belly, Xiao Kou Jiang, Bald Little Spider, Doudou Circle for the rewards, thank you everyone!
　　
　
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