My name is Lu Mingfei, not Lu Mingfei!.

Chapter 65

"So if I don't pass the exam, I'll be demoted?" Lu Mingfei couldn't help thinking of Fingal... He said that his F-rank was as humble as a medieval serf's mule. If she was given an F when she took the exam, this Isn't the road to studying abroad ridiculous?

"The worst case is to be brainwashed and sent home, because the originally identified mixed race has indeed happened before. In fact, the bloodline is quite thin, and it is no different from ordinary people. It can't resonate with Longwen at all. Funded to repatriate him, and later that person was admitted to a good financial university, and he had a good life, but he didn't have the opportunity to contact the real world." Guderian patted Lu Mingfei on the shoulder, "This has nothing to do with you! How could an S-class be troubled by such a trivial matter!"

"Actually, I'm quite worried now that I'll have a break..." Lu Mingfei raised her hand weakly.

She has always had little confidence in herself. The best time to play is in the game. She still remembers that when Shilan Middle School organized a speech contest, Lu Mingfei was selected as a member of the literary club. She had been training for a long time and planned to quote at the beginning. Mr. Lin Yutang's famous words can show the style of a literary society.

On the day of the speech, she took the stage, and the opening speech was as follows: "Dear leaders and classmates, hello everyone, I am Lu Mingfei from the first grade of the third grade, and the title of my speech is "Thank you for having you". Lin Yutang The husband once said that a great speech should be like a miniskirt worn by a girl, the shorter the better."

At this time, it stands to reason that there should be knowing laughter and applause from the audience. Lu Mingfei deliberately paused here to wait for the feedback below, smiling as much as possible to please the audience.At this time, the well-known vice-principal coughed in a low voice, and the students who wanted to laugh immediately fell silent. Even if it was Lin Yutang's original words, the vice-principal didn't like this uncivilized opening.

As a result, the entire auditorium was silent, and thousands of eyes stared at Lu Mingfei coldly. The confidence that Lu Mingfei had finally built up was completely destroyed. She changed from a hero who was ready to receive applause to a obscenity. The joke led to the despised prisoner, and had to bow and say that I was not ready, and I chose to abstain.

I don’t know which great man once said that the establishment of confidence may take a long time of training and preparation to appear, but it only takes a moment to destroy a person’s confidence. The ridicule, denial, and malice of others are often invisible. With a sharp sword, murder never sees blood.

It was the first time that Lu Mingfei participated in a speech in her life, and it may be the last time in her life. The vice-principal probably didn't know that his cough would be so powerful. A slender and sensitive little girl was so easy to be attacked by a The slightest movement breaks my heart.

In fact, everyone is such a fragile child. Some people are born with a pistachio who can speak well. At any time, he can stand in the public and touch thousands of people's hearts.And some people are born just humble introverts, who like to stand in the shadows to appreciate the beauty of the world, but there are always people who try to drive her into the sun, saying that you should be as dazzling as those who stand on high.Little do they know that this will make her gradually wither under the dazzling brilliance, just like a small umbrella mushroom that has been completely dried out.

Therefore, the previous Lu Mingfei was not such a humble, cowardly girl who loved to talk nonsense. She had many beautiful fantasies, many favorite stories, and her wild imagination left countless slender chapters in the diary.But she didn't have a person to share with her. Her parents' departure, her life under her control, her experiences at school, and so many things came together to make her what she is today.

She was very afraid of failure, whether it was a big event or a small event, Professor Guderian's repatriation statement really scared her a bit.What she cares about is not Cassell's life. Everyone here calls her S-class and says she's very good, but if she goes back to the past, she will be that girl under the fence again, and the princes and princesses of Shilan will point to her and say Look, the girl who was picked up by Ferrari to go to school in the United States has been driven back again. The Americans don't look down on her, and she has to repeat her class to go to college again last year!Those who have been stepped on by her are happy to write an SB on her forehead, then kick her into the corner and call a circle of people to laugh at her, such as Zhao Menghua.

The girl named Lu Mingfei has long since had no way out. It has been the case since the moment the plane landed in the United States. If she were to go back to Shilan Middle School now, she would rather jump directly into the Pacific Ocean from the repatriation plane.

"Relax! Have confidence in yourself!" Professor Guderian is still the same, he doesn't understand the girl's mind at all, he just keeps bragging about the so-called S-class, until now Lu Mingfei doesn't know where he is It's special, it's worth the old man and even the whole academy to blow her hard, wishing to blow her into the sky and turn her into a bulging cowhide.

Guderian took out a music box and put it on the table: "It is said that in the ancient times, the voice of the black dragon emperor Nidhogg roaring on the throne, can pass through the ice fields and mountains, sweep the continent, and wherever he goes, there are thousands of dragon blood descendants. Worship, the monarch and the people surrender. Later, a skilled craftsman recorded Nidhogg's roar in this music box. We found this box in the depths of the Arctic Ocean, and it can even continue to be used after restoration. This record is all the language. The beginning of the spirit, the [Emperor] who is the first in the word spirit sequence list! As long as you listen to this dragon text, you will understand why the S-rank is unique!"

He was fiddling with the box to prepare to play, Lu Mingfei glanced at Chu Zihang quietly, Chu Zihang nodded to signal her to do it with peace of mind, it seemed that senior brother had experienced the same thing.

The music box began to play, and ancient syllables that Lu Mingfei had never heard burst out in the depths of his mind. This strange way of pronunciation was like the deep roar of a monster, muddy and hoarse, but mixed with the majesty of a king, as if the vicissitudes of a church bell ringing.Lu Mingfei seems to be able to see the ancient emperor. He hangs high on the throne carved out of ice, and when he looks up, he can admire the country he rules and declare his existence to the world with this poetic singing. .

"Praise my king's awakening, destruction, that is a new life." Professor Guderian explained that after translation into modern language, this dragon text is very short, but there are at least dozens of syllables played in a music box in a loop. This complex language system is closely related to No human language known today is different.

Sounds like a beautiful compliment, but the dragon that Lu Mingfei wants to come to the throne doesn't seem to be so happy, the unreachable position also means that there is no one to accompany, thousands of years of loneliness are always the same, no matter the dawn. Or at night, there is always only a lonely shadow on the mountains of the icefield, wandering alone in the shadow of the clouds.

"Look, this is the strength of S-rank!" Professor Guderian was very pleasantly surprised. In his opinion, Lu Mingfei's sluggishness meant that she had entered a state that resonated with Longwen.

"This song is really ugly. Does Nidhogg have a broken throat? Dragons also have chronic pharyngitis?" Lu Mingfei calmed down and pouted.

"You didn't understand?" Professor Guderian was stunned.

"I just think it's almost the same as when I listen to Koreans sing. Anyway, I can't understand the meaning, but Nidhogg can't say this Smecta that Smecta..." Lu Mingfei said cautiously, "At least it sounds better than Korean. a little."

Professor Guderian stopped talking, he fell into contemplation, as quiet as the famous Thinking Statue.

"What's wrong with him?" Lu Mingfei whispered to Chu Zihang.

"It's very strange that you don't understand Longwen." Chu Zihang explained, "Emperor Yanling is the word spirit used by Nidhogg to rule his descendants. The reverence for Longwen is passed down through the blood of the dragon family. All mixed races should react to this emperor's words."

"I really just think it's someone singing, the level is not good enough..." Lu Mingfei was very innocent, she knew that she should understand in advance and pretend to be a normal person, "Senior brother, did you hear that?" How did you feel when you were there?"

"The great emperor is calling his descendants, and those who disobey will die under the wrath of the king. This is the kind of fear I rarely feel, the kind that comes from the bottom of my heart, even though I know the words of the spirit itself. The master no longer exists, but his majesty will not dissipate no matter how many years pass, as if he will be reborn tomorrow."

Lu Mingfei tried to see some traces of acting on Chu Zihang's face, so as to prove that he and Professor Guderian either committed a mental illness together, or colluded to make fun of her.But Senior Brother's face was always as calm as water, with few fluctuations. Lu Mingfei could already see the fluff on his face. Chu Zihang was still in the mode of sitting in meditation as an old monk.

"Really?" Lu Mingfei still didn't believe it.

"Really, we should kiss you again after you post it." Chu Zihang moved his chair back calmly, so as not to accidentally have a close contact on the spot.

Lu Mingfei was stunned for a moment, and then came back to her senses. When she was unconscious, she was very close to Chu Zihang. The movements of getting close and whispering were like some kind of stupid couple like glue, and the ends of her hair even hung down on him. On her shoulders, Chu Zihang could smell the cherry-flavored shampoo she had just used tonight.

In fact, it's more than just shampoo. From Chu Zihang's perspective, the girl with the rose-red hairband radiates radiance all over her body, and she looks much better than before.I still remember that Lu Mingfei in Shilan Middle School always wore two whips and big black-framed glasses, but now after throwing those away, her hair is longer than before, and her single ponytail is full of vitality. It feels like she will look at you seriously and talk, the slender eyelashes are like flying bird wings, and she will also carefully peek at your expression, fortunately, she will make an appropriate response next, but she thinks that you don't know, When laughing, he would occasionally purse his lips silently, but in fact, there was a feeling that the little fox had succeeded and secretly smug, and it was full of careful thoughts.

Time is always easy to change a person. Whether it is himself or his friends, Chu Zihang suddenly felt a little relieved. He is the kind of guy who feels happy when he sees others getting better. Lu Mingfei came to him. It is not a very important person, but there was a moment of life and death between two people.

To this day, the nightmare on the viaduct is still a demon that Chu Zihang has never crossed. Every night before going to bed, he recalls every detail of that nightmare.My mother remarried very early, of course I don't care about that man. The guy who has no ability but only drives likes to sit at night on the roadside stall and eat braised large intestine and grilled chicken wings. Such a person would not be able to leave the world. There are too many people who remember him, so Chu Zihang can't forget him, otherwise there will be no place for him in this world.

But that man was actually really awesome, he only tore off his mediocre performance at the last moment, rose like a liger, and challenged the God of War above the sky.

Many nights of tossing and turning, Chu Zihang returned to the Maybach in his dreams that he would never forget. As for sometimes dreaming at night, Chu Zihang didn't dream of his father, but dreamed that Lu Mingfei loudly told him that brother, you can't go back, who will remember him when you die?
"I'm sorry." Lu Mingfei blushed and apologized like a mosquito humming, and sat back honestly, with her hands on her knees and her shoulders clenched, like a primary school student who was afraid of being named by the teacher during class.

When you like someone, you will approach him subconsciously, and when you see something fun, you will think of sharing it with him, and you will drag your cheeks and look out the window on a rainy day, thinking about the one under the same sky. Whether people are doing the same thing as themselves now, they will call him when he is bored, and after connecting, he will not say anything, just ask with a smile, hello what are you doing?

This is the feeling of a girl like a poem, the sweet and sour strawberry flavor, even if I didn't confess to him, I still like it very much. Every time we are together, I just think that it would be better if we had more time like this, but then I was afraid that his eyes would stay on my body for too long, and I would wonder if my hairstyle today was not taken care of, if there were any wrinkles in my clothes, and my fingers were twisting and picking at the ends of my hair. The place hides a little unease.

How can a boy understand?How could a steely Liuxia Hui like my brother know?Therefore, the mood of admiration can only be a wish that cannot be seen. Someone who has a crush on someone is like a sneaky groundhog. As long as they can sit together to eat and chat like they are now, they are already very satisfied. If you take a step closer, you will be rejected, because then you will lose the opportunity at the moment.

Hey?Brother, I actually like you very much!do you know?
Lu Mingfei didn't look up at Chu Zihang's face, but whispered quietly in her heart, as if the biggest secret in the world would be known by the gods, and the sky light to care for the girl's mind would fall.

(End of this chapter)