Infinite Begins with Giants

Chapter 105 The Queen
The people stranded in the underground street of the Wall of Xina were moved back to the Wall of Rose, and in order to prevent the giant beasts and other enemies from infiltrating the wall again, most of the garrison troops were sent to the Wall of Rose. Patrol day and night.

The Wall of Rose has been shut down for more than a week. The economy inside the wall has been hit hard, and a large amount of food reserves have been consumed. The current situation is that prices are soaring, and people are panicking.

At this time, the garrison soldiers who have been maintaining the security of various towns and even have the role of urban management are sent to the city walls. The security of various places has begun to deteriorate, and theft, robbery, and fights have increased significantly.

Although the Garrison Corps is hacked and ridiculed daily, they number 4 and are the largest armed force inside the wall, maintaining the stability of the world inside the wall.

Today, in a remote yard in the wilderness of Trost District, the members of the new Levi class are temporarily hidden here, including Levi, Allen, Mikasa, Amin, Jean, Sasha, Connie, Hester Leah, and Ymir.

As for Sister Pei and Oluou, they became the ordinary squad leaders of the Survey Corps.

Everyone was sitting at the same table having breakfast, and Ren was also present as a member of the Han Jiban. The reason why he was here was that after obtaining detailed information, the head of the group would entrust him with an important task.

Once this matter is exposed, there may be no room for him in the entire wall.

Historia looked at the crowd and began to tell her life experience: "I was born in the small pasture north of the Wall of Sina..."

Hysteria had lived in a ranch within the territory of the "country noble" Reis's family since she was a child, and she had been helping out on the ranch since she could remember.

Her mother sat under a tree reading a book every day, ignored her, and never said a word to her. Every night, someone would drive a carriage to bring the beautifully dressed mother to the town.

Her grandparents only talked to her when they were teaching her to work, and Hystria felt that her life was like this, and there was nothing special about it.

At some point, she learned to read, and finally realized that she was alone in this world.She wanted to climb over the fence and go out to play, but was thrown back with stones by children outside the pasture.

Innocence does not mean kindness and gentleness. Ignorant people do not understand good and evil, and do not even know whether their actions are cruel or compassionate.

Some children did not grow up under the care and care of their parents, they grew up hurting and being hurt.

One day, Hysteria plucked up the courage to throw herself into her mother's arms, and her mother pushed her away roughly. Even so, she was very happy because her mother finally stopped being indifferent to her. However, her mother sobbed and said she wanted to After killing her, her mother left the ranch...

This was the only communication between them in those years, and Historia realized that it was not a good thing for her to live in this world.She didn't know what she had done wrong, as if the whole world had nowhere to go.

After that she was busy every day, so that she might forget that she was lonely. The animals in the pasture liked her very much, and she liked them very much, because no one liked her except these animals.

Five years ago, one night a few days after the Wall of Maria fell, she met her father, Rod Reis, and knew the identity of her noble illegitimate daughter, and she saw her frightened mother again.

Then, a group of society people in black trench coats suddenly appeared, and one of them directly wiped her mother's neck with a knife. She later understood why her mother's last sentence was that she regretted giving birth to her.

Her father, unmoved by this, spoke up just as she was about to be killed.

After taking her life, she kept her anonymity, just like Alan Mikasa and the others. Two years after she went to open up wasteland, she joined the 12th Training Corps at the age of 104, and met Ymir, the first person who really cared about her.

After that, Ren taught her a bunch of "fallacies and heresies". When someone throws a stone at you, you just throw a brick back.You're not money, you can't make everyone like you or something.

After listening to Hysteria's narration, everyone was silent. She stood up, walked out of the hut, and came to the wilderness.

The green grass reaches the hills all over the sky, the warm wind blows across the fields, blowing up the girl's skirt, and the faint fragrance of unknown wild flowers makes the girl burst into tears.

Ymir and Ren also got up and walked out, but no one followed.

Historia's eyes were red, and she cried: "Am I the kind of child no one wants?"

Ymir was so distressed that he held her in his arms, stroked her golden hair gently, and said softly: "No, I want... to be with you until the end of my life."

Ryan watched all this silently, with the warm sun shining on his face, he recalled that distant afternoon, after visiting Karin, he returned with Gray with the manuscript of the ninth set of martial arts.

"I actually don't understand why Karin has three husbands. I don't think she seems very happy." He asked, who was Karen at the time.

The smile on Gray's vicissitudes face was very bitter: "It's okay to tell you, many years ago, when Karin was a little girl, she was innocent and played in the garden of the imperial palace all day long, or read those heroic epics, until... "

Until one day, the king said that he would marry her to the eldest son of a certain great nobleman. Karin was very bold. She secretly investigated the fiancé, and found out that the fiancé was a scum with nothing but gold and jade.

She was opposed to this marriage. It wasn't that she didn't want to marry, but she hoped that she could choose a good husband again.

The king's father, who had always spoiled her very much, rejected her and reprimanded her for not knowing the rules, and even dared to investigate her fiancé in private.

And her always gentle mother also warned her not to think too much, but to listen to her father, Karin realized that only obedient she is a good child, as a princess, she should be sent to marry.

Karin cried bitterly, she realized that her parents didn't really love her, and they didn't care about her life-long happiness at all.

She secretly tested whether she had knight talent, and then asked for help from the head of a border knight group who returned to the palace to report. It was a female knight, and she took Karin to the border White Tower City.

The status of a princess did not allow Karin to receive preferential treatment in the Knight Academy. She was made things difficult by some people, and her parents hoped that she would retreat and come back as a tool for marriage.

Karin worked very hard, and her grades were among the best, especially in fighting. She is proficient in boxing, palm, leg, sword, stick and almost all martial arts. She even dabbles in various folk martial arts and learns from others.

As for how much she has suffered, how much she has been hurt and ridiculed by others, only she knows.

When Graduation was approaching, Gray confessed to Karin, she looked very complicated, and said this to him:

"I came here to be a knight, not to protect mankind, nor for some kind of honor, I don't care at all whether the empire is glorious or declining.

It's just... I have never understood whether a person lives in this world to enjoy life or to suffer. "

Then Gray's confession was directly rejected.

Not long ago, Karin married three men at the same time, which undoubtedly swollen the face of the royal family. Although the status of women in the empire is not low because of the existence of female knights, this is also a shocking thing.

Anyway, the people of the entire empire were talking about it at that time. I don’t know how many people in the market called Karin a slutty woman, and some people were watching the jokes of the royal family.

When Karin sent the invitation to the palace, the king, who was having lunch, tore it up directly, became furious, overturned the banquet, roared loudly, and scolded Karin for losing the face of the royal family.

In the imperial system, the royal family is only the largest noble, and its power is not as great as that of the centralized emperor.

Gray said this with a bit of sarcasm on his face: "His Majesty the King has nothing to do with Karin, who is already the head of the Knights of the Rose, except for being incompetent and furious."

With a sad face, Gray sighed: "Karin told me that she didn't have a choice before, and she worked so hard just to make a new choice.

It's just... I have never understood whether she is mocking the fate that has always bound her, or is torturing herself. "

Time passed quietly, and after a while, Historia wiped the tears from his eyes: "Ren, can you go for a walk with me?"

"Ok."

The two were walking on the field full of flowers and plants, but Ymir didn't follow for some reason.

After a while, Historia sat on the grass with her hands on her knees, and Ren sat next to her. The two didn't talk to each other, but just quietly stared at the blue sky in a daze.

After a long time, Ryan said softly: "Sasha's father, Mr. Brows, once told me that we are all part of the world, and no one can live alone without being separated from the crowd. Only by helping each other can we keep going."

Historia turned her head and stared at him with big blue eyes: "Are you comforting me?"

Shaking his head gently, Ren smiled gently: "No, how can I say that I understand your loneliness, I don't fully agree with that sentence."

He picked up a flower and sniffed the fragrance: "I think that although everyone warms each other and seems to be connected, in fact, everyone's heart is separated from other people's world, and what you think is actually only you." We know that we cannot experience the pain of others.

Everyone is an island, so we don't drown in each other's sorrows, and we can quickly recover from the misfortunes of others. "

Ren handed the flower to Hysteria, and she took the nameless flower with her white hands, with a peaceful smile on her face.

"But this is us, right? How small we are. I would like to bless you and choose your own way of life."

Ren stood up and stepped on the soft grass. The girl held flowers in her hands and watched him leave.

(End of this chapter)