Infinite Begins with Giants

Chapter 110 The choice of no regrets
"Do you know where we are now? We have no way out now." Levi looked at Ren intently.

"You're right, but I don't want to force her, give her some time." Ren's eyes were as calm as water, without any ripples.

"The arrow is on the line, and now there is no extra time for her to adjust her mentality."

"Really, then you can try to see if you can walk past me."

"You're condoning her weakness."

"Maybe you are taking advantage of her kindness!"

The sword was on the verge of breaking out, and Alan Mikasa made them wonder what to do for a while, and Han Ji smoothed things over: "There's no need for this, let's sit down and talk."

The captain and Ryan were unmoved, staring at each other, Levi said lightly: "The plan will be implemented tomorrow morning, we are in a hurry. If she can't do these things, we won't be able to wake up as usual in the future coming."

"So you're going to be a little rough and help her strengthen her mind?" Ren raised his right hand, and the invisible holy grudge clung to his palm: "I'm sorry, although it's not worth boasting about, but you really can't beat melee combat I."

There was no sound in the hall, only the flame of the oil lamp was trembling, which was abnormal. Levi's expressionless face unexpectedly showed a refreshing smile, and he put his hand on Ren's shoulder: "Little brat, you are very arrogant!" , but maybe you are right, if I did this at the beginning, maybe the result would be different.

That being the case, it's up to you to make the choice, I always don't know how to make the right choice. "

Ren put down his hand when he heard the words, and before he could speak, Hysteria's expression became firm, ignoring Ymir's anxious face and eyes: "I will do it, next is the role of the queen, no problem."

Ymir covered her eyes with her left palm, she felt powerless and had a headache!Ren was silent, and no one said a word.

Ignoring everyone's reaction, Ymir pulled the goddess out of the door and walked quickly to the wilderness outside the house.

This stronghold is a wooden house by the cliff. There is a yellow mud road leading to the city, and there is also a watchtower made of stone blocks. The location is very well chosen, and you can run away whenever there is trouble.

The moonlight is like water, the stars are dotted, and the crickets in the green grass are singing one after another, mixed with the singing of other insects, like a symphony.

Ymir said angrily: "Why, do you want to be a bad guy again?! Do you like selfless dedication so much?
Why are you so stupid, you do what others tell you to do, why? ! "

"No, I'm not..." the goddess hurriedly explained.

Interrupting her words directly, Ymir was emotional: "Fool! Do you think you can become a queen with unlimited glory? If you are unlucky, you will die!
And, so what if you are on the throne, do you think you can hold power?You are a puppet!It's just a tool at the mercy of others! "

She seldom gets angry with the goddess, but this time is different. Ymir recalled the experience of being used by some people to act as a "goddess" to be worshiped by believers. It seemed that the scenery was infinite... The result?

Historia lowered her head slightly and choked up: "Ymir, why do you care about me so much? Are you sympathizing with me? I don't deserve you to do this."

"No, as I said, I'm only for myself."

Ymir's eyes were moist, and she gently stroked the goddess' blonde hair with her hand, her tone was gentle and watery: "Shall we be more selfish? Come with me, I still have some strength, at least I can take you away.

The outside world is big, and there may be a place for us. "

The goddess pushed her hand away, with tears in her eyes, and shouted: "No matter how big the outside world is, it has nothing to do with me! There are no friends of mine there, what freedom, what expelling giants, what the truth of the world, I don't care at all." Does not care!
I'm the worst bad boy ever!What will happen to this terrible world, can I control it?It's best to just destroy it and pull it down! "

Ymir fell silent, and the goddess said softly: "Ymir, thank you, thank you for always taking care of me who is so stupid.

Even if the world is about to be destroyed, I also hope to spend this last time with you, Ren, Sasha, Alan, and everyone, just like we have walked all the way, until the end of life. "

Staring blankly at her fair face under the moon veil, Ymir said in a low voice, "Even if you risk everything for this, even if you take a road with no return?"

"Yes, you have always been taking care of me, taking care of me who is so awkward. Now, I hope that I can do my best for my friends, even if this is just my wishful thinking." Historia smiled , She looked so gentle under the moonlight.

Ymir held her little hand: "What a hopeless stupid woman."

"Yeah, there is another ignorant man who has suffered a complete defeat." Ren said lightly.

Ymir turned to look at him, and said sarcastically, "Why, are you afraid that if I take her away, your plan will fail?"

"If you took her away just now, I might stop you." Ren sat on the grass, looking at the bright moon in the night sky in a trance.

"Thank you for standing up and helping me just now." The goddess said softly.

Ren laughed at himself: "You don't need to thank a hypocritical villain like me, I thought the captain was right just now.

Although I stood up to stop him, I didn't think so in my heart. I hope in my heart that you can stand up for everyone and become the queen.

You don't have to thank a brazen person like me, I don't deserve it. "

The goddess heard the words and sat next to him, while Ymir stood behind her.

Historia put his hands on his knees: "Since you think so, why did you still get up, why did you almost fight with the captain?"

Ren rubbed his forehead with his hand: "The sense of powerlessness is filling my heart. I am just incapable and furious. At the beginning, I failed to stab Ani with a decisive knife, and I did not kill Reiner and Hoover later. Now I need you to be the queen." , I can't stop it either.

I came to the army full of confidence, but I didn't seem to accomplish anything. We are still in a difficult situation, and I can't change it.

So I'm wondering, what the hell am I doing? "

The goddess tilted her head and turned to stare at him: "Did anyone tell you that you are awkward too."

Ren was taken aback for a moment. He remembered that Ani seemed to have said this, and Historia smiled and said: "To live in this world, must I make any great contributions to mankind? I must make a few remarkable things. Big events to change the direction of history and improve the situation of human beings inside the walls?
Why do you think that?Is it a sense of purpose or are you entrusted with some sort of responsibility? "

His body trembled slightly, Ren grabbed his hair with his hands, and laughed a few times in a low voice: "Yeah, I'm too conceited, and my inherent cognition constrains me. Although I deny it, I still think I'm great in my subconscious. It can change a certain established trajectory and make everything better.

But I forgot that my strength is not strong enough, and my wisdom is no more than human. I am not the protagonist in heroic epics and brave novels. "

"Yeah, so I thought it was ridiculous when you denied yourself just now."

A boy's voice came, and Ren turned his head to see that Alan, Mikasa, Amin, Sasha, and Connie had all come out, and it was Rang Bao who spoke just now.

Allen took the lead, walked up to Ren, grabbed him by the collar and pulled him up: "I heard what you said, I didn't notice it before, I think you are very sick! You have to deny that you have been working hard Is there any point in fighting?"

Ren was silent for a while, and Alan let go, then punched him on the chest, and said loudly: "Although you keep saying that you are not special, I think you are still not fully awake.

Do you think you are the savior?Don't take everything on yourself, you are not that great yet, who stipulated that you have to save the world!You're just Ryan Ackerman, a 15-year-old boy!

The road to freedom is hard and winding, and now is not the time to be downcast! "

It was a slap in the face. Not long ago, Ryan said similar things to Allen, but the other party returned it intact tonight.

He lowered his head and smiled and said, "Thank you for your reminder. You are right. Humans are always like this. When teaching and criticizing others, they are plausible, but they don't reflect on themselves."

Allen looked up at the night sky, and he smiled nostalgicly: "No, it should be me thanking you, thank you for your support and help to me all the time.

Although I often shouted to kill all the giants, I didn't have any psychological burden when I used the power of the giants, and I was extremely confident, thinking that I could do a big job.

In the end, it seems that I have been failing and achieving nothing. If you hadn’t snatched me back from Reiner and Hoover last time, how many people would have died in order to snatch me back as a waste?

It was actually me who was defeated. "

Mikasa, Amin, Connie, and Sasha all watched all this quietly.

"Haha, what happened to the two of you today, are you complaining to each other? Hysteria is stronger than you." Jean Bao stabbed: "Do you know, I am very envious of the special power you have!"

"Let's go back, we will continue to plan tomorrow." The goddess said with a smile.

Riding on the breeze and bright moon, everyone returned together.

In the wilderness, Rang, who was walking behind the team, snorted: "Ren, don't look down on yourself, if I have your strength, I will wake up laughing from my dreams."

Ren smiled playfully: "Master Jean, don't you realize that you are amazing?"

"What?" Rang Bao was at a loss.

"Mikasa and I actually have special blood power, and the other people whose training results are ahead of you, Reiner, Berthold, Ani, Allen, they all have the power of giants, so normal people Among them, you are the strongest."

At first glance, it seemed a bit like... Ah bah, Jean let out a cold snort, and said disdainfully, "Do you think I'm still as easy to cheat as I was back then? Why sweat more now and bleed less in the future.

It's a pity that I was taken aback by your fallacies and heresies back then. "

"Haha!" Sasha and Connie couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, what are you two idiots laughing at!" Rang Bao was furious.

Ren couldn't help but laugh, everyone has grown up, it's not so easy to fool around.

Letting go of the arrogance and prejudice caused by his own experience and identity, he felt the cool breeze blowing over his body from afar.Like a grass in this wilderness, he regards himself as a part of this world, and contributes this meager strength to the place where he lives and his friends.

He now believes that countless insignificant changes may one day constitute a different scene.

(End of this chapter)