1993 Glamour at a Glance

Chapter 256 There Is Something I Have Never Said
Zhou Huiya didn't see anything.

Because Liang Tai didn't slow down the speed.

Only when they are close enough can Song Yang see her at a glance.When Zhou Huiya also turned her head to look, it was just an ordinary street scene.

She looked back again, but after all, she was not as familiar with her as Song Yang, and she didn't recognize Shen Qingxue from the crowd who had gone away.

"What did you see?" Zhou Huiya asked.

Song Yang was silent for a while, then said with a smile: "I saw Shen Qingxue, waiting for the bus."

Zhou Huiya immediately understood what was strange about him before, and asked in a low voice: "...Aren't you going to meet me?"

Song Yang shook his head: "It's not necessary, it's all over."

He held Zhou Huiya's hand: "Where did you just talk about... Yes, the biggest lake in the city. I haven't been there either, but I heard it's worth seeing."

By the East Lake in late autumn, many trees are actually desolate.After all, there are many fallen leaves, and the East Lake at this time really doesn't look well-groomed.

It was only in the area where many important people spent their holidays and held meetings in the past that they felt more like a garden.

Only in this way, it also shows a kind of boundless primitive.

A gust of lake wind blew by, and Zhou Huiya hugged her hands.

Song Yang saw it, put his arms around her arm and said, "It's a pity that you are too eye-catching, otherwise we can go shopping in the old street. It's not interesting here, why don't you go back?"

"Okay." Zhou Huiya followed his footsteps to the car on the road by the lake, leaned against him again, and put her hand into the big pocket of his coat, "I'll be very surprised if you can come here .It’s also very good here, it looks like a landscape painting.”

"Then after this period of time is over, go back and draw it."

The two were walking on the road, and Zhou Huiya suddenly asked: "Your parents... have you mentioned how to arrange for the New Year? The next stop is Qi Nan, I should go and see him."

Song Yang was silent for a moment and then shook his head: "I don't want to see me."

In such an environment, Zhou Huiya suddenly brought up this topic, making the air even colder for a moment.

"...Then, did you mention me?" She continued to ask.

Song Yang nodded.

Zhou Huiya stopped talking.

Back in the car, Liang Tai also felt the tranquility of the atmosphere.

"...Where are you going?"

"Go back to the hotel."

Along the way, he didn't say anything more.

Zhou Huiya seemed to be tired from playing along the way, she leaned on his shoulder and closed her eyes to rest.

Song Yang just put his arms around her waist and looked out the window quietly.

The source was naturally because he saw Shen Qingxue, and he didn't hide it.

But as smart as Zhou Huiya, she didn't think much about it later.Otherwise, why would Song Yang's parents be mentioned suddenly?

Back at the hotel, after the door was closed, Zhou Huiya suddenly hugged him and said softly, "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for?" Song Yang said with a smile in his tone.

"You came here specially, and you didn't hide it from me, and you mentioned something that disappointed you."

"It's not a disappointment, but there is no good way to do this." Song Yang smelled her hair and said softly, "Take your time."

After finishing speaking, he asked: "Liu Hua and the others rushed back to Xiangdao again? I tossed them hard this time, running back and forth non-stop."

Zhou Huiya pursed her lips and smiled: "This is work. Song Yang, since you mentioned this matter, why don't we have a chat?"

Song Yang froze for a moment, then nodded.

Zhou Huiya then used the electric kettle in the hotel room to boil some water, brewed two tea bags, and brought them to the small sofa.

After clasping fingers, leaning on his shoulder, he said, "Do uncles and aunts think that you should make up for Miss Shen?"

One sentence made Song Yang unable to answer.

Zhou Huiya said softly: "Uncles and aunts should be very kind people. When encountering such things, they will think like this. I don't know why you and Miss Shen can't continue to be together, but even if uncles and aunts don't want to see you, You should visit more. If everything is left to time, it will be really slow."

Song Yang still didn't speak.

"After finishing my work at the next station, Qinan, take me to meet my uncle and aunt? We must meet each other and talk more, so that some things can pass quickly."

After thinking about it, Song Yang smiled and said, "Okay."

"But before that, I have to tell you something." Zhou Huiya bit her lip, showing a trace of uneasiness, "I know, you are with me, not because you are attracted to me, or how long you have been attracted to me .It's just that at the right time, there is a big hole in your heart. And once you make a decision, you put your emotions into it and do it very seriously. You talk about wanting to see my mother At that time, I really had expectations for our future."

"The process from nothing to something was originally just an opportunity, a matter of a moment." Song Yang thought for a while and asked, "Don't you want me to not be emotionally involved or serious?"

Zhou Huiya took his hand: "Of course I hope, I really like this. It's like learning something, what fruit you want to eat, and a deliberate process, slowly watching it get better little by little. But There is one thing that I have never dared to tell you."

She stretched out her other hand to caress Song Yang's face, and said in a somewhat complicated way: "At this age, it may be difficult for me to meet someone as serious as you. Like me, I don't think I should lie , You have to manage your relationship with your heart. In the past, my biggest insecurity actually came from money.”

Zhou Huiya paused and said: "You have met my mother, and you know how difficult it was when I was a child. When I was young, after my boyfriend failed to invest, we had a lot of quarrels, and then we broke up. Then...it was him. This For more than two years, I have actually been thinking about what kind of person I am and what kind of attitude I have towards relationships.”

Song Yang listened quietly.

At this moment, she is willing to tell Song Yang her heart, and Song Yang is happy to listen to it.

Zhou Huiya smiled self-deprecatingly: "Obviously I am already famous and have made a lot of money, but I still worry about what to do when I get old, not beautiful, and can't make money. Have I ever started a relationship for true love? Think about it carefully It’s not like that. If you want to be capable, treat me well, and give me such a sense of security all the time, is it because of my beauty?”

"When he came back to look for me again, I realized that I knew that he was bothering, but I still struggled a little bit. In fact, I also looked down on myself a little bit, so I got drunk that day. You said that I am not easy to be coaxed and soft-hearted, but very Know what you want. I'm really surprised because..."

She hugged Song Yang's arm a little tighter: "Because I found that if because of that sense of security, I can convince myself to accept imperfections."

Song Yang was not surprised, because that was how she chose later.

To put it mildly, it means being mature and accepting imperfection.To put it bluntly, it is to turn a blind eye to the most important thing.

For example, she talked about the sense of security that comes from being rich, and even the sense of happiness created just by being together.

"When you invited me to travel so suddenly, I wondered if it was because you had seen through me. After all, what you said to Ah Yun that night." Zhou Huiya didn't hide it anymore, "But later, I confirmed that In spite of your dedication and hard work, I really feel more and more reluctant."

Speaking of this, her eyes turned red, and she was a little choked up.

Song Yang couldn't help but laugh: "How do you say that it seems that we are about to break up? Isn't this good?"

Zhou Huiya shook her head, and let go to pick up the cup, clasping her hands as if to warm her palms.

She didn't look at Song Yang, but said: "I watched you practice calligraphy, watch you play around with me, and know your friends... I can tell that they are also very familiar with Miss Shen. You should be like this before .You said you have changed, but I think you are still the same person before. At that time, I really envied Miss Shen. "

"...I knew I wouldn't have told you that I saw her."

Zhou Huiya shook her head: "You actually know everything about me. But there is only one thing that I have never dared to tell you. The more I feel that you are working hard on me, the more guilty I feel. Even if you don't I happened to see Miss Shen, and I will tell you before I really go to see my uncle and aunt."

"What's the matter?" Song Yang had a vague guess in his heart.

Zhou Huiya just took a sip of hot tea, as if making up her mind.

After putting down the teacup, she was a little bit embarrassed, and said softly: "A serious person like you wants a happy family. But, I can't give it to you."

Song Yang stared blankly at her.

Really this?
Sure enough, after Zhou Huiya bit her lip, she still said frankly: "I can't conceive a child anymore."

……

She has done her homework.

In fact, no matter in Lu Province or Xiangdao, or in any place, no matter what era, reproduction is very important for men and families.

What's more, Song Yang has accumulated such a large wealth now?
Zhou Huiya only talked about this matter now, and it really required a lot of determination.

First, this matter involves her ex, how will Song Yang feel in his heart?

Second, it was also because she was probably only holding the mentality of giving it a try at first, and now she felt more and more that this might be a fruitful relationship.

What if the situation is "discovered" at that time?

Because seeing Shen Qingxue again, and Song Yang didn't hide anything from her casual question, Zhou Huiya finally "confessed" to Song Yang at this juncture.

No wonder it sounded like we were going to break up.

I'm afraid that this matter has been on her mind more and more since she arrived in Yanjing last month.

At this moment, Zhou Huiya lowered her head and just kept drinking tea.

To some extent, this is also a "final trial".

If Song Yang really cared about this matter, then he didn't get into it too deeply, it was just an unforgettable story.

If he doesn't mind, then as Zhou Huiya said: she may never meet someone as good as Song Yang again.

From wealth, to talent, to age, to Zhou Huiya's attitude towards feelings in her impression.

Song Yang saw her gesture of concealing her uneasiness, and asked meaningfully: "Do you know that you are giving me a big handle to control you like this? What if I just coax you?"

Zhou Huiya didn't look at him, but shook her head: "You are not that kind of person."

After finishing speaking, he put down the teacup, sat there and looked at his hands and said, "Song Yang, no matter what the outcome is, I have thought about it. The past is my choice, and of course I should bear the consequences. Maybe , because I think we can still be friends at least, and even because we have had a relationship, there will be more reasons to ask you for help in the future, so I dare to confess so frankly."

She raised her head and looked at Song Yang with clear and calm eyes: "You see it very accurately, maybe I am a very utilitarian woman who knows exactly what I want. The only difference now is that because of you, how much do I want?" Just some expectations."

The boss's problem was thrown to Song Yang.

After a moment of silence, he asked, "Need to tell you the answer now? Don't let me digest this?"

Zhou Huiya looked at him, smiled after a while, and said softly, "I see."

"...You know what a fart, I'm trying to figure out a way." Song Yang rarely spoke rudely in front of her, "Isn't there a high-tech method?"

Zhou Huiya immediately pursed her lips, her eyes lit up.

(End of this chapter)