Raising snakes is a curse

Chapter 229
When I asked Yin Qingyuan if he had relieved his anger, my own anger had already risen.

"You know, I have the immortal body that everyone in this world wants. If I lose all my mana and the Gu swarms disperse, I will definitely be hunted down by the world."

"You tried your best to resurrect me, just to see how miserable I am. Now everything is as you wish, so are you satisfied now?"

"And if you hadn't gone to see Nan Lian back then and let me see her kissing you when I was nine months pregnant, how could I have brought my own child to die for no reason?"

"Instead of putting all the responsibility on me, why don't you reflect on yourself? Why did you go to see Nan Lian alone when I was pregnant?"

"You're done with him, why are you still going to see her?!"

A series of angry words against Yin Qingyuan, without passing through my head, kept coming out of my mouth like machine guns firing.

As soon as I said these words, the eyes I looked at Yin Qingyuan were no longer awkward and nervous.

It's not my fault that caused all this, so why should I bear all the punishment for this!

And these questions of mine really made Yin Qingyuan stunned for a moment.

Regardless of whether he still has Nan Lian in his heart, even if he pushed away Nan Lian's request for a kiss, even if he chose me in the end, he still went to see Nan Lian alone.

If it wasn't for Nan Lian just treating him as a tool, how could it be my turn to be with him?
He is my male favourite, which I exchanged for half of my essence. Even though Nan Lian used him in exchange for longevity, he still has his heart and soul for Nan Lian.

But what about me?In the 600 years since we were together with Yin Qingyuan, how much sincerity has he shown towards me?

It's just that no one loves him, and I love him, so he can only be forced to choose a relationship with me.

When I thought of this, tears welled up in my eyes.

I don't know why I am so obsessed with my relationship with Yin Qingyuan these years?
In the past, I clearly wanted the wind to win the wind, and the rain to win the rain, but why did I have to fall in the hands of Yin Qingyuan?

This half of my body has caused me to experience ups and downs and bizarre experiences.

But facing my questioning, Yin Qingyuan didn't answer me.

After a while, he said to me: "18 years ago, after you died, I buried your former body."

"There is a little snake in the snake family, which got into the coffin containing your body and ate our child's corpse."

"After being discovered by me, the human form he transformed was somewhat similar to you and me, so I spared his life."

"So, Tuantuan is not your child or me, right?"

I asked Yin Qingyuan.

"Ah."

Yin Qingyuan still answered me with her back turned.

"okay I know."

After I finished speaking, I turned and left Yin Qingyuan's room.

The person I once regarded as a treasure is something Nan Lian despises.

And who is Nan Lian?

A parasite who took advantage of Yin Qingyuan's love for her.

The man you love deeply is the licking dog of green tea, willing to give everything for green tea.

My sincerity, my former noble status, and everything I have paid for Yin Qingyuan have all become cheap, disgusting, and worthless.

If time can go back to 600 years ago, I don't want to meet Yin Qingyuan again, and I don't want to take half of my essence in exchange for him to stay by my side.

A person like Yin Qingyuan deserves to be with Nan Lian.

Bitch and dog, forever.

But just when I was about to leave the door, Yin Qingyuan hugged my waist from behind me, and Yin Qingyuan's face was deeply buried on my shoulder.

My anger has not completely dissipated, but now Yin Qingyuan is hugging me like this, which makes me feel disgusted in my heart.

"You let me go!"

I reached out and grabbed Yin Qingyuan's hand, trying to tear his hand away from my waist.

But Yin Qingyuan still hugged my waist firmly, and pressed me firmly into his arms, making me unable to move.

"If you don't let go, I'll call someone. If Qingyan comes back, don't blame me for suing him!"

"I went to see Nan Lian 18 years ago to get this for you."

When Yin Qingyuan was speaking, he stretched out a hand in front of me.

"Half an essence shining with milky white light appeared in Yin Qingyuan's hand."

I looked at this essence, and a sense of familiarity rushed into my heart.

There seems to be some kind of power in the body, wanting to merge with this essence.

"This is the half essence that you bought from Nan Lian back then, and I got it back for you."

I looked at this essence, and turned my head to look at Yin Qingyuan behind me in amazement.

At this time, Yin Qingyuan also gradually let go of the hand that hugged my waist.

"Eighteen years ago, I went to see Nan Lian just to help you get back the half essence."

"If you want to have a child, if you only have half an essence in your body, having a child will bring great harm to your body."

"As long as I get back this half of the essence, the child will be born without incident, and with the power of this essence, we don't have to be afraid even if we encounter heavenly soldiers."

"But……."

Yin Qingyuan didn't say any more about the following words.

And I also understand that in the end, he and I misunderstood each other and punished each other.

A relationship with too many ups and downs, in the end, only both parties are left with losses.

When I looked at the half essence/yuan in Yin Qingyuan's hand, I suddenly felt very tired.

Why are there so many misunderstandings between us?

Why can't we love each other more unconditionally?
The essence that I gave Nan Lian once was right in front of me, but I suddenly lost the desire to have it.

There is only love for me and Yin Qingyuan in my heart, and the sadness I feel.

"Xiao Wu, let's start over."

Yin Qingyuan murmured to me again.

"In the future, let's give each other more trust and tolerance, shall we?"

These words are easy to say, but I have been with Yin Qingyuan for hundreds of years, and I still love each other.

I used to have the energy to toss, but now I am just an ordinary person, and I don't want to continue to toss.

"just forget it."

I answered Yin Qingyuan.

As I utter these words, my heart is shaking and my soul is being torn apart.

"It's not suitable between us, no matter what you did to me in the past? No matter what I did to you, from now on, let's just write off our grievances."

After I said that, I didn't take the half essence in Yin Qingyuan's hand, and left without looking back.

This half essence｜yuan is a lesson I bought at the greatest price.

I can't take this essence back again, because it means that I have accepted Yin Qingyuan's kindness again.

I don't want to be wrong again.

The sky is gray, no matter how I sit at home, I always feel flustered and depressed, as if I am trapped in an airtight box, which makes me feel very uncomfortable.

After walking around the garden for a few laps and the effect still hasn't eased, I still plan to go for a walk.

As night fell, I took a taxi and went to a bar casually.

I want to go to a crowded place, see more people, drink some wine, so that I can temporarily forget the relationship between Yin Qingyuan and me, and numb my depressed mood.

The flickering lights on the dance floor of the bar, the twisting waist of the young girl, and the smell of alcohol really made me forget a lot of troubles for a while.

I ordered two bottles of foreign wine by myself, and drank until midnight, and when I drank almost all of it, I was a little dizzy from drinking.

In order to prevent me from getting drunk in the bar, after I drank the wine in one breath, I was going to get up and take a taxi back.

But just as I stood up, a figure of a woman I was very familiar with suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

Xie Weiwei!
(End of this chapter)