Raising snakes is a curse

Chapter 607 If only I hadn't met you
With disgust, I couldn't resist sticking to Qingyan's body.

His body was covered with fine and dense wounds as big as the tip of a needle, and the desire for blood had overwhelmed all my rationality.

In order to get more blood, I violently pushed Qingyan down on the sofa, then knelt on him, ripped off his clothes forcefully, sucked and bit every part of his body...

An uncontrollable humming sound overflowed from Qingyan's throat, but at this moment, I heard a sound of the room card opening the door, which came in from outside the door.

I knew it was Xiaoyu who came back.

My remaining consciousness told me that I should get off Qingyan quickly, but suddenly more blood gushed out from the wound under my lip, I couldn't leave Qingyan at all!

"what!"

The sound of a small fish screaming came from not far from us.

"Sister Xiaowu..."

"Lord Dragon King..."

The wound on Qingyan's body healed quickly, and my sanity gradually recovered.

Turning around to look not far from us, I saw Xiaoyu standing in the corner dumbfounded, while Qingyan was lying under me in disheveled clothes, and myself, also in an extremely ambiguous posture and Tight face close to each other...

"Little fish..."

I called Xiaoyu, got up from Qingyan hurriedly, and tidied up my own clothes.

"Xiaoyu is not what you think, Qingyan and I..."

But in the middle of my explanation, Qingyan suddenly closed her clothes, sat up from the sofa, frowned her long gray eyebrows, pretended not to know who I was and asked me: "Aren't you Xiaoyu? "

"what?"

I was dumbfounded by Qingyan's question, but Qingyan quickly got up from the sofa, walked towards Xiaoyu, and said to Xiaoyu as if nothing happened: "I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I thought Wang Wu is you, she initiated it."

This kind of words that turned black and white came out of Qingyan's mouth, and I scolded him angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about? When did I take the initiative to you?"

"Is not it?"

Qingyan looked at me with a smile on his face: "Don't you dare to say in front of Xiaoyu that you didn't sit on my lap, take off my clothes, and kiss me?",

I was speechless!
Idiot Qingyan, when did he become so obscene, I was about to fight back against Qingyan, but when I opened my mouth, I saw Xiaoyu standing beside him,
Seeing that I didn't deny Qingyan's words, Xiaoyu burst into tears.

Looking at Xiaoyu's appearance, she seems to have believed Qingyan's words, those big watery eyes have been looking at me, tears are rolling down from Xiaoyu's eyes silently, she seems to have something to say He wanted to tell me, but he couldn't say anything.

Seeing that Xiaoyu was so sad, I didn't want to talk nonsense with Qingyan anymore, but said to Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, don't listen to Qingyan's nonsense, I didn't do some indecent things with him just now, Xiaoyu please Believe me."

Although what I said was very sincere, Xiaoyu kept shaking his head at me, and the tears flowed more and more fiercely.

"Little fish."

I called out Xiaoyu's name, and was about to walk towards her to appease her, but at this moment, Xiaoyu seemed to be very afraid and disgusted with me. When I took a step forward, she involuntarily took several steps back , She looked at me with eyes full of fear and resistance.

I was about to move forward again, but Xiaoyu had retreated to the wall at this time, and there was no way to retreat!

In desperation, Xiaoyu burst into tears in front of me.

"Sister Xiaowu, don't come here!"

"Little fish, listen to me..."

"I don't listen I don't listen!"

Xiaoyu tightly covered her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear any more words of explanation from me.

And this crying is like opening the floodgates of the river, and the emotions are flooded instantly.

"Sister Xiaowu, why are you treating me like this? You are the most important person in my heart."

"It's Xiaoyu's fault. It's Xiaoyu who shouldn't have told you that he likes Lord Dragon King. It's Xiaoyu who shouldn't be wishful thinking. Sister Xiaowu is sorry. I can't help hating you now, but I know I can't hate you."

"I'm sorry, Sister Xiaowu, I'm sorry! Without you, I wouldn't be where I am now. Even if you deliberately played me, lied to me, and played with me, I shouldn't hate you. If it weren't for you, I would have died in the small puddle in that cave a long time ago. , I shouldn't hate you sister Xiaowu, I shouldn't hate you..."

Xiaoyu has been repeating this sentence all the time, she believed that it was me who hooked up with her behind her back, she seemed to be crazy, talking to herself, she couldn't help hating me, but she still tried her best to excuse me .

I can't get close to the little fish!The closer I get to her, the more her emotions break down!

Finally, after Xiaoyu himself couldn't bear this kind of mental double pressure, Xiaoyu suddenly, as if he had calmed down, stopped crying and went crazy, but held up a crying pear blossom to me With a rainy face, she cried and said to me:

"I'm sorry, Sister Xiaowu, I still can't accept you treating me like this. It would be great if I didn't meet you!"

When Xiaoyu finished the last sentence of sorry, the emotional suppression seemed to have crushed Xiaoyu, and Xiaoyu suddenly turned his head to look at the corner of the wall. Before I had time to stop him, Xiaoyu made a sudden force , directly hit the edge of the wall!
Immediately, the bright red blood flowed down the wall of Baihuahua, and Xiaoyu's whole body, like soft noodles, slid from the wall to the ground!

"Little fish!"

I ran towards the little fish in a panic, and helped the little fish up from the ground!
But at this time, the little fish had no breath, and before he died, his eyes were still as huge as copper bells, staring straight at me, dying with regret!
Looking at Xiaoyu's eyes that have been slackened, my heart is suffocating.

The little fish died because of me.

It was because she saw me being intimate with Qingyan that she thought I was lying to her to play with her, and she couldn't accept that I treated her like this, that's why she died.

Seeing the person he loves the most and the person most important to him do things behind his back, this kind of shock is simply unacceptable to a simple little fish!
So before he died, Xiaoyu was still speaking for me, persuading himself not to hate me.

Tears rolled down my face, and the little fish's body turned into a poor little fish, lying in my palm.

This little fish is exactly the little fish that I inadvertently enlightened to become a god in the cave a few years ago.

It's just that it used to be in a pool of clear water. Although it didn't have freedom, it lived easily and happily.

It was I who brought the little fish into the world with my own hands, and it was I who sent the little fish away with my own hands.

All the past events came to my mind, and all the things I experienced, along with the passing of this innocent life because of me, surged towards my mind together!

What is the meaning of my life?
Those who I want to protect, am I protecting them, or is their disaster just what I brought to them?
If they hadn't met me, would they have been in such pain?

Xiaoyu, Big Man, Chenchen, those common people who are constantly experiencing the pain of life and death in the disaster, as well as my parents, friends, and almost everyone around me, have been implicated by me.

If they didn't know me, how could they go through so much suffering?

Xiaoyu's last words before he died were deeply etched into my mind.

"I wish I hadn't met you."

It would be nice if you hadn't met me.

It would be nice if you hadn't met me.

……

This sentence keeps popping up in my mind over and over again!
If I don't appear in their lives, they will live an ordinary and happy life that God has arranged for them forever.

It was I who broke their peace!Let them be tortured!

It's all my fault that I shouldn't appear in their lives!
Xiaoyu's death was like the last straw that crushed me, it made me lose my mind!

Tears surged in my heart, but no more tears flowed from my eyes, I just knelt on the ground silently holding Xiaoyu's body in my hands.

"Since she's dead, bury her."

Qingyan finished talking to me indifferently, as if nothing happened, crossed a pair of slender and strong legs, sat on the sofa again, elegantly picked up the cup of tea on the table, and took a sip.

I looked up at Qingyan, and smiled sadly in my heart.

"Why are you doing this?!"

"It was you just now who deliberately provoked Xiaoyu's resentment towards me, right?!"

(End of this chapter)