The heroine engages in introversion in another world and saves herself from becoming a big boss

Chapter 65 Is it bitter?

Why are you crying?

Crying is not sadness; laughing is not joy.

Faced with such words, the dream master just chuckled.

Then, she dropped another child.

Song Lanyi also imitated her way and insisted on a white move.

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The screen turns again.

It was a famine year, and there was a severe drought in Kyushu, and there were countless victims.

The green hills of the past have turned into a bare area at this time. The weeds that were once bitter and unpalatable, and the hard and indigestible elm bark have now become the last straw.

On both sides of the road, there are many people who are starved to death. Many people died of stomach swelling because of eating too much Guanyin soil.

A three-year-old girl was hugged by a woman, walking hurriedly on the mountain path in the night.

When they arrived at a mass grave, the woman threw the girl on a tomb full of weeds.

Her dark face was full of tears, she looked at the skinny girl, her lips trembled slightly, and in the end she could only turn her head resolutely, "Son...don't blame mother for being cruel, if you want to blame, blame this girl!" The way of the world does not leave a way for people to survive..."

Before she left, her face was full of sadness and despair, and she couldn't help but turn back again, looking at the girl with thinning and withered hair.

She seems to be saying to the girl, but also seems to be saying to herself, "Let's go... It's okay to go, this life is too hard..."

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"Is it bitter?" The girl looked at Song Lanyi with deep eyes, "Life is like chess, no matter who it is, it is controlled by the flag bearer. And the so-called flag bearer is fate. You can't help yourself in life. What else do you mean?"

Song Lanyi pursed her lips and smiled, "I am not bitter. I have family, friends, and mentors. I am happy for what I have, but never sad for what I have lost. I have too much Now, I often feel grateful, what kind of virtue and ability am I to have so much.”

"So I am careful, I am cautious, I am afraid of losing everything. But now, when I understand that I am the fruit of the ninth life, I am at ease. I have too much, so the fate put me to the test, which is what I should. "

She looked at the girl and smiled softly, "What is bitter? If there is no sweetness in this world, then where is the concept of bitter?"

The girl raised her eyes, looked at Song Lanyi one more time, saw her black and white eyes were full of clarity, and suddenly said, "Then what do you think of this one?"

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The screen changed again.

The scene that appeared this time was a beggar's den.

"Bitch! I asked you to go out to beg for food, but you just begged for two steamed buns? How is this enough to eat? Next time, I'll just break your leg, maybe you can earn two more steamed buns!"

A 13-year-old girl with her head bowed down, her thin, withered hair was like weeds, her eyes were downcast, and she could only see a crow-green shadow cast by her eyelashes.

The man who spoke kicked him hard in the hollow of his knee, and after the girl knelt on the ground, he cursed and returned to the dilapidated and leaky temple.

That night.

Dark clouds cover the moon, and strong winds blow.

In one corner of the temple, a cluster of sparks burst into flames.

Immediately afterwards, raging flames engulfed the entire temple.

The girl stood in front of the temple, staring fixedly at the Buddha enshrined in the temple. Suddenly, she lifted a stone with great difficulty and smashed it hard at the Buddha, smashing the clay sculpture to pieces.

After finishing all this, she raised the hoe at the base of the wall again.

With the fire spreading, she indifferently smashed the hoe on the head of the man in the temple.

When the flames swallowed the blood, she slowly wiped the blood on her wrist, got up, and walked away from the temple.

During this time, she never glanced back.

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"Do you know what I was thinking at that time?" The girl slowly raised her head and looked at Song Lanyi.

Her eyes are far away, as if looking back at that time.

"I have been in the dark night, in my dreams...begged countless times for this god Buddha. I heard that the Buddha can cut meat to feed the eagle. I don't ask too much, I just want to live in peace and stability. But the god Buddha Never heard the wish of my believer."

At this time, a cold smile suddenly appeared on her face.

"The gods and Buddhas can't protect me, so why... I can't replace the gods and Buddhas? The gods and Buddhas... Oh, where did the gods and Buddhas come from? It's just a ridiculous dream of the world. If I want to replace the gods and Buddhas, I, It's a dream."

When Song Lanyi heard this, he didn't say anything, but continued to drop a child.

As more pieces were placed, she became clearer about this dream master's experience.

She saw the dream master burning the temple, leaving his hometown, dragging his scarred body, and walking towards the so-called Shangjing bit by bit.

Shangjing is very beautiful. There, it is bustling with people, and there are countless princes, nobles, and scholarly families.

In the early days, officials in green robes and even ministers in scarlet robes could be seen everywhere.

The dream master went from being a beggar to walking a little-known path.

Since this journey, he has stumbled and stumbled, and it can be said that there are few victories.

But she insisted on standing up to everyone's ridicule, and she fought repeatedly and failed repeatedly.

"In my life, since I was sanctified, I have rarely won. But I never cared. I firmly believe that as long as I go further, one day, I will also be invincible."

She turned her head and looked at the torrent of time behind her, "What did you see?"

　This chapter is missing a few hundred words because it got stuck
　　
　
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