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Chapter 217 I Don't Want to Be Like This Anymore
Wen Yan remembered that once before, the child was also injured on his arm.

Looking at the amount of bleeding now, this time it seems to be worse than last time.

Although Wen Yan could not get used to Shen Jiayu because of the things about the Shen family, he was not a cold-blooded person after all, seeing this situation, he immediately raised his hand to pat Wen Miao's head, and urged her, "Why are you still standing there? This kid is about to bleed like a river, why don't you tell him to go to the infirmary to get bandaged?"

Compared with the ambulance that didn't know when it would arrive, the Haida infirmary was obviously more reliable.

Wen Miao hesitated, looking slightly worried.

She was indeed worried about Shen Jiayu's injury, but Yu Xi's mental state was obviously not very good. Wen Miao was afraid that she would rush forward and provoke Yu Xi again, so she hesitated and stopped where she was, only looking at Shen Jiayu, as if asking follow his opinion.

Sure enough, Shen Jiayu didn't plan to go to the infirmary, so he just shook his head slightly at Wen Miao and didn't speak.

There is a sense of apology in the eyes.

At some point, a black Maybach was parked on the side of the road. Through the half-lowered car window, one could vaguely see the dignified and serious face of the young man in the driver's seat.

Yu Xi's spirit couldn't hold on, and he had already passed out.

Shen Jiayu picked her up and got into the car parked by the side of the road.

"No, what's going on?" Wen Yan didn't understand at all, and asked Wen Miao in a daze, "Why is that kid going? His hand is hurt like that, so why don't you bandage it? Eh , By the way, who is that person he is hugging? Why do you feel that he looks a bit like him?"

Wen Yan asked several questions in succession, then remembered the most important one, nodded his chin towards the Audi parked in front, and asked again: "What happened to his arm? The car hit? What about the driver who caused the accident? Have you called the police?"

"..."

Wen Miao was dumbfounded by the question.

When the Maybach received someone, the young man sitting in the driver's seat turned his head back solemnly, and said something to Shen Jiayu. Shen Jiayu didn't say anything, but nodded indifferently, then lowered the window, and suddenly raised He glanced at Wen Miao.

At this moment, Wen Miao saw a misty abyss in his eyes.

Without warning, somewhere in the chest suddenly jumped a beat.

Like some kind of foreshadowing.

Wen Miao looked at him without blinking.

The place where the car was parked happened to be under a dense tree shade, and the light inside the car was dim. Half of Shen Jiayu's side face was hidden in the shadow, with a gloomy expression, and the thick darkness spread behind him, as if to devour him whole.

At this moment, Wen Miao suddenly remembered the winter night when he saw him buy the vegetables sold by the grandfather at the stall.

Walking alone in the dark night, a cold and gentle boy...

He is obviously so good and deserves to be treated tenderly, but the world refuses to treat him any better.

Wen Miao tightened her hands hanging by her sides, and her slightly sharp nails sank deep into her palms. She didn't realize at all that she had tried so hard to pull him out of that world-weary mood, to make him A little more, a little more thought to go on——

But being disturbed by Shen Tao like this, all previous efforts were wasted.

Everything seems to be back to square one.

Wen Miao finally understood that as long as Shen Tao lived for a day, it was impossible for him to let Shen Jiayu live like this.

Human malice is endless.

……

Jiangzhou Jiaji Private Hospital.

Psychiatric consultation room.

Mr. Shen arrived quickly, and Xie Heng's little assistant spoke respectfully: "Mr. Xie is still in a meeting, and he can't get away for the time being. The relevant medical team has been arranged. If you need anything else, just ask me. "

Mr. Shen said some polite words to him, and hurried into the expert consultation room.

Shen Jiayu did not follow, but stood outside the ward, looking at the woman on the bed quietly through the clear glass window.

Yu Que's health is not very good, he was brought up by Yu Xi, but the absurdity of life is that the two people closest to him in the world are now sleeping in the ground, and the other is comatose in the hospital bed.

This time it's Yu Xi, what about next time?
Could it be Wen Miao?
Shen Jiayu didn't dare to gamble.

He knew Shen Tao, just like Shen Tao knew him, and he knew that Shen Tao would not let it go.

Between them, there is only an ending of immortality.

Only death is liberation.

An unprecedented sense of boredom and powerlessness swept over, and Shen Jiayu felt a strong desire to end everything.

A hand suddenly touched his shoulder from behind.

Shen Jiayu didn't look back. After a long time, he closed his eyes and said softly in a hoarse voice: "Grandpa, I don't want to do this anymore."

He has held back for too long.

Remembering the words of Mrs. Shen before she left, he forced himself to try his best to forget the past ten years, the pain on his body, the fire in the sky, the blood in the bathroom, the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, and The ear-piercing "didi" from the machine in the intensive care unit...

But now it is Shen Tao who refuses to let him go.

Shen Jiayu didn't care what happened to him, he had no nostalgia for the world, he didn't care whether he lived or died, but Shen Tao reached out to Wen Miao and Yu Xi.

"A Yu..." Old Master Shen let out a long and heavy sigh, and pressed down slightly with the hand on Shen Jiayu's shoulder, his voice was vicissitudes and difficult, "My grandson has been wronged."

Shen Jiayu's black eyelashes were half down, his face was expressionless, and his expression was quiet, except for a pair of beautiful and gloomy black eyes, like an abyss where the bottom could not be seen, and there was a dark hostility rolling inside.

Mr. Shen saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. His little grandson has experienced much more than other children since he was a child. Shen Tao and Yu Que did not live in the Shen family's old house after they got married. Temperament, so the old man is not very clear about the things between them.

It wasn't until Yu Qun committed suicide due to depression that the undercurrent and turbulence hidden under the peaceful appearance gradually surfaced.

And by then it was too late.

When mentioning the past, Mr. Shen was full of guilt and remorse, and sighed heavily, his eyes full of exhaustion and helplessness.

Mr. Shen is getting old now, and Shen Jiayu didn't want him to worry about these things anymore, so he never told him, but it doesn't mean that Mr. Shen doesn't know anything.

Children are debts owed in previous lives...

Mr. Shen rubbed the deep gap between his eyebrows, and when he spoke again, his voice seemed to be ten years old in an instant: "A Yu, do you remember what your grandma said before she left?"

Shen Jiayu tilted his head slightly, his sharp and cold eyes fell on a point in the void far away, and when he heard old master Shen's voice, he didn't speak, but just nodded slightly.

(End of this chapter)