come kiss me

Chapter 195 The Truth
The sky was heavy, and the dark clouds covered the bright moon. As the pages turned, Ding Feisi's expression became more and more serious, until his fingertips became cold.

She took a deep breath and put all the manuscripts into the box with trembling hands, not daring to read them again.

She put on her coat and went up to the second floor, the cool night wind dispelled the slight shock and fear.

But in Night Breeze, that sense of loneliness deepened.

This feeling is too uncomfortable.

There was no one to accompany her, she collapsed and didn't know who to tell.

Ding Feisi took out his mobile phone and called Zhu Ye, and Zhu Ye was quickly connected.

It was his nonchalant voice.

"What, miss me?"

Ding Feisi wrapped her coat tightly in the night wind, and suddenly her nose was sore, but she could only hold back, and said with a smile, "Yes, I miss you so much."

She suppressed her sobs: "It's a pity that you are so busy that you can't come."

Zhu Ye chuckled: "You miss me, why don't you go into the room and have a look?"

Ding Feisi didn't understand what it meant, but the moment he realized it suddenly, he ran into the room immediately, and Zhu Ye was sitting by the bed with his mobile phone.

She ran over directly and got into his arms. The familiar breath and embrace made her restless heart find a place to rely on.

Ding Feisi hugged his waist tightly, leaned against his neck, her neck touched his Adam's apple, and her body temperature touched, but she couldn't help rubbing her neck against him to get close to his body temperature.

Hugging Zhu Ye tightly, Ding Feisi felt his mood became quiet, and his body temperature healed her instantly.

Zhu Ye hugged her and kissed her forehead: "Miss me so much?"

Ding Feisi hugged him tightly and said happily, "It's great that you're here tonight."

Zhu Ye chuckled and patted her head.

Ding Feisi rubbed against his neck, where the body temperature is most easily touched, Ding Feisi clings to him greedily, just wants to get close to him, close to him, almost wants to rub himself into his breath.

His embrace is too warm and firm, as if it can resist all unhappy things.

It's too warm, Zhu Ye is really warm.

Being rubbed against by her, Zhu Ye obviously felt that something was wrong with her.

"what happened?"

Ding Feisi didn't speak, just rubbed against him blindly, hugged his waist and kissed him.

Zhu Ye lowered his head and kissed her, and tonight Ding Feisi was extremely clingy, hugging him and kissing him endlessly, as soon as Zhu Ye moved, she hugged his neck and kissed him again.

After finally stopping the kiss, she pressed her face against his chest and buried her whole face in his arms.

Just as Zhu Ye wanted to talk to her, he heard her choked up sobs.

Ding Feisi's cries were like rain. At first it was slanting wind and drizzle, and then it became bigger and bigger, like a torrential rain, with big drops of tears falling down.

Zhu Ye patted her on the back, and let her cry in his arms, until Ding Feisi's crying stopped like rain, Zhu Ye didn't ask.

"What happened tonight?"

Ding Feisi choked up and said, "I read the manuscript left by my mother."

Zhu Ye lowered his head to wipe her tears, and said in a gentle voice, "What happened to the manuscript?"

Ding Feisi didn't know what to say. She sobbed, hesitated for a while, and said after deliberation: "It's my mother's diary. After reading it, I suddenly understood why my mother is always frowning."

Between longing and depression, it can almost drive people crazy.

The elder brother on the paper made her feel very heartbroken, looking forward to getting it but not getting it, not to mention the pressure of the world.

But until her mother left, she didn't know that she and Yang Huaijin had no blood relationship at all.

No one in the family told her that Yang Huaijin had no kinship with her at all, so that she felt despicable and disgusting, and went further and further on the road of disgusting herself.

Until Ding Feisi's father appeared, Yang Lan was not so much in love with Ding Feisi's father as a man like sunshine, but rather attracted by the bright light in him. Even if her family disagreed, she resolutely and The other party leaves together.

Apart from wanting to be with Ding Feisi's father, she ran away from home for another very important reason. She couldn't face Yang Huaijin.

Yang Huaijin noted the cause and effect on the last document. Yang Huaijin and Zhong Hanxian were not related by blood. Ding Feisi actually understood it when he saw the DNA report.

But no one told Yang Lan back then.

In order to protect Yang Lan's reputation, Yang Huaijin has not told anyone about his and Yang Lan's past so far. All the Yang family members think that Yang Lan left the Yang family because of her willful elopement.

Before Yang Lan left, she was already suffering from severe depression, and the conflict with her family was getting worse day by day.

Regarding Yang Lan and Ding Feisi's father, Zhong Hanxian didn't object too much back then.

It wasn't until Yang Lan ran away from home that Zhong Hanxian realized that she had too little communication with her children. She thought it was because she cared too little for Yang Lan. Just a few words of disapproval became the trigger, causing Yang Lan to be directly discouraged by her. , eloped in a fit of anger.

In fact, the only thing Yang Lan can't defeat is her own demons.

If the truth that Yang Huaijin was not from the Yang family was revealed back then, Yang Lan would never have suffered so much that she would not dare to return to China even after starting a family and having a child.

This is how deep the fear can make her be separated from the family she cares about for a long time.

Obviously, the pseudonym she adopted later expressed her longing for Zhong Hanxian, but even so, she did not dare to go back and face Yang Huaijin.

It's so sad that she never returned to Yang's house until she died.If she had known the truth sooner, she would not have passed away with regrets.

A carefree, lovingly raised girl who is forced to live away from her family and see the light of day.

Yang Huaijin didn't know this fact back then. Although Yang Huaijin didn't tell Ding Feisi how he felt, Ding Feisi could think that he was probably suffering just as much. Such an immoral love would be so devastating to two normal people.

What's more, when I heard about Yang Lan again, Yang Lan had already passed away. I'm afraid that's why Yang Huaijin didn't come to see Ding Feisi for so long.

Because I dare not face it.

Yang Huaijin is still unmarried, which actually explains a lot.

Ding Feisi leaned in Zhu Ye's arms, Zhu Ye said softly: "It's all over, if your mother knows, she will let it go."

Ding Feisi crawled into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, Zhu Ye stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, and said softly: "Everything that happens is a combination of causes and conditions, and the conditions arise from time to time, and the conditions disappear when they are exhausted, that's all. .”

"What's in the past is already in the past."

Ding Feisi lowered his head and wiped his tears, and said in a muffled voice, "Have you read the book I put on the table?"

"You see, I will see."

Ding Feisi laughed through his tears: "Scholar, don't you have your own book list?"

(End of this chapter)