come kiss me

Chapter 34 hate you

Fei Xiu froze when she heard Ding Feisi's words.

Ding Feisi summoned up his courage and said,

"Mom, you actually know I'm sad, don't you?"

Ding Feisi's eye circles began to turn red,
"You are my only support. I have been kicked around like a football by my relatives for so many years. Later, I was sent to the orphanage. It was you who brought me home."

"When I was first brought home, I was very careful. I was afraid that you would send me back, and I was very afraid that you would not want me."

"I was very young at that time, but I rushed to mop the floor and wash the dishes. I was afraid that you would think I was disobedient, lazy and stupid, and would send me back to the orphanage. Later you told me that I look like you , I am your biological daughter, so I am more at ease, I believe you will not send me away."

Fei Xiu hugged Ding Feisi,
"Faith, even if mother is married, you are still mother's daughter, and mother will not reject you just because she is married."

Ding Feisi smiled, tears like broken beads,
"Mom, I went to see Xiaoyan just now, and I suddenly understood your feelings. I wish you and Uncle Zhu, I sincerely hope you are well."

Ding Feisi choked up and said,

"Mom, you don't actually have missing ovaries, do you?"

People with missing ovaries cannot conceive. When Fei Xiu told Ding Feisi that she had missing ovaries, she would only have one child in this life, and Ding Feisi escaped from the panic.

She heard from many brothers and sisters in the orphanage that when parents had their own children, they sent them back.

Ding Feisi is also very afraid of going back to the orphanage and becoming a child without parents again.

Fei Xiu told her that she couldn't conceive, Ding Feisi believed it.

Unexpectedly, it was just a lie from his mother. When his mother and ex-husband were arguing, Ding Feisi heard what his mother's ex-husband said, and scolded his mother for refusing to have children even though she was not sick. The brain is sick.

Only then did Dingfaith know,

It turned out that my mother was not sick, but she chose not to have her own child just for her sake.

Fei Xiu patted her on the back,
"Sisi, mother is willing to have only you as a daughter."

Ding Feisi hugged Fei Xiu tightly,

"Mom, you have to be Fei Xiu, don't just be Ding Feisi's mother, your mission has been completed, Ding Feisi grows up, she will start her own life, you have to start your own life too. Don't be afraid I will be lonely, I am not afraid of being lonely at all now, someone will be with me, and I can take care of myself."

Fei Xiu smiled gratifiedly, but her eye circles were red.

When Zhu Ye came home, he saw Ding Feisi laying on the table with his face flushed and his head still a little bit.

Zhu Ye caught her face,
"Why do you drink so much?"

Ding Feisi drank too much and talked a little bit, and he didn't know where to put his tongue.

She blushed and stammered,

"It's... so annoying."

Zhu Ye chuckled, deliberately imitating her stuttering.

"So...so...why bother?"

Her clear voice is especially pleasant to hear when she stutters, and there is also a faint smile.

Ding Feisi's bright red tongue was exposed a little. Although she was a little drunk, she could hear that Zhu Ye was making fun of her.

Ding Feisi tried his best not to stutter, and said sullenly,

"I kind of hate you."

Zhu Ye looked at her with his face propped up,
"Why do you hate me?"

Ding Feisi's tongue was still protruding a little bit, the tip of the tongue was tilted, and his head looked like a silly cat bit by bit.

Zhu Ye went into the kitchen and took a spoon,
"Open your mouth."

Ding Feisi opened her mouth obediently, and Zhu Ye gently stuffed her tongue back.

Ding Feisi burst into tears,
"I hate you!"

Zhu Ye said helplessly,
"What do you hate about me?"

Ding Feisi burst into tears for no reason, fell into Zhu Ye's arms and beat him,
"I hate that you took my mother away!"

Zhu Ye clamped her hand to prevent her from moving.

Ding Feisi was still thumping to hit him, but suddenly his momentum weakened while crying, Zhu Ye was still restraining her, Ding Feisi's grievance was overwhelmed,

"I'm afraid you don't like my mother, so I please you, afraid of making you angry, afraid that you will treat my mother badly."

The words Ding Feisi had been holding back in her heart for so long suddenly couldn't bear it any longer, and her tears fell in big ones,
"I'm scared to death, but I dare not speak, dare not tell anyone."

Ding Feisi's face was flushed with tears.

"How dare I say, Zhu Ye, I can't regard you as the person I like, I can only regard you as my elder brother. I'm even afraid that if we can't go on in the future, you will hate my mother along with me."

Zhu Ye said seriously,
"Is that why you don't want to be with me?"

Ding Feisi buried his head in his arms and wept loudly, choking and stammering,
"I still have a lot of problems, I'm annoying, I'm not people-pleasing, I'm emotionally unstable, sometimes normal, sometimes pessimistic and very disgusting."

It's her depression.

Zhu Ye hugged her onto his lap,

"It's okay, I'm good at coaxing people."

Ding Feisi cried,
"I also adopted Xiaoyan. He is the same as me before. Just like I was afraid that my mother would find a boyfriend, I was afraid that I would fall in love. I was afraid that I would not want him. I was afraid that if I fell in love, Xiaoyan would always be uneasy. I even chose not to have children, but I am so selfish, I want to fall in love with you while I want to be Xiao Yan's parent at the same time, why am I so bad."

Ding Feisi's tears burst and flowed down the bank.

Zhu Ye wiped her tears with a tissue,

"I will take care of this child with you. If one day he trusts me as much as he trusts you, he will no longer be anxious."

Ding Feisi choked up and said,

"But I'm still picky."

Zhu Ye said lightly,
"I'm very rich."

Dingfaith sobbed,

"And my luck is still very bad. Even the gods don't bless me. I will pass the bad luck to you and let you wipe my ass with me all the time."

Zhu Ye comforted patiently,

"I am Jesus, the reason other gods do not bless you is because I bless you."

"Ding Feisi, I am your protector alone."

Ding Feisi's eyes were red, and he sobbed,
"But I have a bad temper and like to hit people."

Zhu Ye doesn't care,

"Oh, I like sm."

Ding Feisi was still in tears, but laughed out of anger, and hammered him drunkenly,
"Dead pervert!"

"Are you so comforting?"

Zhu Ye was beaten but didn't care, and said with a half-smile,

"Isn't that good?"

Ding Feisi suddenly scolded him again,
"Scumbag."

Zhu Ye looked down at her slightly,
"Ding Feisi, no matter how you look at it, you are a scumbag. You released my pigeons for three years and deleted all contact information. Do you think I will not be angry at all?"

Ding Feisi pretended to be dead and did not answer.

Zhu Ye looked at her,
"Can you tell me why you haven't contacted me for three years?"

(End of this chapter)