come kiss me

Chapter 66 How Much I Love You

Dingfaith blushed,
"Go back and kiss."

"What if someone sees it again?"

Zhu Ye let go of her, his expression indifferent,
"Don't kiss me, don't get so close to me, keep a distance of [-] centimeters."

Ding Feisi pulled the hem of his clothes and said anxiously,

"It's the same when you go back and kiss."

She said shamefully,
"The distance can be negative."

Zhu Ye looked at her condescendingly, and couldn't help laughing, with a scorching smile in his eyes.

The smoky white and stern face smiled, the phoenix eyes rippled, the bridge of the nose was straight, the lips were thin and romantic, and the eyes were deep. There was always a scumbag-like su feeling, looking at people with playfulness and joking, but not staying in the A flower and a leaf may sometimes have hypocritical care and pity, but it is only fleeting.

For this kind of man, it seems that it is difficult for a woman to refuse any request he makes, because he is afraid that if he does not agree, he will leave without caring the next moment and go find the next one.

But Zhu Ye has a scumbag face, but his personality is the opposite of a scumbag.

Ding Feisi raised his head to look at the Kongming Lantern in the sky, and said pleasantly,
"Brother, let's go release the Kongming lanterns too."

She tugged on Zhu Ye's sleeve corner,
"Look, it's so beautiful."

"Let's go buy two."

Zhu Ye said he wanted to go back, but he was led away by Ding Feisi. When he arrived at the place where Kongming lanterns were sold, he found that there were still brushes and ink, so he could write his wishes on the Kongming lanterns and release them.

There are people setting off Kongming lanterns continuously by the river, the light spots fluctuate, and the night wind is lingering.

The store also sells oiled paper umbrellas. Ding Feisi happily took Zhu Ye to buy one. Although it was useless, many passers-by bought it for taking pictures. They were also afraid that the Kongming lantern would fall and hit them, so as to give themselves a psychological comfort .

Ding Feisi bought one for himself as a matter of course.

The shopkeeper handed them the Kongming lanterns.

Ding Feisi originally took the brush to write, but after picking up the brush, he didn't write for a long time.

Zhu Ye looked down at the blank Kongming lanterns,
"Why don't you write it?"

Ding Feisi chuckled lightly,
"never mind."

"There are too many wishes, it's a little greedy to write them all out, anyway, I don't want it to come true, I just want peace of mind, I just say it to the sky lantern."

Her expression was suddenly a little indifferent and alienated, a little strange.

But the next second she raised her face and looked at him again, her eyes were full of smiles, she still looked innocent,
"There are so many sky lanterns here, not everyone will be blessed, maybe the gods are blessed by lottery, I am so unlucky, I probably won't be able to draw."

But her momentary indifference and alienation planted in Zhu Ye's heart. Ding Feisi often has such moments that don't fit her personality.

From expression to tone, they are too mature, indifferent, and don't take things in front of them seriously.

One second he seemed enthusiastic, but the next second he was as indifferent as if he had nothing to do with her.

Not at all like Ding Feith.

But Zhu Ye also understood that after three years, Ding Feisi could not remain unchanged.It's just that Zhu Ye always felt a thorn in his heart every time he thought of her having these changes and he wasn't by her side.

The only thing that can be thankful is that she is still passionate about him.

Ding Feisi held the Kongming lantern, and Zhu Ye lit the wick for her.

Ding Feisi clasped his hands together and made a wish earnestly.
"One wish, the country is prosperous and the people are safe, Haiyan and Heqing are clean, there will be no wars, no disputes, natural disasters and man-made disasters will be separated from China, the gods will bless you, and all diseases will be cured."

The Kongming lanterns in the sky were flickering, her jade-white face was dyed by the color of the candlelight, and there was a hint of heroism between her brows. She said that she didn't believe in gods, but she was still devout, and the wish she made was beyond Zhu Ye's expectations. It suddenly reminded him that those fans called her Fei Da.

"Second wish, I hope that one day I will be crowned thousands of miles in writing, Luoyang paper is expensive, my loyalty has never been melted, and my name will last forever."

Zhu Ye heard her clear and joyful voice like pearls falling to the ground, but her tone was calm and powerful, and she didn't fake a single word. This was Ding Feisi's heartfelt wish.

She wanted to be a writer of serious literature, he knew.

He suddenly understood that the current Ding Feisi is not what it used to be.

She has an irreplaceable pride and the capital of arrogance.

She is no longer a girl who only has the label "the girl Zhu Ye likes" all over her body. Even when people in Huada Forum talk about her past, they only say that Zhu Ye is Gao Pan. She is not a princess, and everyone praises her Fei Da, praised her as His Highness the Princess, and would never call her the Crown Princess, nor would it be possible to call her the Crown Princess.

Ding Feisi used to be attached to Zhu Ye, but now Ding Feisi does not need Zhu Ye.

She doesn't need Zhu Ye, so in three years, she has no intention of coming back.

Zhu Ye looked at her slender face under the fireworks, her face was so handsome that it was smoky white and cold, but the heart in her chest was aching.

Ding Feisi’s third wish was the softest, as if only she could hear it, maybe this wish was the shallowest and least important to her.
"Three wishes, the grass grows in the wild, endlessly growing, and the white heads are all together."

People say that wishes can best reveal a person's heart and ambition.

It turned out to be true.

Ding Feisi opened his eyes, but saw Zhu Ye standing by the railing beside the river and watching her quietly, those phoenix eyes were somewhat gloomy amidst the fighting between fireworks and indifference.

Zhu Ye lowered his eyes, and lit the Kongming lantern in his hand, the light danced in his eyes, his bone-chilling indifference.

He casually let go of the Kongming lantern, but instead of looking at the rising lantern, his eyes fell on her instead.

Zhu Ye's long eyes drooped slightly, his tone was indifferent,
"One wish, Ding Feisi is safe."

His thin lips parted slightly,
"Second wish, Ding Feisi stay healthy."

Zhu Ye's eyes were reddish, he just looked at her fixedly, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and suddenly there was a little humility trembling in his eyes,

"Three wishes, Ding Feisi loves me."

Please God, let Ding Feisi love me.

She obviously doesn't love me now.

Kongming lanterns fluttered all over the sky, fireworks shattered, and people's voices were buzzing, but at this moment, they all fell down.

Ding Feisi's heart sank suddenly.

Only Zhu Ye was left in front of her eyes, and she met his eyes.

It seemed that the three years that Zhu Ye never mentioned were torn apart in front of her.

The glass greenhouse with lush flowers and leaves, the dark green ribbon he tied at the head of the bed, three years later, he still remembers the content of his confession clearly.

How many times did he recall the past by himself before he could recount it to her verbatim?

Zhu Ye's tone was obviously restrained and cold, without any emotion, but Ding Feisi saw the heart-wrenching pain of those three years from his eyes.

Ding Feisi rushed forward and hugged him, embracing the frost all over his body,

"Zhu Ye, I love you."

Zhu Ye closed his eyes, raised his chin slightly, his smoky white and handsome face was just indifferent, and he couldn't tell what his emotions were.

When there is thinking, there is lovesickness, when there is no thinking, there is no appearance, and all appearances in the world are dead.

Hundreds of flowers fall from the building, clouds and water lose the river, never bloom all night, living in evil and wandering in righteousness, the world is in chaos.

Zhu Ye suddenly remembered the dream he had.

When he was looking for Ding Feisi crazy, and even suspected that she was dead, he dreamed of Ding Feisi.

Her jade-white face is right in front of her eyes, but her eyes are so fragile, two lines of clear tears fell from her eyes, and she said cautiously,
"If, I mean if."

"What if I'm dead?"

Zhu Yeru was filled with cold wind, and a bloody hole was dug out of his heart.

He bent down, hugged her cold body tightly in his dream, and said without hesitation,
"Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you."

If she was really trapped in such a dark place, she must be very scared by herself.

Ding Feisi, how much I love you, how do you know.

Your wishes, nobility, justice and compassion come first, career ambitions come second, and Zhu Ye can only be left at the end, the most insignificant one.

(End of this chapter)