come kiss me

Chapter 73
Ding Feisi was short of breath, but still looked at him,
"Lu Ying woke me up by scolding me tonight. I have been using other people's mistakes to punish myself for the past three years. I blamed myself for almost killing my mother. I was limited by fear and hated getting along with men."

Thinking of the days when she was walking on thin ice, but whenever a man approached her, she would be as frightened as a bird, Ding Feisi was still depressed and uncomfortable,

"So as you can see, my book is full of thoughts that men are just stepping stones, men are just tools for revenge. In all endings, there are almost zero male characters who can escape unscathed. Before I met the editor-in-chief, I didn't even dare The boys in the class say one more word, so they keep skipping classes and don’t participate in all activities.”

"It was the editor-in-chief who saved me and let me transfer this fear and resentment into the book. In reality, don't punish yourself with the pain of the past. He told me that there are good guys and bad guys in men. I can be careful, but absolutely I can't generalize, I can't hang myself in fear, only when I become strong can I be fearless."

"After meeting you again, my symptoms have almost improved. I am no longer afraid of the dark, insomnia, and convulsions. So can you wait for me and get married after I can be completely free of grievances?"

Ding Feisi said anxiously,

"Zhuye, do you understand?"

Zhu Ye's eyes stayed on her face for a long time, the emotions in her long and narrow phoenix pupils were bottomless,

"You said you want to become stronger, but you have a pen like a knife, and the pen is your weapon. Why did you stop writing? Is it because you don't want to go any further?"

The tears in Ding Feisi's eyes flickered, and he said word by word,

"Don't you understand? It's because of you."

He alone can save a world.

To save the fate of all the male characters in her book who are either dead or injured, and to save the heroine's inevitable ending of a lonely life.

So she stopped writing, waiting for her world view to change because of Zhu Ye, waiting for Zhu Ye to complement her heart.

Zhu Ye was silent for a long time, but just put her down from his lap,

"You have to go to the awards ceremony tomorrow, so get some rest early."

Ding Feisi walked a few steps towards the room, but turned around and hugged him again,

"Zhu Ye, I love you."

Zhu Ye was thrown into her arms by her, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and his face was solemn.

For a long time, he lowered his voice and said,
"I love you too."

Ding Feisi looked up at him, and couldn't help laughing through his tears, tears still hanging in his eyes, but the joy that can really be understood by others came like a wave.

For three years, the only one who really understood her was Zhu Ye, and luckily, Zhu Ye was the one who fell in love with her.

She has gone through so many roads with Zhu Ye, and she doesn't want to take more detours.

Fortunately, he didn't let this detour between them.

The night is dark, but the faint light from the boundary of heaven and earth lightens the earth a little bit. Although the fire is small, it can burn the wild, and the light really begins to penetrate into Ding Feisi's life inch by inch.

The sky is shining brightly.

Ding Feisi was dazzled by the sunlight when he woke up, only to realize that he forgot to draw the curtains before going to bed.

Picking up the phone to check the time, I found that the alarm clock had already passed, and there were two hours left before the award ceremony.

She sat up abruptly, washed her makeup quickly, and finished it just as the TV station's car was coming.

Zhu Ye was sitting at the table looking at some drawings, and Ding Feisi ran over and kissed him.

Zhu Ye raised his eyes and looked at her lightly, but in the next second, there was an uncontrollable smile in his eyes.

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When entering the infield of the awards auditorium, Ding Feisi couldn't help but feel uneasy, not only because he would meet many leaders, but also because this honor means responsibility, and he must be a role model.

The flash was flashing, and the infield was already brightly lit, which made people anxious unconsciously.

When Ding Feisi's name was called, she nervously got up from her chair and walked towards the stage.

For a moment, all the flash cameras were aimed at her, this girl who was only in her early twenties but already famous, her generous and simple clothes made her more eye-catching, and her clothes did not conceal her elegance, Dancing since she was a child has made her have an excellent figure, her long neck is slender, and every step she walks is like a thin bamboo, slender but tough.

When Ding Feisi was not speaking, he had an orchid-like air, which made people feel the coldness of the solitary Jasper and Qiongyao, as cold and noble as snow.

In the venue, she is undoubtedly the most outstanding and prestigious one, and as a youth representative, it is an affirmation of her ability and political integrity.

Although young, he is unique.

The media rushed to capture her figure, not only the official media in the city, but also the entertainment media. God knows how popular this first-line female writer is now!Even being photographed while shopping with her boyfriend can become hot news.

Ding Feisi watched the leader come to power, unexpectedly, the mayor of the right was actually a woman.

Her face is gentle and modest, even the wrinkles are smooth and firm, and her eyes are sober and intellectual after going through the world.

The first time You Tan saw Ding Feisi, he was full of anticipation and smile.

She handed the trophy to Ding Feisi, and praised with a smile,
"Although he is young, his speeches and articles are universally applicable."

This boast is true.

At such a young age, Ding Feisi has already won two international literary awards, and this praise is well deserved.

For a moment, everyone in the venue seemed to be holding their breath, waiting for Ding Feisi's answer.

Because they know that most of the young people who are praised every year are actually not right. They are only praised. If anyone can respond generously and gracefully, it will naturally be a big show.

All the cameras and flashes were aimed at Ding Feisi, and even the direction of the lights were all moved towards her.

This young writer is probably going to make a fool of himself.

Ding Feisi took the trophy respectfully, and said in a loud voice,
"The name of a woman is weak, but her meritorious deeds are as bright as the sun and the moon."

The name of the heroine is weak,

Meritorious and great achievements are as bright as the sun and the moon!

Everyone was shocked, and then, the sound of taking pictures and the flash of light were overwhelming, and they hit like a tide.

There were endless discussions and praises, and the exclamation one after another showed the amazingness of her reply.

When You Tan heard Ding Feisi's words, he smiled and said comfortingly,
"Among the women, there are excellent juniors like you. I am very relieved. I will be able to boldly fight against you in the future."

You Tan patted her on the shoulder, said firmly and calmly,

"As a girl, you can trample on the scorching sun of mountains and rivers vigorously, so it's not a waste of life."

From this leader, Ding Feisi felt the demeanor and charm of an elder who is unique to women. He is gentle and gentle but yet firm. Qin is generally a firm and sober person.

Ding Feisi firmly said,

"I will."

The video and report of Ding Feisi winning the award caused quite a stir among fans.

"Comments and articles are universal, meritorious deeds are as bright as the sun and the moon, my God, why do I feel so excited that I want to cry, girls just want to live a vigorous life, majestic and powerful, so that this life is not in vain what!"

In Ding Feisi's audience, there are more women than men, so this speech naturally resonated with most readers.

The popular first-line masterpieces are basically all men, and there are more men than women who win awards. Ding Feisi is the first female author to win an award in the Moyue History Award. At that time, the organizing committee praised her as a female author!And she took the lead in donating millions to the disaster area, and has been advocating women's independent thinking in the book, so she is destined to be a role model, especially a role model for women.

The girls burst into tears when they saw her standing with the female mayor, complimenting each other generously.

This picture is like saying, look, the girls in our ancient and modern world have never been vassals. Among us, there are those who plan the world and have a nine-turn mind, and there are also amazing and magnificent people, and some of us can withstand the wind and frost in the world , command a city.

Women are never anyone's vassal. No matter in troubled times or in peace, some of us will always live like the scorching sun and the stars.

(End of this chapter)