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Chapter 94 Can You Get Married?

Ding Feisi leaned on Zhu Ye's shoulder,
"Fortunately, I didn't regress in the second year. Many repeat students did not perform as well as in the first year. If they were worse, I would not be able to go to the same school as you."

Zhu Ye said lightly,
"Even if you don't go to the same school as me, as long as I still see you, I have to take you back."

Ding Feisi rubbed his cheek on his shoulder,
"No matter what, it's great to be on the same level as you."

Zhu Ye's face was indifferent, and she couldn't see anything, but he rubbed her hair,
"Yes, that's great."

Ding Feisi was talking with Zhu Ye, but her cell phone rang, and there was a short reminder and vibration, it was a text message.

Ding Feisi clicked on it, and found that it was the message from the nurse.

"Miss Ding, Xiaoyan is making a fuss about going out to play, can you spare some time to come to the hospital to accompany Xiaoyan?" 』

Ding Feisi hesitated for a moment before turning back,
"it is good"

Just as Zhu Ye was about to speak, Ding Feisi asked,

"Brother, do you have any congratulatory gifts for your parents getting married?"

Zhu Ye said lightly,
"There is still some time before the wedding, so there is no need to rush."

The corners of Ding Feisi's mouth curved slightly,
"My congratulatory gift has arrived, I have to go out and get it."

Zhu Ye thought she was taking the courier,
"Ah."

Pan Jianguo was waiting for Ding Feisi to come in the hospital. Ding Feisi didn't show up for a long time. When Pan Jianguo cursed and thought Ding Feisi was not fooled again, Ding Feisi appeared.

She passed the long corridor between the inpatient department and the outpatient clinic, but Pan Jianguo directly covered her mouth from behind at the exit and dragged her away.

In the eerily quiet abandoned parking lot, Pan Jianguo tied Ding Feisi up. There was no one else here, and there was no signal.

Ding Feisi looked at him quietly, but there was no trace of fear in his eyes.

But Pan Jianguo didn't have time to wonder, before he took out his knife, someone broke into the door and held him down.

Pan Jianguo was pushed to the ground and his wrists were locked.

He wanted to struggle, but the people from the security company invited by Ding Feisi held him down and shouted angrily,
"do not move!"

Ding Feisi was untied and did not look at Pan Jianguo.

When reporting the case and taking notes, she suddenly said,

"Recently, thugs who harass women often appear near Huada University. The news reminds women to pay attention to safety, but are these women not actually sexually assaulted?"

The policeman on the other side thought it was a bit strange.
"How did you know?"

Ding Feisi suddenly smiled,

"I want to report."

The wind suddenly began to cool down, making a rustling sound as it brushed the treetops.

Ding Feisi was sitting by the fountain in the square, perhaps because it was going to rain, the crowd dispersed quickly.

"You're a bitch."

"If you can give birth, why don't you give birth? Do you know how much pressure I have put on my parents? Tell me now that you are not unable to give birth, but for a daughter who is not related by blood. You can guarantee that she will be filial to you in the future? She even The surname doesn't match yours, her surname is Ding, what's your surname!"

"It's been a lifetime of bad luck for me to meet a woman with a sick mind like you."

Ding Feisi was sitting by the fountain, everyone was in a hurry, for fear that they would not be able to escape the heavy rain, but she had no waves.

Light rain fell, and the fine white rain also created a layer of smoke.

Ding Feisi held the mobile phone, waiting for the person she asked to come.

There was rain in front of her eyes, but her memory was fire. She knocked on the door desperately, but only heard a vicious voice outside the door,

"You and your mother will burn together."

She put down her bruised mother to put out the flames and smash open the windows.

Ding Feisi laughed suddenly. In the light rain, the young girl Yu Tiantian's face was a bit cold, as if she thought she was ridiculous.

Why is Pan Jianguo so reckless and so stupid?

The long-term psychological shadow caused by Pan Jianguo seems so ridiculous, not worth it at all.

An umbrella suddenly blocked Ding Feisi's head and tilted towards her.

Lu Ying's expression was indifferent, she looked at her straightly, without saying a word.

Ding Feisi got up and hugged Lu Ying, but Lu Ying was pushed back half a step by her sudden embrace.

Lu Ying clenched her umbrella tightly, but didn't speak to her.

Ding Feisi looked up at Lu Ying with a smile,
"June [-], Pan Jianguo went in again."

A line of tears fell from the corner of Ding Feisi's eyes, but she was smiling.

Lu Ying didn't look at Ding Feisi, but just clenched her umbrella tightly, with a serious face,
"I will sue Pan Jianguo for sexual assault three years ago, and I still have all the evidence."

Ding Feisi's tears fell like raindrops and slid across Yubai's face, but he just said softly,

"Six one."

The rain splashed on the umbrella, but Lu Ying did not speak.

When she was violated and resisted, Pan Jianguo's lower body was bloody and bloody when she smashed it with the base of the ornament.

Three years in prison brought Pan Jianguo a mentality that was gradually abnormal due to the loss of sexual ability.

She told Ding Feisi this guess.

Ding Feisi hugged Lu Ying tightly,
Three years ago, Pan Jianguo got angry and attacked her mother, and her mother was seriously injured by mistake. He was afraid that others would find out, so he imprisoned Fei Xiu and kept doing it all the time. He wanted to lock her up with her so that she would not find out The fact that Xiu was seriously injured.

After she ran out, she called the police and an ambulance. At this time, Lu Ying went to her house.

But Ding Feisi was afraid that Pan Jianguo would vent his anger on the dying Fei Xiu because of her escape. Ding Feisi chose to take the risk and run back, but Pan Jianguo wanted to burn them to death, so that no one knew what happened.

This cowardly, selfish, timid and irritable man was once the elder she thought was worthy of respect, her hard-working husband, and her honest and quiet father.That incident cast a great shadow on her.

Lu Ying suddenly reached out and touched Ding Feisi's hair, and hugged her back, but Lu Ying's face was still indifferent.

Ding Feisi leaned on her arms,
Pan Jianguo's mind was distorted. The more the news was reported, the more pleasure he had, and the more frequently he attacked, it was enough to show his stupidity.

If Lu Ying hadn't told her the details of the year, saying that the criminal was most likely Pan Jianguo, she would never have thought of this.

But this person was once regarded as a relative by her.

Became her father for four years.

Secretly give her pocket money, play badminton with her, use programming to make small games for her, after clearing the level, it will show happy birthday to Ding Feisi, when his mother is busy with work and forgets her, he will use his poor cooking skills to give her a next meal. bowl of noodles.

The words are so few and honest that it seems to be able to see the end at a glance.

She only felt struggling and suffering when she thought about it.

She didn't know what to believe.

This kind of person will also do that kind of behavior, so what about other people?

How was she going to trust them?
It is difficult for her to trust a person, especially if the other person is a man.

Even if it was Zhu Ye, she had to rebuild her inner defense for a long time before she could get close to him again.

He kept telling himself that Zhu Ye was not Pan Jianguo.

While thinking about Zhu Ye, he was reluctant to let go, but at the same time, he was afraid that Zhu Ye was also a person like Pan Jianguo.

This kind of unfounded speculation and fear never arises in the daytime, it only arises in the night.

She couldn't sleep at night, seeing the rumor that Zhu Ye already had a girlfriend, she felt uncomfortable, but at the same time felt relieved.

She didn't want to involve Zhu Ye, so she hesitated until Zhu Ye kissed her on the flyover, and she found that she couldn't help but want to get close to Zhu Ye, wanted to get rid of the shadow, and be with him forever.

Lu Ying said lightly,
"I will ask my dad to appear in court for me and try my best to get the maximum sentence possible."

It's time to prosecute. No matter how proud Lu Ying is, she doesn't want to lower her noble head, and she can't allow criminals to wander outside the law.

It was finally over for her.

Lu Ying's tone was calm,
"So can you marry Zhuye?"

Ding Feisi hugged her tightly, choked up and said,

"Knot."

"I will have a good life in the future, and you will also have a good life."

Lu Ying said with a straight face,

"he came."

The slanted rain was blown by the wind, and Ding Feisi looked back. Zhu Ye held up a black umbrella. In the haze of mist and rain, this kind of handsomeness was even more touching. A tall man stood behind her, with long eyes like one Tan Shenquan looked at her quietly, but with some unpredictable emotions, like coldness, and also like a little sullen.

It was Lu Ying who called Zhu Ye.

Lu Ying's face remained calm,
"past."

Ding Feisi hugged Lu Ying vigorously, reluctantly saying,
"Liu Yi, I will come to you."

Lu Ying frowned slightly, and refused,

"I don't like being around idiots."

Ding Feisi ran under Zhu Ye's umbrella, Zhu Ye slightly nodded to Lu Ying, and Lu Ying also nodded calmly.

Ding Feisi hugged Zhu Ye, and suddenly couldn't help crying again.

Zhu Ye's voice was slightly cold,
"I haven't said that you took risks behind my back."

Ding Feisi choked up and said,

"Then you want to scold me?"

Zhu Ye didn't make a sound, just let Ding Feisi hold him and cry in the rain.

When Ding Feisi was tired from crying, Zhu Ye took her home.

When Zhu Ye was drying her hair, he suddenly said,
"Haven't you thought about trusting me?"

His voice was very calm, and the calm made people feel a little depressed and flustered.

Ding Feisi looked at him with tears in his eyes,
"How can I not believe you?"

Zhu Ye's movements stopped, the emotions in his eyes were unpredictable, he just looked at her,
"You didn't tell me a word about such a thing, but chose to do it alone."

"I have recently obtained evidence that Pan Jianguo molested women. If you discuss it with me in advance, you don't have to take the risk."

Surveillance did not capture evidence of Pan Jianguo's obscenity, but the driving recorders of the surrounding vehicles did.

After Pan Jianguo was released from prison, there happened to be frequent molestation cases. He only guessed that Pan Jianguo was related to the molestation case, but relied on strong manpower and material resources to find evidence.Just when Zhu Ye was going to find more evidence, Ding Feisi personally risked himself.

Zhu Ye put down the towel,
"You wipe it yourself."

After he finished speaking, he entered the study. Ding Feisi held the towel and remained silent for a long time before walking to the front of the study and knocking on the door.

"Zhu Ye, can you open the door?"

She turned the doorknob and found that Zhu Ye had locked the door.

Ding Feisi knocked on the door twice again feebly, but Zhu Ye still didn't come to open the door.

She couldn't help crying, but the knock on the door was always very light. Wangcai jumped off the cat climbing frame and scratched the door with her.

Ding Feisi suppressed his choking,

"I think we should have a good talk, don't be angry."

From Zhu Ye's point of view, she might be angry, even if it were her own, she couldn't turn a blind eye.

When she did this, she really didn't put Zhu Ye in the plan from the beginning to the end.

Wangcai meowed and scratched at the door, Ding Feisi suddenly felt tired, she leaned against the door, Wangcai jumped into her arms, she just cried.

Zhu Ye opened the door from the inside, and seeing Ding Feisi sitting on the ground, his pretty brows and eyes were wrinkled, and he picked her up from the ground and put her on the sofa.

Ding Feisi's hair was still dripping water, Zhu Ye wiped her dry with a towel, the two of them said nothing.

Wangcai climbed from Ding Feisi to Zhu Ye.

Zhu Ye finally spoke,

"Am I asking too much?"

Ding Feisi shook his head.

Zhu Ye was silent for a while, then said softly,

"come here."

Ding Feisi sat next to him, Zhu Ye hugged her and sat on his lap.

Ding Feisi smelled the tobacco smell on his body, it was not very strong, but it made people want to cry.

Ding Feisi's body was slightly cold, leaning against his arms, it was still boundlessly cold.

Zhu Ye looked at her and said calmly,
"I found that I can't force it, and you can't cover it up."

"We're moving so fast, you don't believe me yet, and you haven't put me in your plan."

"right?"

Ding Feisi didn't lie. For the first time, she felt that she couldn't lie in front of Zhu Ye, and he could feel it.

Ding Feisi said softly,

"Yes."

Zhu Ye's chest rose and fell slightly, and his breathing was heavy, but his voice was still indifferent.

"If I don't force you to get married, and I keep instilling in you the idea of ​​getting married, and Lu Ying doesn't mention it, you have no plans to get married, right?"

When Ding Feisi heard her own voice, she was calm and depressed. For the first time, she felt that she could honestly say everything in front of Zhu Ye, without pretending that she wanted to get married very much.
"Correct."

Zhu Ye touched her hair, but his tone was close to indifference, as calm as a pool of stagnant water,
"Then stop it, I don't want to force you."

All along, the problems between him and Ding Feisi seem to have surfaced at this moment. They have been ignoring them and trying their best to suppress them, but some things cannot be suppressed.

She didn't trust him enough, didn't know enough to let go of all her psychological shadows and embrace him.

And at this moment, Ding Feisi actually doesn't love him as much as he seems.

Now Ding Feisi doesn't know how to love someone, she just set a model for herself, telling herself that she loves Zhu Ye very much, and she has always been unable to let go of Zhu Ye, from three years ago to now, from various meanings In fact, she and Zhu Ye are a couple, and she has to choose Zhu Ye, and when it comes to matters of principle, she will act coquettishly and try to confuse them.

Zhu Ye understood that her inner obstacles made it difficult for her to take this step, and she could only paralyze herself.

But going on like this is not an option.

He couldn't feel that Ding Feisi loved him. At first, she couldn't even disclose him in the circle of friends, so she subconsciously refuted and refused.She probably also realized that it was a bit extreme, and began to try to put Zhu Ye into her circle and life trajectory.

This kind of problem is not superficial and can be solved after arguing. This kind of deep-seated problem can only be solved by time.

Zhu Ye said lightly,
"You can sleep by yourself now."

Ding Feisi hesitated for a while before nodding.

Zhu Ye put her down and lit a cigarette, but Ding Feisi turned around and hugged him, buried his head in his arms to absorb his warmth.

Zhu Ye didn't want to smoke any more in front of her, so he simply put the cigarette in the ashtray,
"Ding Feisi, I never thought that there would be a day when I would reason with you."

"But I have to talk."

"Some things are more harmful to avoid than to speak out. Ignoring the problem is more difficult than facing it. I want to keep your spirit and body, so our relationship will return to ours. The degree of trust in the other party."

Ding Feisi choked up and said,

"Are you breaking up with me?"

Zhu Ye's heart sank,
"In your case, the degree to which we trust each other is breaking up?"

Ding Feisi shook his head vigorously, but it was useless to deny it.

Zhu Ye looked at her with the humbleness and heartache that Ding Feisi had seen in his eyes that night when the Kongming lantern was lit.

he whispered,

"I mean, our relationship, and our spiritual balance, I want to keep you slowly."

(End of this chapter)