Fairy, please let me explain.

Chapter 735: Heart

The autumn rain falls, and the dead leaves rustle.

Feeling the warm touch from the woman's soft hands, Xu Yuan suddenly smiled, and as he smiled, he suddenly withdrew his hand in silence.

Li Qingyan is right.

Rather than talking, he prefers to keep everything inside, or even if he wants to say something, he doesn't know where to start.

Walking silently along the imperial corridor behind the Golden Palace, listening to the rain, Li Qingyan did not urge him, but just walked quietly beside him, but Xu Yuan's heart was gradually becoming irritated.

Subconsciously, he wanted to blame the princess with the bound chest for bringing this up, but deep down, he knew that the nameless irritation was anger at himself, because he still didn't know what the woman who died for him meant to him.
In every sense.

Li Junwu’s death made him think about many things that he had subconsciously ignored in the past.

He is a person who goes with the flow and doesn't like to dwell on philosophical issues, but these things really exist.

Xu Yuan.

Xu Changtian.

memory.

Personality.

When he first practiced the Blood Essence Heart Meteorite Technique, the Tianmen sword intent cut off all of Xu Changtian's emotions, and the remaining memories were given to Xu Yuan.

At first, Xu Yuan always recalled these memories with the mentality of watching a first-person VR movie, and the emotions aroused during the recollection were just regarded as the sense of immersion when watching a movie.

This naturally includes the memory of that fool.

Xu Yuan felt that she was an interesting playmate, a good brother whom he could confide in, but he always felt a strange sense of guilt when he was with her and tried to take advantage of her.

Apart from that, there is nothing else.

Neither Xu Yuan, nor Xu Changtian, nor the current him had ever liked her.

And her passing
He feels that a good movie can make a character's death sentimental and unforgettable, but it will never be remembered forever.

It should be so.

As it should be,

That being the case!

But why does the heart-wrenching scene at dusk in Zhenxi City still linger in my mind? !

In his spare time,
During his time of practice,
Every moment his thoughts returned to the Western Desert.

They walked for a long way and met many eunuchs and palace maids who were in a hurry. When they suddenly saw the two unfamiliar faces, they were surprised and knelt down to salute.

Until the two of them stepped out of the imperial corridor and walked into the rain,
He suddenly stopped and smiled softly.

In the past, he might have pondered over this question for a long time, but now that he has comprehended the realm of life and death and can see soul marks, he actually knows the answer.

From the moment the Blood Essence Heart Meteorite Art was formed, the soul marks had already merged, and the Holy Cutter was no longer there, and even the Tianmen Sword Intent could not cut it off.

The rain was pouring down, and the palace buildings on both sides seemed to be blurred. There was no source of energy to block it. The water stains soaked his clothes in an instant and rolled down his hair.

Li Qingyan looked at him and smiled softly,

"If you really don't want to talk, why don't you listen to my story first?"

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"Changtian?"

"Long sky."

He whispered softly and smiled faintly: "Xu Yuan, Xu Changtian..."

Li Qingyan looked at him with concern, somewhat worried about his mental state:
"what happened to you?"

Xu Yuan suddenly turned his head when he heard the voice, stared at the woman beside him for a few breaths, smiled and shook his head, stepped forward, and said with a smile:

"Suddenly mentioning her just made me think of a lot of things."

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Li Qingyan hesitated for a moment, then followed. There was no Qi to block the rain, so he walked with him in the rain between the magnificent palaces. This time, his voice sounded nagging.

".Let me think about where to start."

".There are too many things in the past, most of which are just idle things like visiting brothels and bullying men and women."

".You know the four young masters of Beijing, they were able to get together with her at the beginning because they had similar interests."

".Qingyan, you may not believe this, but I have never liked her, and I have never considered her a beauty."

".This time I went to the Western Desert for business and to keep an appointment. Li Junwu wrote to me before, saying that he would take me to the Western Desert to experience the exotic customs."

".So I have always been friends with her. I originally thought that she saw me this way. After all, how could a woman who often went to brothels with me like a man?"

Having said this, Xu Yuan suddenly fell silent again. Looking at her rain-covered face and her handsome features, he spoke in a low, hoarse voice:

"Qingyan, do you know?

"That girl always mentioned you, always wanting to compete with you, saying that she wanted to be the first Li Junwu, not the second Li Qingyan. Even before she died, she kept asking me if she was better than you." Unconsciously,

The two of them had already arrived in front of a magnificent palace.

The light was dim and the rain rolled down my hair.

Li Qingyan was silent for a while, then sighed softly:
"How can you be so slow?"

"yes."

Xu Yuan looked up at the sky, took a deep breath with a trembling voice, and cursed with a smile in bewilderment: "How could I be so stupid?"

"."Li Qingyan didn't say anything.

"Qingyan, Li Junwu died because of me."

"If it weren't for me, she would probably have lived a peaceful and happy life like her name Qingle, instead of leading troops to the border with the shabby Zhenxi Mansion."

"If I hadn't thought of taking a gamble, if I hadn't wanted to destroy the sect's plan that had been operating in the Western Desert for decades with my bare hands and go defend that damned Zhenxi City, Li Junwu would not have died, absolutely not."

Xu Yuan subconsciously clenched his fists, his emotions surged, the ground around him instantly cracked, and the falling rain instantly poured in through the cracks:

"It's all because of me! If I had arrived at Zhenxi City as soon as possible, I would have taken her with me."

"Changtian."

"Shut up!"

"Changtian!" Li Qingyan frowned and said in a low voice.

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Xu Yuan looked back instantly, with murderous intent in his eyes derived from his endless anger towards himself.

Facing this terrifying sight, Li Qingyan's eyes remained calm, without the slightest fear or retreat, and he said calmly:
"It's not your fault."

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Xu Yuan's eyes flickered for a moment, and he said apologetically:

"I'm sorry, but such words of comfort"

"I don't like nonsense."

Li Qingyan interrupted Xu Yuan's words, staring directly at his bloodshot pupils with her phoenix eyes, and understood clearly:

"If Li Junwu really wants to compete with me, then she will definitely stay in Zhenxi Prefecture."

After that, he fell silent.

For a long time,

Xu Yuan chuckled, the blood light dissipated, he raised his hand and scratched his wet hair hard, and uttered two words:
".Too."

Li Qingyan stared at him for a few breaths, reached out to wipe away the water stains on his cheek, and said softly:

"I'll wait for you in the bedroom."

Although I have said what is in my heart, it takes time to sort out my embarrassment, and it should not be seen by others.

Li Qingyan took a step forward, stepping on the water, but at this moment, Xu Yuan's voice came from behind:

"Qingyan."

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Li Qingyan paused, looked back, and was about to speak, but suddenly looked towards the north, and then a smile appeared at the corner of his lips.

The dark clouds were rolling with water vapor, turbid and heavy, and the misty rain stretched to the end of the vision.
Under her gaze,
A strong wind rumbled in from the north.

Like a giant ruler of heavenly wind, a heavy sword without an edge.

That is the direction of Huanglong Forest.

It is also the place where the emperor, prime minister and imperial teacher went hunting in the north.

The thick black clouds rolled and cracked, being slowly pushed to the sides. The brilliant golden light at dawn continued to pour down to the south along the crack.

After ten breaths,

The crack in the dark cloud stopped at the top of Jiulong Mountain.

The prosperous palaces,

Half misty, half bright.

Bathed in the autumn rain,

Xu Yuan looked at her flawless face and said:
"During the Battle of Beifeng, you once asked me what I would do if someone like Lou Ji was framed and killed by the sect."

"Now, I have the answer for you."

(End of this chapter)