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Chapter 1294 No. 201: Sirius, the main battle star
Sirius is the brightest star in the sky visible from Earth. Although its significance as a nighttime landmark is slightly inferior to Venus (also called the Morning Star, but it is a planet), it still attracts a lot of attention throughout the ages.

But to be honest, when you are lost in the middle of the night and don’t know the direction, everyone still prefers the Big Dipper and the North Star next to it.

Because the position of the Morning Star often changes and you can't even think about seeing it late at night, and Sirius itself is a constellation that requires some astronomical knowledge, Sirius is not often used as a guide.

It is more often mentioned as a part of a constellation, or as a manifestation of aggression in the East, with an ominous meaning of bringing war and disaster.

In a sense, the Sirius symbol does live up to the name.

Be it her aggressive attitude towards things, or her experience of rushing to the extraterrestrial battlefield (a competition promoted and organized by the association outside the earth, such as Tianmen City) after winning 6 out of 4 games on home soil, she seems to live up to her name, and like Bai Ren, she is a lone wolf living alone.

But just like Bai Ren's later extremely unspeakable outcome, Sirius's battle results outside the Earth were also quite miserable, and the choice to return to Earth was once sharply described by the radical media as a desperate escape.

No matter what, the fact of returning to Earth after many defeats is there, and the cards circulating in the fan group do not have any shiny, different paintings, or gold-plated reprints, and the number is also a 4, which is not very auspicious in the context of both Dongyan and Far East.

Not to mention that the research on the soul of a racing horse is equally sad. The experience of racing everywhere with little achievement like having no fixed place to stay is simply called the Wandering Sirius.

As for her trainer... the trainer provided by the Symbolist selection, there was almost no news about him before Sirius returned to Earth.

Considering that the Yuechi symbol was still there at that time, and the group of old Dengs who were meeting in the family were still alive, and considering the experiences of Rudolph's previous trainers...it is obviously not convenient to study the ending of the Sirius trainer in detail.

It was precisely against this background of intelligence that the confidence and arrogance always displayed by the rose-red-haired woman could not overpower Omar in the slightest.

He always felt a little sorry for Sirius's situation.

Although this was obviously not what the other party wanted and might even anger the other party, in his opinion, most of the problems of the failed expeditions along the way were due to the vicious chain of events caused by his family.

Even though he was far away from his symbolic home, the oppression of fighting alone on a foreign battlefield never left him.

The abnormal and depressing atmosphere has never gone away, the girl has never gotten rid of the feelings of her childhood, and her trainer has been under pressure from many sides. It is only natural that she eventually fell to an unspeakable level.

And when the girl was old enough to be called a woman and had to return to her hometown with dismal grades, she was probably ready to fight her family to the end.

In a particularly negative way.

She broke many experts' predictions and did not re-enter any competition. This should have been ridiculed, but in the ever-changing information melting pot of the Boundary Gate District, her news did not cause any waves.

No one cares. This may be the best outcome, but it may also be her greatest torment.

After all, that tough and arrogant look was not necessarily all acted. Once upon a time, she was probably such a proud girl.

Running on different tracks with his childhood sweetheart Rudolph shows the heritage of the symbolic family.

As time went by, it almost became a habitual personality. Even at the most vulnerable moments, it never restrained itself. That empty shell-like appearance became the last shield and the line of defense against all hostility and malice.

Now that things have come to this, does she still have the initial confidence and pride in her heart? Omer thinks she does.

It is said that it takes a lifetime to heal the misfortunes of childhood, but if you have been fighting against misfortune since childhood, then you are only one chance away from the happiness you expect, but that chance is often fleeting.

There are countless opportunities in a person's life, but there are usually only one or two that we can truly grasp in our hands.

But at the same time, there is also a kind of luck called joy that comes from the sky, but it lacks a sense of reality.

This is not a fleeting opportunity, but one that will remain with you for a long time.

The incident in which Yue Chi symbolized the farewell of his family and Lao Deng's team had indeed affected the lives of too many people.

There are those who step down and lose their light, and there are those who suddenly gain light. The former are not worthy of attention, while the latter obviously include the symbol of Sirius.

Most of them were like the doctor in Rhodes Island, the big man in Kazdel Military Committee, and Holhaiya in the training ground. They were shocked by the sudden happy turn in their lives.

I feel so dazed that I lack a sense of reality, and doubts often remain in my heart. I feel that when I wake up one day, I will still be in the urgent situation where I cannot see the future.

Omar was very familiar with this mentality, because he had seen too many such feelings in interviews with time travelers since he was very young.

The intense ecstasy did not bring an immediate return to normal happiness, but instead made one more suspicious and nervous, and it lasted for quite a long time.

Omar never asked why the Sirius symbol was obsessed with him, nor did he ask how she, who never gave face to anyone and was too lazy to say a few words to anyone, came up with the idea of ​​always coming to "trouble" him.

That's a really stupid question, and it could lead to even stupider consequences.

After all, to be honest, the Sirius symbol may be a fighter who refuses to admit defeat, but the result of a long-term confrontation with the symbolist is the same alienation, showing an extraordinary radicalism.

Omer Linton never believed that there were mentally healthy people in the Symbolist family in the universal sense, just as he believed that only warriors endowed with scales and claws could fight against the dragon. The guy who could persist in the Symbolist family for so many years and pretend to be a normal person needed special attention.

He does not discriminate against the existence of spiritual alienation. After all, he is self-aware. However, this does not mean that the alienated people must be close to each other without reservation.

In order to live a relatively satisfactory life, he has been trying his best to avoid those alienated people who would interfere with his life.

Alienation will also lead to degeneration. Humans are creatures that are easily affected by the environment. The anxiety of the ecstatic will not last a lifetime. They are more like children, with their hearts filled with childish joys and sorrows. And childish joys and sorrows only need time to heal on their own.

So when you repeatedly ignored the obvious demands of the Sirius symbol, and repeatedly avoided the topic of 'becoming a trainer' by making jokes and making excuses, even she, who always seemed to be rude, arrogant and without emotional intelligence, would gradually restrain herself.

Gradually learn to give up.

Gradually, they will no longer be special to you. By then, your surroundings will gradually become quiet. You only need to occasionally learn about their recent situation from other people in the symbolic family, or check the updates under their Umastagram account. This can be regarded as a true return to normal life.

But, will things really develop so smoothly?

Are you so focused on your confrontation with the Sirius symbol that you neglect the girls around you?

Have you ever considered that because of the same demands of the girls around you, the "moves" symbolized by Sirius will change and have some outlines that can be considered as rules?
“…Maybe you are right.”

"You're just being stubborn, aren't you? The facts are clearly in front of us."

At sunset, it is the time when many students take brisk steps to leave school, and it is also the time when the Tresen Roll Kings appear.

This time it was Omer, covered in black smoke, standing at the edge of the parking lot, looking at the smug Sirius symbol.

Just as she said, even if she continued to keep her mouth shut and keep the secret, when Omar welcomed the return of the girls who were transferred to the winning uniforms, and also welcomed the quarrels in different styles, he could more or less see some similarities from the comparison between the high school group and the university and retired groups.

Then we get a verification of the absurd conclusion.

It's because of myself.

Although this does not prove how much Qianming and Bai Ren want him to be their trainer, at least the fact that he became Rudolph's trainer in the news did affect them, making them unwilling to talk about the competition.

But wasn't this something that had been foreshadowed? They had clearly known about this arrangement, so why were they acting so…

When he thought about Qian's occasional stubborn attitude of "knowing but unable to accept", Omar's confusion was mostly relieved.

Although there are still many unknowns, this area can indeed be applied with formulas and the threshold for understanding is very low.

But...but this again...

"You're not thinking that you're just a rookie trainer and don't deserve this honor, are you? You're not thinking... why it's you?"

"..." The thought that he stopped in time was still completed by the other party. Omar raised his hand and twisted his nose.

"Are you trying to say..." He looked up at the dusk in the distance, "You don't need professionalism at all?"

"You understand now, right? We are not those little girls who don't need to teach us how to run, regulate our breathing, and train our judgment. We even have our own resources and connections."

"You just want some reassurance, a friend who will at least not hold you back, who can support you and remain unwavering, or even a stable logistics support."

"Yes, you are finally starting to become smarter and start to become more like the person you were when we first met."

"..."

"Now, start worrying. I'm glad to see you worrying so much."

The Sirius symbol smiled, and only with this look, Omer dared to say that she was happy from the bottom of her heart.

"The Dream Cup won't start until next year. In two days, those little girls will compete. They've just started. Even the chaotic representative Chiaki and the calm and focused Narita Hakuhito have the pride to not disturb the little girls' crucial development. So you can just focus on training them at this time and don't think too much."

"But you know I'll definitely think a lot."

"Ah, indeed, so think about it, whether you should just leave them alone like you are doing now."

"..."

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"…Team Tachyon."

"You can hear it clearly, right?"

"…Well, trainer, it's very stressful."

“…He really should have told us.”

"What? How could Guinea Pig say such a thing? I said that the woman followed Guinea Pig with bad intentions. Now I say we should unite. Do you have any objections?"

I changed the introduction, but I don’t know if it passed the review.

But overall, I still feel that the old introduction does not contain enough information to explain the theme and world view of the book, so this time I decided to do something more down-to-earth but practical.