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Chapter 1467 No. 85: Sirius-style heavy dependence
"Did something happen?"

At around two o'clock in the afternoon, the Sirius symbol, wearing a sports suit, was doing warm-up exercises on the training ground.

While warming up, he was also staring at the trainer.

It's not that he expected any reaction from her. After all, this wasn't their first training session. She had a proud body that she had deliberately maintained, and even in sportswear she still looked plump yet toned. It was pleasing to watch her warm-up movements. But he hadn't been embarrassed even when he was wearing a competitive swimsuit, so Sirius knew he couldn't count on this kind of session to make fun of her.

The reason why I am looking at him at this moment is just because of that man's expression and posture.

Sometimes he paces, sometimes he thinks, and the occasional glances he makes don't seem to be looking at the present, as if they are drifting away with his thoughts.

All of these performances were so unusual that the Sirius symbol could not help but feel confused and a little confused.

Is it true that he has encountered some troublesome situation that makes it difficult for him to maintain his habit of covering up... or is he simply pretending to be fishing for me to ask questions?

This might be a trap... It's no wonder Sirius thinks so. After all, in her eyes, Omar is the same as Rudolf. They are both very good at hiding their thoughts and always hide many things, so you can't see anything on weekdays. You just feel that this person is calm and even relaxed.

Most of the students at the Central School have experienced a change in their impression of the student council president.

That is, the impression changed from "Does the student council president have nothing to do? Is she very idle?" to "How can the student council president find time? How does she do it?" and "Won't the student council members collapse from exhaustion? How do they manage to operate?"

But even with such changes, the student union members headed by Rudolph are still full of mysteries in the eyes of the student community.

Are you worried at all?
Are the words in campus interviews true?
Although these problems occur rarely, they always appear in the mind of the Sirius symbol.

The reason is nothing more than the difference in educational environment.

In the central government, all students are considered to be gifted, selected from thousands. Most of them have lived with the tolerance and even pampering of their families since childhood. When they arrive at school, they will receive quite deliberate positive guidance, so that many students look extremely ideal and cute before signing the contract. All of them feel that the campus is beautiful and the world is wonderful. They will not doubt others too much and will not guess people in a hypocritical way.

And Sirius symbolizes this, which is obviously the existence outside the vast majority.

Even if she hated lies and twists and turns, it didn't mean that she couldn't see through the lies and couldn't detect those twists and turns.

After all, to be honest, she never really escaped from this disgusting part.

Even if you leave the family environment that is built up of lies, detours, and expediency, you still face the same foreign arena.

Because of this, she longed to be truly powerful, to have the power to crush such an environment. But the truth was clear to her, not to mention others.

Unable to stand on the real top of the mountain, I can only look up at my childhood sweethearts, watching them retire early and end their lives in glory. What about me?

Although I started participating later and have more experience in competitions than them, I am not to the point where I am still competing several years after others have retired.

The one who has not retired and has a more reasonable qualification is actually Narita Shirahito.

Although this is still only the difference between a hundred steps and fifty steps, it was said in previous rumors that Narita Shirahito was preparing to retire. Now his return to the Dream Cup seems to have dispelled the rumors at that time. But Sirius, who is in this circle, knows that if Omer Linton had not appeared, the facts would probably develop as the rumors said.

As a horse girl, your stubbornness has its limits.

No matter how aloof a horse girl is, it is difficult for her to deny the weight she carries and to ignore the expectations of the people behind her.

Once you have to consider these people, you will be in shackles and constraints that prevent you from doing anything at all costs, not to mention persevering for a future in which you don't have enough confidence.

For your family, friends, and fans, you cannot deny that you really need a smooth ending, even if it is not a good one. You should not continue this ugly and forced career, completely wasting the glory you once had.

Can……

I am really unwilling to accept this.

In the final analysis, it's just unwillingness.

No matter how this persistence will be slandered by others, even if I myself may think it is so ugly, I still cannot give up the remnants of my dream.

I can't stop the beast in my heart from roaring, nor can I let myself stop -

——At this point, the Sirius symbol was no longer qualified to say that those little girls were poisoned by deliberate education, because she herself was also bound by the "Sirius symbol" and could not be freed.

And in the end, the person she was waiting for might not be the one who could set her free.

The guide who gave her the opportunity to practice the way of the evil star might only trap herself deeper.

But so what?

If we talk about enlightenment and choice, the proof is that they are all in the lingering breath under those times. There is never any room for choice, because everyone has made the choice at the beginning when they were unwilling to retire, and then they are just waiting, waiting for a guide who can walk with them.

It is most likely not a god or an angel, but a devil.

I come here for that ugly persistence and scorching paranoia, hoping that you can show a purer blazing radiance and trample on the glory that has been accompanied by God and angels all the way.

But under the gaze of the goddess, does such a demon really exist?
"What happened? This is a very vague question. Something is happening all the time in this world. But if you are asking about me, about you, and about the alien soul you carry, I say yes."

The young man, dressed in a suit and a long coat, with his head down, swiping at the screen, spoke this sentence at a very fast speed, then he slightly raised his head to glance at her who was measuring her leg stretch.

It was just a glance, without stopping.

"But you don't need to do anything yet. At this stage you just need to focus on training and the next games."

"Is that so? What about you? Can you focus on training?"

"I can focus on multitasking, but I can't say I can do it wholeheartedly. This matter is very important and troublesome. I can't just leave it alone. After all, this concerns all of us."

He raised his head and swiped the light screen to make it fly in front of the Sirius symbol, then Omar swiped to display his own terminal.

"But don't worry, your concentration under multitasking will be enough to achieve the expectations in the training plan. Although your current condition is a little abnormal, it may be a good thing."

"Good thing?"

"You should have thought about it, too. Not to mention reflecting on your previous behavior, you should have thought about whether you cared too much about my thoughts?"

"Huh? I just..."

"Don't rush to refute," Omar looked up at her and spoke quickly, "Don't rush to reject it, because we can use it. You and I both know that this mentality is very abnormal. This is enough, enough for us to use this mentality based on this cognition."

"You can accept this mentality on the basis of a solid understanding, and then thoroughly implement my training policy during this period of time. Do you understand what I mean?"

"Do you think I'm stupid? I'm just using my mental inertia to strengthen my training results."

"Yes, you are the symbol of the family after all."

"That sounds really harsh."

"Then forgive my mistake, I should say, you are worthy of it."

"Are we familiar enough to say that?"

"It's enough to know each other. I think now that things have come to this, we don't need to hide the fact that we have collected intelligence on each other."

"Tsk, I was thinking of using this to deal with you."

"That's thanks to Miss Sirius for her kindness these days," Omer said, ignoring the other party's muttering of 'I just haven't found the right opportunity', and made time with the director of Gray Crow who was still willing to provide assistance, and immediately responded to the contact sent by Bai Ren, "By the way, do you and Bai Ren have any other private interactions? She will come to visit you later for training."

"What…?"

Omar glanced at her shocked reaction and then went back to tapping the screen.

"It seems that there is none, but it's not completely impossible, right? You can think of something in common between the two of you."

"You really deserve a beating in this state."

"There may be many people who think so, but you are the first one to say it directly. Please show some respect to my brain working at full capacity, Miss Sirius."

"Then take off this weird way of addressing me first!"

"So, how's it going, miss?"

"Sirius is so hard to pronounce?"

"If it's Far Eastern accent English, it's indeed a little difficult to imitate."

"I want to beat you up right now."

“This is a truly unique expression of dependence.”