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Chapter 1583 No. 199: Nothing to ask for
The Beast Cult has many followers who have a misunderstanding of its teachings, including himself.

——Yue Chiyu, who returned from the Gulanjinel Theater, thought so.

The more you chase after the "monster", the more you fall into its shadow, and in the end, you are no longer human.

This is not about persistence in the moral field.

It is better to say that morality has never been the essence of human beings, because every era in human history has different social moral standards. This kind of code, whose bottom line is flexibly changing, will only be reshaped and packaged in peacetime to build the reins for controlling civilization.

At the same time, it also guides people's three views. Only after experiencing enough can they usher in a reshaping of their concepts and truly recognize the essence of human beings - will.

It is the polishing of ideas, the forging of desires, and the baptism of enlightenment, creating a self that truly belongs to you.

There is no distinction between noble and humble, and no distinction between good and evil.

It is an absolutely uniform standard no matter what era you live in, and it determines your distinctiveness. Once you lose it...

What are you now?
Are you still the Moonchi symbol? Or are you the high priest of the Beast Cult? Or are you a beast that has lost itself in the pursuit of the light that has long disappeared, and has gone berserk, wanting only to destroy everything?

Space Beast.

Xenomorphs are the main hostile monster race in "Ultraman Nexus". They feed on the emotional fears of humans and have the characteristics of preying on humans and multiplying. They played the villain roles in the prequel to the Nexus movie and most of the TV series. However, the final enemy was a pitch-black god of destruction created by an alien civilization in imitation of Ultraman Noa.

Dark Zagi

A biological weapon created based on the legendary Ultraman, the Savior of Light, Ultraman Noa.

However, the biological weapon that was originally used to destroy the alien beasts gradually awakened its self-awareness in the process of destroying the alien beasts. That consciousness was not afraid, but yearned for destruction.

He even has the obsession to destroy his own prototype, Ultraman Noa.

And faced with the Dark Zaki, who had transformed from a guardian god to a destructive god, the civilization that created it made an extremely decisive choice - to detonate the mother planet and completely eliminate Zaki in the universe!
Obviously, they failed.

Not only did they fail, but they had to flee to Earth with their entire clan, ushering in the Earth Defense Force's golden age of black technology, which was also the beginning of half of Ultraman Nexus's stage.

The other half is that the original alien beast was chased by Noah and forced to land on Earth, and its remaining cells were scattered all over the world.

This was originally the beginning that had nothing to do with Dark Zaki, but Zaki was the shadow hidden in everything and became the final villain of the story.

Would He still remember the instructions given to Him when He was born? Obviously He would disdain them.

I would think that it was just a shackle imposed on me by the creator, and only the will to destroy everything truly belonged to me, which was completely different from the past, just like children often regard the little truths they think of as the basis and confidence for rebellion, and believe that they have matured and become independent.

Especially when you have an overly outstanding brother, who is praised by everyone who sees him and takes your achievements for granted as the natural result of a twin brother.

You hate him, gradually begin to wish he disappeared, and even begin to wish to destroy him with your own hands.

You want to truly become an independent individual, not be bound by the unfounded family understanding, and want to destroy your origin, past, and even everything in the present!
If only everything were destroyed.

Only destruction can turn everything into what one wishes for.

And all the struggles, resistance, and things that he saw and encountered in the process, which reminded him of the past, would be the condiments that made him feel more comfortable when he raised his hands to crush them.

He had enjoyed all of this immensely, although he did not show it obviously. But when the niece from another universe held the power to freeze the past and regarded herself as an obstacle no different from the past, it was like a bowl of lukewarm water poured in his face.

There is no avoiding surprise and hesitation.

Hesitation is the manifestation of reflection, and what reflection brings is not shame and remorse, but anger and destructive desire.

Yes, not even the intention to kill.

This is common knowledge within the Beast Cult: Although the high priest often takes action, he has never intended to kill any individual.

There has never been extreme disgust, nor extreme hostility, but he never hesitates to spread destruction because he will get tired of it.

To be honest, his patience is not low, and his personality of being able to chat with anyone can even gain quite positive feedback from some people. However, once he starts to feel bored, he will skip the hesitation and entanglement that most people would have.

He would clean up the things that annoyed him and never thought there was anything wrong with it until he returned from the Gulanginiel Theater.

He is not the real Dark Zaki after all.

Dark Zagi didn't care about his original appearance at all, but he would be forced to remind himself of the fundamental persistence that he had forgotten from the piano music of the angel with black hair and black rings.

He would remember that he did have a light to pursue, and that light came from the source of all his suffering: his mother.

Speed ​​symbol.

She also ran on the track, easily leaving her peers behind by more than ten lengths. She led an era and shouldered countless dreams and aspirations.

That light, even in the form of a video, still flickers in her children's eyes, and whenever she occasionally runs on the track used for activities and relaxation within the tribe, the children's eyes shine even brighter.

That is such a glorious image of a mother, but it is also the image of a mother who disappeared too early.

The process of the brilliance being shrouded by gloom is neither long nor short. In the more than twenty years, vitality is replaced by old age and gentleness is hidden in indifference. As an elder brother and as a human being, Yue Chi should have been able to rely on the chip that he naturally possessed to retain the memories of his childhood. However, the increasingly cruel reality has made him question the authenticity of those memories countless times.

He began to suffer from mental illness.

There have been many experiences of being healed, but there have also been more immersive processes.

Once you are in a poison pool, even if you can get rid of the poisoning state, it cannot change the fact that the toxicity meter accumulates rapidly, and each time it accumulates faster than the last time.

The ability to easily accumulate poison resistance, or even become immune to all poisons, was ultimately just a golden trick from the light novels he had read.

People’s hearts cannot hold on to toxicity.

Although the healed scab seems to be getting stronger, in fact every inch of it is occupying the original area of ​​the atrium.

Behind every learning experience is an increasingly sensitive and impatient anxiety. That anxiety stays and accumulates until it grows from a tiny seed into a twisted, dark tree.

At this point, the choice he made was exactly the same as mine here.

He lost his will, buried his past self, and grasped the black claws with blades on every knuckle.

Very long time……

It's been so long since the chip stopped working and now I'm numb to everything.

He found his lost item from the sound of the black-haired woman's cello, and found the initial glimmer of light. After that, he began to have some differences with the original power that accompanied him...

What does he want to do?

He thought he should go and get an answer.

I want an answer to why there was such a change, why everything, he and his sister, his brother-in-law, his niece, his nieces and nephews from the side branches of the family, why everyone, came to this point.

Even though he knew exactly what the answer was.

Born in such a family, as the eldest son of the main line, there are few positions that can see everything more clearly than him - even so, he wants that answer, and then asks her.

Ask her if she can go back to the way things were.

can?
still can not?

No matter what the response is, it will not prevent you from sticking to your heart and making the same choices as always.

The dark red lines drew out the patterns of lightning and the V-shaped core inherited from the prototype's outline. The 5-ton figure gathered the dissatisfaction and resentment accumulated over the years, turning into such a clear murderous intent for the first time in decades, as if facing the silver-white prototype giant god.

just because of……

He is fed up.