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Chapter 1605 No.221: Be determined to see clearly

…Why did you come to see me? Those people took too much from my mind. If you have any questions, you should ask them.

My point of view?

The Sirius symbol and the Rudolph symbol?
Humph, you come to me to ask this? You've really come to the wrong person.

Don't you know the result after my fragmented memories were messed up by those police officers?

No, I'm certainly not blaming you. Even in my current state, I understand the principle of success and failure. But to me, you are the culprit of everything, right?

Why should I answer you? Can you make those police officers listen to you? Or should I beg you for mercy for the Lord's sake? Don't you know that the Beast Cult only worships the crown of the King of Beasts? We don't have any divisions like the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Even if you are what He once was, you will not be respected by us.

Are you trying to provoke me? Unfortunately, the memory without feeling can't bring me the corresponding emotional feedback. As I said at the beginning, although the police said they would send a doctor to repair my condition, there is no news yet.

If you really want to ask, then you should bring a doctor with you, or is it because it has been more than two days since we met again, and the long time has worn away your judgment?

Family... You're talking about this again. You seem to care more about it than I do, and you seem to be born into it. It reminds me that your intelligence did mention it... There were also descendants of yours in the Demon Realm, right? It's a pity that you don't care either. Should I say that you can't count on the demons' family concept? Then, are you trying to understand and imitate me poorly by coming to me to seek my opinion?

Ah, I do talk a lot more. Comparatively, do you talk too little?

Are you thinking about how to pry open my mouth? Or have you finally realized that what is standing in front of you is just an empty shell called Yuechi Symbol, which does not contain the information you want.

Of course, I did care. I cared so much about my mother's footsteps, longed for her graceful footsteps, and was extremely disappointed by her choice to return from that place to the mortal seat. Since then, I have thought that maybe she was afraid.

She was afraid of the unknown that I didn't know, so she was no longer brilliant, and I would not be like her. Since then, whenever I encounter difficulties, I will think of her.

Thinking of her failures, thinking of her being one of the ordinary people, I will make different choices from her.

Moths fly into the flame? That is not fire, that is a lamp, a flickering thing that can be possessed by moths, a sublime thing that turns the brilliance and glory into eternity, making those losers stare in amazement at the light.

By then, you will understand that where others fail is when I succeed.

Am I excited? No, this doesn't mean anything. I can't give you the answer you want, because even in my fragmented memories... the Sirius symbol and the Rudolph symbol are both dead stars... Why do you look at me like this? Of course, all this has nothing to do with me. When has the symbol family ever needed the hands of outsiders to destroy it? Are you leaving?

"Yes, there is no need to stay any longer."

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At that time, Omar stood up, left just a few words, and simply walked out of the visiting room in the dimensional area.

He didn't care what the other party's reaction was, nor did he care whether he would ask him to stay and tell him more, because he had already obtained the information he wanted, which was in the other party's last few words.

In the universe where the Moon Chi symbol exists, the symbol family will collapse on its own without the help of the Moon Chi symbol who claims to be an outsider.

At the same time, Rudolph and Sirius fell into the state of being called the 'Dead Star', and there was obviously only one reason for that.

overwhelmed.

There is no doubt that for people who have ability, connections and ideals, even if they encounter major changes or suffer repeated setbacks, they will not fall into the dead end.

The real heavy blow often comes from one's own inability to sustain. This obvious conclusion also makes Omer's quick thoughts move to the next stop - why? Why can't they hold on?

What is the variable between these two sides?
Is there a self-destruction symbolized by Yue Chi?

Did Omer Linton become a trainer, or was that more of a variable - the simple passage of time?
In that universe where the Moon Symbol and the King of Beasts are not young, the problems of Sirius and Rudolph are most likely the accidents that happened later even if they are transferred to this universe.

So, maybe that doesn't have any reference value.

But it may also indicate the key.

It was difficult for Omer Linton, who was already a trainer, to ignore the hidden dangers revealed by the harvest, so he revised the training plan for all racehorse girls, big and small, into a new version that was synchronized for all the girls.

The entire new version update announcement, at first glance, is just a series of fine-tuning of training durations. The only thing worth mentioning is obviously the joint training to be held at the Gulanjinel Theater.

In the name of will training, in the name of knowing oneself and knowing each other, what is the actual reason? Only Omar himself knows.

Always trapped by limited time, always thinking about cramming more than one goal into one thing in the hope of results, without a single spare moment to think about putting it off until later, because once the doubt becomes a fact, Omar has to consider the possibility that it will turn into poison that corrodes his brilliance.

Because the so-called dream is the flame that burns the soul and body.

But if the soul and body are already on the road to exhaustion, what kind of expectations can we have for our dreams?
If so, then the pursuit of the dream cup is probably the reason why both of them fell into death.

So, he prepared for this training.

It is both a training and a test, and more importantly, it is a test of the state that Rudolph symbolizes.

He wanted to get a glimpse of the emperor's true state of mind to determine whether the source of the fountain had dried up as he worried, leaving only a shell as solid as a mountain yet extremely empty.

He naturally hoped that all that was just an illusion, his own excessive conjecture.

He hoped that Rudolph was not performing, that there was nothing that could deceive his eyes. Rather than a performance, it was more like an inertial mechanical behavior to interpret the image.

He hoped that the emperor was real, that Luna was real, and that the symbol of Rudolf was even more real. Everything was complete, but was stained by some haze from the family's past. It could be wiped clean bit by bit as long as he reached out his hands a few more times.

In that way, from a broader perspective, the emperor seen by everyone is normal, and his trainer work can continue as usual. And from a narrower perspective - the idol that everyone admired during the transition from childhood to adolescence did not collapse, and the fact that it was a false alarm is a good thing for the individual that cannot be ignored.

But life requires not only hope, but also the courage to face despair.

He couldn't ignore the clues he had gained from his daily observations, and he couldn't ignore the fact that both Sirius and Sunday Serenity had dissed Rudolph's state of mind.

Some things, no matter how carefully you observe, you cannot see them as clearly as those who have been with the person since childhood, or those who have a different perspective.

Because your accumulation is not enough.

It has only been less than half a year. Even if a contract is signed, the emperor's schedule and training time are far less than those of high school students. The actual time spent together is even less than 70% of the previous time. It is far inferior to Bai Ren, Qian Ming, and Sirius who can find any excuse to come to the activity room for a stroll.

Just like Bourbon was the one in the high school quartet who made Omer feel most at ease, Rudolph was also once the one in the adult quartet who made Omer feel most at ease.

but now……

Looking at the twisted and empty figure, he knew that things and people had changed.

That's not a haze that can be wiped away by just adding some water.

It was a mottled hole that had been destroyed by wind erosion, and its voice calling out could only echo with its own excitement.