Cyber ​​Weird Experience

Chapter 133 Falling into the Deep Sea ([-])

"A third way?"

Guan Ya's brows were tightly frowned, and a stormy sea was set off in her heart.

Survival is the instinct of any creature's consciousness, and it is the mission brought about by the genetic source code.

Even if the monk in front of him is just a personality in Ning Yuan's body, he should be no exception.

He is not reconciled to the fate of being destroyed, so he will inevitably fight back.

This made Guan Ya's heartstrings tense.

Survive.

Thinking of this word, she realized a problem, and couldn't help but smiled wryly.

Isn't myself... just a false 'personality'?

If you must die, you can only choose...to die better.

"Even if you found her..." Guan Ya frowned and asked, "You don't have the power of mind manipulation, how can you reverse infection?"

Yes.

She used to dislike Descartes' "I think, therefore I exist", because matter is the basis of existence.

"It seems that you don't understand us." The monk thought for a while, and then said: "We are not traditional multiple personality patients, haven't you noticed, we are all called Ning Yuan."

Even though the three personalities are essentially the same, they are three independent individuals after all... There is no need for the monk in front of him to sacrifice himself for Ning Yuan.

No matter whose consciousness she awakens or whose personality she strips off, she will fall into an eternal sleep.

The monk looked at Guan Ya and said with a smile, "Haha, the Guan Ya in my memory never swears."

The monk asked excitedly: "So you have decided to complete this plan together?"

"Because of my plan, only the dead one can complete it, and I can't." The monk said with a wry smile: "Who doesn't want to live, but it's just impossible."

Yes, I have no choice.

"Why do you think about this? I don't care, what do you care about?" The monk was puzzled for a moment, then suddenly realized: "I understand, you are looking for the answer for yourself."

After thinking about it, Guan Ya asked the question she cared about: "Aren't you eager to live?"

"False." Guan Ya raised her head, with tears in the corners of her eyes: "You confuse the process and the result, you are drawing a target and hitting the void, you are... metaphysics."

"You are Guan Ya." The monk thought for a while and said, "Isn't it Guan Ya's memory that makes up your self-awareness?"

Even the question of 'self', which never needs to be thought about, is now marked with a big question mark.

The monk thought for a while and said: "The stars will age, the universe will die, and people will die sooner or later... Therefore, from ancient times to the present, the meaning of human life has never been to pursue life, but to choose how to die..."

He could understand what Guan Ya was thinking in front of him.

"Haha, the plan he made in a hurry is not perfect, so I will make up for his plan." A fire was burning in the monk's eyes, and he said in a tone full of fighting spirit: "I will completely kill Locke!" Dahl."

That being the case...

"Work hard..." The monk scratched his head: "Is it better to die?"

"Ning Yuan..." Guan Ya lowered her head, recalled the past experiences of 'herself' and Ning Yuan, and said softly: "People only live one breath."

Guan Ya frowned, and after thinking for a while, asked hesitantly, "Ancient God?"

"To be honest, I don't know what's in his messy mind." The monk rubbed his head figuratively and said, "But these gave me an idea, one that will allow us to catch Rock Dahl thinking."

In such a predicament, how can we break the situation?
"What third way?"

"..."

Both of them have imaginary personalities, they were both forced to come here, they were forced to accept a task, they will die if they finish it, and they will die if they don't do it, no matter what, death is a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed.

"Will it be?" Guan Ya shook her head and said in a low voice, "...Forget it, it doesn't matter."

Guan Ya is also struggling at this level.

Since you exist, then make something to prove that you existed.

No matter what you do, you will face that ending.

Guan Ya's choice is self-evident.

If Stuart hadn't picked the cognitive lock on Ning Yuan's main controller, he would never have been able to rebuild the sky.

Guan Ya was made to laugh at the monk's words. After she chuckled a few times, she thought that the monk in front of her was more and more like the Ning Yuan in her memory.

"Catch Rock Dar?" Guan Ya asked suspiciously: "She is not in a dream, how do you catch her?"

And now when Ning Yuan is facing a crisis, Guan Ya will stand up without hesitation.

However, what he said made a lot of sense.

Guan Ya's pupils dilated slightly, and this answer was far beyond her expectation.

"She is just a false projection, a projection that was automatically generated in the dream after Rock Dahl exported the cognition of 'sister' to Ning Yuan." The monk said: "She is elsewhere."

He wanted to talk about some mysterious and mysterious things, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was not convincing enough, so he opened his mouth again and again, unable to speak.

In just a moment, she understood.

"Haha." The monk smiled, and then explained: "In Ningyuan's consciousness, there are some Buddhist legends, so he imagined that there was an endless hell, so the endless hell really appeared in his dream. endless hell."

"Alive?" The monk shook his head, turned to look at Guan Ya: "What are you kidding?"

"I'm not her." Guan Ya rolled her eyes and said: "Besides, that Guan Ya also swears, and the scolding is ugly, but she just refrained from speaking in order to maintain her image in front of people. "

Guan Ya asked suspiciously, "Is that the little girl?"

"He will."

But the monk's words did not resolve Guan Ya's doubts.

The monk looked at Guan Ya who was crying with her head in her arms, and the corners of her mouth were bitter.

"As an algorithm chip, it is natural to protect its users." Guan Ya brushed her hair behind her ears: "Rock Dahl will not take me seriously, but Ning Yuan will remember me."

"Yes, so even if we split into three, our essence is still the same, so we are not afraid of naturalization." The monk said with a smile, "We are all Ning Yuan, and Ning Yuan's character..."

In the false world established by Dukarta Javelin, even though Ning Yuan didn't know that he could escape, he chose to live and die with Guan Ya without hesitation, leading her out of desperation and back to reality.

The monk did not answer Guan Ya's question, but raised his head and said, "Let's bring some rain first."

"Get rich? What's all this mess?"

"Aren't you afraid?" Guan Ya asked, "After that, you will become nothingness."

Hearing the voice as thin as a mosquito, the monk didn't know what to say for a while.

Guan Ya opened her mouth and murmured in surprise: "You..."

"I'm real..." Guan Ya repeated this sentence several times, and then asked: "Then who am I? I'm not Guan Ya, I'm just a bunch of data..."

At this moment, he is really envious of those people who are engaged in sales. How did those people do it... They can turn seventeen or eighteen corners with a fart, and they can still make people think they are hype?
He thought about it, and said bluntly, "You have no choice."

"You are real." The monk said: "There is no doubt, you are real, no matter your body is a few tens of kilograms of carbohydrates, or a chip weighing only a few grams, you are all real."

All appearances are illusory, and all conditioned phenomena are like dreams and bubbles, like dew or electricity.

Guan Ya dilated her pupils in surprise, and smiled softly: "So that's the case, then what is my role?"

Even if the feelings and emotions brought about by those experiences exist in the consciousness, it seems that they have happened before, but...that is not my own.

Guan Ya said in a weak tone: "Since this is the case, does the choice still make sense?"

She clearly knew that she was not the real Guan Ya at all, but just a backup of her personality in the algorithm chip.

"Yes, there are often monks like this in the videos of XZ self-driving tours, so they were transformed. It just so happened that I used this to turn into a monk and bypass Rock Dahl's surveillance." The monk said with a smile: "But to be honest , he doesn’t know anything about Buddhism, and all his Buddhist knowledge comes from the "Prajna Wisdom to Get Rich Sutra."

About a few minutes later, the patter of rain fell from the sky.

Just like after inheriting the memory of Ning Yuan, he was unwilling to call Stuart Gary.

Guan Ya’s experience of being abandoned, Li Xian’s upbringing, his childhood at a waste collection station, his time at school, his work in the research institute...

The monk didn't know how to answer for a while.

But the materials that make up self-awareness are all other people's...

……

At this moment, she suddenly wanted to hear what the monk said about the third way.

After hearing this, Guan Ya bent her knees and sat on the ground, burying her head in her knees.

"Well, then what?"

Seeing the monk laughing, Guan Ya found the feeling of Ning Yuan in him.

Immediately afterwards, she asked: "What is your plan? Rock Dahl is outside Ning Yuan's mind, how can you let her die here?"

Guan Ya raised her eyebrows: "Because the Infernal Hell comes from Buddhism, so he thinks of a monk?"

She clearly understood that it was what the real Guan Ya and Ning Yuan experienced, and she...was only born after Ning Yuan mastered the cognitive lock.

Guan Ya bit her lip, and asked with a sad expression: "I exist only to wake up Ning Yuan, and then die? Do I only have this moment of life?"

Once Ning Yuan regains consciousness, she will fall into eternal darkness, as if she died.

"You're right, I don't need to worry about whether I'm Guan Ya." Guan Ya stood up and said with a smile, "Who am I, where am I from, where am I going... I really don't think about such stupid questions. necessary."

Me, is it really me?
Do I really exist, or am I just nothing?

But now, Yuanxu's technology has blurred the boundary between virtual and reality.Existence itself is not determined by matter. Although she still maintains a materialistic attitude, she also recognizes Descartes.

Guan Ya lowered her head and said with a wry smile: "I don't even know if I am Guan Ya, although I have inherited her memory, her cognition, and everything about her, but I am just a backup in the supernatural algorithm, a fake The presence……"

"Ah...you didn't learn this after all, it's normal if you don't understand, it seems that I have to explain to you." The monk scratched his head and said: "The different personalities of patients with multiple personality often have different identities, different Names, completely different cognitions, exist in a completely different way of life, patients are often accompanied by PTSD, depression, bipolar disorder..."

"Your appearance gave me a way to win." The corner of the monk's mouth curled up slightly, and he said, "I want to take Rock Dahl to die together, and I need your help."

As a soul parasitic on the chip, this is her inevitable fate.

The monk turned his head to look at Guan Ya, and smiled mysteriously: "Have you forgotten the other personality in this head?"

"You..." Guan Ya bit her lips: "Don't you desire to exist independently?"

She and Guan Ya have still figured it out, so why did they have different ideas?
"You didn't answer my question." Guan Ya said, "Why didn't you choose... to continue living?"

"It has a certain relationship with psychological factors, but not all of them." The monk said: "Not only environmental factors, but also genetic factors. This is a spontaneous change of the nervous system, which cannot be controlled by human thinking."

Simply 'the essence is the same, so they are not afraid of naturalization'...it doesn't make sense at all.

The value of my existence...is it just to wake up Ning Yuan?
Such a decisive fate, such an inevitable future... She closed her eyes and began to meditate.

The monk looked at the sky in the distance, and said, "Wait first, until I finish accepting all the consciousness of that Ning Yuan."

"So, Rock Dahl is dead, even Jesus can't save her, I said." The monk said with a big laugh.

Because Ning Yuan helped her.

Guan Ya sighed: "I just hope that in his memory, it's not 'Sister Guan' who revived him, but me."

"He will definitely remember you."

Without these, how can a mass of nothingness think for itself?
But here lies the contradiction.

The monk looked into Guan Ya's eyes and was silent for a long time.

So a contradiction arises.

Because the fate of the monk and her is the same.

Immediately afterwards, he said: "Since you have to die sooner or later, it's better to let Rock Dahl pay the price and pull a high-level ability user to back him up, so that only the dead can get back their money."

There is no choice at all.

She would wake up Ning Yuan without hesitation, and then go to sleep.

"To die with Rock Dahl?"

As Guan Ya who only exists for a moment, the only thing she can have is 'self-awareness'.

The thinking mode I use now, the decisions and actions I make, my consciousness and cognition... It's not because I'm 'independent thinking', but because of the influence of Guan Ya's memory.

The story is good, but it is someone else's story after all.

"Pfft...haha."

Memories are real, but experiences are fake.

"If you want to say something, say it quickly, don't keep pretending to be mysterious, do you really think you are a monk?" Guan Ya teased: "Within three sentences, you want to play a Zen machine? Is it boring?"

"That's right." The monk nodded, and then said: "But we are different. The cause of our formation is not an error in the nervous system, but a more complicated cause."

"You don't care what he learns, how comfortable he thinks." The monk said with a smile: "Anyway, the annihilation of all things is inevitable, you can take it as a known condition."

It seems... This is what Ning Yuan understands: people only live one breath.

"What do you mean?"

She has never really experienced the past between Guan Ya and Ning Yuan, so why should she sacrifice herself in order to awaken Ning Yuan?
Why?
"Even if I'm Guan Ya, I don't need to..." Guan Ya was silent for a while, closed her eyes and said in pain: "That's someone else's experience, not mine, not mine."

"Since death is inevitable, what are we still working on?"

My own "self-awareness" at this moment...what should I do?
She bit her lip, feeling very perturbed and confused.

He deeply understands that feeling, after the 'self' is destroyed, the momentary emptiness can swallow anyone up.

As soon as his words fell, the sky was instantly covered by dark clouds, and all the stars disappeared.

Guan Ya lowered her head and became thoughtful.

If Ning Yuan was not awakened, it was impossible for Rock Dahl to let her exist.

"Yes." The monk lowered his head, looked at the city below and said, "In this dream, there is her shadow. Through the shadow, I can disintegrate her authority, and then reversely infect her consciousness."

"Then……"

"Yes." The monk nodded, then he stared at the city below and said, "Death is not the deadliest toxin. The deadliest toxin is 'Locke Dar has the power to control everything'."

At this moment, she was shaken.

The monk smiled slightly: "Do you know why I have this image?"

Guan Ya thought for a while and said: "Because of facing a bad environment for a long time and suffering cruel abuse, resulting in too much psychological pressure, so the brain's defense mechanism was activated, and I imagined a completely different self in my heart, and developed a personality? Because it is Fantasy, so it's going to be completely different?"

After thinking for a moment, Guan Ya understood the monk's words: "I understand, the computer hardware has changed by itself, and the software running on it can't stop this process even if it wants to, right?"

PS: (Sorry, I took a leave of absence yesterday because of Calvin)

(Actually, it’s not about Calvin, but I want to write too many things. This plot involves a series of brain-burning and complicated factors such as 'consciousness', 'cognition', 'dream', 'existence', etc. A bunch of philosophical speculations are extended, such as the composition of self-consciousness, whether free will exists... and a series of metaphysical things, but...

After writing it, I found that the story had become a pile of answer essays full of nothingness. I couldn’t stand it myself, so although I wrote it yesterday, I didn’t update it...)
(This book does not have the setting of "soul". Human cognition only comes from the electrical signals of the brain, so the "self" does not have uniqueness, and the elements that can support people's "independent existence" are also disintegrated...

The previous plot showed this in a superficial way. In the space of Ducalda, Ning Yuan died more than ten times before completing the comeback against Ducalda. I want to write more in this plot, but I wrote Then I found out... I got myself into it...)
(I want to write about Guan Ya’s painful struggle as a digital personality, I want to write about the dissolution of Ning Yuan’s other personality, I want to write about the turbulence in the deep sea of ​​dreams, I want to write about Rock Dahl’s manipulation process, I want to bury the follow-up plot The big foreshadowing... I even want to intersperse deeper speculations in these plots, writing and writing, I am crazy...)
(Afterwards, I found that I couldn't express the story in this way. The story is not to throw the ball of thread, but to remove the ball of thread, so I thought about it all day today, changed the outline, deleted more than 8000 words, and changed a few words. This version, I couldn’t hold back the words until the end... 5555, I’m really sorry. Although this version is not good, but the time limit, I really can’t hold back...)
(In the next chapters, I will try my best to keep these things as simple as possible, and at the same time retain the appearance of my fantasy. I hope everyone can be more tolerant-I am a good and pretending author, thank you everyone)

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