Siren Blade

Chapter 133 Ignite the Flame
After a long while, the blue bird spoke, "If the truth is that I didn't implant any evil factors into your healing dream, it means that the demon in the dream is stronger than you, which represents your natural psychology, which means that your nature is Evil... is that what you want to say?"

"Isn't that so?" I asked back.

"You are so stupid, Li Duo." She said softly, "If you are really a real villain, why should I lie for you? In my opinion at the time, even though you are the one I have been chasing for five years A long time crush, but it was our crush when we were kids. Now we are all grown up, we have gone through different paths in life, and we are strangers to each other. You think that when I found out that you are a villain, I Will you still stand by your side unswervingly?"

"There may be other reasons. For example, you think that although I am a villain now, if there were no incidents five years ago, maybe I would be on a normal life track. Then you help me on the spur of the moment based on guilt. I lied..." I said heartbroken.

"Do you think that what I have for you now is not love, but just guilt?" she asked.

I looked into her calm and fiery eyes, but I couldn't say "yes" no matter what.That's right, Bluebird loves me.So those are just my wild thoughts.Still, I can't believe I'm not evil.Can't believe it.

And it's not that I can't find more doubts.For example, although Lie Que said that he found traces of intervention in the healing dream through the equipment, it may not be the trace when the blue bird implanted the malignant factor, but it may also be the trace left by the siren when he hacked into the healing dream; another example Said, if I was really brainwashed by the charm of "it", then the brainwashing I received should be lifted with the death of "it", although Lie Que said "that charm is so strong that even it Even the death of the human body cannot be completely eliminated", or even "it can charm others even if there are only wreckage left" to explain the reality, but those are nothing more than speculations without evidence.

Is that really any more convincing than that I'm a psychopath who can't even be detected by authoritative psychological tests?Perhaps the reason why I have dirty desires for a devil's daughter like Bite Blood is also because I am such a psychopath.

Maybe it's because I've been living a relaxed life recently, and even the warlocks of the Liucheng Security Bureau have gradually softened their gazes on me, so I unknowingly let down my vigilance on myself.I may really be just a victim of brainwashing—although I have repeatedly emphasized to myself that I cannot accept this point of view, but I may have slowly accepted it unconsciously.So much so that he became more and more carried away, immersed in the despicable fantasy that he might become a hero if he didn't do well.

"You are always punishing your heart." Qingniao said softly, "From joining the Security Bureau to now, you have come all the way and saved so many people, these things are not enough to prove the kindness and kindness in your heart. Are you brave?"

"The truth..." I said, "what the hell is the truth?"

Whether the malignant factor is present.Just by figuring this out, I can get in touch with my own truth.

"Haven't you found out yet? You're not actually looking for the truth, you just want a reason, a reason to completely deny yourself. So, even if I tell you the good truth, say you are really kind Man, you can't accept it either. Because you only pursue the bad truth." She hugged me in a warm embrace, and slowly stroked my hair, "Stop thinking about those pretentious things, or , if you really can’t believe in yourself, then believe in me. And I believe in you so much, so don’t doubt yourself anymore, okay?”

I can't respond.Because I also realized my own contradictions.In any case, Qingniao will insist that the evil factor exists, but even if this is her truth, I can't believe it.Because she loves me so much, anything she says in my favor seems like favoritism.

She alone holds the key to the truth, and she can never put that key into my hands, whether the truth be good or bad.

On this path of self-discovery, I seem to accept only the worst truths.Either continue to get lost, or prove that he is an evil person.I was definitely on a path of psychological suicide.And she probably saw this from the beginning, and she wanted to pull me back from this dark track.However, I cannot forgive myself.I will run madly along this dark track without looking back, until I fall into the deepest part of hell.

The blue bird caressed me gently as if weaving a sweet dream.What a warm, illusory dream, it makes me so confused that I just want to be intoxicated.She stroked my hair silently with a smile, whispered in my ear with a gentle voice, and hugged my body tightly.

But somewhere in my heart, I was begging her to wake me up again.Because, in order to accept the true self, I rejected her in the past and chose to wake up from the healing dream, but now I find that I still seem to be in the dream she carefully prepared for me.Or, was the dreamer actually her?

Or is it that I am having nightmares about being an evil person, as she expresses, that I am trapping myself in nightmares?
Dreams will wake up.

But which dream should I wake up from? ——
Since I couldn't get a convincing answer from the blue bird, I fell into the vortex of contradictions again.And no matter how my heart struggles, time will never stop for me.

More than half a month has passed since the mass coma in Liucheng, and the date has entered late December.A few more things happened during this period, which are explained here one by one.

First of all, the Tianhe City Security Bureau has recovered the bodies of Sword Tooth and others, and also confirmed the wreckage of Yuchi, but did not find the "wooden box" at the scene.

The wooden box mentioned here refers to the one that Yuchi used when trying to separate the ash from Joan's body.Although his attempt ended in failure, the wooden box still absorbed part of the mist that made up Hui Hui's body.If there is no accident, the wooden box was probably taken away by Bite Blood.

In Yuchi's memory, I also investigated the information related to Eve and Bite Xue. Unfortunately, Yuchi joined Eve just a few days ago, so I couldn't touch the confidential information of Eve. Moreover, he has no subsequent whereabouts related to Bite Blood. relevant leads.Although I am still curious about where the fanatics plan to go and what to do next, Yuchi also has no understanding of this aspect.

Not to mention the information related to Yuchi's family, because he has been away from Yuchi's family for a long time, and what I got is part of his spirit body fragments, which only have memories close to the present, so I can't find out how much there is. New information is coming.It seems that these memories are not very useful.

And Qiao An returned to normal school life after he was unsuccubused. Of course, he also accepted the audit of him and Hui Hui by the Security Bureau.After confirming that Huihui, the demon, was indeed completely obeying his command, he was registered as a special spirit wizard by the Security Bureau.

It is worth mentioning that the avatar "Little Qiao An" that Qiao An made at the beginning did not disappear even after he disenchanted him, and he was able to continue to remotely control Little Qiao An with his own consciousness.

The Security Bureau definitely couldn't ignore Little Qiao An's clone in the form of a succubus. At first, he seemed to have thought about whether it should be handed over to me, a person who is not affected by the power of charm, to be in charge of supervision, but then he was still isolated in the Inside the Security Bureau.Because Qiao An made an irreplaceable contribution to the mass sleeping incident, as part of the reward, Lie Que released most of the secret knowledge of the Liucheng Security Bureau to him, and gave little Qiao An the "isolation location" Selected in the library of the Security Bureau, nominally a librarian.

After adapting and training, Joan is now able to restrain the seductive power of the avatar by himself, so the isolation conditions for the avatar are also loose.He can remotely control little Qiao An while going to school, and learn all kinds of secret knowledge in the security bureau.

Joe Licorice did not mention how happy she was after knowing this incident. In popular words, her happy appearance makes people want to "call the police".But every time she went to the library to find little Joan, the latter would hide.When Joanne talked to me about this incident, he expressed with concern that his sister would "become less like her" if she had more contact with little Joanne.

For the time being, I haven't punctured his beautiful fantasies about his sister.

In addition, I also saw Hui Hui who was inseparable from him several times.The strange thing is that Huihui reacts very violently every time he sees me. Although he is very afraid of strangers, his reaction when he sees me has gone beyond fear of strangers.Maybe it's because I killed the succubus and mist demon that were its predecessors.

This situation lasted until Joan gave me something before it was relieved.

It was a red talisman. According to him, he used little Joan to explore more techniques that the succubus had learned during his lifetime, including the method of integrating the power of charm into the talisman.He manipulated little Joan to make the amulet according to this method.

"In other words, this amulet can make me charm other people?" I looked at the amulet in his hand.

"No, although this amulet is based on the power of charm, its main function is to make it easy for other people to open their hearts to the wearer, enhance their sense of trust, and tell the truth unconsciously." He explained, "After injecting spirituality into the amulet , the effect will continue to be strengthened, and additional effects will appear. For example, the phrase 'let the other party open their heart' from another perspective is to 'disintegrate the other party's psychological defense', so this talisman can actually make the other party easier to succumb .And based on this effect, even if you make some unreasonable demands, the other party will find it difficult to resist your words, and it will be easier for them to follow your instructions."

He added, "I call it the 'Quick Talk' talisman."

"It doesn't sound like a serious talisman." I first said my evaluation, and then looked at him, "It hasn't been long since you learned the secret knowledge, and you can actually make this kind of talisman..."

"It's also thanks to Hui Hui." He said while giving way a little.Huihui was hiding behind him, looking at me in terror like a victim hiding behind a cover to spy on a monster in a horror movie.

Joan continued: "The raw material of this talisman is the mist that makes up Huihui's body."

Hearing this, I couldn't help being surprised.Some time ago, Huihui was part of the mist sucked away by Yuchi during the separation ceremony, and she finally recovered in the past few days.I didn't expect Joan to use it when making the talisman, and I couldn't figure out what the purpose was for a while.

But when I took the talisman, Hui Hui was somewhat relieved.I keenly captured its emotions at this moment.It seems to feel that it has "bribed" me, or paid me tribute.So I no longer get scared when I see me like before.

No wonder Joan wanted to give me this talisman... Although I was a little complicated in my heart, I still accepted it.

Before leaving, Joan asked with concern, "How is uncle?"

"It's back to normal." I replied.He was asking about Li Yan, my father.

Although I answered Joan that way, I only found out about my father's situation from the Security Bureau.After the group sleeping event ended, I didn't go to see my parents again.To muster the courage to meet them again requires some psychological construction, and Jade Bird also understood me and did not urge me again.

They have probably returned to their original life track.And my father probably still remembers the various adventures in the collective dream, but he is an ordinary person without advanced awareness, and that bizarre experience will be irrelevant to his will, and will be quickly marginalized in his inner world.After a while, maybe he will start to doubt his impression of that experience, thinking that it is really just an illusory dream.As long as no one mentions it to him and encounters no relevant clues in his life, it will be difficult for him to even remember.

So he will not take the initiative to come to me.For this reason, I feel a touch of gratitude, as well as a deep loneliness.

To spare myself the time to be sad, I turned my attention to other things, like practicing runes.

Now I have become proficient in the "Ignition Flame" rune, as long as I draw it with concentration, there will be no more failures.As for the effect, whether it can be used in battle, it can only be said to be quite reluctant.Although a very spectacular flame can be ignited as long as the number of runes drawn and enough spirituality is infused, it is nothing more than superficial fireworks, which is not worth mentioning in terms of the density of power. You also can't expect your opponent to wait to carve the rune themselves.The only uses I can think of for a while are things like "it's convenient to light a fire when camping".

But the follow-up development is beyond the normal track.

Sirens also learned the "Ignite the Fire" rune.

(End of this chapter)