Tokyo Girlfriend Guide

Chapter 210 The Girl's Private Thoughts

"We're back~~" Yamauchi Sakura's voice came from the front yard.

Hojo Kyosuke, who was cleaning up the barbecue grill in the courtyard, dropped the belongings in his hands and walked into the living room in two steps the moment he heard the sound.

"Welcome home."

Looking at the three girls with bags in their hands, they smiled and stepped forward to take the things.

"Ah, I'm so tired." Yingliang yelled while changing her shoes, although she said so, her voice was still full of vitality.

"I told you not to buy so many drinks." Zhihua complained.

"Barbecue without carbonated drinks lacks soul! Right, nitrate sauce~" Sakura retorted loudly.

"Well, I think oolong tea is enough." Nitrate said weakly. Even she has her own persistence. Oolong tea, which can relieve tiredness when eating barbecue, is the best choice.

"Ah, no, I must let you experience the beauty of Coke tonight!" Sakura sobbed unwillingly.

Hojo Kyosuke lifted all his things to the ground next to the sofa, and Glass and Naoka also sat on the sofa, lazily relaxing their bodies.Only Sakura was sitting on the carpet, leaning on the sofa next to someone, stretching her long legs, it was obvious that she was really tired.

"Kyosuke, is the barbecue ready? Bring it here quickly, grass belly, hairy belly, honeycomb..."

The smooth little feet kept tapping on the carpet, and the slippers had been thrown to no one knows where, as if reporting the name of the dish, Yuan Qi's voice kept chanting all kinds of cow's offal.

Kitajo Kyosuke looked at Sakura who had just had no strength to stand up next to his thigh, and rubbed her head vigorously when he heard the words in her mouth that he couldn't fully recognize even the farmer:

"The matter of the barbecue will be discussed later, and the charcoal will burn for a while. Now hurry up and show me the medical report."

"Really, Kyousuke, you really don't hide your curiosity about the privacy of high school girls."

Mumbling like this, Ying Liang obediently leaned over to get the schoolbag, pulled out a file bag from it and handed it over.Nitto and Naoka next to him did the same thing.

"Kyosuke-kun, the doctor said that my hearing shows no signs of deterioration~" Nitro said happily.

"Really, that's great!"

"What about you?"

"Everything is normal, shall we go for a normal physical examination next time?"

"No, no, no, since you have already gone for a physical examination, of course you have to check it carefully!" It was Yingliang who said this.

"That's right, and didn't I buy commercial insurance for you all? This can be reimbursed." Hojo Kyosuke said with a smile, and this was also a gift he gave to everyone after he made money.

"I already have a lot of national medical insurance, and I still buy commercial insurance..." Just thinking about the amount that Kyousuke has to pay every year makes Zhihua feel his heart bleed.

Hojo Kyosuke didn't speak any more, took out his mobile phone and opened Sakura Liang's last report, and looked at it in comparison. Although it was not professional, he also listened to the doctor's explanation last time, and he still remembered the key data.

"How about it, it's still super healthy! I've been exercising well!" Sakura looked up with a small face full of complacency, and her voice was very happy.

"Indeed, it's really great." Hojo Kyosuke bent down and hugged the girl with bright yellow eyes shining under the light, and then took a deep breath.Well, it still smells like fresh dew, and even the feeling of fear in the morning is gone.

"Haha, okay, okay, I'm almost out of breath, Kyosuke." Sensing the strength of those arms, Sakura's eyes were full of nostalgia.

Hojo Kyosuke let go of his hand, and looked at the reports of Glass and Naoka.

Sakura sat back on the sofa, leaned on the armrest on the other side, raised her legs up, and began to harass someone with her feet.

As a childhood sweetheart, Kyosuke knew her 100%, so why didn't she?Isn't it easy to hide such a self from him?

Thinking of Kyosuke taking a deep breath on her head just now, Sakura felt amused.A long time ago, she discovered that Kyosuke seemed to have a special ability, as if he could smell special smells from other people, no matter how well he pretended on the surface, he would still be able to detect the little emotions in his heart.

She was a little unhappy because she was reprimanded by the teacher at school before, but she felt that it was too embarrassing, so she didn't complain to Kyousuke when they were dating, but he still asked himself if he was unhappy after hugging like before matter.

And in the morning, even though he had pretended so well, he could still see that he was afraid!
If this is really a special function, it's too useless and too interesting.

But now, does Kyosuke still want to smell fear from himself?How can it be!When I was in the hospital, I would be so scared that my legs would go weak, but when I was with Kyosuke, all I could feel was a sense of peace.

"It's great, it's really healthy!" Hojo Kyosuke closed the report.

"Yeah, Kyosuke-kun should hurry up and do his own physical examination." Nitzi reminded.

"Me? I don't need it."

With the reward that Sanye gave him, even if he had a disease that was about to die last year, as long as he "returned to the beginning", it would all disappear without a trace.

"No!" The three girls shouted in unison.

"Okay, let's find some time to do it later. Now let's have barbecue together." Someone immediately compromised.

"Okay!" Sakura stood up instantly.

The lights in the courtyard have been turned on, and the lights designed by professionals are distributed in every corner to ensure that there will be no situation where one person covers the left and right lights.

On the wooden folding tables and chairs, marinated meat was placed, and the vegetables were cut and threaded with iron skewers.

The barbecue is in charge of Nishiko and Hojo Kyosuke, Naoka is in charge of carrying, and Sakura is in charge of eating.

"Hey? Kyosuke, let's eat this zucchini again!" After almost all the food on the table was wiped out, Sakura ran to the kitchen and picked up a vegetable wrapped in plastic wrap and shouted.

"Can you still eat?" Hojo Kyosuke ate the leftovers in the courtyard.

"If you work hard, you can still eat some more!" Yingliang said loudly, "Because the young lady in the photo is so cute."

Hearing this, Glass and Naoka burst out laughing instantly, while a certain person had black hair.He buys vegetables in high-end supermarkets, and the vegetable growers will put their photos and some information on the packaging, which is "food with a face".

Hojo Kyosuke himself felt a little scary, but this guy Sakura enjoyed it, and every time he bought vegetables, he would pick and buy the ones that looked pleasing to the eye.

Go into the house, wash the vegetables, cut into pieces, and continue to roast.

After eating the barbecue, I didn't go for a walk because it was too late, but each of them held a box of yogurt.So I met the movie time every night. Even Zhihua, who is not used to watching movies, has to admit that it feels so pleasant to watch movies together.

"...Oh, is that so? Then I'll go back tomorrow. No need, Kyosuke will take me back. Mmm, see you tomorrow, good night, mom~"

Sakura hung up the phone and walked back to the living room from the Japanese room.Looking at Hojo Kyosuke's questioning eyes, she said with a smile:

"My grandparents in Kyoto missed me, and asked my mother to take me back to live for a while. After all, there will be less time to go back to high school."

"That's it, do you need to bring luggage?" Hojo Kyosuke nodded, lifted the blanket covering his feet, and signaled Sakura to go back and sit beside him.

"No, no, there are all of them in my hometown. I go back every year."

Sakura smiled and sat on Hojo Kyosuke's right, squeezing him hard.

"That's right, then you only need to ride a motorcycle, right?"

"Yeah, hurry up and press start." Ying Liang shouted impatiently.

Glass and Naoka next to them didn't ask any more questions after hearing the conversation between the two, because this is indeed a tradition of Sakura's family. Basically, they would go back to Kyoto to accompany the elderly every year during the holidays, which really touched the people of Nihong.There is not much reluctance in my heart, and I will be able to see you again in less than a month.

In the end, I only watched one movie tonight. Although Sakura said that she doesn't need to pack her luggage, she still needs to bring some things with her. Glass and Naoka also went to help her tidy up.

next day
"Have a safe trip." Nitro smiled and shook hands with the two people on the motorcycle. At this time, he couldn't say he would come back sooner, otherwise, wouldn't he be very sorry for Grandpa Yamauchi and the others.

"I will take care of your housework." Zhihua also sent her farewell words.

"Haha, I'll bring you back gifts. Of course, there's only one oil-paper umbrella made by Sakura-sama!"

Sakura said cheerfully, carrying the same blue schoolbag as yesterday, but became fatter, and she stuffed all the small things into it.

Hearing Sakura's cheerful words, Hojo Kyosuke started the motorcycle.

Forgive him for using the word "happy" on Yingliang all the time. In fact, Yingliang's life seems to form a hyperbola with "unhappy" and will never intertwine.The same road, in the eyes of others, is boring and unpleasant, but in her eyes it is full of fun.

The irregular arrangement of bricks on the ground became an abyss in her eyes; the corner of the wall absorbed the rainwater and became green moss, in her eyes, it seemed that there was a white rhinoceros in armor hidden at any time. It's like rushing out; even the gray and smooth concrete walls, she is looking forward to whether there will be ghosts appearing.

She's a joy to talk, a joy to walk, a joy to watch a movie, a joy to eat...and a complete happy douchebag.

First is Otowa Avenue, then the Metropolitan Expressway Line [-], and the Expressway Metropolitan Loop Line, and it takes less than an hour to arrive at Shuimen City.In fact, it is very convenient to take the tram, but you still need to transfer trains, and you need to take the bus after arriving in Shuimen City.

Hojo Kyosuke first parked the car in his yard, and then walked over with Sakura. Before he opened the gate, the latter shouted "I'm back".

Maki Yamauchi soon appeared at the door.

"I would like to trouble you, Mr. Jing Jie, to send her back specially. It is really hard work for you."

"No, I just happened to go home and get something." Hojo Kyosuke said casually.

"Mom~~Kyosuke should thank me for being able to drive the super beautiful girl Sakura-sama for a ride in the warm spring morning~" Yamauchi Sakura walked up to her mother's arm and acted skillfully.

"Yes, thank you, Sakura-sama."

"Hehehe, come in quickly." Looking at the two people who are a good match, the smile on Maki Yamauchi's face became brighter and brighter.

"excuse me."

"Uncle Yamauchi, good morning."

"Good morning, Kyousuke, how are you doing? This time, come to Kyoto with us for a few days? It's just a junior high school graduation trip. Grandpa, grandma, and the others have long wanted to see you."

Yamauchi Sakura's father, Yamauchi Masachi, came over and patted Hojo Kyosuke on the shoulder vigorously.

"This..." Someone's heart fluttered instantly.

"Father, Kyosuke still has a lot of things to do in Tokyo." Sakura helped them pour tea.

"Yes, thank you for your kindness."

"It's okay, there are still many opportunities in the future."

Sitting in the living room, Hojo Kyosuke chatted casually with the Sakura family, talking about the measures around the new house, talking about the expectations for high school, and talking about the interesting things about the two when they were young, and time passed quietly.

Just when he was thinking about whether to send a message to tell his family that he would not go back to eat, Ying Liang said:
"Kyosuke, do you want to go to Kyoto for lunch with us?"

This sentence was spoken by the girl in Kyoto dialect, with a cute consonant that standard language does not have at the end.

"Oh, it's already at this point." Someone suddenly realized.

"Sakura is really, how can you not let Kyosuke-kun eat before leaving." Maki Yamauchi blamed.

"But someone's family has other people waiting for him~~" Sakura said with a smirk.

"Hehe..." Hojo Kyosuke laughed dryly. Although Aunt Yamauchi knew about the fact that several people lived together, it was really not good to be told at this time.

"Is that so, then, Kyosuke-kun, please slow down when you go back."

Maki Yamauchi stood up, picked up a bag of snacks that had been prepared and handed it over.But she stopped when she reached the door of the house, leaving space for the two of them.

"I'll see you in many days, Kyosuke~~"

Standing at the gate of the courtyard, Sakura slowly helped Hojo Kyosuke zip up his coat:

"Be careful not to come to Tokyo in the middle of the night like I thought, but you can't miss it!"

The voice is full of joy, and the content is still so unreliable and embarrassing.

"What kind of yearning is that?"

"Hmm~~~" Yamauchi Sakura tilted her head and thought carefully, just as Hojo Kyosuke would seriously respond to every sentence of hers, she would also give a reasonable explanation for every sentence of hers:
“Like a cream cake!”

"Cream cake?"

"Ok!"

The girl put her little hand behind her back, raised her left toe, her brown hair had a transparent texture under the sun, and her fair face full of smiles actually became a little serious:
"I just want to eat it when I think about it, but when I think about it carefully, I don't think so. It's between super wanting and not wanting."

"I can't do this, you better come back soon. Just hearing you yell 'Welcome home' once, I'm addicted, and I can't leave it anymore."

Hojo Kyosuke rubbed Sakura's little head first, and then realized that this level was not enough to relieve the sadness of parting, so he hugged the girl tightly in his arms.Although I knew she would come home in a few days, but I didn't want to be separated even for a day.

"Hahaha, I don't believe it, isn't there still Nishi and Naoka?" Although he said so, Sakura still stood on tiptoe vigorously and responded vigorously.

"Okay, okay, this time I will bring you back with a unique gift!" After letting go of her hand, the girl said cheerfully.

"Well, I'll wait for you to come back at home." Hojo Kyosuke walked out of the courtyard gate.

"Well, I'll be home soon~~"

Sakura stood at the gate of the courtyard as usual, watching the black figure disappear at the end of the street.

"Why did you suddenly think of going to Kyoto to accompany your grandparents?"

Seeing her daughter returning to the house, Maki Yamauchi asked.My daughter called suddenly last night and said that she was going back to her hometown in Kyoto. According to the plan, she should go back on the first holiday of the first year of high school.

"It's not that I want to go back to Kyoto, but I actually have something to tell you."

Sakura went to the living room, sat on the sofa, took out the schoolbag next to her, and pulled out a file bag.

"Actually, I have pancreatic cancer."

"Sakura, this kind of thing can't be joked." Yamauchi Maki said with a smile.

"No, it's true, I made a serious expression on purpose!" Yingliang took out the medical examination report and handed it over, explaining the above data for the mother and the father who just walked over.

"Why is this happening? Why..."

Looking at the report card of the Neon Medical University Health Examination Medical Center, the smile on Yamauchi Maki's face disappeared, and the light in his eyes dimmed, but this expression lasted for less than a second, and then broke out cry loudly.

"Pancreatic cancer..."

Masachi Yamauchi squeezed the report, his finger bones were so hard that they seemed to protrude.He let out a breath slowly, then clenched his teeth, his face ashen.In the past, his piercing eyes were full of disbelief. He is a traditional neon man who will maintain his dignity as a father no matter what.

"Father, mother, don't be like this. It was discovered very early, and the condition is still in the early stage. The operation can be successful easily."

Finally seeing the scene that she least wanted to see, Yamauchi Sakura sighed in her heart, then said with a smile.

They looked like they were about to attend their own funeral in the next second, just like the family of Grandma Watanabe they saw when they were young.Even though she was an old lady whom she didn't know at all, little Sakura felt endless sadness just seeing the expressions of her family members.

So death itself is not terrible, what is terrible is the meaning behind it.Just like now, although she had already made psychological preparations, the girl still inevitably became terrified when she saw her family's appearance.

If everyone around you is like this, they will show a sad expression from time to time, carefully avoid talking about it, and follow the doctor's instructions to protect themselves in life, then remind yourself to "be careful" , you are a dying man", the same?

"Didn't you tell Kyosuke-kun about this?" Yamauchi Maki recalled Hojo Kyosuke who had just seen it. If the other party knew about this, the expression on his face would definitely not be so relaxed.

"Hmm, of course not!"

"If Kyosuke is told about this, he will probably cry like his mother. If that happens, it will be the end of the world for me."

"Why does this child talk like that, he's almost becoming a Tokyoite." Hearing that her daughter was still in the mood to say such funny things, Maki Yamauchi, who was crying, raised her head and said angrily.

"Hee hee~~" Yingliang smiled relaxedly, right, that's how it should be.

"I've decided to hide as much as possible from those around me, for my own sake."

If everyone I love becomes like a mother, treating me like protecting animals that are about to become extinct, I would like to put me in a house surrounded by sponges, and even the air I breathe every day must be made with 150 processes , Even when you poop, you have to ask if there is anything strange about the color.

Even if mom can't do that, that guy Kyosuke will definitely do it!
No, no, Kyosuke might hire a hundred caregivers to surround him, and then take him to travel around the world every day, completing Lao Shizi's bucket list like in TV dramas.When he fell asleep at night, he frantically studied medical knowledge under the desk lamp.

That can't be done, Sakura Yamauchi absolutely doesn't want such a day, so I must keep it from Kyosuke, it's for my own sake.

Even if she gets hurt, she still has to tidy up her clothes so that those who care about her won't worry. This is the kind of Kyousuke she longs for.

What I like the most about Kyousuke is the peace of mind, as if no matter how messed up I am, no matter how messed up things are, as long as I turn around and show a flattering smile, Kyousuke will help me clean up the mess and make everything right.For restless people like me, this peace of mind fascinates me.

The daily life of Sakura Yamauchi is 90.00% composed of Kyosuke Hojo. If even he changes, Sakura Yamauchi's world will collapse.

So, Daba!For Kyosuke, this matter is absolutely forbidden to know.

"Yeah, if that kid knew..." Hearing that Hojo Kyosuke didn't know, Maki Yamauchi cried even louder.That child's love for Yingliang will never be less than theirs.

"Make an appointment today, go to Tokyo for treatment tomorrow, and perform surgery as soon as possible."

Masachi Yamauchi finally couldn't hold back his tears, and the hand that took out the phone was trembling uncontrollably, and he didn't turn on the phone for a long time, so angry that he smashed the coffee table several times, shaking everything on the table Tossed and tossed.

"Well, let me come, Dad." Sakura squatted down, lifted the quilt on the table, and then took her father's cell phone.

She is not afraid of surgery, although according to what she learned on the Internet, the operation is painful, death is possible, and the prognosis is extremely poor, but she is really not afraid.

She knew it was to prolong her life.

And she has learned from the doctor that if she recovers well, she will be able to resume normal activities before school starts.

Find the phone number she wrote down in advance, which is the headquarters of the testing center, the Affiliated Hospital of Neon Medical University, and call it.

After saying the appointment, when the operator asked for the patient's name, Sakura said calmly, "It's me, Yamauchi Sakura."

Hearing the stunned voice of the young lady over there, Sakura laughed happily as if she had succeeded in a prank.

Seeing that mother and father seemed to be crying for a while, the girl who was a fun person couldn't stand the oppressive atmosphere, so she said to pack her luggage and went upstairs.

Back in the familiar room, Sakura didn't pack her luggage as she said, and there were not so many things to use when she arrived at the hospital, and most of the things would be provided by the hospital.

Sitting at the desk, she habitually took out the comics from the next shelf to read.This is also learned from Kyousuke, no matter whether you watch TV or not, there must be something in front of you.But as soon as she stretched out her hand, she realized that such precious things as manga had already been taken to the new home by her.

Taking out the phone, the girl flipped through it casually, she didn't want to think about anything.Why do you have to think about it when you have nothing to do?Wouldn't it be the most correct thing to do something mechanical and let your mind go.

The interface that suddenly appeared on the mobile phone pulled the girl out of missing Hojo Kyosuke, which was the diary Miyo Miyamizu asked her to keep.Oh, it should be Miss Jianhao now.

Looking at the documents neatly arranged by date, Sakura thought casually.Well, after that day, it seems that Mitsuha never exchanged with Kyosuke again.So the time to stay in the cracks of time is three years?Can I do the same after I die?

Based on the relationship between me and Kyosuke, it must be able to stay longer, right?If possible, I would like to exchange bodies with Kyosuke 60 years later. At that time, he should have a white beard and white hair. It must be very interesting hahahaha.

He bent down, opened the cabinet next to the desk, and found a six-format notebook from the deepest part with great effort.

Should I write a diary like Sanye?

Thinking of this, she took out a black marker and wrote "A Day in Ruyiliao" on the cover of the book.

That was the name she chose for her and Kyousuke's house. I believe that Kyousuke and Glass would like it too.Anyway, I really like it, hehe~~
Of course, nothing related to the illness will be written in this diary, otherwise, Kyousuke will definitely find out immediately.You have to write down all the happiness, and if you let Kyosuke see it, you can't help but laugh out loud!

Sakura raised her upper body, leaned on the back of the chair, and looked at the ceiling.

She knew that it was unfair and cruel to Kyosuke to hide this kind of thing from him.But please forgive a girl who has only a few years left to live.Maintaining that precious daily life is her only private thought left.

Tears silently rolled down the corners of his eyes.

(End of this chapter)