Tokyo Girlfriend Guide

"Wait a minute, what do you mean in your words, Hojo Kyosuke didn't know about your illness?" Yukinoshita Yukino frowned.

"Well, of course you can't tell him this kind of thing." Yamauchi Sakura said as a matter of course.

"Then why did you tell me so directly?"

"Because Yukinoshita-san will keep it a secret for me, right?"

"Of course, I have no reason to disclose the client's privacy..."

Speaking of this, Yukinoshita looked up at Sakura Yamauchi in displeasure, and she understood.

Not to mention that it is absolutely impossible for me to tell other people's secrets, even if I want to, there is no one to tell.That's what Sakura Yamauchi meant, right?And most importantly, to her, she was just a stranger who exchanged names.

No matter for what purpose she hid it, she was not in her consideration, which was why she sent Nishinomiya Glass away.

"Before you name your new commission, I have a question," she said.

"Please tell me." Yamauchi Sakura supported her head with both hands on the table, and now she really looks like an interviewer.

"Why did you hide your illness from Hojo Kyosuke? Under normal circumstances, shouldn't you be afraid to seek comfort from your close ones when you find out about this kind of thing?"

Although he has never experienced such a thing, Yukinoshita Yukino still makes speculations based on past experiences.When she was bullied in elementary school, she was the first to confide and ask for help to her sister and friends.

The difference between the two is that what I encountered at that time was only isolation, indoor shoes were thrown away, and the clarinet mouthpiece was replaced... But Sakura Yamauchi in front of me was facing death. According to common sense, Should be more afraid.

However, looking at Sakura Yamauchi who still had a bright smile on his face, Yukinoshita Yukino couldn't come up with an answer.

"If the end of the world is five years from now, will Yukinoshita-san choose to know the news today, or choose not to know until the end of the world?" Yamauchi Sakura asked.

The light blue eyes flashed away, she held her right elbow with her left hand, and clenched her right hand into a fist on her chin:
"So that's the case. Do you choose to know the news in advance and live under the fearful shadow of the countdown to death all day long; or choose to live carefree for five years, and finally perish with the world unconsciously."

She looked at Sakura Yamauchi. If the doctor chooses to hide from the patient, it is undoubtedly a violation of the patient's autonomy and right to know, but the situation of the other party is different. If it will not hinder public safety, do you want to talk to the patient? It is her freedom for people to speak out about their illness.

However, in this sentence, the person who did not know the news became Hojo Kyosuke.The news of Yamauchi Sakura's illness, would it be like the end of the world for that person?
Yukinoshita tried to substitute. She had no friends and imagined that she had such a disease, and told her family how they would react.

The first is to work hard to treat, then, and then... it should be gone.

I am not an heir, so it is fine.

Yukinoshita couldn't understand, so he asked.

"I choose to know in advance that even if I can't change my fate anyway, I would rather bear the despair than die in a daze."

"Haha, it's what the Yukinoshita Student Association said." Sakura said with a smile.

"But this is your choice, and it has nothing to do with your choice to conceal it."

"Hey?"

Sakura was stunned, and looked at Yukinoshita Yukino with a small face full of astonishment.

"The thing has already happened, and concealing it won't make the situation worse, and it won't bring benefits, right?" Yukinoshita continued.

amount……

Yingliang became more and more astonished, her small mouth slowly opened wide, and she didn't know what to say for a while.After a short thought she understood.

"Nothing, don't worry." Such words often appear in everyone's life, and they are often used when bad things happen, but you don't want others to worry.

But for Yukinoshita, who never lies, such a situation will not happen.

"Has Yukinoshita ever been in a relationship?" she asked.

"No."

"Have you ever liked someone?"

"No."

"Soga, I see."

Sakura clapped her hands, and a certain idea in her mind became clearer.

"I don't understand how these two questions have anything to do with what happened before. If it's a lover, isn't it the right way to tell this kind of thing frankly?" Yukinoshita was slightly displeased.

"Ah, it is indeed something that someone who has never been in love would say." Sakura muttered.

"From the couple's point of view, this is a selfish behavior. Although I have never been in a relationship, I have seen many couples and read many related books. This method of concealing the illness from the lover is quite old-fashioned. " Yukinoshita raised her tone and became more impolite.

"Old-fashioned..." Sakura chewed on these two words.

"Student Yukinoshita, have you ever thought about why such an old-fashioned plot still keeps appearing in various film and television literature?"

"Because of the lack of editorial creativity and the connivance of the audience." Yukinoshita Yukino said firmly.

Sakura Yamauchi originally thought that Kasumigaoka-senpai at home was already venomous enough, but she didn't expect this one to be even meaner.

"So, why call it a corny instead of a classic?"

"Changing a nice way of saying it can't change her meaning. I know that no matter which country's poetry it is, it was first used to praise love. If you explain it from this aspect, you can really use classics to..."

"Wait a minute, we're not going to discuss that!" Seeing that the other party was about to start a long speech, Sakura Yamauchi twitched his temples and shouted hastily.

"When everyone sees such an old-fashioned plot, they will bring in the concealed hero and scold the heroine for being so hypocritical and selfish.

However, even a nine-year-old child will bravely smile at his mother after a fall and say loudly that I am fine.Even if the wound becomes inflamed later and the situation becomes serious, can you bear to reprimand this child? "

Sakura Yamauchi whispered.

In elementary school, in order to save himself from a fall in the street, Kyosuke tried his best to shake off the dust on his clothes. When he got home, he pretended nothing happened. Picking it out, and then laughing and comforting herself and Aunt Mijiko, is still as clear in her mind as a photo.

"Student Yukinoshita, you don't have someone you like, it's unimaginable.

The love in the eyes of the person who loves you deeply turned into despair and pain the moment he knew about my illness.The scolding that I blurted out in the past turned into concern and pity when I thought of my illness.

When I picked up the strawberry cream cake, what I was waiting for was not 'eat less', but the sound of flipping a book or making a phone call. He was looking to see if it would cause harm to my condition.

As long as it is what I say, it will be satisfied unconditionally.Even if he wants to travel around the world starting today, it will be regarded as an item on the bucket list. He will immediately drop out of school and leave everything in his hands to satisfy me.

The most important thing is that in his eyes, the silly and joyful Yamauchi Sakura, who watched the ants move house and could produce three stage plays, will turn into a person with a death star shining above his head and a countdown to life hanging beside his head. Sakura Yamauchi. "

Speaking of this, Yamauchi Sakura let out a heavy breath.

"My illness alone destroys the lives of two people."

Nitro can't study with Kyosuke, and can't go to the sidelines to cheer for him; Ying Lili's heroine dream will be postponed indefinitely, and the careers of the two will be destroyed; Sanye's encounter that came through life and death and time will be separated again; Zhiqiu-senpai's ambition to monopolize Kyosuke will be shattered in an instant, and the novel used to confess will become a waste of effort; Yukino...

"Student Yukinoshita, Kyosuke, what he likes most is my smiling face. He said that even if he doesn't sleep for three days and three nights, he will immediately become full of energy after watching it."

This is a lie... Yukinoshita Yukino reflexively wants to refute, this is just a man's rhetoric, there is no such thing in the world.But what Yamauchi Sakura said before hit her heart like a heavy hammer, making her feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

"I didn't want to spend my last few years being treated like a dying person.

At least as long as I can support it, I hope that I can still be Sakura Yamauchi who is full of vitality in Kyosuke's heart. "

"..."

There were a bunch of rebuttals in Yukinoshita's head, but he couldn't utter them.

People who go to death peacefully can always shock people's hearts. In the past, her understanding of this sentence was that people who have penetrated life and death will understand the philosophy of life.

But now she knows that when a person sees death clearly and decides to use what little life is left to do something.No matter how ordinary things are, they will be endowed with extraordinary meanings.

However, even so, she still wants to ask:
"If there is such a love, shouldn't we cherish the time they spend together? Is it really good to hang out in school like this?"

This girl who is as pure as snow doesn't know that there is already a deep sadness on her face at this moment.

"Hey? I thought Yukinoshita-san, you can understand." Yingliang said in surprise, and then she said relaxedly and happily:
"Whether it's you or me, everyone will die."

Yukinoshita was stunned, an expression that rarely appeared on her face.She has always moved forward bravely, without any confusion in her heart, it is impossible for her to be "stuck".

But at this moment, Yamauchi Sakura's bright smile became inscrutable in her eyes, and the words that sounded like nonsense were spoken out of her mouth, and they seemed to be full of philosophy for a moment.

Yes, myself, the person who died in a car accident, the person who was eaten by sharks in the sea, was still alive yesterday, no one looked like he was about to die, and no one knew whether he would die the next day.The probability of everyone living or dying is 50.00%. From this point of view, the value of "today" is the same for all people.

Yukinoshita looked at Sakura Yamauchi in surprise. She originally thought that the other party was an optimist with a hard-to-use brain, that's why she smiled as if she wanted to compete with the sun when she said such a thing .But now, she has to admit that the person who walks out of sadness generously is really an artist.

This made her even more curious about what kind of life created such a sun-like girl without any haze.

"Sorry, I was too arrogant."

Yukinoshita sincerely apologized, arbitrarily thinking that he would live longer than the other party, this is indeed a kind of unreasonable arrogance.It is simply more arrogant than using innate looks to despise others.

"Ah, it's okay, it's okay, if this kind of thing is not really about to die, no one will think about it." Yingliang waved his hand casually, and said nonchalantly.

"..."

Although it is said that people who go to death peacefully can always give people the shock of being attacked, but Yukinoshita felt that he was attacked too violently in just a few minutes.

Even if she read all the books in the world, before she could not see her own death, she felt that she would not be able to refute the girl in front of her who could tell her death as easily as saying "the weather is so nice".

"Although I can probably figure it out, I still want to ask, why did you tell me such an important thing so easily, Yamauchi-san? Most people should be greatly shocked when they hear this kind of thing."

While speaking, Yukinoshita finally found that her voice was a little dry, which startled her, and then she realized how much of an impact she had received.

"Hahahaha, hey, I thought Yukinoshita wouldn't mind." Yingliang laughed unscrupulously.

"I'm neither a robot nor born with a lack of emotion. How could I remain indifferent to such a thing." Yukinoshita tried to keep his voice calm.

"Hahaha~~" Yingliang continued to smile: "But when I first came in, seeing you reading a book, I felt that even if the end of the world came, you would not have any reaction."

Yukinoshita Yukino felt slightly annoyed when she thought that she had chosen to know the news of the end of the world five years in advance without hesitation.

"Sorry, sorry~" Sakura folded her hands together:
"But it's so comfortable to be able to say it. These words have been held in my heart for a long time. It's really thanks to Yukinoshita-san. As expected of the head of the service department, I haven't even started a formal entrustment. Just talking to solve my big problem trouble."

Although he knew that the other party was saying nice things, Yukinoshita still couldn't help feeling a little happy.But she soon became angry again. She wanted to change the weak side of people, but her weak side was exposed instead!

She looked at Yamauchi Sakura, determined to hone herself.

"I have already understood the previous things, and I still suggest telling Hojo Kyosuke this matter directly."

"Ahh-"

Ying Liang's eyes widened and he hummed annoyedly, normal people should be greatly moved when they heard what he said before, right?
"Student Yukinoshita, you really should have a serious relationship and find someone to like."

If "Yamauchi Sakura Encyclopedia" is here, it will be translated as "Yukishita-san doesn't understand love".

"It won't work. Kyosuke will collapse the moment he knows this. You don't know how much he has worked hard to prevent pancreatic cancer from appearing."

"Prevent the occurrence of pancreatic cancer?" Yukinoshita repeated blankly, can this kind of thing be prevented?

"Since the third grade, Kyosuke has been taking me to exercise, eat foods that are good for the pancreas, and be careful about my daily diet. Although I don't know why, he knew from an early age that I would suffer from pancreatic cancer in the future."

"This kind of thing... No, let's not care if it's true or not, why did you tell me so easily?" Foretelling the future, if it is true, can you tell others so easily?

"Because you are Yukinoshita Yukino~~"

Sakura smiled unscrupulously, like a sledgehammer hitting Yukinoshita's chest, almost knocking her soul out of her body without buffer.She finally understands why everyone in this society is rushing to be a bad person. She never lies, and she is absolutely righteous. Should she be treated like this?
"Assuming what you said is true, but current medical research shows that there is no [-]% link between eating habits and whether you develop pancreatic cancer. Whether it is overeating or smoking and drinking, it only increases the risk of disease .

That is to say, even people who are in good health, eat regularly, and do not have any bad habits may suffer from pancreatic cancer.This is unstoppable, this should be medical common sense, right? "

Yukinoshita Yukino frowned and said.

"This is not common sense!" Sakura shouted in surprise, she also asked the doctor inexplicably, and then the doctor said something similar to Yukinoshita with regret on his face.

"In short, Jingsuke has worked hard for this matter since he was a child. If you let him know that everything he has done is in vain, it will be a huge blow. The combination of the two makes me feel sorry for him. Before Jingsuke Excitedly saying that I have the power to change a person's fate, isn't it gone now." Yingliang whispered.

Yukinoshita Yukino looked at the opposite girl speechlessly, there was absolutely no intention of thinking about herself in the other party's words.Just like the example of a child wrestling given earlier, if the child chooses to hide it because he is afraid of being scolded by his parents, it is undoubtedly wrong, and severe criticism is appropriate.

But if it is selfless and considers the other party wholeheartedly, then no one has the right to criticize.

Take care of yourself before you take care of others.

At this moment, she really felt that she would be able to use this association called "Serving Department" to make people's hearts master and progress, but she began to worry about whether the subsequent clients would be as shocking as Yamauchi Sakura .

"But what about yourself?" Yukinoshita never hides her thoughts, and is always honest with others and with herself.

"Me?" Sakura asked suspiciously.

"As it is now, Hojo Kyosuke's life has certainly remained peaceful. But what about you, don't you feel resigned to the waste of hard work in the past?"

"That's it."

Sakura whispered something, then put her hands on the table, and moved her upper body towards Yukinoshita:
"Hehehe~~"

Looking at Sakura Yamauchi who was acting foolishly all over, Yukinoshita leaned back somewhat disgusted.There was an expression on the other person's face that she couldn't understand, and she guessed it was called "happiness".

"Xiao Xuenai, you don't understand, even if other children are sleeping every morning, I will be pulled up for a run, looking at the fried meat pie at the school gate, I can only swallow my mouth and calculate how many shares I have this week...

All of these are Kyousuke's love for me.

In order to save my life, someone will drag me out of bed every day, stare at my rice bowl all the time, and block me in the innermost part when walking on the road...

Even if the final result is not good, the process is enough to make people feel happy, Xiao Yukino. "

After finishing speaking, Sakura Yamauchi smiled foolishly with blushing cheeks as if drunk.

Yukinoshita struggled to raise her hand to support the opponent's face, but for a moment, she felt that the temperature of that face was astonishingly high, as if her hand was about to be set on fire.Of course, this is definitely not because the happiness on the face is too enthusiastic.

"Please call me Yukinoshita. If you're not used to it, you can call me by my full name. Calling me by my full name suddenly seems like a charity from a superior."

He clearly didn't have this thought in his heart, but Yukinoshita still said it like this, but his tone was not as cold and mean as before.

"I withdraw my preface. Yamauchi-san's behavior is not selfish, and I am not qualified to comment. Now, what do you want to change the entrustment to?"

"Hey, Xiaoxue is shy."

"I admit that I am interested in your affairs, but it is impossible to be shy." Yukinoshita categorically denied.

"So Yukino, you don't understand." Ying Liang laughed again.

"Please explain the content of the commission."

"Well, let's change it to 'Let Kyousuke forget me'."

Yukinoshita Yukino subconsciously wanted to complain about clichés, but a flash of lightning immediately lit up in her head, and the previous questions were answered.

"This kind of thing..."

"Hey? Isn't that okay?" Sakura muttered.

No?

Yukinoshita seemed to have been touched by some switch, and Yin Fang gritted his teeth and immediately made a decision:
"No problem, I have accepted this commission. However, the Ministry of Service is only providing assistance, and does not guarantee the success of the matter."

"Ok?"

Yamauchi Sakura looked suspiciously at the other party, obviously wanting to refuse, why did she agree all of a sudden, with a look of being provoked.

provocative?

Hmm... Could it be that I used the aggressive method unconsciously?But ordinary people shouldn't be fooled by this level of aggressiveness, right?Not to mention a rationalist like Yukinoshita.

"But after thinking about it, let's forget it. Even if Yukinoshita-san is smart, you can't win against Kyosuke."

"Before the game, everyone's winning percentage is 50.00%." ​​Yukinoshita's voice was as sharp as cutting off gold and stone, so that everyone who heard it could feel the high desire to win.

confirmed!This is a fool who will fall for any challenge!

Sakura looked at Yukinoshita Yukino as if looking at some rare treasure, she really didn't expect her to be such a person.

"As a condition for completing the commission, I need you all to join the service department." Yukinoshita said.

"Hey? Is there such a condition?"

"Isn't that what you wanted?"

"Ah, yes, then I'll bring Kyosuke here tomorrow." Sakura said happily.

So Yukinoshita didn't speak, and picked up the library book that was wrapped in a book cover on the table.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Yukino."

"See you tomorrow."

Although his eyes were looking at the book, Yukinoshita didn't move it for the past 5 minutes.She stood up, went to the window, looked at the cherry tree below, and Yamauchi Sakura who just walked there.

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