Sometimes the palace is sunny

Chapter 91 Resentment
Pei Feng's actions were as neat as ever, and Cui Jinniang was not surprised when she got the news. Early the next morning, she went to Pomegranate Lane with Bai Yindi and Qi Xiu'er with two bags.

Wearing the green cloth jacket that Cui Jinniang brought for herself, Bai Yindi uncomfortably twisted the hem of the clothes, glanced at Cui Jinniang who was leading the way, and said to Qi Xiuer:
"I'm just saying that Zhu Er's family suddenly gave us food and money and didn't let us go to solicit customers. He must have nothing to do. How can there be such kind people in the world?"

Touching the silver bracelet hanging on her hand, she smiled coldly.

"Fortunately, the rotten skin and flesh of the two of us are not worth anything. After a few days with a full stomach, it is not a starving ghost."

Seeing her talking as if she was going to die, Qi Xiu'er raised her hand to support the simple bun on her head, then lowered her head and straightened her green cloth jacket which looked like Bai Yindi's body, then she glanced at her and said :
"You also know that it is food, money, and new clothes for us, which add up to five or six taels of silver. Let alone the two of us, it is enough to buy a fresh and neat girl from the old bustard Song. , even if it is a deadly business, some of them are better than the two of us innocent girls. Do you really think that others are thinking about your rotten life? Zhu Erjia said it a long time ago, just let us help find out News, we also have to think about his affection."

Bai Yindi smiled coolly, she just felt that Qi Xiuer's idiot who was thinking about being good all day long had lost her mind.

Passing by an alley, Bai Yindi suddenly felt a coldness in her hands, she looked down and found a three-inch screwdriver in her hand, the head was sharpened and shone with a cold light.

She was startled, and looked at Qi Xiu'er, only to see that Qi Xiu'er was still raring about her new clothes as if nothing had happened.

Walking to the back door of Shen's house, Cui Jinniang looked back at the two of them, with a deep tone:

"You two put away those useless thoughts, and the people in this sect are careful when you see them. If she is happy, she is a fool and kind-hearted. If she is not happy...you will be beaten to death by her, and she will be blinded." Don't blink."

As she said this, Cui Jinniang glanced at the cuffs of the two of them and shook her head.

"Take it out, don't hurt yourself."

Bai Yindi took a step forward and stood in front of Qi Xiu'er, with a smile on her face: "From Zhu Er's family, you must say a few more good words for us, your master is very kind We both keep it firmly in our hearts, and we have absolutely no other thoughts."

Cui Jinniang sighed softly, stretched out her hand, palm up.

"Bring it. You carry these things on your body. If something happens, you can't protect yourself. On the contrary, it will make me feel more taboo."

Bai Yindi took out the screwdriver hidden in her sleeve and smiled without embarrassment at all.

Behind her, Qi Xiu'er put her fingers on the bun, and unexpectedly pulled out another screwdriver, which was also sharpened.

Cui Jinniang's palm was still there.

Qi Xiu'er glanced at her, and pulled out a few more embroidery needles from the hem of her clothes.

Seeing that "Zhu Erjia's" was still not moving, she tilted her head to one side, raised her arm, and pulled out a two-inch long silver needle from under the elbow.

"No more."

she whispered.

Cui Jinniang took another look at her before turning around and throwing all these things outside Shen's house.

"If I can't find it when I leave, I will compensate you again."

Qi Xiu'er didn't dare to make a sound, and followed her into the small door. As soon as she entered, she saw a row of little maids standing against the wall, with their legs spread apart and their backs against the wall. It was very tiring to watch.

A handsome woman wearing a pair of breastplates over her clothes was tirelessly changing everyone's movements.

After only one glance, Qi Xiu'er looked away.

These girls who work as slaves in rich families are also much cleaner than her.

The handsome woman also saw them and walked over quickly:

"The girl is in the main hall. Both Xiaobao and Diecui were brought to Yanjing. Diecui's injury has healed. Now she is learning embroidery from Qingying. She knows you are coming today, and she is waiting for you at the main gate."

Cui Jinniang froze for a moment, then said:
"Thank you Miss Peifeng."

Pei Feng waved his hand, not polite to her, went straight back to train those girls.

Looking at her back, Qi Xiu'er heard Bai Yindi marveling in her ear: "Where is this female instructor from? She looks good and behaves well. From Zhu Er's family, isn't your master a general?"

Cui Jinniang shook her head, led the two of them around a hanging flower gate, and entered the narrow passage. After a while, Qi Xiu'er saw another extremely pretty girl.

The girl was wearing an embroidered cotton bija, and she was talking to someone, when she looked up and saw "Zhu Er's family", she frowned first.

Cui Jinniang stepped forward and gave a half-respect:
"Miss Achi."

The woman called A Chi looked at Qi Xiu'er and Bai Yindi, Qi Xiu'er couldn't help shrinking down.

She's not afraid, she's been a prostitute all these years, and it's not uncommon for her to be spat on in the face, and it's not a problem to be beaten. What can such a clean and decent girl do to her?
But Qi Xiu'er is still timid.

It's like an old crow with withered feathers huddled in the grass and saw a magpie standing on a branch.

Magpies can't beat her, let alone scold her.

Just clean.

Just because it was clean, without beating or scolding, that magpie could make her, a hair-shedding old crow, unable to hold her head up.

A Chi didn't talk too much with "Zhu Er's family", he just led the three of them through the corridor to the main hall.

Lifting the satin-faced door curtain, I felt a sense of warmth at first, which at once wiped away most of the cold and tiredness from running around in the cold wind early in the morning.

Qi Xiu'er didn't dare to look at anything, she knelt down on the stone floor with a "plop", and when she heard another plop, she knew it was Bai Yindi who also knelt down.

"Girl, these two are the people I recruited before. Bai Yindi, a native of Shandong, was sold to a matchmaker as a goddaughter since she was a child. She moved between Zhili and Shandong. She was sold by the matchmaker to a Beijing official at the age of 13. As a concubine, because she didn't give birth to a child, when the Beijing official was transferred to another post five years later, she was released, and the matchmaker took her to start a secret business.

"Qi Xiu'er, a native of Baoning, Zhili Province, was married before. When she was 21 years old, the man disappeared. She was driven back to her mother's house by her husband's family. Her father was ill. In order to raise money, she went to a Shanxi merchant. As a concubine, due to the war in the imperial court two years ago, all the chariots and horses of the Shanxi merchants went to transport the army food, and the Shanxi merchants did not come to Yanjing anymore. She bought some shoes and sachets and sold them out, and she was able to make ends meet, but her family wanted to marry her younger brother a wife, so she became a prostitute."

"Zhu Er's family" was very detailed, and Qi Xiu'er's heart tightened when she heard it. She usually doesn't want to bring up her old past, and she can only say a few words with Bai Yindi, who is so familiar with her. It was so clearly touched by others.

The hall is very quiet.

Qi Xiu'er looked at the bricks on the ground, they had just been scrubbed and there were still water marks on some of the brick joints.

An extremely delicate lambskin boot stepped on the crack of the brick.

Qi Xiu'er was so scared that she even forgot to breathe.

"You have been sold since childhood, are you willing?"

A woman's clear voice sounded, Qi Xiu'er knew that she was asking Bai Yindi, she shrank her neck slightly and dared not move any more.

"Young lady's question is so dignified. I don't care about my family. I still remember the four sisters in my family. There is only one younger brother. The younger brother eats steamed buns made of white flour. The only thing left to my sisters is glutinous glutinous rice." I have to go up the mountain to dig the wild vegetables myself. Mother Li bought me but made me eat them all, and gave me clothes on New Year's Day. I am not reconciled, the sisters of the slave family are not as good as the slave family, and they are even worse. Be more willing."

"The embarrassment has reached your previous situation. Being sold will actually make you float." The young woman in lambskin boots seemed to sneer.

"What about you? Are you willing to be sold out again and again by your family and kicked out by your husband's family?"

Knowing that she was asking herself, Qi Xiu'er put her head on the ground tremblingly.

"The slave's family really has nothing to do."

Qi Xiu'er heard herself answering in a low voice.

"Heh." The woman laughed, "If I tell you that I can kill the person you most want to kill for you, who do you want to kill?"

Qi Xiu'er could hear the murderous aura rising inside, so she didn't dare to say a word.

But the woman refused to let her go: "Is it your former husband's house who bullied you? Or the businessman who left you in Yanjing? Those so-called benefactors who made you feel uncomfortable, or... what you hate the most is... Your parents and father?"

Qi Xiu'er raised her head, but still looked at the pair of lambskin shoes in front of her.

People like them, who are like mud, can bring death to themselves with just one look.

"The slave family..."

"If I can kill someone, my family would like to kill those scumbags even more." Bai Yindi took the lead for Qi Xiu'er, "My family has benefited from you these few days, girl, and I can eat and clothe myself warmly, but there is such a dog Only then did I feel that the slave family went to do dirty business with others again, and I always wanted to scrape some oil from the slave family, or I would sue the slave family."

When Bai Yindi spoke, she gritted her teeth as if she really hated those people.

Qi Xiu'er let out a sigh of relief, and became worried for her again.

At this moment, the woman in lambskin boots smiled.

Yes, she actually laughed.

She laughed quite heartily, and she didn't look like a woman at all except for her voice.

"It's really interesting. Hundreds of hands pushed you to such a point, but what you hate is the one closest to you... That's right. Qi Xiuer, are you the same as Bai Yindi?"

Qi Xiu'er was stunned for a while.

Because she seemed to see countless hands pushing herself into the quagmire in front of her, and she couldn't tell which hand was closest to her.

"What the slave family hates the most is the person who once told the slave family to be as good as a jade and marry a good husband-in-law. From then on, they will have children and be filial to their in-laws. Whoever said this to the slave family, the slave family will hate whoever."

she whispered.

"Because of those words, I always want to go back to the right path. I am also a secret door, and my family is a hundred times more embarrassing and hard work than the one who really shamed me."

She hates.

She hated the "right way" that she could never go back to, and also hated the self who always dressed up as a good family and refused to give up her sewing skills, and hated the self who couldn't leave her family and cook with hot oil every day.

She hated herself for still harboring virtuous thoughts in her heart.

Until she came out of that house, Qi Xiu'er felt her heart was heavy, as if all the disguises she had put on over the years had been stripped off, so her heart seemed to be stripped of her clothes and she could only curl up as hard as she could.

"Qi Xiu'er, are you alright? I'm afraid that girl was not born by a Bodhisattva? She really did us a favor, so we don't need to do open-legged business! Seeking news, alas, how can this kind of business be done?"

Bai Yindi's complexion was much lighter than hers, and she had added a few taels of silver rewards for nothing, and she would really get money and meat from Zhu Er's family in the future, Bai Yindi just felt like a dream, and her words were trembling.

Qi Xiu'er didn't say a word.

Of course she also got money and promises, but she didn't feel happy at all.

Because she knew that she couldn't go back, even if she never got involved with any man in this life, even if she got rich and expensive and had a memorial arch, she still couldn't go back.

How can a person come back to life when he is dead?
----

"Girl, the kitchen has made jujube paste snacks, would you like to use some first?"

The two prostitutes left, but her own girl sat there with a sullen face for a long time, A Chi was a little worried.

After waving his hand to ask A Chi to put the snack aside, Zhao Surui sat on the top chair with his legs crossed, still thinking about what the prostitutes said.

Interesting, really interesting.

The most humble woman who no longer cares about her reputation also has such resentment in her heart, so similar to Shen Sanwaste.

They hate the little gnats who step on their wounds and want to drink blood, and the "rules" that women have abided by for thousands of years.

In the past, Zhao Surui would have felt that this was just the useless anger of incompetent waste.

Not so now.

Because after being a woman these days, he actually had these two kinds of resentment.

Even if it's just in those inconvenient moments of menstruation.

Even if it was just the very brief moment when A Chi prevented him from eating meat.

Even if it's just...

Suddenly, Zhao Surui slapped the table.

He couldn't think about it anymore.

Zhao Surui, the wise and mighty Emperor Zhaode, is an emperor, not a woman.

　Siri Zhao: What do I want to do?What does this have to do with me?Shen Sanwa, are you playing tricks again?
　　Shen Shiqing: I'm doing something, don't cue
　　Continue to wish everyone a happy Chinese New Year~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)