run away!Crazy Apprentice Chase Teacher Crematorium

Chapter 139 I Don't Accept My Fate
Both Daziyan and Da Ziyan were forced to go through the plot, this blackening cannot be avoided, the difference is only one: she betrayed him and sent him to go blackening with her own hands, just in exchange for continuing to live.

This seems to be a multiple-choice question without hesitation.

The oppressive mummy old man had disappeared at this time, leaving only the milky white jade-like collar tightly wrapped around her neck.

Xu Dongqing was still sitting on the ground, with one hand on the ground and the other on the collar, staring blankly.

Her mind was in chaos, for a while it was the angry people gathered outside the Xiaoyao faction, for a while it was Da Ziyan looking at her with a warm smile, for a while it was Cui Yumeng's angry questioning, and for a while it was Da Ziyan weeping in her arms.

She tried her best to change the plot to where it is now, but in the end, the world was just changed casually. Her efforts were like fine sand in the wind, and they were blown away without a trace in an instant, disappearing like ruins. not see.

Obviously only a little bit away, just a little bit away, Da Ziyan already fell in love with her, and wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, why did this happen, how did this happen.

She was surrounded by a sense of powerlessness that went deep into her soul, a defeat she had never had before.

What made her even more sad was that she found that she might like Da Ziyan more than she thought.

As long as she thinks that she will personally push Da Ziyan out to be tortured, to blacken him, to betray the promises she made, to betray him, Xu Dongqing feels as if her heart is being boiled with oil, and she is extremely tormented.

It was hard for her to make Da Ziyan believe her and fall in love with her. Once she betrayed her this time, Da Ziyan would definitely never trust her again.

He would hate her to death.

Xu Dongqing found out in horror that she seemed to be more afraid of Da Ziyan hating her than death.

It's not that he hates the original owner who has lost his soul, but hates her, Xu Dongqing.

The reason why she can face Da Ziyan so confidently is because she knows that the original owner is not her, and the bad things the original owner did. Because she took the original owner's body, she can help the original owner bear the consequences, but she has no sense of guilt in her heart. .

She even felt that she was saving Da Ziyan.

But once she also attacked Da Ziyan, no matter what the outcome is, Da Ziyan and her will never be possible again.

As soon as Xu Dongqing thought of this result, he felt inexplicably suffocated and couldn't accept it at all, even more unacceptable than death.

It was already dark, she looked up at the starless night sky, the late autumn wind was blowing on her body, and the belated coolness wrapped her up.

There was also darkness ahead of her.

In fact...she couldn't survive.

Even if she betrayed Da Ziyan and forced him to go down the path of blackening, she would not be able to survive.

In the original book, Da Ziyan was sent on the road of blackness by the original owner himself, and the first thing he did when he came back was to take revenge on the original owner. She also wanted to send him there now, so why would she think that Da Ziyan would let her go when he came back?

Just because of this time getting along?Based on Da Ziyan's feelings for her?
But it's precisely these feelings and getting along with each other that will only make Da Ziyan feel betrayed even more, right?He will only be more angry than in the original book, he can't let her go, maybe a thousand cuts can't get rid of the hatred.

This is simply a dead end.

The world gave her three days to think about it. She seemed to have a choice, but in fact she had already been doomed. There was only one way Xu Dongqing could go. die.

As for Da Ziyan, no matter what, he couldn't escape the original path.

Does it have to be like this?
Isn't her previous efforts like a joke?

Xu Dongqing slowly curled up her body, hugging her knees with her hands, buried her head in exhaustion and sadness, and she casually threw the Gui Nian sword beside her, the snow-white blade was bleaker than ever before.

She didn't want to move at all, and her thinking slowed down, thinking in her heart——

Forget it, go to the f*cking dog world, love whatever you want, just die, maybe you can go back to the original world after you die, so be it.

She closed her eyes, emptied herself, and tried her best to shrink into a small ball, not wanting to care about anything.

She didn't know how long it had passed, but she felt her body was numb from the cold, and her consciousness was blurred. She seemed to hear someone calling her "Master", and it was Da Ziyan's voice.

She didn't move, didn't respond, and didn't want to open her eyes.

It's like escaping reality.

The purpose of deception is to deceive oneself that it is useless, but some realities are so cruel that people don't even have the courage to face them, so they can only choose this ridiculous way, even if they know it is useless.

In a daze, Xu Dongqing felt that his numb body was covered by something warm. It should be a piece of clothing with Da Ziyan's body temperature and Da Ziyan's smell on it. It was very warm and reassuring.

She couldn't help but relax a little, and then felt herself being hugged, it was a very familiar embrace, so familiar that Xu Dongqing didn't have any thoughts of struggling at all, only moved subconsciously, and found a comfortable position, He shrank his head and continued to pretend to be an ostrich.

"Master, did something happen?" Da Ziyan asked very lightly, Xu Dongqing didn't want to talk to him, closed his eyes and pretended to be dead, then Da Ziyan stopped asking, just hugged her and walked away silently.

His steps were steady, and Xu Dongqing didn't feel any jolts.

His embrace is also very wide, Xu Dongqing put his face on his chest, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, inexplicably felt at ease.

It turned out that without her knowing, Da Ziyan had quietly grown into an adult, able to shelter her from the wind and rain when she was tired.

Things have come to such a point, Xu Dongqing was so messed up that he fell asleep right away, wherever Da Ziyan took her, and he didn't care what Da Ziyan did to her.

Anyway, Da Ziyan would not hurt her.

She just has that confidence.

Although such self-confidence may not be maintained for a few days.

When Xu Dong woke up, it was already unknown how long, when she opened her eyes, she saw a familiar environment, this is her main hall.

There was still steaming porridge on the table not far away. Da Ziyan didn't know where it was, but he must have not gone far, because there were traces left by him everywhere, his smell, half a cup of tea he poured, and even It is his robe.

Xu Dongqing didn't panic, nor was she afraid, she sat down at the table almost calmly, and began to eat seriously mouthful by mouthful.

The porridge was boiled very soft, with a strong fragrance, very suitable for patients to eat, and I don't know how much effort Da Ziyan spent to cook it.

Xu Dongqing quietly made a decision while drinking the steaming porridge.

With a "squeak", the door was pushed open, and Da Ziyan came in carrying a plate of fried side dishes. The sun was behind him, and where he was standing against the light, it was as if he was covered with a layer of light.

"Master, are you awake?" Seeing Xu Dong awake, Da Ziyan was visibly happy, but Xu Dongqing just looked at him calmly.

"What's wrong... Master?" Da Ziyan frowned, feeling a little nervous uncontrollably.

Xu Dongqing was silent for a long time, then suddenly said: "Da Ziyan, do you believe in fate?"

Da Ziyan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, with an unruly arc raised at the corner of his mouth: "I don't believe it."

Xu Dongqing nodded, as if talking to him, but also as if saying to himself: "I don't believe it either."

"I never accept fate."

"Da Ziyan, would you like to do me a favor?"

(End of this chapter)