What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 80 Chapter 79

Meng Keshu listened to his words, although he half-believed, but seeing that the inn was almost full of Xuanyu guards, the atmosphere was very relaxed, and he didn't look like he was after running around, so he believed it half to eighty percent.

"Okay, then when will I go up the mountain? Why don't you just stay here? Since you want me to serve as a female officer for His Highness Jiarou, you should let me go alone."

She was about to withdraw her hand and get up to get ready, but she didn't want Li Kong to lean over and hold her shoulder.

"Don't worry, it doesn't matter if you bring Pinyan, I'll personally take you two up the mountain later. Are you tired all the way? I'll untangle your hair bun for you, so you can sleep for a while?"

"What's the matter with me? I'm very energetic. Just go about your business and I'll tell Pin Yan."

Meng Keshu pushed his hand away and refused, intending to make some remarks.The girl is like a sister by her side, but since you want to take her up the mountain together, you have to tell her not to be too casual in front of His Highness Jiarou.

But Li Kong stopped in front of her and continued: "But Little Moon, there are too many people here, I will misunderstand you when I see your bun."

"Misunderstand what?" Meng Keshu didn't react at first, and then realized what he was thinking when he saw Li Kong's hesitant appearance.

She chuckled, raised her hand and poked Li Kong's eyebrows with her fingertips: "I thought you were too thoughtful, why haven't you been so stupid for a few days?"

In Li Kong's eyes, only Meng Keshu smiled at him again, he didn't have the heart to guess the meaning of her words, he only knew to respond to the second half of her sentence, in fact, his eyes were almost fixed on her face.

"Well, I'm a bit stupid. Little Moon is right."

Seeing his dumbfounded appearance, Meng Keshu also felt embarrassed.Seeing his eyes, she felt a little burning on her face, unnaturally helped the fallen horse bun, and asked him:
"I wear my hair in a bun, doesn't it look good?"

"Good-looking, of course good-looking!"

Li Kong lowered his head after grabbing the blank, took a deep breath, and then continued the second half of the sentence:
"But if you don't want to, you don't have to pretend to be my family members. These are all reliable people, and no one will care about them."

The more these insignificant details, the more he can think wildly. He also knew that perhaps Meng Keshu only wore this neat bun for the convenience of traveling and wearing a fence, and it wasn't necessarily for showing off his identity.

But what if?
He thought that unless new charcoal was ignited in this cold pot of charcoal, the past and the past would be ashes, and no matter how hard he flicked it, he would not be able to find any sparks.But he couldn't give up hope, and always hoped that she would still have some nostalgia for the past.

Just a little bit, really.He understands more than anyone else how much what he did in the past is too much, and he also knows that no matter how angry or angry she is, it is justifiable.

But people don't say that they let go before they let go. He was the one who was in the past, and he is the one who is now. The only person who can connect his ridiculous life together is only her.

Well, she hasn't returned to Beijing yet, and she is so gentle to him, how can he not let him protect this little spark, and beg her to give him alms for the answer that he has no hope for?

"But I would like to wear this bun," she began.

But this is not the answer he wants to hear, this sentence is not direct enough, not foolish enough, not enough for his twisted stomach to interpret only one meaning.

"Because it's convenient? I understand, I understand..."

He already felt that the flame in his heart was starting to weaken, so he wanted to find a way for himself quickly, so that she wouldn't think he was thinking too much.

"Not quite."

She leaned closer to him, looked up at his dodging eyes, this sentence made his eyes light up again.

"That, that is..."

His palms were sweating, finally cornering the conversation, he was worried and looking forward to it.

"Because I am your little lady."

Humming in her ears, Li Kong seemed unable to control her body, and raised her hand very slowly to confirm that her expression was not half teasing him, nor was there a trace of evasive lies.

What she said was true.

He held her blushing face in his arms.

He looked into her clear eyes very seriously and asked, "Are you really willing? Little Moon."

She answered him with a light kiss on tiptoe.

A kiss for the first time, neither begged nor coerced by him.

He forgot to breathe, even though the kiss was not long, even just rolled over his lips, but he fell forward because of the stalled heartbeat.

"Li Kong, Li Kong!" He was so heavy that Meng Keshu could hardly support him, so she patted his back trying to make him stand upright.

But after standing firmly in this position, he leaned on her shoulders and hugged her, and continued to rub her side neck and hair as if this wasn't intimate enough, messing up her bun, pushing himself desperately toward her. Hidden in her neck.

"Little Moon, you shouldn't be so kind to me, you know? I have nothing worthy of your liking, and I have done such excessive things to you, how can you like me, how can you forgive me?
Why is your heart so soft, why even a despicable person like me can get your magnet chain, why, tell me, okay?You really shouldn't forgive me so easily, it's wrong, it's wrong. "

She called back his last conscience and kindness, just like the most ignorant child instinctively resisting his own blood and filth, wanting to hide in the arms of the brightest moon.

He said every sentence that he was not worthy, but he hugged her so tightly, as if he had to let her know how bad he was, so as to confirm that her love was not just a whim.

"You are really bad."

She endured his rascally behavior, and hugged his back to comfort him one by one.

Under her fingertips like plucking the strings of a piano, he slowly relaxed, and his waist and eyes were clasped by her, and he was numb.

He stopped talking about denying himself, and subconsciously sucked and kissed her side neck like a baby in his mother's arms.

This is the only way to prove her existence.

Only in this way can he not be overwhelmed by ecstasy.

Only in this way can his soul, which has been wandering for half his life, feel at ease.

"Yeah, I'm not good. You're good, little moon. You're better than anyone I've ever met, that's why I want to turn you into my little moon."

Blame her, all blame her.Even if she is not so dazzling, but also so bright, and willing to take care of him who is dirty in the mud with a little tenderness, he will not love him like this.

Now that she forgave him like this when he didn't expect it, how much did he owe to the gods to have such a bright moon in his arms?

Loving her always makes him feel ashamed, even washing his flesh in the water again and again is not enough, he only thinks that only the whitest and cleanest skeleton can be compared to her bright moonlight when the flesh and veins are peeled off.

Meng Keshu indulged his madness, felt his majestic heartbeat and whispers in his ears,

"In the past few days, I miss you very much, Li Kong. So I also want to understand a lot of things."

She and him have long been like two vines entangled with branches, even if they pierce each other and sway each other, they are still inseparable.

The relationship between them is too heavy, so heavy that if they only say a word of love, they will only be regarded as frivolous, casual, out of their minds, and ignorant of human feelings. Sincerely lied to.

If you say a thousand sentences or ten thousand sentences, say it a thousand times, when you talk about the dryness of the sea, when you talk about the vicissitudes of life, when you talk about this line of love becoming instinct, if you talk about being able to say it to others without thinking, it is just A layer of skin that I forgot to remove.

Just like the prodigal son who talked too much sweetly, he didn't even know where his heart was lost.

People like them have been deceived, broken, cared for, and abandoned.

Having been treated like this by their loved ones, how much love do they have to share with others?

They will probably only fall in love with one kind of person, and this kind of person may never meet one in their life.

But they ran into each other.

They may not need to talk about love, nor will they regard the moment of saying love as a contract, and they will be self-righteously bound to each other from then on.

Otherwise, as early as when he confessed his love to her, she should have fallen.

Because love is too heavy, it seems that not giving up anything, sacrificing something, sacrificing anything is not enough to prove that it is not just a quick talk.But after they lost everything, they were too selfish to give such selfless love.

So touch with your fingertips, stroke with your palm, embrace with your arms.

See me with your eyes, hear me with your ears, and kiss me with your lips.

Tell me how much you depend on me, tell me how much you can't live without me.

But don't chain me, don't imprison me with heavy doors.

Then I will forgive you for the mistakes you have made, just like forgiving those who loved me like jewels and treasures did to me.

Remember, a person does not become a brand new person at every point, and all your choices can be answered from past experiences.

Meng Keshu hugged him, and waited for his ravings to turn into whimpers, until his whimpers turned into crying, until his crying turned into laughter, until he finally wiped away the tears from her shoulders and laid them on her shoulders. raised his head.

"After returning to Beijing, when His Royal Highness Jiarou gives you an upright identity, we will get married, okay, little moon?"

Li Kong held her hand, the corners of his eyes were red, as if he wanted to continue crying.

"Okay, listen to you."

Meng Keshu rubbed the tip of his nose that was red from crying, but he shyly dodged and came back reluctantly.

He led her to sit in front of the mirror stand, loosened her messy hair, ran his fingers around, and even braided her into a boudoir girl's braid.

"Do you only know this one? Actually, I can comb it myself, or let Pinyan help me..."

She turned her head puzzled.

"We're not married yet, Little Moon."

He was surprisingly rigid in the matter.

But also, since he crawled out of the mud for her, how could he allow any randomness.

He squatted down, wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, and stuck to her back, saying words that seemed to be for her, but also seemed to comfort him:
"Soon, soon, we will be together for a long time soon."

Mengshan Academy.

"Xiao Qi, I think I can get out of bed now, believe me, I can do this now, it doesn't hurt at all."

Wei Huaien stretched his body that was about to lie down on the bed, and raised his legs to show him.

"I promise to walk around casually. If I feel uncomfortable, I will tell you, okay? Just let me get out of bed."

Xiao Qi originally rejected her resolutely, but he couldn't bear her tormenting her like this, so he could only propose a compromise solution in the end.

"I'll take you to the deck chair and bask in the sun in the yard. Doctor Fang said that if you want to recover, don't touch the wound for seven days. It's only two days, Wynn, don't be childish. "

"Okay, okay, just listen to you."

Wei Huai'en applauded himself in his heart for the successful plot.

Who told Xiao Qi to regard her as important as her eyeballs? When he was away yesterday, she could still be helped to walk a few steps to solve her internal emergency, but when he came back, it was as if her leg was broken. Is it just to lay people down?
Wei Huai'en lay on the recliner with his feet up and squinting his eyes, eating the sweet almonds peeled by Xiao Qi one by one, more leisurely than Lai Mao.

But suddenly there was a knock on the courtyard door, and then a little medical girl came in and delivered a letter, saying that it was from Ruan Shanzhang to His Royal Highness Jiarou.

Xiao Qi squeezed the letter, and waited for the little doctor girl to leave before turning around and handing it to Wei Huai'en.

But Wei Huai'en stared coldly at the letter in his hand and didn't answer it.

"Is there something wrong with this letter?"

Xiao Qi withdrew his hand, and looked at the words on the envelope: Her Highness Jiarou personally opened it.

"I forgot to tell you, Ruan Yan came to see me yesterday afternoon."

Wei Huaien tugged at the hem of his clothes and asked him to sit back beside her.

"He originally said that he would give me an answer in a few days, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. Xiao Qi, if my guess is right, besides me, there are other people who have contacted Ruan Yan."

Xiao Qi frowned and pondered for a moment, and recalled the movements in Beijing in the past few days, Xuan Yuwei didn't see any changes, how could Wei Huai'en be so sure?
"You don't believe it, do you? Then take it apart and have a look. I guess Ruan Yan must have written information in the letter that neither you nor I know."

Wei Huaien rubbed against the edge of the recliner, leaned on his arm and watched him unfold the letter.

"Prince Duan intends to seek great treason?"

Wei Huai'en and Xiao Qi read out the last line of the letter in unison, and then looked at each other in astonishment, neither of them could believe it.

Wei Huaien took the letter from his hand and read it carefully.

"Where did Ruan Yan's news come from? How can he just talk nonsense about such a big event? I'll go to him and ask him to understand."

Xiao Qi left those words behind and was about to go out.

"Xiao Qi, wait!" Wei Huai'en persuaded him.

"Wait, let me see. It's not that simple."

"Why don't you let me go to Ruan Yan? Since he wrote the letter, at least we can find out where the news came from and whether it is true or not, so that we can prepare early."

Xiao Qi stood in the same place and looked at Wei Huai'en with a dignified face, only to see that she rolled the letter into a tube and patted it in the palm of her hand, pondered for a moment and said:

"If there is conclusive evidence, Ruan Yan doesn't have to send me a letter. Is there anyone in the shilin that the head of Mengshan Academy can't ask for? He must know something, but he will inform me because he doesn't want to make it public. Xiao Qi, don't go, we have to go back to Beijing, now."

　Da da, second watch
　　One slap and one sweet date, but I didn't say that Li Kong is he, I only guarantee that Wei Huai'en and Xiao Qi are he, others don't necessarily hahaha

　　
　
(End of this chapter)