Chapter 143 Readme
On the 12th day, Tan Chuwei, who had been gritting his teeth and stiffening, suddenly suffered a sudden deterioration in his physical condition for some reason, and his heart stopped for a while in the interrogation room.

Tan Chuwei, who couldn't even open her eyes, listened to the yelling of the ambulance in her ears. She closed her eyes and thought, it's okay to just die like this.

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Not reconciled?Of course there is.

Who would be willing to end their life forcibly when they were in their twenties?

I felt someone pressing on my chest, I heard the sound of ribs breaking, and my first reaction at this time was why the broken bones couldn't go straight into my heart.

I clearly felt that my life was being lost, but I didn't expect the feeling of dying to be this kind of feeling. Sure enough, I would still be afraid when I really experienced it.

If I can't go back alive, at least my body is still there, at least I can rest in peace.

Just die like this, I'm already ruined, I can no longer hold the scalpel in my hand, and I don't even know if it can be kept.I have been scarred.

Death is an escape, I just want to cowardly escape.

My body became very heavy and light at the same time.

I only found out later that on the No. 20 day when I lost contact and was forced to confess, my country sent people to pick me up.

When I was unconscious, I was carried off the plane on a flat car. It seemed that many people picked me up that day. They held flowers and held the national flag. The airport was closed, and they surrounded the airport.

I have no memory of all this, because I was already dying at that time.

Later, I lay in the ICU for a long time, not only ordinary drugs, but also the amount of conversion pills injected from the gastric tube.

Everyone thought I was going to die.

I thought so too.

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I lay there, seldom awake, and even when I was awake, I couldn't open my eyes, let alone raise my hands.

There is often crying in my ears, a very familiar voice.

When I was awake, I vaguely heard someone say my hand, what happened to my hand?
Oh, almost forgot, during this time, my hand was dislocated and broken so many times, it should exist in name only.

I never imagined that interrogation and extortion of confessions can play so many tricks. As long as I am awake, those pictures will be in my mind.

It hurts, the whole body hurts, the pain protruding from the bones.

Because of my first two suicide attempts, they kept a tight grip on me and I never got a third chance.

When I didn't eat, they inserted a [-]-centimeter gastric tube through my nose, and they threatened to give me extra meals.

The live rats were smashed into a bloody paste in front of my face, and they were poured into my stomach tube in front of me.

They put me in the same airtight room as a dog that had been starving for two days, they let me experience hot and cold cycles, and they made me watch them dissect prisoners.

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As soon as I close my eyes, I see these images, and the pain comes immediately.

I thought... If I can still flash back and have the strength to raise my hand, then I must have pulled out my ventilator tube.

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I don't know how many days, I woke up.

For a long time afterwards, I couldn't control my vomiting when I saw meat. At that time, I was extremely disgusted with meat and would only eat a little vegetable. The doctor had no choice but to give me energy through infusion.

Because those few leaves can't support me to live at all.

The conversion pill is indeed miraculous. I was rescued and the wound is slowly healing, at least the surface has grown.

Later, they took me home and turned the fifth floor into a full-fledged private medical facility.I can't hold things with my hands, so I can only rely on people to feed me. My legs are not very good, and I have to use a wheelchair if I want to go out, although I don't want to go out at all.

I heard that Brother Quan, no, it was Chu Jingzhou who lost contact abroad. He left his old talk in China and resolutely rushed to country M to become the leader of the qiang target. He disappeared in an assassination.

I also heard that the officials want me to attend an event next month, saying it will be singing a song.Was rejected by Lao Tan and Ms. Chu.

I know that my body is healing and my heart is still bleeding.

(End of this chapter)

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