Houmen maidservant, she doesn't want to be in power

"Jing'er..." The old lady was a little distracted, but she still murmured, calling him like he did when he was a child.

The bloodlust in Qi Mojing's eyes dissipated a little.

"You," the old lady choked up.She only thought that her youngest son was not close to her, and he was usually indifferent, so she felt a little bit dissatisfied.

These two sons of hers are both like her deceased husband, if anyone is more similar, it is naturally Qi Mojing who is better.

At that time, she was pregnant with Jing'er, and she guarded the city every day, while her husband defended against foreigners outside the city.But she didn't expect that when the news of the old Jing'an Hou's death spread back to the city, she suddenly activated her fetal gas, which was actually activated earlier.

She originally wanted to die, and the last light in her eyes also dissipated, but Ke'er's cry called her back.

At that moment, she was outside the window, crying hysterically, even her voice was hoarse, "Mother, mother, father is gone, don't you want me?"

She couldn't bear it suddenly, and forced her to give birth to Qi Mojing, and then fainted again.

Perhaps it was because of the pain of losing her husband that she couldn't recover for a long time, and she gave birth to Qi Mojing on the death day of the old Hou Ye, so she refused to see her second son, and every time she saw her, she would cry and feel pain.

As time passed, the entire Qi family seemed to have forgotten Qi Mojing's birthday, even mentioning it with taboo.

She remembered it in her heart, but after staying there and finally getting out of the complicated pain, the second son became indifferent and alienated towards her.

She originally thought that the child would be better when he was older, but unexpectedly, the older Qi Mojing was, the colder he became.Others' families at this age can be full of children and grandchildren, but he still refuses to get close to anyone.

Now hearing that her son has been dealing with unjust prison lawsuits and assassinations all day long, and hiding in Tiqisi without seeing the light of day, the feeling of pity in her heart suddenly caused her whole body to be in great pain.

"That's all..." After saying two words, her tears fell again.Closing her eyes and blinking away the tears in her eyes, the old lady looked at the memorial tablet on the table in front, "Old man, did you hear that? It's not that I don't want to preserve the seeds of your old Qi family, it's because the child grows up." Now, you have your own idea."

She murmured softly, turned around and walked out, "The path you choose yourself is a mountain of corpses and a sea of ​​blood, and you have to bear it!"

Knowing that the old lady had softened her mind, Qi Mojing kowtowed to the old lady neatly, "My child will never regret it!"

Seeing the old lady leave step by step, he slowly got up and glanced at the memorial tablet of the old Marquis Jing'an.

He is descended by blood, his father must also be stubborn and stubborn in his bones...
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"Hey, you'll like it."

Even though he was saying the most beautiful love words, Shi Jin had the illusion that he was being targeted by a poisonous snake.

She wanted to tell herself that all this was just a long and messy dream of her own, but she still couldn't stop herself from being afraid of the man in front of her in the dream.

The man didn't break his promise, and the people in the small kitchen threw a banquet. From then on, she became Aunt Cui by the second master's side.

She can finally walk out of the yard, but she would rather be locked in the yard for the rest of her life.

Finally, taking advantage of the good weather, she seldom wanted to go out for a walk, but when she passed a clump of green bamboos, she heard two maids laughing.

"You are so good-looking, why don't you follow Cui Shi's charming look and be a leisurely aunt?" A little maid smiled, obviously joking.

"No one in the kiln can use such a lowly method. You don't know, I have a sister who works in the Qingfengyuan. I saw her seduce the second master to dance that day. The second master refused, so she did it. Take off the clothes one by one. The master is just afraid that she will lose face, so he reluctantly accepts it. Just wait and see, after a few months, the master will get tired of it." The second maid's voice was full of mockery and disdain .

Shi Jin felt chills all over his body when he heard it, and he was in a daze, even if he tripped over his feet, he didn't even know it.

She hurried away, as if fleeing in a hurry, but bumped into someone unexpectedly.

It's the eldest son!

She was startled and wanted to run away, but was grabbed by the wrist by the old man who smelled of alcohol.

"This, isn't this the Aunt Cui who refused to accept my son?" The eldest son's tongue was a little bit big, but he still muttered, "Listen, I heard that you like to recommend yourself to men? Why don't you also ask this son... ..."

There was embarrassment in Shi Jin's eyes, and before the Eldest Young Master finished speaking, he bent his knees and kicked the Eldest Young Master.

She was so ruthless all of a sudden, the eldest son arched his body all of a sudden, his face turned pale.

Terrified, she turned and ran.Until he ran back to his room and closed the door from the inside, his whole body collapsed like a puddle of soft mud.

That fear and shame made her wish to die immediately.

The fear in her heart expanded wave by wave, and any disturbance outside the door made her terrified, and she was afraid that the nuns in the mansion would take her away in the next moment.

However, she was tired of waiting, and at the end, she curled up and fell asleep a little bit, before anyone came to grab her.

It was the second master who knocked on her door in the middle of the night with some chill.

She hesitated a lot, but opened the door obediently.

The second master stepped into the room, sat in the upper seat, and looked at himself with deep eyes.

She hesitated, bent her knees, and wanted to kneel down to admit her mistake, but was startled by his chuckle.

It was rare to see some appreciation in his eyes, he pulled her into his arms, did not mention him, just pinched her palm, with gentle eyes, "You are quite courageous."

She pursed her lips, and wanted to ask the eldest son if he was okay, but he stopped him and said to her, "I just came back and saw my eldest nephew got drunk and fell into the lotus pond." Such a big person, but still so careless, do you think it's ridiculous?"

She didn't dare to answer, she just echoed with an embarrassed laugh.

That night, it was rare for the second master to be gentle, and he called her aunt deeply.

She was so ashamed that she couldn't restrain herself, and thinking about the tongues that the maids chewed in private, her heart became cold again.

Days passed by, but the second master rarely came to her yard, but only a few days a month.

In such despair, she actually had some hope in her heart.

Maybe... just a little bit...

like?

For this inconspicuous thought, she specially cooked longevity noodles on the night of Er Ye's birthday, and sent someone to invite him.

It was the first time that she took the initiative to find him.

The servant girl came back to spread the word, only saying that the second master was not in the Hou's mansion, and she was afraid that he would not return.

She watched the candlelight, looking forward to his return.

At that moment, she seemed like an ordinary woman waiting for her lover to return, in her heart...

Maybe there is a bit of sweetness that cannot be seen...

He came back after all, and came to see her.

She served longevity noodles like a treasure, but when she opened the food box, she felt a little apprehensive.

"Second Master, eat quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold." Her eyes were full of hope, like a starry sky full of fine stars.

However, he was extremely cold, and his voice was colder than usual, "Your face is cold, just fall down."

Since then, he hasn't seen her for a long time.And she, after waiting day after day, finally understood that a concubine is just a concubine, just a plaything, so why bother?

But, her heart has already been lost...

How can I get it back if I lost it on someone who has no heart...