Houmen maidservant, she doesn't want to be in power

Chapter 287 Dreamland 3
In the quiet dream, there are quiet eyebrows and eyes.

Shi Jin wanted to tell herself that everything was just a dream that couldn't be more real, but she still felt happy and sometimes sad according to the "Shi Jin" in the dream.

In the dream, she rarely received a letter from Cui Xiucai in the boring day after day.

The letter had few words, but it became the last straw that overwhelmed her hopes.

The time is gone...

Suddenly there was a void in her heart, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, she didn't know whether she was right or wrong for persisting for so long.

Ever since my father came back from receiving medicine from the northwest frontier that year, he had a little boy in his arms.

The little boy was not yet a week old, his big round eyes were like two black grapes, and he smiled when he looked at people.

The mother was already sick, and when she saw the boy again, she felt even more depressed. She only thought that the child was born of a concubine that the father married from outside, and because of that, her whole body collapsed.

She had to take care of her mother while studying medicine with her father.As for the age, she was neither close nor harsh, and only treated him like a child in an ordinary relative's family, just to save face.

Day by day, the boy who was lying in the swaddle in the past would follow her and call her sister.She just finds it boring and uninteresting.

That time, she was very annoyed, so she turned to him, "I'm not your sister! Don't call me sister! Also, don't follow me from now on!"

She was dazed for a while, looking at her with some grievances, and suddenly looked up to the sky and cried loudly.

He was born weak and had a cough. He cried so much that it seemed like he was about to cough up the leaves of his lungs.

When the father heard it, he thought she was bullying him, so he asked her to kneel at the door to teach her to reflect on herself.

Back then, she was thin and small, and when her father left halfway, he approached her and wanted to feed her candy.

It was because of him that she was punished, she immediately became angry and pushed him violently, and she was pushed down in front of the steps.

The white forehead collided with the dark stone slab, and blood was seen on Shi Nian's forehead all at once.

This time, she was completely panicked.

If her father knew what she had done, he would have punished her severely!
Sure enough, the crying bun was about to cry again.

She endured her panic, turned her head away, and didn't look at this inviting evil.Just then, my father came back.

He saw Shi Nian's injury at a glance, and rushed over to check the wound for him, muttering, "Why did you get injured? But your sister bullied you?"

She closed her eyes, only to feel that it was time to sue again.But he didn't want him to just sniff his nose, resist the tears that swirled in his eyes, and said, "It has nothing to do with sister, it's, it's me... accidentally tripped..."

Hearing what he said, Shi Jin couldn't help but stare at him with wide eyes.

Shi Nian's eyes were bent, and he lay listlessly on his father's back, looking drowsy, and murmured like a dream, "Sister is the best..."

Sister... okay?

When Shi Jin thought about this question for the first time, he felt that the word "A sister" had nothing to do with him.

It's just that her heart softened slightly following the boy named Shi Nian...

Time flies, the spring flowers bloom, but the mother's body is completely defeated...

It wasn't until she was dressed in white that she realized clearly that the mother who taught herself how to weave flowers had completely disappeared.

When she knelt on the futon and looked at her mother's coffin, there were no tears in her eyes, only a daze.

From now on, she might be alone...

The futon beside him was slightly sunken, Shi Nian knelt on the side futon, his eyes were worried, "Sister, from now on, only us are left..."

His hand reached over and touched her fingertips, as if trying cautiously.

Seeing that she was not struggling, he put his still immature hands on hers, "Sister, don't cry, I will accompany you..."

Misfortunes never come singly, and after finally getting out of the pain, she gradually became tolerant and peaceful towards Shi Nian.The days seem to have returned to the past, but the person she cares about has been around for years.

During those years, they were like a pair of real siblings, which made my father feel a little relieved.

After her father was dying and entrusted Shi Nian to her, she actually had a faint approval in her heart.

"Jin'er, you are older than Nian'er, so take good care of your younger brother." He coughed, and took out a pendant engraved with face characters, "This belongs to Nian'er's mother, you keep it for him."

Shi Jin pinched the pendant, wanting to ask her father if he was sorry for her mother, but in the end, she just nodded quietly and made a promise.

Before the father's funeral was over, the uncle dismissed them on the grounds that they were not the real Cui family.

Although she had guesses in her heart, she couldn't count them.

"Jin'er, you are your father's own daughter, so there is naturally a place for you in this family. But, the Cui family can't keep this evil bastard!" Uncle squinted and said, "Not only can't you keep him, he's also a curse! If you really If you keep him, then uncle will have to make his life experience public. At that time, someone will take care of him for you!"

He seemed to know something, but he refused to say it clearly.

Shi Jin looked sideways at Shi Nian.The little boy grew up slowly, but his face was extremely pale, suppressing the cough in his throat, his eyes were still smiling like when he was young, "Sister, cough, cough, I can take care of myself..."

She suddenly had infinite courage, held his thin arm and turned to look at her uncle, "Shi Nian is my own brother and my father's son. Since Uncle couldn't tolerate Shi Nian, then I didn't stay in this house either." It's necessary..."

"Sister..." Shi Nian's pale face turned red from coughing, and he tried to break away from her, but she held her wrist tightly.

The eyes are obviously fierce, but they are gentle.

His sister...

He has always been a paper rabbit in tiger skin, obviously timid to death, but also stubborn and frightening...
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The bits and pieces buried in her memory came out, in order to pay for Shi Nian's medicine, she listened to Ren Yazi's words, and signed a deed of selling herself to the Hou Mansion.

But, looking at the letter from Cui Xiucai, her heart was completely empty...

Cui Xiucai's letter was concise and to the point, with a few words written by Shi Nian himself in it, "Sister, don't cry..."

When her mother died, she was so dazed that she couldn't cry, and when her father died, she only had heavy responsibilities.

Why, when Shi Nian died...

The corners of her mouth turned upwards, but her tears were like two strings of streams, no matter how they flowed, they would never end.

"I... I didn't cry..." She touched her face, "I'm finally free after you died... I'm living a good life now... I'm the aunt of the Hou Mansion... Life is better than being with you I'm much happier now, I won't cry...you're not my real brother..."

She cried and muttered, as if she had to be relieved, but also seemed to be crying about her ridiculous life.

"But you all left me one by one..." She finally lowered her head little by little, which was both ridiculous and sad.

　Power outage, more than 30 phone calls, all the way to [-] calls, try my best...

　　(ps: I lost Sunday’s manuscript to my work computer... so the update is suspended on Sunday, and I should be free when I finish my work next Tuesday (*`*))

　　
　
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