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Chapter 18 Dawn - Human Nature

Another silence.

Jiang Limei was humming a song, the intermittent tone was the see you agian that was randomly broadcast on the radio station in the car just now.When Fast and Furious 7 came out, she was just a freshman in college.If she looked back at her life from here and now, she would say that that year was the happiest year of her life.

Successfully admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts, although with Ren Xun, the long-distance relationship is also very interesting.

Cao Qiong and Sheng Lin have a smooth relationship and a harmonious family.

The suitcase she took to report to school cost 1 yuan, and she could buy the most expensive imported painting materials without any scruples, and her living expenses would never run out.

But it was just the violent fireworks before the destruction. After the fire cooked the oil, there was nothing left. She saw the darkness gradually closing, and she couldn't do anything.

"Ren Yu, did you enjoy your college life?"

Jiang Limei took a deep breath of the cold wind and got rid of it before the sad emotions raged.She asked Ren Yu with a smile, and looked up at him slightly.

"I can't say I'm happy, it's just normal college life, a little busy and a little boring, but it's okay."

"Your school is so big, and there are so many places to go around, how can you be bored?"

Ren Yu touched his nose, a little embarrassed: "Actually, the campus of the medical school is not in the headquarters. I only come here frequently in my freshman year to take basic courses. The rest of the time I am not here."

Just at the crossroads, they stopped, and Ren Yu looked left and right: "So I'm not familiar with it, like now, I'm afraid I need to find the way and see which way to go."

Jiang Limei was amused, and pulled Ren Yu who was going to look for the road signs: "Forget it, I don't want to hurry, just choose any direction."

Either left or right, or continue to move forward, Jiang Limei walked forward without thinking.

She doesn't hesitate when she is tangled, and goes all the way to the dark, she has always been like this.

Ren Yu was a few steps late, staring at Jiang Limei's back in a daze.

She is tall, with the tall and stretched frame of a northern girl, but she is too thin. The night wind blows her long curly hair up, like a flag or a fluttering sail.

Why does such a thin shoulder have such a high vitality?Ren Yu thought about it for many years, but he didn't come up with an answer. Instead, he lost himself in this question.

He took a few quick steps and caught up with her.

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In the ivory tower, there is a sense of tranquility and comfort, leaving the world and being independent. No matter how exhausted the people outside are, the rhythm of the campus will always be slow and relaxed.

Jiang Limei felt weird at first when she returned to this rhythm after leaving the campus for so long, but she gradually got used to it.

They walked a long way, wandering aimlessly.

Passing by an artificial lake, the water is still without waves, I don't know if it is frozen.The lotus leaves by the lake are withered and yellow, but unfortunately it is winter, there is no good view of half an acre of wind lotus, and the whole area is withered and depressed.

"Do all universities have such an artificial lake? Our school also has one."

Jiang Limei slowed down, and told Ren Yu an interesting story about her freshman year. She joined the school's Cantonese club, intending to learn Cantonese, but found that the club was full of people from other provinces like her. Everyone is staring at each other, and no one can speak Cantonese.

In their sophomore year, they moved to the dormitory, and the new dormitory was infested with cockroaches. It was the first time she saw a flying cockroach, and it flew into the closet. She was so scared that she threw all the clothes in the closet into the trash can downstairs.

Adjacent to the artificial lake is a large flat lawn with sparse grass buds and withered yellowing, but there are still many students gathered. Some people spread picnic cloths, sitting on the ground and chatting, and some people held flashlights and ambient lights to look for The angle seems to be shooting a short video.Others are running.

Young people always have inexhaustible energy, and the crowds gathered in the night are like clusters of stars.Standing on the edge of the lawn, Jiang Limei took a deep breath: "It turns out that you good students also have a rich after-school life."

Ren Yu stood beside her, his clear eyebrows and eyes slightly darkened.

He asked: "You only mentioned your freshman and sophomore year, but what about later? How was your second half of college?"

Jiang Limei's heart trembled, she raised her eyebrows and looked at Ren Yu.

During the summer vacation after her sophomore year, she broke up with Ren Xun.

It was also in that hot and scorching hot summer that the 20-year-old said goodbye to the bright life of the previous 20 years, disappeared from the sight of all her old friends, and disappeared from the world, and no one could find her.

In the two years of junior year and senior year, she fell straight from heaven to hell, and she dare not recall what kind of life she lived.

What Ren Yu heard from Ren Xun about Jiang Limei was up to that year.

"Ren Yu, how did your brother tell you about me?"

Jiang Limei smiled, looking very calm:

"I believe he must have told you a lot about me, a careless and heartless little girl, relying on a little money at home, willful and reckless, stalking him, and finally he was moved by me, we are together For a while, and then I dumped him."

The lawn was empty on all sides, and the place where they stood was facing the wind, and the whistling night wind blew past, whimpering like a low cry.

Ren Yu heard his heartbeat beating in his chest.

"I don't mean anything else, I just heard that you deleted everyone's contact information later, and no one could find you, including Ren Xun. He was depressed for a while, didn't understand why you broke up with him, and disappeared. "

Ren Yu tightly clenched his finger, which was the hand holding the scalpel on the operating table, and now his palm was covered with sweat:
"I'm curious about what happened to you and what you have to hide, if you are willing to tell."

Jiang Limei waved her hand: "Since it's hard to tell, of course I don't want to say it."

The corners of her lips were impeccable, her red lips were charming and sharp as a blade: "But I can tell you that Ren Xun and I separated peacefully. After he agreed to break up, I deleted his. I am not sorry for you." Oh brother."

Ren Yu's cheekbones were tense, and his eyes were blurry.

Strangely, the brighter she smiled, the angrier he became, and his anger turned into a sword, stabbing himself.

Why has he never been so lucky to be by her side when she needs it?
This resentment has existed for many, many years and has never dissipated.

Jiang Limei didn't feel his emotions, and her eyes fell on the students who were running in the distance, still talking about themselves.

She talked about how she pursued Ren Xun in high school, how she was overbearing, and how she annoyed Ren Xun with a headache.

He also talked about how stupid he was at that time, he didn’t study when he should study hard, he was distracted by various things every day, and he didn’t pass the art test, otherwise he might have entered the same school as Ren Xun .

Ren Xun was admitted to the best academy of fine arts in the country. She went to visit once, and that was when the artistic atmosphere was full. There were so many art exhibitions that she couldn't bear to leave.

"You two brothers are very powerful. One is a doctor and the other is an artist. Uncles and aunts must be very proud, right?"

Jiang Limei smiled and said to Ren Yu.

The heel hit the ground with a soft click.

"Ren Yu, I did have a hard time in those years, and I encountered some terrible things, but now it's over, I don't want to mention it, because the pain is not worth reviewing."

Her eyelashes trembled, flickering in the gentle light:
"Your life is smooth, yours, your brother's, you all should have a smooth trajectory, I want to have that kind of life too, but it doesn't work. No one wants to share the pain of others. It's too heavy and unfair."

"You didn't want him to share the burden, so you broke up?" Ren Yu stared at Jiang Limei's eyes until those beautiful eyes showed a puzzled expression.

"Ren Yu, it's weird, why do you always worry about me and your brother?"

Jiang Limei smiled:

"Isn't he doing well now? It's just a relationship, and he will let it go, let alone the relationship in the student days. I also had other boyfriends later, and he would meet better people, and then forget me. It's human nature."

(End of this chapter)