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Jiang Limei panted heavily, and the force from her wrist filled her with anger. She clenched her teeth tightly, looked up at Ren Yu's face, and burst out a sentence between her teeth:
"You're fucking sick!"

Eye circles are red.

Jiang Limei doesn't know how to quarrel, she has been since she was a child.In school, she was the leader of the girls, and no one dared to make her angry, so no one knew that she was actually a quarrelsome waste, with a clever mouth that was poisonous, but when there was a real quarrel, her mouth couldn't keep up .

Cursing words were flying all over the sky in my head, but when I touched my upper and lower teeth, I couldn't say anything.Often the tears are about to fall without saying a word.

A long time later, she saw a word on the Internet called "tear incontinence physique". She kicked the person who was reading a book on the other end of the quilt and asked, do I count this physique?
At that time, Ren Yu adjusted his glasses, took a look at the phone, and shook his head: "It doesn't count."

It's just that she can't control the emotion of anger. Due to her politeness and education, she can't say dirty words, so when she gets agitated, she will burst into tears.

She is the most resilient girl he has ever seen, so that in the long life, he will never forget her straight spine in the heavy snow, and those red eyes.

Sad tears are too rare and unnecessary for her.

Of course, these are all things to say later. Jiang Limei at this time and place doesn't know what kind of person she is in Ren Yu's eyes. She is just extremely angry. Ren Yu shook his hand away, staring at Ren Yu in disbelief:

"What's the matter with you? How do you know about me?"

Even Ren Xun may not know these things, let alone Ren Yu.

In Jiang Limei's memory, Ren Yu was just a passer-by who was too alienated, definitely not the protagonist in her story, not even a few scenes, a few lines.

She was a little dazed, and her mind was confused by Ren Yu's crackling questions. There were thousands of clues, far and near, messy memories like tangled threads, but they looked at each other, and the flames in Ren Yu's eyes It seemed to burn her.

Jiang Limei has never seen Ren Yu like that before, full of terrifying aggression, with sharp edges and corners emerging from the round shell.

Inexplicably, her legs suddenly became weak, and she took two steps back, leaving a few steps between them:
"Ren Yu, you scare me."

It turns out that there is such a person, you are in the light, he is in the dark, he knows most of your life trajectory, isn't this scary?

Jiang Limei was in a turmoil, and Ren Yu's words were like a sharp blade, brute force to pry away the past that she didn't want to mention again, she let out a long breath, tried to calm her heartbeat, and then heard Ren Yu say:
"sorry."

His apology was sincere, mixed with a flustered expression, which faded from the sharpness just now,

"If you want to listen, I'm willing to speak, starting in 2012."

2012?Why 2012? What happened in 2012?Jiang Limei was stunned for a moment. 2012 was the year Ren Yuren Xun left home after the college entrance examination. She was a sophomore in high school, and nothing strange happened.

She looked up at Ren Yu with doubts and surprises in her eyes. It happened that a takeaway brother ran into the building from the main entrance carrying a night snack. He looked at the left and right elevator rooms and asked:
"Excuse me, is this Building C?"

There were only her and Ren Yu in the hall.Jiang Limei pointed to the elevator on the left: "Get up here."

"Oh yes, thank you."

Thanks to the takeaway brother, for breaking the suffocating atmosphere, Jiang Limei suddenly felt a little cold, in the hot dog days.When the elevator door closed, the numbers jumped. She held the express box and moved half a step to the right elevator room:
"Let's talk about it another day, it's too late, okay?"

Jiang Limei is not a person with an ostrich mentality. Things don't disappear after a while, and the problems to be solved will have to be solved sooner or later. She understands this, but she can't resist Ren Yu's aggressiveness.He becomes different.

Or maybe, it just became different in her heart.

So, whoever loves, wait until she has smoothed out her thoughts, and then she can't fight unprepared battles.

She entered the room without turning on the light, embarrassed and cautious, hiding behind the curtains and watching.After a long time, she saw Ren Yu appearing in her field of vision. The man's tall back was elongated by the street lights, making him feel a little lonely.The traffic flow is still uninterrupted, weaving the city night scene into a painting.

It was the first time Jiang Limei looked at Ren Yu from such an angle, seeing him as the center of the whole painting, so it turned out to be such a style.

The boiling water was steaming, and the rose tea bag was thrown into it, causing pink waves. Jiang Limei took a sip, thinking that it might be a mistake for her not to drink at night, at least alcohol makes people sleep better, and she doesn’t have to use her brain to think about difficult problems. Just sleep.

There are two unread WeChat messages on the phone, from Jin Ya and Wu Yusi respectively.Jinya asked if she got home safely?Jiang Limei replied with an emoji of a kitten nodding.

As for Wu Yusi, I sent a few pictures, which are screenshots of other people's circle of friends. It can be seen that the owner of the circle of friends is a young man who loves e-sports and football and is a Premier League fan. In the photo, Jiang Limei has sharp eyes and saw a digital tablet in the corner of the photo, with unfinished line drafts on the computer screen.

"?"

Wu Yusi: [The new blind date my mother introduced to me is said to be in the same business with me. Look at the circle of friends, is there any surprise? 】

In terms of looking at men, Wu Yusi trusts Jiang Limei very much. Although she also had a short-term relationship, it was in college in order to follow suit, and she didn't care about it. She claims to be a solo mother, so she needs a relationship coach.

Jiang Limei rested her chin and waited for the tea to cool down, and sent a voice message to Wu Yusi by the way: "From the perspective of the circle of friends, there is no surprise for now. I like health and have a wide range of interests. As for other things, at least I can only know when I meet them."

Wu Yusi replied with an OK expression.

Jin Ya replied and asked Jiang Limei: [Convenient voice? 】

Jiang Limei was stunned for a moment, it was already very late, she sat up straight and made a voice call to Jin Ya, the other end answered in seconds, Jin Ya coughed lightly:
"Jiang Limei, I thought about it for a while. I suggest that your company find a professional lawyer to draft the contract. Every time you sign a contract, you must re-draft the terms. Don't be lazy and use templates. I have taken a lot of cases like this recently, and the gains outweigh the losses. Are you smart people."

Jiang Limei pursed her lips and nodded silently: "I understand, thank you Jin Ya, maybe you can take this kind of order? Propose a contract review contract?"

"If you need it, I'll introduce you to other lawyers. I'll forget it. I'm too expensive."

Jiang Limei froze for a moment, then burst out laughing, Jin Ya joked that she never laughed, and kept a straight face, which doubled the effect.

"alright."

There was a man's voice on the phone, as well as some water noise.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, Huang Youhui vomited, and he's drinking like crazy." Jin Ya seemed to turn her head away, and shouted at Huang Youhui, with a distance from her voice: "If you keep messing around, I'll feed you back what you vomited."

Only then did Jiang Limei know that she sent Jinya and Huang Youhui to the gate of the community. Instead of going home, the two of them took a detour to an open-air barbecue stall near their home and had another drink.

There is no need to worry about Jin Ya's drinking capacity, Huang Youhui has completely rested.

Jiang Limei heard the man's hoarse voice, so drunk that he could smell the alcohol through the microphone:

"Jiang Limei, is that Jiang Limei? Wife, give me the phone, I want to talk to Xiao Jiang"

"Fuck off, fuck off."

"Please, my wife, Xiao Jiang, can you hear me?"

Jiang Limei couldn't laugh or cry: "Yes, you can tell."

"can u hear?"

"can!"

"Is it really possible? Don't lie to me."

".I did not lie to you."

Completely drunk.

"Xiao Jiang, let me tell you, I know all about that shitty thing, I'll call him senior brother, anyway, he's not here now, so I'll tell you."

Jiang Limei blew on the heat of the tea, and sipped it in small sips. The taste of the rose tea was a bit astringent.This night was really psychedelic, she listened to a drunk talking drunk.

Huang Youhui talked all over Ren Yu's embarrassing stories with his tongue out, but Jiang Limei just listened and didn't interrupt, a cup of bitter tea bottomed out, and unexpectedly tasted a little sweet aftertaste.

It turned out that Ren Yu was not born with a halo of being a master. Huang Youhui told her that Ren Yu was the hardest person he had ever met. He just never talked about his hard work, so it made people think that he seemed very relaxed.

He is an eight-year intern, the proud son of heaven, his doctoral supervisor praised him to the sky, but when everyone praised Ren Yu as a genius, he stood up and refuted, saying that Ren Yu was not considered a smart student under him, but just worked extraordinarily hard.

"You haven't seen it. When he was in school, he even read books for eating and drinking water. How many people can do it?"

Jiang Limei put a piece of makeup remover cotton on her eyes: "Do you have to learn English to be a doctor?"

"Xiao Jiang, our papers and documents are all in English."

"Oh, well, I barely graduated from undergraduate." Jiang Limei patiently wiped off the lipstick on her lips: "And then? Later?"

Later, when Ren Yu practiced training, he was the first one all the way. His path to becoming a doctor seemed to be extremely smooth, without any twists and turns. The moon high above is a windless lake.

"Well, so you want to tell me that Ren Yu is really outstanding. I already know this."

"No, no." Huang Youhui said that he was thirsty, and took a sip of water, Jiang Limei heard Jin Ya's voice cursing.

"I actually want to tell you that no matter how awesome a person is, there are things they can't do."

Jiang Limei was stunned, her pale face was reflected in the mirror, without the blessing of makeup, her aura softened.

"I have known Ren Yu for eight or nine years. What others don't know, I know. Ren Yu has been secretly in love with you for a day or two. Ever since you were hospitalized for surgery, I felt that something was wrong. He was not right. After being so caring, before the day of your surgery, he hadn't had a rest for a month and a half, and he still insisted on your surgery, so he shouldn't be worried about handing it over to someone else."

"Many people in the hospital introduced girlfriends to him, but he refused them all. Later, he said after drinking too much that he had a first love, and I knew it must be you! If I guessed correctly, he had a bruise on his face last time. The injury should also be because of you."

"Also, do you know the cat in his house? Do you know the name of the cat?"

Jiang Limei stood in front of the mirror, listening to Huang Youhui's detailed talk about Ren Yu in a daze. If people are polyhedral, then the Ren Yu he said was a side she had never seen before.

She couldn't hear the cat's name clearly, Huang Youhui's speech became more and more vague, and the final conclusion was:
"My senior brother is a person who only does things and doesn't talk. He is extremely stupid. Jiang Limei, you can weigh carefully. My senior brother is really supportive. Is it possible for you to be together?"

Suddenly it was interrupted.

Jin Ya scolded: "When I was washing my face, why do you talk so much? The man's mouth is broken, are you annoying?"

Then he said to Jiang Limei: "He drank too much, ignore him. Go to bed early."

Jiang Limei scratched the edge of the marble countertop with her nails, hummed lightly, and hung up the phone, but she didn't feel sleepy and stood there for a long time.

Wu Yusi's news is still going on. When she and Jin Ya communicated with each other, several more messages came:

[My mother sent me a photo of that guy, damn it, he's so handsome, really, he stepped on my heart with precision, I think I'm doing it again. 】

【Photo.jpg】

[But I'm a little scared, this guy has a flirtatious face, and he still needs a blind date when he looks like this?I am afraid of fraud. 】

【What to do? What to do? What to do? 】

Jiang Limei poked open the photo and looked at it. He was indeed handsome. He was young and looked like a male college student. He looked like a wolf dog.

She typed: [Try. 】

Wu Yusi: [? 】

Wu Yusi: [Yes, that's right, try it, it won't hurt to try it.When it comes to dating, whether it is suitable or not, you have to try it to know. 】

Jiang Limei smiled: 【Chong.be safe. 】

Wu Yusi: [Understood. 】

Putting down her phone, Jiang Limei finished her daily skin care. She wanted to soak her feet again, but she really didn't have the strength.

Huang Youhui's words "My elder brother is stupid as hell" kept circling in her mind.

Is Ren Yu stupid?
When she was stunned by the three consecutive questions just downstairs, she wasn't stupid.

She turned on the air conditioner and stared at the air outlet of the air conditioner slowly lowering. There was a cool wind blowing in front of her eyes, which made her eyelashes itchy. After staring at it for a while, she picked up her phone and sent a message to Ren Yu:
[Are you free next weekend? 】

She sent messages to Ren Yu during non-working hours, and she would always get a reply in seconds.
Ren Yu: [Yes. 】

Jiang Limei typed quickly: [Okay, see you on Saturday, don't you want to listen to my story? 】

The words being input on the top of the screen flickered several times, Ren Yu seemed a little hesitant to reply, and in the end he only replied with one word: [Okay. 】

Jiang Limei: [You have to be mentally prepared, I want to make an appointment with you all day, from morning to night. 】

Of course it won't take so long to tell a story, Jiang Limei has her own plan.Seeing that Ren Yu didn't hesitate this time, she replied: [Yes, see you on Saturday. 】

try it.

It's worth trying.

Jiang Limei threw the phone away, and it landed on the bed sheet with a muffled sound. She covered the air conditioner over her head, and there was a faint scent of laundry detergent in the quilt, which was different from Ren Yu's. Jiang Limei sniffed it carefully, and found it funny again. She still remembered the smell on Ren Yu's body.

The curtains are not drawn, and you can see row upon row of buildings outside the window. There will always be lights as bright as a lantern. The story of the sleepless person will always be relayed. Today is you, tomorrow is him.

Jiang Limei fell asleep with the light on, and before falling asleep, what she had vaguely sketched in her mind was the appearance of Ren Yu in her imagination.

He was reading a book, his long eyelashes were drooping, and his eyes were clear.

Where there is a will, there is a way, this may be the motto of Ren Yu.

Jiang Limei clenched her fist in her dream. She couldn't bear it, but she decided to stab Ren Yu. She wanted to tell him a truth that maybe he already knew

——Not everything in this world can be achieved through hard work.

If the gain outweighs the loss, it is better not to start.