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During the winter vacation that year, Ren Yu didn't go home for the New Year.

Like him, there are many students who do not go home during the holidays, each with their own plans and difficulties.Ren Yu didn't talk about his own difficulties, he just wanted to take advantage of the holiday to do practical projects, so as to save time after school started.

There are so many things to learn, time is really tight, and even Ren Yu, who was number one all the way from childhood to adulthood, is also a little nervous.

There are people beyond people, and there is sky beyond the sky. The old saying is never wrong.

Ren Yu has a roommate whose home is far away in the Southwest. He does not go home during the winter vacation and works part-time in a restaurant near the school. Thanks to him, he brought home handmade dumplings from the restaurant on New Year's Eve.The two of them had a simple New Year's Eve dinner in the dormitory, with pizza and mustard.

When the lights were turned off that night, my roommate lay on the bed and called my family members in their native dialect.

Ren Yu only understood one sentence, it was the roommate's mother asking the roommate, is there anyone in the dormitory celebrating the new year together?The roommate said yes, but the roommate's mother asked again, where are you from?

The roommate said something about Ancheng, then stretched his neck and asked Ren Yu from the air: "Where is Ancheng?"

"Northeast, a small city." Ren Yu smiled.

The mother of the roommate on the other end of the phone sighed in Mandarin with dialect: "Northeast, it's so far away. You have to get along well with your classmates."

Northeast and southwest, across the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas of China, the fate is so wonderful, it is an invisible silk thread, bringing people from all over the world together in a wonderful way.

This line is thin and weak, but treacherous.

The person you want to get close to may not get what you want, but it is too easy to tear it apart.

The winter vacation is over and the second semester of freshman year begins. Ren Yu is still busy, seven points helpless, three points determined.The spring and autumn seasons in Ling City are very short. The wind swept for two days, and the temperature suddenly became hot, entering the early summer of this year.

It was reported in the newspaper that the number of candidates for the college entrance examination hit a record high this year. During the two days of June [-]th and [-]th, Ren Yu happened to be busy with anatomy classes. When I went out, there was a boy from Sichuan in the same laboratory, who vomited wildly and said that he would never eat rabbit heads again.

When I returned to the dormitory at night, I found two missed calls from Ren Xun on my mobile phone. I dialed it and was hung up. After another 5 minutes, the call came back. Ren Xun's voice was noisy, and there was an electronic announcement in the airport hall sound.

"Brother, I was at the airport. I bought a plane ticket to go home temporarily. I couldn't find my ID card. I thought it was with you. I'm fine now. I found it."

Ren Yu opened his chair and sat down: "Aren't you in class today? What's the matter? Are you in such a hurry?"

"Oh, it's okay, I just want to go back." Ren Xun was somewhat hesitant, and the boarding reminder came out from the radio: "Okay bro, let's not talk, I'll board the plane first."

Ren Xun went home for a few days before returning to Ling City to prepare for the final work.The second semester of the freshman year came to an end in the sound of cicadas.

Ren Yu also finally knew the reason why Ren Xun hurried home - Jiang Limei's college entrance examination was not satisfactory, especially the comprehensive political history, which was a mess.

That year's national papers were difficult, and Jiang Limei knew it well, almost at the last moment of handing in the papers.

She can't be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts, and she can't go to Ling City.

The frustrated person didn't go home that night, and ran to a suburban park to cry for most of the night. The whole family mobilized, but no one was found.In the end, Ren Xun, who got off the plane late at night, arrived and found Jiang Limei who was asleep on the chess table.

When Ren Yu heard the whole story, it was already summer vacation. He and Ren Xun went fishing in the reservoir with Ren's father and mother. On the way, when Ren's mother talked about what had happened, her tone was quite regrettable:
"That child is also very poor. Auntie Cao has raised him too delicately, and he can't stand the twists and turns. It's just an exam, and it can't decide his life. You still have to think about everything, and you can't go into a dead end."

Ren Yu had a secret in his heart.

Where is she squeamish.

For things that she doesn't care about, she is open-minded and straightforward, but it's only because she cares too much that she breaks down.

The college entrance examination results have already been issued.

Jiang Limei's hunch was right, she didn't cross the line.Combined with the art test results, it ranked 31st, and the Academy of Fine Arts only recruited 25 people in the whole country that year.

While Ren's father was driving, Ren's mother and Ren Xun chatted about college life.The polarization of colleges and universities in Ling City is too serious. The good schools are very good, and the score line is frighteningly high.With Jiang Limei's score, if he wanted to apply for Lingshi by force, he could only waste his score, just like Xu Ying.

Ren Yu looked at the scenery outside the window and retreated. From the tall buildings in the city to the lush vegetation, the reservoir was right in front of him.

He clenched his fists, and suddenly said:
"Actually, it's better not to come to Ling City."

He interrupted too abruptly, Ren Mu and Ren Xun all looked at him:
"What did you say?"

Ren Yu pursed his lips, and he opened the car window a slit, and the cool wind from the reservoir flowed in along the slit and poured into his collar.

"I said that there are still many good art colleges in the country, so you don't have to come to Ling City."

Ren Yu's heart was pounding, his throat was a little stuck, and he pretended to be calm:

"It's a pity to waste points, not to mention that the transportation is very developed now, there are airplanes and high-speed trains."

The words were very clear, and Mother Ren also nodded:

"Yeah, that's what I mean too. I'll chat with Auntie Cao when I have time. The future is more important. It's only four years of college. Xiao Xun, if you and Meimei want to take the postgraduate entrance examination or study abroad in the future, you can still stay together. "

Father Ren parked the car, and the family got out of the car.

Nearby is a newly opened fishing garden and farmhouse, adjacent to the reservoir. There are many guests at the moment, and it is very lively.Mother Ren went to book a private room for dinner first, Father Ren held Ren Xun's shoulders to inspect the fishing spots, then turned around and waved to Ren Yu: "Xiao Yu! Follow up!"

Ren Yu felt his heart was congested.

"Go first, Dad, I'll stand for a while."

The day was breezy and the sun was scorching hot. The sun shone on the broad water surface, shining brightly, as if it could torture people's hearts.

Ren Yu felt ashamed, the education he had received since he was a child was that a boy should be open and frank, and he should not harbor villainous thoughts, let alone act villainous things.But today, he really became a villain.

He suggested Jiang Limei not to come to Ling City, naturally for Jiang Limei's consideration, but it cannot be denied that there is still some dirty selfishness.

Perhaps, the two people are far apart, and it is not so easy to persist in a long-distance relationship?

After all, Zuo Jing and Xu Ying often quarreled.

If, just if, she and Ren Xun can't make it to the end, can he still have a chance?
In the distance, Ren Xun was stretching, turned around and shouted in Ren Yu's direction, "Brother! Get the mineral water out of the car!"

Ren Yu was startled suddenly, and a gust of cool wind blew from the surface of the water, blowing away all his little thoughts.

All afternoon, he sat under the scorching sun, staring at the undulating water in a daze, the shadow on his side was pulled further and further away, his forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat, shining in the sun.

Ren Xun called to Ren's mother: "Mom, my brother is so stupid, should he be exposed?"

Mother Ren also felt that Ren Yu had become more and more introverted in the past few years, as if she always had something on her mind. The personalities of her two sons were really very different.

"Take care of yourself, supplement calcium, and you should also go to the sun."

"No, it's hot."

Ren Yu didn't feel the heat.

His head was empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking. He just felt that under the sun, those shameful, dirty, and shady thoughts would evaporate.

Ren's father caught a lot of fish, the fish with silver scales opened their mouths, flopping on the edge of hypoxia, Ren Yu licked his dry lips, imagining that he was the fish in the bucket.

If you covet too much, you deserve to suffer.