After marrying wrongly, I became the general's white moonlight

Chapter 234 Pei Mo's Life Experience

Murong Qing scratched Pei Mo's palm reassuringly, "There is me behind the general, if the general wants anything, I will try my best to help."

Pei Mo didn't know how to describe the feeling in his heart, he just felt that his throat was blocked, and he didn't know what to say.

Looking back on his life in just a few seconds, no one has ever said such a thing to him, as if no one has ever stood behind him so firmly.

Pei Mo's eyelashes trembled slightly. He didn't expect that he was a general who was always at the forefront of the battlefield, and someone was protecting him behind him.

He stretched out his hand and wrapped his arms around Murong Qing's shoulders, resting his chin on Murong Qing's shoulder socket, the smile on his face was extremely bright, as if he had obtained the most precious thing in the world.

With such thin shoulders, but desperately protecting him under the wings, Pei Mo chuckled, it's better for him to protect her.

At this moment, their heartbeats fit together as if they were connected to the same blood vessel.

"Madam should have known this long ago, but I never found a chance to tell you." Pei Mo whispered.

Murong Qing asked softly, "General, have you thought it through clearly? If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. If you want to say it, then I will share it with the general."

share what?Pain, mourning, the past, and the rest of my life to come.

Pei Mo almost choked up, feeling that it was all worth it for him.

His voice is deep and lingering, like snowflakes and cold wind, like insects on the ground and the moon in the sky.

It was a past with a drop as big as falling off a cliff.

"Actually, my biological mother is the late Concubine Ru."

Murong Qing was shocked by the first sentence she uttered, but she didn't speak, and listened quietly.

"My mother was born in Suzhou Prefecture, the first of the three prefectures in the south of the Yangtze River. My maternal grandfather was the master of the Suzhou Academy. When he was young, he was famous in the eighteen prefectures of the Shun Dynasty. The emperor went to the south of the Yangtze River and was amazed by my mother's talent and appearance. So I Mother entered the palace and became a concubine."

In fact, it wasn't Pei Mo who mentioned that even if Murong Qing lived a new life, he would never have heard of the name Rufei at all. It seemed that someone deliberately erased the traces of Rufei's existence.

"But in my childhood memory, my mother was very popular with the emperor, but for unknown reasons, my mother died tragically in the palace overnight. Since then, my life has undergone earth-shaking changes."

"I was ten years old that year."

"When I was still saddened by my mother's death, the number of servants in my mother's palace decreased one by one, and there was no news from the palace. At that time, I didn't know where they went, but I thought, they Must be an unclaimed bone."

"My mother's people from the Suzhou government rushed to the capital, and they didn't even see my mother's body. I was secretly taken out of the palace by people under my mother's family. I thought I was returning to Suzhou, but it was not. My mother's family The servant disfigured his son and sent him to the palace to replace me, and just like that, I left the palace without knowing anything."

The more Murong Qing heard it, the more frightened he became. There must be a secret hidden in it. What kind of role did Pei Mo's father, the emperor, play in it?

"The old subordinates of my mother's family took me to flee northward incognito. On the way, I was injured and almost died. Fortunately, I met a witch doctor. The witch doctor took me in, treated me, and even changed my life. Face, that's it, I lived in the north for a while."

Pei Mo's words were very brief, but he didn't need to think about it. The turmoil inside and the displacement must have made him bruise, even bloody.

Murong Qing felt distressed after hearing this, and the corners of his eyes were moist.

No wonder, the scars on Pei Mo's back are deep and shallow, not only knife wounds, but also old wounds such as burns and scratches can be vaguely seen, which turned out to be the scars left when he was a child.

Murong Qing hugged him and patted his back, "It's okay, it's over."

Pei Mo said, "It's all over. In fact, I shouldn't be returning to the capital, but I often think of the scene of my mother's tragic death. It's like a nightmare. It keeps me awake at night and my heart is restless."

Saying that, Pei Mo hugged Murong Qing in his arms even tighter, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

Murong Qing could feel his heavy breathing, and also feel the light trembling of his hands.

She understands better than anyone else that even if a warrior has touched the coldest tombstone, tasted the hottest blood, and seen the most bloody battlefield, he can't bear the regret, loneliness, unwillingness and anger when he dreams back at midnight.

Because she has experienced it alone.

Since she was pregnant with a child, her heart has softened a lot, and she can't see the cruel things that she can usually bear.

Not to mention the misery of her husband who has been homeless for half his life.

"The general has me, I will always be there, no matter what you encounter, I will help you, and I will always be with you."

Pei Mo felt her choking, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears left in the corners of her eyes. The tears in those eyes swayed, showing the most genuine love and affection.

Pei Mo closed his eyes, and pressed his slightly cool lips against her soft lips.

Breathing intertwined, a kiss is enough to calm the pain in their hearts.

Then they hugged each other for a long time.

Pei Mo saw that it was already late, "Ma'am, it's not suitable to stay in the palace for a long time, I'm leaving, if there's nothing serious, you should pack your things, I'll go to the emperor tomorrow and take you back to the mansion."

Murong Qing shook his head, "Ruyan and the informant have searched for so long but there is no new progress, maybe we can only start from the palace, I always feel that there must be something to be found from the imperial concubine, I still want to stay in this palace for a few more days God, let's see if we can find an opportunity to find out some news."

Pei Mo refused, "Be obedient, there are many people-eating beasts in this palace, I really don't feel at ease with you here, come back home with me, okay?"

"How about this." Murong Qing thought of a way, "I'll stay in this palace for another two days, if I don't get out of the way in two days, then I'll go back to the residence, okay?"

She was confused by Pei Mo's background, so she wanted to do something.

Pei Mo frowned, "Ma'am, I will be worried, be obedient, huh?"

"General, just let me be self-willed this time, okay?"

Murong Qing took Pei Mo's hand and shook it, his big bright eyes were full of prayers.

Pei Mo couldn't resist her, so he sighed and said, "It's only two days, I will definitely pick you up after two days."

Murong Qing smiled heartily, "Okay!"

In the end, Pei Mo hugged her heavily into his arms, as if wanting to rub her into his flesh and blood, and smelled the fragrance of her hair with nostalgia.

Then he said reluctantly, "I should go, you have to be careful."

Pei Mo watched Murong Qing lie down and close his eyes, then he turned out the window and left the palace.

The night's wind was slightly cool, and it blew in his eye sockets, which actually brought out some moisture.

Pei Mo stepped onto the eaves and was about to run towards the palace gate. He raised his hand and pressed the corners of his eyes, but he didn't notice that the clouds in the sky had dispersed and the moonlight was falling.

The guards patrolling at night saw a dark shadow swaying on the wall.

"who is it!"

(End of this chapter)