After being hacked by the whole network, I relied on scientific research to become a national goddes

Chapter 88 If you want to fly, you must bear the resistance of the wind.

There was a moment of silence in the empty office.

Xiao Yi and Principal Zuo stood facing each other like two mountains.

After a while, Principal Zuo pondered for a while, and said, "Well, I'll hold a meeting immediately and make a decision after group discussion."

Xiao Yi nodded and nodded his thanks.But he wasn't sure if Principal Zuo was just trying to evade, or if he really would give Xiaoxi a chance.

Sometimes failing to have a group discussion is the best way for him to shirk.

He turned to Chu Xi who was still bowing and did not get up, and said in a deep voice, "You have to remember that your parents, your trauma, and your studies are all your glory."

Immediately, he grabbed Chuxi's wrist and took her away.

In the car, the two were silent all the way.

The air was dull, and even the ticking sound of turning on the turn signal seemed a bit abrupt.

Suddenly, Chu Xi said, "Shall we go back to the apartment?"

Xiao Yi glanced sideways at her, then quickly turned his gaze back.

He turned the steering wheel, stopped the car on the side of the road, turned on the double flashing lights, and then looked at Chuxi seriously, and asked, "Why?"

Aren't you afraid of Dr. Xu?
Chu Xi leaned on the seat, her posture was a little tired and lazy, and she glanced somewhere outside the window, without turning her head to look at Xiao Yi.

"I can't be afraid of everything."

A certain sentence the principal said today was quite harsh to her, and the words "history of mental illness" hurt her.

She has never thought that this is a big flaw in terms of scientific research. She still has the brains to do scientific research. As long as she avoids knives in life, there is no problem.

However, since she returned to China, the things she was afraid of had actually increased. Seeing that Li Qian was afraid, now even Dr. Xu deliberately avoided it.

Deliberate avoidance, isn't it just fear?Isn't it fear?
She can't go on like this, can't expand the scope of fear.

Xiao Yi heard from her words that she was lonely and sad, and that career was the pillar of Chuxi.

If she loses her career again, it will take away the pillar of her soul.

Xiao Yi was even more regretful at this time, he really wanted to say: I'm afraid it's okay, I'm here.

But he has lost the opportunity to say such a thing.

She looked sideways, the sun cast a faint halo on her fair face, her pupils were bright amber, her red lips were slightly parted, but she said melancholy and helpless words: "I don't want to become a useless person with nothing."

Lost even the career she loved.

Really become a useless person with nothing.

Her brain is her biggest reliance now, and she must allow herself to work normally and have a normal income.

Once she was unable to do scientific research, her life was turned upside down.

It really can't be avoided anymore.

Xiao Yi's pupils shrank, and he stared at her deeply, as if there was an invisible hand pinching her heart.

He stretched out his hand and grabbed her little hand on her knee, his stern face was warmed by the sun, his smile melted away from his resolute outline, and he encouraged softly: "Xixi is brave again."

Chu Xi was burned by his smile, and his eyes fell on the back of his hand, with intertwined scars.

She found deep and shallow injuries on the back of his hand, and obvious new cracks in the skin at the joints.

She felt a sudden tug in her heart, "How did you do it with your hands?"

Xiao Yi said: "It's okay, I chased you so fast that I smashed a marble."

She felt a little sad.

She can no longer cause trouble to those around her who care about her.

overcome!
Try to get over it!
She counted the shallow scars on the back of his hands, pulled the corners of her lips, her smile became brighter, and she said, "I can't be a vagrant!"

"Come on, go home!"

Xiao Yi watched her for a full two seconds, and was very pleased to find some of her slow changes and progress.

His eyes were so hot that she turned her face away shyly before finally shifting into gear and driving on the road again.

But on the way, Chuxi received an email on his mobile phone.

【Ding--】

Because she had been in contact with the school by email before she joined the job.

So, she thought it was the school that responded immediately.

She opened the email with a beating heart.

Not the school's response to her.

It was an email from a prospective Ph.D. who was negotiating to join her lab.

[Professor Chu, I'm sorry, I have to inform you of changes in my situation in time.Due to my personal reasons, I temporarily decided not to join your lab.Please find another suitable person. 】

Originally, Chu Xi would form a team for the project after joining University A.

Therefore, I have already connected with graduate students who are interested in studying for a doctoral degree, and recruited several doctoral students.

It seems that the other party should have known about her and was afraid that following her would be unstable, so he decided to choose someone else.

her illness.

It turned out that there were so many obstacles to her scientific research.

Chu Xi's gaze fell on the phone in a daze.

Even if the research fund she applied for is approved, if she no longer works at University A, her project will indeed be in danger of being terminated.

It is no wonder that prospective doctoral students immediately choose other projects when they hear the news.

If the doctoral career is fast, it will take three years; if it is slow, it is hard to say.

Reading a Ph.D. book is a matter of risk and cost.

Older youth can't make money, and graduation is still a worry. Everyone hopes that their studies will be completed smoothly without accidents.

she understands.

She immediately replied to the prospective doctor: [Okay, I understand. 】

She remembered that there were several postgraduate doctoral students who had been negotiating recently
She felt that perhaps she should notify them as soon as possible.

School discussions may still take a few days.

Those few days may make these students miss the opportunity.

What's more, Principal Zuo's words "history of mental illness" still echoed in his ears.

She may really need to be brave enough to admit that she has a psychological problem.

While she was hesitating.

Xiao Yi's car has slowly entered the underground parking lot.

Xiao Yi saw that she had been hesitant since she read the email, thoughtfully, and asked her, "Have you received a letter from the school?"

He even wanted to comfort him: At worst, come to Leiming Technology, and you will be responsible for the research and development.

But he knew that she was absolutely unwilling to be attached to him.

Her ability is also enough for her to walk out of her own path.

She doesn't want to be attached to him.

Chu Xi's eyes fell on his caring face, his eyes were dark, filled with emotions like a deep pool.

She explained: "It's not the school, it's the students we talked about before."

"I'm wondering whether to tell them the truth about my condition."

Xiao Yi silently listened to her talk.

"Do you know what Principal Zuo said about me? He said I concealed my history of mental illness."

The corner of Xiao Yi's lips pressed suddenly.

Emotions rolled in his eyes.

My heart ached like it had been gouged out.

I can't wait to protect her in the greenhouse forever, so that no one will hurt her.

But he knew that he couldn't break her wings.

To fly, you have to bear the resistance of the wind.

Accept the risk of falling.

All he could do was be by her side, holding her tight when she was about to fall.

"These are good students. If my program ends suddenly, it will be a nightmare for them."

"I don't think I should have concealed something from them, causing them to make wrong choices."

"Even in the past few days, maybe they will miss some opportunities because of me."

"Furthermore, even if the school agrees to my stay in school, if my illness becomes uncontrollable in the past few years, their studies will suffer severely."

"All I can do is tell the truth and let them choose."

Xiao Yi listened silently.

The air conditioner in the car was blowing coolly on him, but he felt a deadly suffocation.

The heart was pinched severely.

It hurts.

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