The High Gate Mistress of Rebirth

Chapter 176 Li Ling's Consolation 2
Jing Shu rolled her eyes at Li Ling: "I was a good and innocent girl back then, who has a heart-to-heart with you? I wouldn't deliberately fall into the water and ask you to rescue me."

Li Ling sighed: "Look, let me just say, from the beginning, I was alone, and I was hot when I shaved my head."

He patted his wife's head and continued: "And when you first married me, you bowed your brows in front of me all day and treated me with tenderness and obedience. I was stupid at that time, and I was deceived by you just like that." , I thought you had such a submissive temperament. But I never thought that later you suddenly opened your eyes for some reason, and only then did you reveal your true nature."

Li Ling looked at his wife and asked: "When you first married me, I'm afraid you didn't have the sincerity to live with me. You obeyed me in every possible way just to please me. How can you be half sincere?"

At the beginning, she married into the Zhenguo Duke's mansion with the infamy of destroying her boudoir and deliberately falling into the water to rely on Li Ling. Naturally, she felt uncomfortable, and how could she care about being attentive to Li Ling? Those submissive attitudes were just out of Guilt and self-preservation.

Seeing that Li Ling picked up the old account, Jing Shu retorted unconvinced: "That's not because you are straightforward and don't know how to be considerate of me. You don't know how to love me, so why should I open my heart to you?"

Li Ling replied, "So I just said, you are not firm with me."

He argued: "I'm really straight, and I don't understand girls' thoughts. When I first got married, I didn't know how to please you, and I didn't know how to love you. But I was determined to get along with you from the beginning to the end. , even if we have conflicts, I will try my best to resolve and change, and what I always think in my heart is to live a good life with you."

He poked his wife's forehead: "As for you, when you encounter conflicts and difficulties, you either doubt me, or you want to retreat, or you are eager to find a way out for yourself. I said that you are not as firm as I am in marriage, and I have wronged you No?"

Jing Shu felt guilty for a while when Li Ling said that, she said stiffly: "I am not firm anymore, I treat you sincerely, don't say that about me."

Hearing this, Li Ling smiled, and replied relentlessly, "Don't you admit it? Now that you know that you can't conceive, what are you thinking? Can you hide it from me?"

Jing Shu lowered her head and muttered like a mosquito: "What can I think, I want to give birth to you with all my heart, but this is beyond my control. Now the two doctors say that I can't conceive, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear children for you in my life. Anyway, if you don't dislike me, I'll just live with you. If you dislike me, I can't help it. "

Li Ling smiled and said: "Look, the first thing you think about is whether I will dislike you because of this. If I guess right, after a while, you will be separated from me again, thinking about your own way out .”

Li Ling was right when she found out that she couldn't conceive since yesterday, all she thought about was how she would deal with herself if Li Ling disliked her.And she seemed to be sure that if she was unable to give birth to a child, Li Ling would despise her sooner or later, and even if he kept abandoning her out of responsibility, he would let her be his heir.

From the beginning to the end, she was not sure that Li Ling would treat her consistently.

Li Ling saw that his little wife was sullen and refused to speak, so he knew that what he had said hit her mind.He wasn't annoyed, he just took her hand silently and led her up to the library step by step.

He pulled her to sit on the top of the building, overlooking the Duke's Mansion with carved galleries and paintings. Li Ling said: "There are very few military generals who die well. Just look at my father and Uncle Zhou. My father retired from illness when he was less than forty. By the way, Uncle Zhou is only in his early forties now, and he is also suffering from injuries all over his body, because he has been leading troops to fight all year round, lying on the ice and climbing in the snow, and whenever it rains on cloudy days, his legs are so painful that he cannot move."

"Da Qi also had a general who was as capable as his father and Uncle Zhou. When he was 30 years old, he was caught in an ambush during a confrontation with the enemy. When he retreated, he was hit by several arrows. One life was recovered, but because an arrow shot into the spine, although he survived, he was also disabled. The majestic general who galloped on the battlefield back then was paralyzed in bed at a young age."

Li Ling sighed: "War is a desperate thing. After a battle, I don't know how many lives will be lost. There are many people who have broken arms and legs and become disabled."

He looked at his wife and said, "If one day I become like that, will you despise me?"

After Jing Shu heard Li Ling's words, she felt sorry for her. It is true that she was not as firm as Li Ling in her relationship with Li Ling, but she did and truly loved Li Ling. No matter what he became, she would not Will dislike him, she will willingly take care of him for the rest of his life.

Before Jing Shu could answer, Li Ling said firmly, "I believe that even if I am really disabled, you will not despise me."

Jing Shu looked at Li Ling with tears in her eyes, and nodded heavily.

Li Ling looked at his wife and said: "Look, let me just say, I am firm in our relationship, and I believe that even if I am really disabled, you will definitely not abandon me."

He stretched out his hand to grab his wife's ear, and said pamperingly: "You are a person with too many thoughts and too many eyes, you are always unwilling to trust people easily, and you are not as down-to-earth as me when dealing with people."

Li Ling's explanation made Jing Shu feel at ease. She leaned on her husband's shoulder and murmured: "I'm afraid this matter is not as simple as you think. , I'm afraid the clansmen won't tolerate me either."

Li Ling hit the nail on the head and said, "Are you worried that grandma and mother will persuade me to accept her?"

How can there be a wealthy family that does not have a concubine room, like Li Ling is already an outlier, and now she is barren, even if her grandmother and mother-in-law treat her favorably, they will not ignore Li Ling's children.

Seeing that Jingshu was silent, Li Ling continued: "Don't worry, I told you earlier that I will only treat you wholeheartedly in this life. As for my grandmother and mother, after a while, I will explain to them .”

He patted his wife and said softly, "Anyway, I will protect you, so you can rest assured."

After hearing Li Ling's words, Jing Shu's tears fell again.

It's just that these tears are not tears of sadness, but tears of emotion.

She murmured to Li Ling, "How could I have made you treat me so well?"

Li Ling replied: "It's not because you are virtuous and capable, but because you are my wife."

He caressed his wife lovingly, teasing her and said: "I don't ask for anything else, as long as you can be firm in your feelings for me, don't always refuse to believe me, I will be satisfied."

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