Reborn since 2005

Chapter 271
Taking advantage of Yan Xin's drunkenness, Ai Lili asked some questions that had been accumulated in her mind for a long time.

The conclusions drawn are neither particularly bad nor particularly good.

Feng Xi, a competitor, was ruled out for her. It seemed that Yan Xin had a negative view of that girl.

Maybe the original cooperation was just a fancy to the girl's business talent, it was just a pure investment.

What disappointed her was that Yan Xin didn't like her very much, and was actually afraid of marrying and living with her.

Although it can be blamed on the psychological shadow left by him when he was a child, it is not good to have such fears.

But how to eliminate the fear in his heart, Ai Lili has no choice.

In terms of emotions, she is not a master, even worse than ordinary people, because she has no experience in emotions at all, whether it is friendship or love.

And she doesn't know what a normal family looks like, she only knows that her own family is abnormal.

In this respect, she is worse than Yan Xin.

After more than ten minutes of answering your questions, Yan Xin felt that his brain had become a mess, and he became more and more confused. He said to Ai Lili apologetically:

"Sister Lily, I'm very sleepy now, so I won't accompany you. I'll go back to sleep first."

Ai Lili snorted and said, "Then you go back to sleep."

Yan Xin stood up, but he already lost his sense of balance. He almost fell to the ground after taking a step. Fortunately, he supported the chair next to him, otherwise it would have been terrible.

Ai Lili had no choice but to help him walk into the bedroom.

From the dining room to the bedroom, there are only a dozen steps, but it is not so easy to walk with a person.

Yan Xin's center of gravity was unstable, one arm wrapped around her neck, most of the weight was hanging on her body.

In order to prevent Yan Xin from falling, she had to put one arm around Yan Xin's waist.

All the way to help Yan Xin to the bedside, I felt my body was heating up.

Putting Yan Xin down on the bed, Yan Xin said thank you, and put his feet on the bed.

Ai Lili yelled to slow down, and took off the shoes on his feet before letting him put on the bed.

Yan Xin lay on the bed without moving, and she didn't know if she was asleep or too lazy to move.

Ai Lili shook her head, feeling a little helpless, and pulled the quilt away for him, covering him.

Then, turn on the air conditioner and turn on the heating.

It's winter now, the temperature is not that high, people who are drunk can easily freeze, if they accidentally catch a cold, she has to be careful.

After finishing these, he closed the door and cleaned up the dishes.

In fact, she also has some problems, but it is not as serious as Yan Xin. It does not affect her work, but at most affects her thinking.

While tidying up the dishes, I thought of the person I liked lying on the next bed, who was drunk and easy to manipulate.

Suddenly, some other ideas came to mind.

Yan Xin obviously likes her too, so why didn't he dare to take the initiative in this relationship? He had already given her the answer when he was drunk, fearing marriage, and dared not take responsibility, so he dared not have an overly ambiguous relationship with her.

But thinking about it the other way around, does it mean that there is an ambiguous relationship between the two people, and he will take responsibility?
Once this idea came out, it was hard to suppress it.

While washing the dishes, I thought: "If I could take the initiative..."

If he can take the initiative and pierce that layer of window paper, will the relationship between the two be able to go further, and he will have to take responsibility for himself?
The idea is tempting.

Not without hesitation in my heart.

Because she knew that while piercing this layer of window paper, she had to poke something else.

Although it doesn't mean that it can't be repaired if it is pierced, but there is really no way to get back what has been lost.

It's just that this bit of hesitation is not worth mentioning under the strong temptation.

If she hadn't been drinking, she wouldn't have such a bold idea.

Alcohol stimulated the thoughts hidden in her heart.

She likes the man in the next bed.

She wants to be with that person.

And be together forever.

She didn't know how she would live her life without this person's company.

During the few months when the two were separated, she thought about this person every day, which also made her sure of this-in her life, she could not live without this person.

Under the urging of alcohol, at this moment, her heart was on fire.

At the age of 25, I have a psychological desire, a physical desire, and both.

Finally made up his mind - he took this opportunity to actively pierce that layer of window paper with the excuse of being drunk.

If Yan Xin is unhappy, he will push it to Red Wine.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that this is a perfect decision.

Thinking of what to do next, the whole person became excited.

The dishes and chopsticks hadn't been washed yet, and her arms were already trembling slightly.

After washing the dishes, he hurriedly wiped his hands, then opened the door and entered Yan Xin's bedroom.

The air conditioner in the bedroom was already on and it was quite warm.

At this time, Yan Xin had already fallen asleep, but he had kicked most of the quilt away, exposing most of his body.

If the air conditioner is not turned on, if you sleep in this sleeping position for an afternoon in this winter, you may catch a cold.

At this moment, Yan Xin's face was flushed red, as if he was allergic to alcohol.

Ai Lili's face was also quite red, but not as red as Yan Xin's.

She leaned over to the bed and looked at Yan Xin's face for a while, then couldn't help but reached out and touched it.

Before, I never dared to have that kind of intimacy.

If she hadn't drank more than half a bottle of red wine, she would not have acted like this.

Touching Yan Xin's face with her hand, feeling the temperature of his body, Ai Lili felt a feeling of being burned, and retracted her hand again.

But soon, it was placed on Yan Xin's face again.

Then, slowly slide down.

Ellie's face was getting redder and redder.

There is a feeling of fever.

At this moment, she felt that she had become a bad woman.

At this moment, she longed to do some bad things by herself.

When the hand moved to Yan Xin's neck, feeling the warmth transmitted from the flesh, the last bit of reserve on Ai Lili's body disappeared...

Yan Xin's drinking capacity was too bad, and he fell asleep soon after lying on the bed.

In a daze, he felt as if someone was touching him, but that kind of touch did not make him feel physically disgusted, but instead gave him a very comfortable feeling.

In a trance, it seemed that he had returned to his previous life, and regarded the woman who touched his body as his wife Feng Xi from the previous life.

There was even a thought: "It seems to be too big..."

I can't tell the difference between my previous life and this life, and I can't tell whether it's in a dream or in reality.

In short, it was just so dazed, and it seemed to be quite comfortable.

I had a lot of dreams.

Different faces, different figures, and different angles flashed in the dream.

Among those faces, there are people I know in real life, some people I saw in film and television works, and even the faces of some respected teachers in the island country flashed past, matching the corresponding angles.

It was a fancy dream.

In other words, it is a dream composed of many dreams.

He couldn't remember exactly what happened in the dream, but it was quite confusing.

It was when he woke up that he found a woman lying beside him, with half of the woman's body attached to his body, with one arm around his neck, making him feel a little uncomfortable to breathe.

The touch from the skin let him know that it was a woman, and also let him know that neither of them was wearing clothes.

At the beginning, my mind was still in a daze, wondering if Feng Xi sneaked in again?

—— During the National Day, two such things happened, which left a deep impression on him, so Feng Xi was the first thing he thought of.

But those two times, although his hands were quite dishonest, at least both of them were wearing clothes.

As soon as his mind started to exercise, he gradually became sober, and then he realized that this place is in Yangcheng, not in his hometown county.

Then I thought about eating with Ai Lili today and drinking a little wine, as if I was still drunk.

A shiver broke out in a cold sweat: "That woman next to me is Sister Lily? I... I put Sister Lily to sleep?"

When he opened his eyes, what he saw was a slender white arm.

This arm looks like Ellie's.

Suddenly there was a sense of powerlessness.

Actually put Ellie to sleep.

At this time, he didn't feel how happy he was, but panic.

He was afraid of hurting Ellie.

What is even more frightening is, is this going to be with Ai Lili for the rest of my life?

It seems to be a very happy thing to spend a lifetime with Ai Lili. This woman is beautiful, kind-hearted, gentle, and good at cooking.

However, what is in his mind now is not the feeling of happiness, but the painful expression on Feng Xi's face when he asked Feng Xi for divorce in his previous life, and in this life, when he first saw Feng Xi, she Hold yourself and cry out:

"Why are you so stupid!"

"Why did you leave me!"

"Why are you going to die!"

"How do you want me to live in the future!"

Those few words should be addressed to Feng Chen, but at this time, the words she cried and cried suddenly came to mind, as if those words were passed down from her previous life to this life. generally.

What filled his mind now was Feng Xi's sad and painful expression.

Has the relationship between husband and wife for several years in the previous life been cut off like this?

——It was at this time that he suddenly discovered that the married life with Feng Xi in the past few years was actually related to each other.

It's not all blah blah blah, there are good moments, too.

Not all of them are bored with each other, but also miss them.

In his previous life, after he found out that he had liver cancer, he filed for divorce with Feng Xi. Of course, he had the idea of ​​enjoying the last free time, so why didn't he not want Feng Xi to fall into this muddy pit like him?

Including Feng Xi's name filled in by the accident insurance beneficiary, I also hope that her life will not be so hard in the future.

Including going to save Feng Chen after rebirth.

And later, I invested in and cooperated with her to open an online store.

It's a kindness, but it's not necessarily a pure kindness.

He just doesn't want to admit that he still has such a husband and wife relationship with Feng Xi.

At this time, having such a relationship with Ai Lili after drinking, what he cares most about is Feng Xi's sadness, and he suddenly realizes that he still has feelings for Feng Xi.

This discovery gave him a feeling of heartache.

Perhaps, in this life, I have been controlling not to fall in love with any woman, not out of fear of marriage, but because I am afraid of crying when I see Feng Xi again.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Such a relationship has already occurred with Ellie.

If you don't take your own responsibility, it will be Ai Lili who gets hurt.

He also didn't want to hurt Ellie.

Ai Lili is a very kind woman, and the help he gave him when he was in a difficult time can make him remember his whole life.

This was definitely not trying to trick him. At that time, he was just a little security guard from a poor family, and he had nothing worth plotting by others.

Just pure kindness.

Such a woman should not be hurt like that.

Ai Lili's fate in the previous life was miserable, and he hoped that Ai Lili would be relieved of the tragic fate in the previous life. He didn't want to add new misery to this kind woman.

Taking a long breath, I thought to myself: "The things of the previous life, let's seal them in the previous life..."

However, thinking of Feng Xi, thinking of her face when she hugged her in pain, that heart-piercing time, still hurts a lot.

——Can it really be cut off like this?
Looking up at the sky, he let out a long breath.

The arm around his neck moved, and then Ellie's voice was heard:

"I... this... what's going on here?"

Yan Xin couldn't remember what happened after getting drunk and what kind of conversation the two had. He only remembered that the two did have a conversation.

Also remember Ellie drank more than herself.

Those who I drank too little drank like this, but I don't need to say what Ai Lili would look like if I drank too much.

To put it bluntly, it was two people who drank too much, failed to control the needs of the body, and acted inappropriately under the urging of alcohol.

He looked at Ai Lili apologetically: "Sister Lily..."

As soon as he turned his face away, Ai Lili covered her face with her hands and said shyly, "Don't look over here!"

The two of them were covered with quilts, but when they turned around, the quilts were also pulled, and there were some light leaks, and some things that shouldn't be seen were seen.

Ellie's shyness is understandable.

It's just that she covered her face with both hands, and her movements were wider, and she lifted the quilt higher, revealing more space.

At this time, Yan Xin complained in his heart: "Shouldn't you be covering other parts with your hands at this time? Cover your face, and I know it's her."

Those are all reactions under stress, and many times they are not so logical.

Yan Xin didn't dare to look too much, and lay her body flat again, facing the sky on her back, and said embarrassingly: "Sister Lily, I drank too much today, and I don't even know how it happened."

Ai Lili hummed, and after a while said quietly:

"I drank too much too, I don't know what's going on..."

The voice was timid, revealing some guilty conscience.

In Yan Xin's ears, he could hear grievance and sadness.

I feel even more depressed.

He really doesn't know how this kind of thing happened, is his wine so bad?

The last time I was in my hometown county, I drank too much, and even slept in the same bed with Feng Xi, but it didn't reach this point.

He couldn't understand at all, he was so drunk, did he really have the ability to take off the clothes of two people and do such a thing?
Doesn't it mean that alcohol can inhibit certain abilities?

But this is what happened now, and he couldn't deny it even if he wanted to.

This time the offense was too great.

Feeling uneasy in her heart, she said heavily: "Sister Lily, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, you can blame me whatever you want, even call the police now and arrest me."

This can be regarded as his responsibility for the drunken immorality.

Ellie let go of her hanging heart.

If Yan Xin finds out that she is the hooligan who lost his morals after drinking, then he really should die.

At this time, she had completely woke up from the drunkenness, and she was thinking about how she had such messy thoughts at that time.

What worried her most was that Yan Xin accused her of taking advantage of him while he was drunk.

She didn't even know how to explain it.

Fortunately, such a terrible thing did not happen, Yan Xin thought it was his own fault.

The heart was relieved, and the whole person felt a lot more relaxed, and then said: "I...I won't call the police to arrest you..."

After finishing speaking, he added:
"I am also responsible for this matter... If I hadn't proposed to drink, such a thing would not have happened..."

Yan Xin was moved and thought: "Sister Lili is really too kind. I don't blame me for what happened."

Even more guilty: "Sister Lily, I really feel sorry for you."

Then I heard Ai Lili stammering: "It's okay... I... I don't blame you... Yan Xin... no matter what you do to me, I won't blame you..."

(End of this chapter)