Reborn since 2005
Chapter 283
After eating, Feng Xi cleaned up the dishes.
Leave the unfinished dishes on the table and put them in the refrigerator later.
After eating almost, I took it to the kitchen to wash.
Yan Xin was too embarrassed to just sit like that, and helped her turn the vegetable bowls into the kitchen.
When we were together in the previous life, the housework was done by two people together, and we have already gotten used to it.
The only thing I'm not used to is that Feng Xi is too young at the moment, only a senior high school student.
The weather is cold, and the meat oil is solidified on the dishes, which need to be washed with hot water. Feng Xi boiled water in a frying pan for cooking, put all the dishes and chopsticks in, and washed them with hot water first, and then with tap water cleaning.
While busy, he asked Yan Xin: "Do you want to take a shower today? There is a water heater in the bathroom, so you can take a shower. It's just that there is no air conditioner in the house, so it might be a little cold after taking a shower."
Yan Xin actually wanted to take a bath, but after thinking about it for a while, Feng Xi was here, and the two of them were not in a relationship, so it was a bit embarrassing.
Moreover, his luggage was all in the car, but he didn't bring it up, nor did he bring up his change of clothes, and he didn't bother to go down to get it.
So he said: "Let's forget about today, I'll take a shower when I go home tomorrow."
Feng Xi glanced at him and said, "Then I'll boil some water for you to wash your feet."
Yan Xin saw the kettle on the stove and said, "I'll cook it myself, you don't need to do this."
Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, so I am ashamed to let you do it yourself. You are tired after driving for a day, so you can just rest there."
While speaking, he pushed him out of the kitchen and pointed to the sofa in the living room: "Sit there, if you feel bored, just watch TV."
Yan Xin couldn't argue with her, so he sat on the sofa, saw the TV remote control, and turned on the TV.
I thought to myself: "When did her personality become like this?"
Although the two were husband and wife in the previous life, the relationship was not very good. Many times when he went home after a day of exhaustion, he would not get any love, but would be disgusted.
In the last two years of their marriage, he became more and more afraid of going home. Every time he went home, he always faced a cold face and sometimes heard a lot of scolding.
Forget about returning home from work in the middle of the night, because he came back very late at night and had to be busy until one or two o'clock in the morning. Don't listen to her rambling.
But at night he would go home and have dinner with Feng Xi, and at that time he would feel quite tormented.
He is a food delivery guy, but he can't afford to eat food himself, so he can only go home and eat his own food during the time between delivery. Feng Xi cooks dinner for two after he gets home from get off work.
Sometimes the time calculation is not so accurate, Feng Xi has already eaten when he got home, and the food was cold, so he had to heat it up by himself.
This will also attract Feng Xi's nagging, saying that he is such an adult that he can't even manage his time well.
Sometimes he will endure it, and sometimes he will inevitably reply, and then there will be a battle of scolding.
At that time, life was really hard, the body was very tired, and the heart was also very tired.
It's not that he doesn't know that Feng Xi is also having a hard time, and several times he saw Feng Xi secretly wiping tears.
However, both of them chose to vent their dissatisfaction in life on each other, which made them add new dissatisfaction in addition to their dissatisfaction, and they became more and more disappointed in life, and even despaired.
If, in his previous life, Feng Xi would treat him like he does now, Yan Xin felt that his married life in his previous life would be much happier, and his life would be much happier.
At the same time, he thought, if he could understand what Feng Xi had borne from the beginning, and would love her and comfort her at the beginning, as in this life, maybe Feng Xi would not treat him like that.
People are mutual, Feng Xi lacks concern for him, so why not himself?
When you want to rely on no one to rely on, when you want to vent, you are blocked, and the original warmth will be wiped out again and again.
Finally, finally became a stranger.
Thinking of those past events, Yan Xin felt quite emotional.
If he went back to the time when the two were just married in his previous life, he would definitely be more patient with Feng Xi, understand more and export less of his emotions.
Life should be better this way, right?
But is it really possible to be happy?
After thinking about it, I still shook my head, thinking that I should not be able to live a happy life.
The burden on them is still the same, and they have no more ability to make life better. Even if the relationship between the couple becomes better, they still have to bear the responsibility of providing for the elderly, and they still cannot afford to have children. You have to work hard to survive.
The most is to have a companion by your side, who can keep each other warm and cheer each other up in this cold world.
But it can't change the oppression of fate on them.
After much deliberation, this life is better.
Only when there is no financial pressure can we truly feel how beautiful the world is, and even have a better temper.
The real root of many misfortunes is just one word, poverty.
Money is not everything, and without money, nothing is possible.
Think about it, if Feng Xi's life was the same as her previous life, where she was deprived of the opportunity to study, she would not be a senior high school girl with millions of savings, but a working girl who worked more than ten hours a day in an electronics factory , I am afraid that I live in depression every day and cannot see the hope of the future.
I can't even feel sorry for myself, so naturally I don't have the energy to care about other people's well-being and whether they are tired.
It's just that Feng Xi in this life has become better, but he has Ai Lili as his girlfriend.
Thinking of this, he sighed again.
Don't think about the things in the previous life, just live this life well.
Anyway, after being reborn once, he saved Feng Chen and changed Feng Xi's fate.
He has a clear conscience for his wife in his previous life.
No matter what, Feng Xi will not live so hard like in her previous life.
With better financial conditions, she no longer needs to marry herself for a bride price. In this life, she should be able to marry love, right?
—— Yan Xin thought so.
It's just that when he thinks of Feng Xi marrying love and living a happy life with a man he doesn't know where he is at the moment, he feels quite uncomfortable again.
Thinking that the woman who had been married to me for several years without having children in her previous life was going to give birth to another man in this life, she felt even more panicked.
"Man, what a double standard!"
Yan Xin gave birth to such emotion.
The TV was on, but instead of watching TV, he took out his cell phone.
Seeing a few QQ messages sent by Ai Lili on the phone, I suddenly felt guilty. I felt that I was a little sorry for my official girlfriend when I met Feng Xi in private like this.
Open QQ to see the message sent by Ai Lili, asking him where he has been, whether he has arrived home, and why he hasn't replied to her message.
The tone of the next two or three messages was a little panicked, obviously worried about his safety.
Seeing this, Yan Xin felt even more guilty, and replied:
"Just arrived at the county seat, stay here for one night, and go home tomorrow morning."
When he got here, he should report to Ai Lili that she was safe.
However, there was no way to reply to messages while driving on the road. After seeing Feng Xi, he forgot about it again, and made it until the meal was over, and at this time, he did not reply to messages.
No wonder Ellie was worried.
This is not an ordinary trip. It is indeed a bit scary to drive alone to a place hundreds of kilometers away without replying to messages for such a long time.
This message was sent out, and after a while, I received a message from Ai Lili: "Then I don't worry, you have to be careful tomorrow, and remember to report to me when you get home."
"Definitely!" Yan Xin replied.
Now I'm here with Feng Xi, chatting with Ai Lili, Yan Xin felt somewhat guilty, and didn't chat for a long time, and sent another message:
"I haven't eaten yet. Now I need to find a place to eat and a place to live. You should rest first."
Ai Lili: "Okay, you also go to bed early."
Followed by another: "Good night, husband."
Yan Xin deleted all the chat pages with her, and then put the phone in his pocket.
Feng Xi washed all the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, and put them in the cupboard. At the moment, water was still boiling on the stove, and he used a relatively large iron kettle instead of an electric kettle.
This is the footwashing water for Yan Xin.
This does not need to be boiled, the heat is almost enough.
After she cleaned up all the dishes and the stove, she tried the water temperature and felt that the temperature was about the same, so she poured the water into a basin, then carried the basin into the living room, and placed it under Yan Xin's feet. Said: "The water temperature is just right, you can wash it."
Yan Xin had some accidents. She didn't expect that she would bring water to wash her feet, and she still felt a little uneasy in her heart-this was a treatment that she had never enjoyed in her previous life.
Said: "You are too polite, I can do this myself."
Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, I have to treat you well, otherwise you won't dare to come next time."
Yan Xin said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "You are so polite, I really dare not come next time."
This statement is also somewhat true.
Feng Xi was too kind to him, which put a lot of pressure on him and made him feel that he didn't deserve such treatment.
Compared with his previous life, this feeling was particularly obvious, which made him a little uneasy.
Feng Xi smiled and said, "I'm going to wash your feet, if that's the case, then you can wash it yourself."
Yan Xin knew from her expression that she was joking, but he couldn't help imagining such a scene in his heart, and then felt that the crime was too great. How could such a thing happen?
Feng Xi put the basin away, went into the bedroom assigned to Yan Xin, and took out two towels, both of which were new.
One was given to Yan Xin, and he said, "Just use this towel to wipe your feet. This one is for washing your face. I'll hang it in the bathroom first."
For this, Yan Xin can only say thank you.
He has already put his feet in the basin. He felt the water was a bit hot when he first put it in, but he got used to it after a while. Soaking his feet in the hot water like this is a great feeling for him who has been driving for a day. Still a very comfortable thing.
Feng Xi settled him down, then went back to the bedroom and brought out a pile of clothes, and said to him:
"I put pajamas and pajamas on the bed. You can change them later. Of course, you don't need to change them. I'm going to take a bath. After you wash your feet, put the water here. I'll pour it for you later."
When Yan Xin heard her talking about taking a bath, he couldn't help but glanced at her, and some pictures appeared in his mind.
The wife of the previous life, who lived together for several years, is quite familiar with each other's body, so she doesn't need to use her imagination, and that figure will naturally emerge.
It's just that he didn't dare to think too much, so he quickly looked away, thinking to himself: "You can't have such thoughts, it's very dangerous."
Feng Xi pouted, and without saying anything else, she carried the pile of clothes into the bathroom.
When she came out of the shower, Yan Xin had already washed her feet and was watching TV in bare feet wearing cotton slippers.
But seeing Feng Xi coming out, Yan Xin squatted down, took the basin of footwashing water to the bathroom, and flushed it into the toilet.
——Feng Xi said to pour water for him, but how could he really let a girl pour water for washing his feet?
Feng Xi was taking a bath earlier, and it was inconvenient for him to pour water, so he waited until this time.
After pouring out the water, he was about to go to the bedroom to sleep, but Feng Xi stopped him: "Don't you want to watch TV for a while?"
Yan Xin smiled and shook his head: "Forget it, it's getting late, I should go to bed too, you should go to bed earlier, it's so cold, don't stay up late watching TV."
"Okay, I should go to bed too."
Feng Xi said, turned off the TV, and said: "Tomorrow's New Year's Eve, I have to go home and watch it. Why don't we go back together so that we don't have to wait for the bus."
Yan Xin said: "Okay, then we will set off together then."
They are all from the same village, so it's no problem to take people back along the way.
Yan Xin entered the bedroom Feng Xi had arranged for him, and the moment the door was closed, he thought of what happened in the county hotel last time, and locked the door behind him on purpose.
Feng Xi, who was watching him enter the room in the living room, heard the sound of the door being locked, pouting again, looking a little unhappy, and even kicked the door.
Of course, I didn't really kick the door, but went to another room.
The bedroom she arranged for Yan Xin is actually the bedroom she usually lives in, with a bed in it.
She doesn't come to live often, but most of the time she will live in the school, but she will come to live on weekends. While studying, she can also learn about the operation of the online store.
After the winter vacation, I slept in that room every day.
The other two bedrooms are the same room for several employees, and bunk beds are placed inside, so as to save living space.
This time when Yan Xin came, she couldn't let Yan Xin sleep on the upper and lower bunks, and she didn't want Yan Xin to sleep in other women's beds, so she gave up her bedroom.
It's just that in this way, she can only sleep on the upper and lower bunks.
In fact, in her heart, she really wanted to sleep in Yan Xin's bed.
Unfortunately, the doors were locked.
Yan Xin didn't sleep very well this time, and when he thought that his wife from his previous life fell asleep next door, he felt a little confused.
It's not that he wants to sleep with her, but he can't help thinking about the past of the two of them in their previous life.
There are many unpleasant things in it, but there are also some memorable moments.
Feng Xi has some points that he hates, but there are also some points that he is grateful for, and some things that make him feel distressed when he thinks about it.
In the previous life, everyone had a hard time.
This life has changed my destiny, but when I think about what happened in my previous life, I can't help but sigh.
How much better would it be if I had the current conditions in my previous life, how much less regret and less pain?
Go to sleep with this thought.
In the dream, he dreamed of the time when he and Feng Xi were husband and wife in his previous life.
It was still the same small rental room, with the bedroom, kitchen, and bathroom all in one single room. This was the house they rented after his father passed away, and the rent was cheaper.
In this single room they spent the last two years of their marriage.
Many times, when Yan Xin recalled the married life of the two, the most pictures were in this single room.
In the dream, the two of them were eating together, and on the table was a plate of fried shredded potatoes, a plate of fried pork with green peppers, and a plate of dried radishes.
The dried radish was brought back by Feng Xi from her mother's house, which can save a little money on grocery shopping.
If you cook your own food, your cost of living can be reduced.
While eating, Feng Xi received a call from her mother, asking her for money, saying that a cousin got married and wanted to send 1000 yuan to accompany the gift, and another 2000 yuan to them by the way. Do living expenses.
When Feng Xi received the call, her face collapsed. She said that it was not time to pay her salary, and she had no money at the moment. She asked her if she could borrow some money from others first, and then transfer it when she was paid.
Her mother lost her temper on the phone, saying that it was useless to raise her daughter, and that she would have to borrow money to live on when she was old, and scolded her severely.
Feng Xi explained her difficulties. She only had so much salary in a month, and she had so much expenses. There was not much money left, and she had to send money back every month. The little money she earned was not enough.
As he spoke, tears flowed out.
Yan Xin didn't say anything at first, only thinking about that annoying mother-in-law calling again to ask for money, she felt very disgusted.
But he thought that he was just a food delivery man, he didn't have much money in his hands, and he didn't have the confidence to speak, so he didn't say a word and ate in silence.
This kind of scene has been seen a lot in his married life, and it has long been familiar to him.
It's just that when Feng Xi talked about his sufferings, the more he talked, the more he felt wronged, and even shed tears, and suddenly he felt a distressed feeling.
Then one more thing came to mind: "Aren't I very rich? Don't I have tens of millions now?"
So he said, "Isn't it just 3000 yuan? There's nothing to cry about, I'll just give it to you. Now that we have money, we won't have to live that kind of hard life in the future."
Feng Xi stared at him blankly.
Then, Yan Xin thought of a question: "Aren't I a food delivery guy? How do I get rich?"
After thinking about it again, I realized that the self who delivered the food was already dead, and the rich self was the reborn self.
Then I realized it was a dream and woke up.
After waking up, recalling the picture in the dream, it seems that it happened in the previous life.
It also seems to be a situation where things that happened many times in the previous life are superimposed.
Every sentence of dialogue, every picture is something that really happened in the previous life, but it didn't happen at the same time.
The only thing that is untrue is his phrase "we are rich".
In their previous life, from the beginning to the end of their marriage, they were never rich in a few years.
In his previous life, from the beginning to the end, in more than 30 years, he was never rich.
Thinking of this, there are many regrets in my heart.
I couldn't help thinking of another thing: "I was reborn, but Feng Xi was not reborn. I don't know how she lived in that time and space after my death. I don't know if she found someone who can The person who gave her a happy life got married and had children?"
That time and space no longer has him, but the people and things in that time and space will continue, and I don't know what kind of trajectory it will have.
At that time and space, his father had passed away.
The girlfriend in this life, Ai Lili, was paralyzed in bed, her life would be worse than death, and she had no future to speak of.
The only one who has a future to speak of, and who still makes him worry about it, is Feng Xi alone.
I don't know what kind of future that poor woman will have in that time and space.
Yan Xin neither wanted this woman to spend the rest of her life alone, nor did she want this woman to marry another man and have children to live a happy life.
I hope she has a good life, but I don't want her to be with other men.
But with Feng Xi's own ability, if he doesn't marry a good man, he can't live well on his own.
This is an extremely contradictory psychology.
But this kind of psychology is really happening in him.
In such a tangled mood, he dreamed again.
He dreamed that Feng Xi was married.
I don't know whether the Feng Xi he dreamed of was the Feng Xi of the previous life or the Feng Xi of this life, but he saw Feng Xi dressed up beautifully, wearing a festive bridal gown, at the door of her house, in front of many people. Blessed to a wedding car.
The wedding car was a Rolls Royce.
It can be seen from this car that she is married to a rich man.
It can also be seen from the joy on her face that she is very satisfied with this marriage.
Seeing Feng Xi walking towards that Rolls-Royce step by step, Yan Xin felt very sad, and suddenly shouted:
"Wife! Wife! You don't want to marry!"
Then he found that he could not make a sound when he opened his mouth.
He had called with all his might, but no one heard.
Feng Xi stepped into the wedding car with a happy face.
The wedding car drives away with a long convoy.
Yan Xin ran after the wedding car, shouting while running: "Honey! Don't go! Feng Xi! Don't go!"
"Feng Xi! You are my wife, don't leave!"
Yan Xin finally shouted out.
Then I found myself lying on the bed, what my eyes saw was darkness, it turned out that I was just dreaming.
He breathed a sigh of relief—fortunately, this was just a dream, his wife in his previous life did not marry someone else.
Get out of the dream.
But soon he became depressed again—yes, what happened just now was just a dream.
There is no way to know whether his wife Feng Xi in his previous life married another man after his death.
But in this life, he already has Ai Lili as his girlfriend, so he is destined to not be a husband and wife with Feng Xi, and Feng Xi will definitely marry another man in this life.
He has no reason to prevent such a thing from happening.
After being depressed for a long time, I fell asleep.
In a daze, he dreamed of Feng Xi again.
But in the dream, Feng Xi was already very old, with gray hair and wrinkled face.
In this dream, Feng Xi was alone.
No marriage, no family.
I just lived alone in the house of my natal family, and I had three meals a day, all year round, and I was always alone.
Life looks very peaceful, but there is also an indescribable sadness.
The time in the dream is very long, as long as a lifetime.
Life is a dream, a dream is life.
In this dream, Feng Xi lived his whole life alone like that, dragging his old and weak body to live a difficult life, crying silently in countless dark nights.
Until I was too old to move, one afternoon, I sat under the shade of a tree in front of the door and closed my eyes.
never opened again.
Yan Xin mourned greatly.
Then woke up again.
When he woke up, he found that his face was covered with tears.
It was just a dream.
But Yan Xin knew that if Feng Xi in her previous life hadn't married and had children, her old age might be like that.
When both her parents died and she was not married and had children, she would be alone and could only live alone.
Regardless of whether he got his huge insurance compensation in the end, old age will only be lonely.
What about this life?
In this life, Feng Xi's financial conditions have become different, but if he does not get married and have children, his old age may not be so good.
When you are too old to move, no matter how much money you have, it doesn't mean much.
By that time, you may not be able to control your money.
When I woke up this time, it was already white outside the window.
Yan Xin looked at the gradually brightening room and thought to himself: "What's wrong with me? I have such a dream? The dream all night has something to do with her? Is it because I live in the same house?"
Sometimes he would dream of Feng Xi, but not so often, the whole night was about her.
Moreover, what he dreamed about was still something he had struggled with.
"Perhaps this is what you think about every day and dream about at night."
Yan Xin thought.
Going home for the New Year was originally a very happy thing.
But for no reason, he was disturbed by such a dream.
After lying down for 10 to [-] minutes, my mood calmed down.
I have found many reasons for myself:
"It's just a dream."
"If you don't say it in your previous life, there is no way to prove it. But in this life, even if Feng Xi doesn't get married and have children, it is impossible for her to live in such a miserable life in her later years. At least there is an elder brother, Feng Chen. Feng Chen is a conscientious person. It will leave her alone. Even if she doesn't have children, Feng Chen will have children, even if it's just for her money, he will take care of her."
"Besides, how could she not get married in this life?"
"In her previous life, her brother died early, and she didn't study much. The financial conditions were poor, and the responsibilities she assumed were heavy, so she couldn't find a good man. But in this life, her brother is still there, and she doesn't have to bear the responsibility of supporting the elderly. Now that I have such good financial conditions and I can still go to university, the levels are different, and I will definitely be able to find a very good man to marry."
"As for me, my relationship with her is only in my previous life. I already have a girlfriend in this life, so there is no need to continue to worry about the things in my previous life."
"I was born again, and she is not born again, so she won't have the emotional entanglements of her previous life. Even if she has some affection for me now, it's just a girl's fantasy. When she knows that I have a girlfriend, it will be natural. Then I will stop thinking about it. There are so many excellent men in this world, she will definitely meet a better one, so why should I worry about it?"
Although it is still uncomfortable to think of Feng Xi marrying another man and having children, but also thinking of the picture of Feng Xi dying alone in the dream, she feels that she should have a home of her own.
Although it was just a dream, that dream might become a reality.
In many cases, dreams are the projection of real life, a magnified picture of a person's subconscious mind.
He still hopes that Feng Xi can live happily.
Just thinking about those things in my heart, I suddenly heard Feng Xi calling him outside the door:
"Yan Xin, breakfast is ready. It's time to get up and eat. After we finish eating, we'll go home."
Yan Xin groaned and got up from the bed.
He took off the pajamas Feng Xi prepared for him, and changed into his own clothes.
Walking out of the bedroom, I saw Feng Xi serving noodles in the kitchen.
Noodles for breakfast.
The noodles under the chicken soup that I didn't finish last night smell very fragrant.
When Yan Xin came out, Feng Xi said to him: "The water in the kettle is boiling, you can wash your face first, use that red washbasin. The useless towel hanging in the bathroom is yours. Toothpaste and toothbrush are mine. I put it in the cup for you, and the toothbrush is new, so you can use it at ease."
For a girl in the third year of high school, she has arranged so carefully, which shows her intentions.
Yan Xin naturally understands this, which makes him even more embarrassed, feeling like he has let others down.
He hoped that Feng Xi's attitude towards him would be worse, so that he could feel at ease.
After washing up, Feng Xi had already brought two bowls of noodles to the dining table, and the two of them were still sitting opposite each other, with a box of breakfast milk placed in front of their seats.
Seeing Yan Xin sitting down, Feng Xi also said to him:
"This breakfast milk is hot, so don't worry about getting a stomachache."
When Yan Xin saw the breakfast milk, he thought of one thing, couldn't help but frowned, and said, "I still suggest you not to drink milk. The quality of milk is not good, so drinking soy milk is more at ease."
"This brand is okay, it has a good reputation, and the quality should be fine." Feng Xi said.
Yan Xin looked at the brand, Bright Milk, and it seems to be a company with a good reputation.
Regarding milk, one of the things that impressed him the most was melamine, which is contained in milk produced by many companies.
After that incident was exposed, it dealt a huge blow to the reputation of milk production companies across the country, and it took a long time to recover.
Of course, that is also deserved.
Producing poisoned milk is an extremely immoral thing.
In his impression, almost all milk production companies were involved in this incident.
It was really because of this deep impression that after he was reborn, he only drank soy milk for breakfast instead of milk.
If you want to drink milk, you have to wait until this matter is exposed.
He doesn't know which brand of milk is normal, so he simply doesn't drink milk.
He didn't know whether Bright Milk was reliable or not.
It seems that there were companies that did not produce poisonous milk at that time, but he didn't read the news in detail, and he didn't have an impression of it.
But thinking that there should be no problem with just drinking it once, I didn't say anything.
The noodles are made with the leftover chicken broth from yesterday, which tastes very fragrant.
While eating noodles, Feng Xi suddenly asked Yan Xin: "Is there something sad about you now?"
Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, and said, "No, why do you ask this question?"
Feng Xidao: "When I got up in the morning, I passed by you and heard you crying."
When I said this, I looked at him with deep concern
Yan Xin blushed, and said awkwardly: "It's not that there's anything sad, it's just a nightmare."
Feng Xi regained consciousness immediately: "What kind of nightmare is it? Let me hear it."
Why did Yan Xin have the nerve to tell her that she had a dream at night that she died alone and then woke up crying?If this is said, maybe she will have what kind of thoughts.
After thinking for a while, he said, "I dreamed that there was a ghost trying to catch me, and it scared me to tears."
Feng Xi couldn't help laughing: "Are you so timid? How could you be scared to cry by a nightmare?"
If I really had such a dream and was scared to cry, Yan Xin would definitely not admit it.
But this is just a lie he casually told, and it didn't really happen, so there is nothing to be embarrassed about, and said:
"You haven't seen how scary the ghost in my dream is. If you dreamed of it, you would be scared and cry."
Feng Xi said disdainfully: "I'm not afraid of ghosts, I have dreamed about ghosts, and I even fought them."
He smiled and said, "I knew you were so timid, I slept with you last night."
Yan Xin glared at her: "What nonsense are you talking about? You are a woman and I am a man. How can you sleep with me?"
Feng Xi curled her lips: "It's not that I haven't slept..."
"You still said that it was all your mess!" Yan Xin said, "Don't have such thoughts in the future, this kind of thing can't be done casually."
"I know, I know, it's just a joke." Feng Xi said with a smile.
Yan Xin felt that there was nothing he could do about her.
After eating, Feng Xi went to wash the dishes again.
Yan Xin wiped the dining table clean.
After washing the bowls and chopsticks, Feng Xi went into the bedroom again, changed her clothes, and came out, and said to Yan Xin: "You can go."
When the two went out, Feng Xi locked the door again, and then the two went downstairs in the elevator.
After arriving in the car, Feng Xi noticed that the back compartment was full of things, and couldn't help but ask, "How many things have you brought, the trunk can't fit, and you still have to put them on the seats?"
Yan Xin said: "I have my change of clothes, some food and drink, and gifts for New Year's greetings."
Feng Xi asked, "Do you have mine?"
Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, and said: "You can take a look, if you like anything, you can take it."
Feng Xi looked at the back seat, reached out for a box of chocolates, and said, "I want this."
Yan Xin smiled and said, "Okay, it's yours now."
"Thank you." Feng Xi smiled and gave him a hug, "You are still good to me, my brother has never given me chocolate."
This hug stunned Yan Xin, and he thought to himself: "Are middle school students nowadays so unrestrained?"
Before he could speak, Feng Xi had already let go of him, then sat down obediently, and buckled up the seat belt.
Yan Xin paused for a while, then sighed and said, "Feng Xi, it's not good for you to be like this."
"Yeah, you're right, I'll pay attention next time." Feng Xi nodded quickly.
Seeing this, Yan Xin couldn't say anything.
In itself, this is not an objectionable thing, and there is even a hint of joy in my heart.
It's just that his conscience despised his secret joy, so he had to say such words.
The car started, drove to the gate of the community, handed over the parking card to the security guard, and paid ten yuan for parking, then drove out of the community, passed through several streets under Feng Xi's command, and finally Out of the county.
Sitting in the co-pilot seat, looking at the scenery along the way, Feng Xi couldn't help feeling: "It's better to have a car, but unfortunately I don't know how to drive, otherwise I have to buy a car so that I can go wherever I want gone."
Yan Xin said: "Your brother has already passed the driver's license test. Maybe he will drive home this year. You can also let him drive you to play."
"That's his car," Feng Xi curled her lips, "I've heard him bragging about it, it's just a van, let him drive me around in the van, is that a ride or a shame?"
Yan Xin couldn't help laughing when he thought of the picture of Feng Chen driving a van, and then said: "The company had just been established, and he had no money, so he could only buy a van, which was still the company's property. In a year or two , when the company develops, it will naturally buy a good car.”
"At that time, I think I should have passed the driver's license test, and I don't need him to come for a ride." Feng Xi said.
After saying this, he said again: "Your car is pretty good, why don't you take me out for a ride in the new year."
Yan Xin refused politely: "No!"
"Why not?" Feng Xi asked.
"I'm not your driver." Yan Xin said.
In fact, thinking about it, it would be nice to drive Feng Xi around in a car, because of the kindness that she took care of his father for several years in her previous life, she should fulfill her wish.
However, he really didn't dare to be alone with Feng Xi.
I always feel that this is playing with fire, which will bring huge troubles to his future life.
So I can only refuse.
He didn't dislike Feng Xi, but he was afraid that his affection for her would go too far and it would get out of hand.
Feng Xi pouted, expressing that she was unhappy.
Yan Xin could only pretend not to see it.
The car left the county seat, went west, then went south, then went west again, and arrived at the town, drove through a fork, and then got on the bumpy dirt road back to the village.
The car started bouncing.
However, Yan Xin's heart also warmed up.
The roadside scenery became more and more familiar, and it didn't take long to enter the village.
finally arrived at home!
Thanks to the monthly ticket madman who has no tickets for the reward
Leave the unfinished dishes on the table and put them in the refrigerator later.
After eating almost, I took it to the kitchen to wash.
Yan Xin was too embarrassed to just sit like that, and helped her turn the vegetable bowls into the kitchen.
When we were together in the previous life, the housework was done by two people together, and we have already gotten used to it.
The only thing I'm not used to is that Feng Xi is too young at the moment, only a senior high school student.
The weather is cold, and the meat oil is solidified on the dishes, which need to be washed with hot water. Feng Xi boiled water in a frying pan for cooking, put all the dishes and chopsticks in, and washed them with hot water first, and then with tap water cleaning.
While busy, he asked Yan Xin: "Do you want to take a shower today? There is a water heater in the bathroom, so you can take a shower. It's just that there is no air conditioner in the house, so it might be a little cold after taking a shower."
Yan Xin actually wanted to take a bath, but after thinking about it for a while, Feng Xi was here, and the two of them were not in a relationship, so it was a bit embarrassing.
Moreover, his luggage was all in the car, but he didn't bring it up, nor did he bring up his change of clothes, and he didn't bother to go down to get it.
So he said: "Let's forget about today, I'll take a shower when I go home tomorrow."
Feng Xi glanced at him and said, "Then I'll boil some water for you to wash your feet."
Yan Xin saw the kettle on the stove and said, "I'll cook it myself, you don't need to do this."
Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, so I am ashamed to let you do it yourself. You are tired after driving for a day, so you can just rest there."
While speaking, he pushed him out of the kitchen and pointed to the sofa in the living room: "Sit there, if you feel bored, just watch TV."
Yan Xin couldn't argue with her, so he sat on the sofa, saw the TV remote control, and turned on the TV.
I thought to myself: "When did her personality become like this?"
Although the two were husband and wife in the previous life, the relationship was not very good. Many times when he went home after a day of exhaustion, he would not get any love, but would be disgusted.
In the last two years of their marriage, he became more and more afraid of going home. Every time he went home, he always faced a cold face and sometimes heard a lot of scolding.
Forget about returning home from work in the middle of the night, because he came back very late at night and had to be busy until one or two o'clock in the morning. Don't listen to her rambling.
But at night he would go home and have dinner with Feng Xi, and at that time he would feel quite tormented.
He is a food delivery guy, but he can't afford to eat food himself, so he can only go home and eat his own food during the time between delivery. Feng Xi cooks dinner for two after he gets home from get off work.
Sometimes the time calculation is not so accurate, Feng Xi has already eaten when he got home, and the food was cold, so he had to heat it up by himself.
This will also attract Feng Xi's nagging, saying that he is such an adult that he can't even manage his time well.
Sometimes he will endure it, and sometimes he will inevitably reply, and then there will be a battle of scolding.
At that time, life was really hard, the body was very tired, and the heart was also very tired.
It's not that he doesn't know that Feng Xi is also having a hard time, and several times he saw Feng Xi secretly wiping tears.
However, both of them chose to vent their dissatisfaction in life on each other, which made them add new dissatisfaction in addition to their dissatisfaction, and they became more and more disappointed in life, and even despaired.
If, in his previous life, Feng Xi would treat him like he does now, Yan Xin felt that his married life in his previous life would be much happier, and his life would be much happier.
At the same time, he thought, if he could understand what Feng Xi had borne from the beginning, and would love her and comfort her at the beginning, as in this life, maybe Feng Xi would not treat him like that.
People are mutual, Feng Xi lacks concern for him, so why not himself?
When you want to rely on no one to rely on, when you want to vent, you are blocked, and the original warmth will be wiped out again and again.
Finally, finally became a stranger.
Thinking of those past events, Yan Xin felt quite emotional.
If he went back to the time when the two were just married in his previous life, he would definitely be more patient with Feng Xi, understand more and export less of his emotions.
Life should be better this way, right?
But is it really possible to be happy?
After thinking about it, I still shook my head, thinking that I should not be able to live a happy life.
The burden on them is still the same, and they have no more ability to make life better. Even if the relationship between the couple becomes better, they still have to bear the responsibility of providing for the elderly, and they still cannot afford to have children. You have to work hard to survive.
The most is to have a companion by your side, who can keep each other warm and cheer each other up in this cold world.
But it can't change the oppression of fate on them.
After much deliberation, this life is better.
Only when there is no financial pressure can we truly feel how beautiful the world is, and even have a better temper.
The real root of many misfortunes is just one word, poverty.
Money is not everything, and without money, nothing is possible.
Think about it, if Feng Xi's life was the same as her previous life, where she was deprived of the opportunity to study, she would not be a senior high school girl with millions of savings, but a working girl who worked more than ten hours a day in an electronics factory , I am afraid that I live in depression every day and cannot see the hope of the future.
I can't even feel sorry for myself, so naturally I don't have the energy to care about other people's well-being and whether they are tired.
It's just that Feng Xi in this life has become better, but he has Ai Lili as his girlfriend.
Thinking of this, he sighed again.
Don't think about the things in the previous life, just live this life well.
Anyway, after being reborn once, he saved Feng Chen and changed Feng Xi's fate.
He has a clear conscience for his wife in his previous life.
No matter what, Feng Xi will not live so hard like in her previous life.
With better financial conditions, she no longer needs to marry herself for a bride price. In this life, she should be able to marry love, right?
—— Yan Xin thought so.
It's just that when he thinks of Feng Xi marrying love and living a happy life with a man he doesn't know where he is at the moment, he feels quite uncomfortable again.
Thinking that the woman who had been married to me for several years without having children in her previous life was going to give birth to another man in this life, she felt even more panicked.
"Man, what a double standard!"
Yan Xin gave birth to such emotion.
The TV was on, but instead of watching TV, he took out his cell phone.
Seeing a few QQ messages sent by Ai Lili on the phone, I suddenly felt guilty. I felt that I was a little sorry for my official girlfriend when I met Feng Xi in private like this.
Open QQ to see the message sent by Ai Lili, asking him where he has been, whether he has arrived home, and why he hasn't replied to her message.
The tone of the next two or three messages was a little panicked, obviously worried about his safety.
Seeing this, Yan Xin felt even more guilty, and replied:
"Just arrived at the county seat, stay here for one night, and go home tomorrow morning."
When he got here, he should report to Ai Lili that she was safe.
However, there was no way to reply to messages while driving on the road. After seeing Feng Xi, he forgot about it again, and made it until the meal was over, and at this time, he did not reply to messages.
No wonder Ellie was worried.
This is not an ordinary trip. It is indeed a bit scary to drive alone to a place hundreds of kilometers away without replying to messages for such a long time.
This message was sent out, and after a while, I received a message from Ai Lili: "Then I don't worry, you have to be careful tomorrow, and remember to report to me when you get home."
"Definitely!" Yan Xin replied.
Now I'm here with Feng Xi, chatting with Ai Lili, Yan Xin felt somewhat guilty, and didn't chat for a long time, and sent another message:
"I haven't eaten yet. Now I need to find a place to eat and a place to live. You should rest first."
Ai Lili: "Okay, you also go to bed early."
Followed by another: "Good night, husband."
Yan Xin deleted all the chat pages with her, and then put the phone in his pocket.
Feng Xi washed all the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, and put them in the cupboard. At the moment, water was still boiling on the stove, and he used a relatively large iron kettle instead of an electric kettle.
This is the footwashing water for Yan Xin.
This does not need to be boiled, the heat is almost enough.
After she cleaned up all the dishes and the stove, she tried the water temperature and felt that the temperature was about the same, so she poured the water into a basin, then carried the basin into the living room, and placed it under Yan Xin's feet. Said: "The water temperature is just right, you can wash it."
Yan Xin had some accidents. She didn't expect that she would bring water to wash her feet, and she still felt a little uneasy in her heart-this was a treatment that she had never enjoyed in her previous life.
Said: "You are too polite, I can do this myself."
Feng Xi smiled and said: "You are a guest, I have to treat you well, otherwise you won't dare to come next time."
Yan Xin said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "You are so polite, I really dare not come next time."
This statement is also somewhat true.
Feng Xi was too kind to him, which put a lot of pressure on him and made him feel that he didn't deserve such treatment.
Compared with his previous life, this feeling was particularly obvious, which made him a little uneasy.
Feng Xi smiled and said, "I'm going to wash your feet, if that's the case, then you can wash it yourself."
Yan Xin knew from her expression that she was joking, but he couldn't help imagining such a scene in his heart, and then felt that the crime was too great. How could such a thing happen?
Feng Xi put the basin away, went into the bedroom assigned to Yan Xin, and took out two towels, both of which were new.
One was given to Yan Xin, and he said, "Just use this towel to wipe your feet. This one is for washing your face. I'll hang it in the bathroom first."
For this, Yan Xin can only say thank you.
He has already put his feet in the basin. He felt the water was a bit hot when he first put it in, but he got used to it after a while. Soaking his feet in the hot water like this is a great feeling for him who has been driving for a day. Still a very comfortable thing.
Feng Xi settled him down, then went back to the bedroom and brought out a pile of clothes, and said to him:
"I put pajamas and pajamas on the bed. You can change them later. Of course, you don't need to change them. I'm going to take a bath. After you wash your feet, put the water here. I'll pour it for you later."
When Yan Xin heard her talking about taking a bath, he couldn't help but glanced at her, and some pictures appeared in his mind.
The wife of the previous life, who lived together for several years, is quite familiar with each other's body, so she doesn't need to use her imagination, and that figure will naturally emerge.
It's just that he didn't dare to think too much, so he quickly looked away, thinking to himself: "You can't have such thoughts, it's very dangerous."
Feng Xi pouted, and without saying anything else, she carried the pile of clothes into the bathroom.
When she came out of the shower, Yan Xin had already washed her feet and was watching TV in bare feet wearing cotton slippers.
But seeing Feng Xi coming out, Yan Xin squatted down, took the basin of footwashing water to the bathroom, and flushed it into the toilet.
——Feng Xi said to pour water for him, but how could he really let a girl pour water for washing his feet?
Feng Xi was taking a bath earlier, and it was inconvenient for him to pour water, so he waited until this time.
After pouring out the water, he was about to go to the bedroom to sleep, but Feng Xi stopped him: "Don't you want to watch TV for a while?"
Yan Xin smiled and shook his head: "Forget it, it's getting late, I should go to bed too, you should go to bed earlier, it's so cold, don't stay up late watching TV."
"Okay, I should go to bed too."
Feng Xi said, turned off the TV, and said: "Tomorrow's New Year's Eve, I have to go home and watch it. Why don't we go back together so that we don't have to wait for the bus."
Yan Xin said: "Okay, then we will set off together then."
They are all from the same village, so it's no problem to take people back along the way.
Yan Xin entered the bedroom Feng Xi had arranged for him, and the moment the door was closed, he thought of what happened in the county hotel last time, and locked the door behind him on purpose.
Feng Xi, who was watching him enter the room in the living room, heard the sound of the door being locked, pouting again, looking a little unhappy, and even kicked the door.
Of course, I didn't really kick the door, but went to another room.
The bedroom she arranged for Yan Xin is actually the bedroom she usually lives in, with a bed in it.
She doesn't come to live often, but most of the time she will live in the school, but she will come to live on weekends. While studying, she can also learn about the operation of the online store.
After the winter vacation, I slept in that room every day.
The other two bedrooms are the same room for several employees, and bunk beds are placed inside, so as to save living space.
This time when Yan Xin came, she couldn't let Yan Xin sleep on the upper and lower bunks, and she didn't want Yan Xin to sleep in other women's beds, so she gave up her bedroom.
It's just that in this way, she can only sleep on the upper and lower bunks.
In fact, in her heart, she really wanted to sleep in Yan Xin's bed.
Unfortunately, the doors were locked.
Yan Xin didn't sleep very well this time, and when he thought that his wife from his previous life fell asleep next door, he felt a little confused.
It's not that he wants to sleep with her, but he can't help thinking about the past of the two of them in their previous life.
There are many unpleasant things in it, but there are also some memorable moments.
Feng Xi has some points that he hates, but there are also some points that he is grateful for, and some things that make him feel distressed when he thinks about it.
In the previous life, everyone had a hard time.
This life has changed my destiny, but when I think about what happened in my previous life, I can't help but sigh.
How much better would it be if I had the current conditions in my previous life, how much less regret and less pain?
Go to sleep with this thought.
In the dream, he dreamed of the time when he and Feng Xi were husband and wife in his previous life.
It was still the same small rental room, with the bedroom, kitchen, and bathroom all in one single room. This was the house they rented after his father passed away, and the rent was cheaper.
In this single room they spent the last two years of their marriage.
Many times, when Yan Xin recalled the married life of the two, the most pictures were in this single room.
In the dream, the two of them were eating together, and on the table was a plate of fried shredded potatoes, a plate of fried pork with green peppers, and a plate of dried radishes.
The dried radish was brought back by Feng Xi from her mother's house, which can save a little money on grocery shopping.
If you cook your own food, your cost of living can be reduced.
While eating, Feng Xi received a call from her mother, asking her for money, saying that a cousin got married and wanted to send 1000 yuan to accompany the gift, and another 2000 yuan to them by the way. Do living expenses.
When Feng Xi received the call, her face collapsed. She said that it was not time to pay her salary, and she had no money at the moment. She asked her if she could borrow some money from others first, and then transfer it when she was paid.
Her mother lost her temper on the phone, saying that it was useless to raise her daughter, and that she would have to borrow money to live on when she was old, and scolded her severely.
Feng Xi explained her difficulties. She only had so much salary in a month, and she had so much expenses. There was not much money left, and she had to send money back every month. The little money she earned was not enough.
As he spoke, tears flowed out.
Yan Xin didn't say anything at first, only thinking about that annoying mother-in-law calling again to ask for money, she felt very disgusted.
But he thought that he was just a food delivery man, he didn't have much money in his hands, and he didn't have the confidence to speak, so he didn't say a word and ate in silence.
This kind of scene has been seen a lot in his married life, and it has long been familiar to him.
It's just that when Feng Xi talked about his sufferings, the more he talked, the more he felt wronged, and even shed tears, and suddenly he felt a distressed feeling.
Then one more thing came to mind: "Aren't I very rich? Don't I have tens of millions now?"
So he said, "Isn't it just 3000 yuan? There's nothing to cry about, I'll just give it to you. Now that we have money, we won't have to live that kind of hard life in the future."
Feng Xi stared at him blankly.
Then, Yan Xin thought of a question: "Aren't I a food delivery guy? How do I get rich?"
After thinking about it again, I realized that the self who delivered the food was already dead, and the rich self was the reborn self.
Then I realized it was a dream and woke up.
After waking up, recalling the picture in the dream, it seems that it happened in the previous life.
It also seems to be a situation where things that happened many times in the previous life are superimposed.
Every sentence of dialogue, every picture is something that really happened in the previous life, but it didn't happen at the same time.
The only thing that is untrue is his phrase "we are rich".
In their previous life, from the beginning to the end of their marriage, they were never rich in a few years.
In his previous life, from the beginning to the end, in more than 30 years, he was never rich.
Thinking of this, there are many regrets in my heart.
I couldn't help thinking of another thing: "I was reborn, but Feng Xi was not reborn. I don't know how she lived in that time and space after my death. I don't know if she found someone who can The person who gave her a happy life got married and had children?"
That time and space no longer has him, but the people and things in that time and space will continue, and I don't know what kind of trajectory it will have.
At that time and space, his father had passed away.
The girlfriend in this life, Ai Lili, was paralyzed in bed, her life would be worse than death, and she had no future to speak of.
The only one who has a future to speak of, and who still makes him worry about it, is Feng Xi alone.
I don't know what kind of future that poor woman will have in that time and space.
Yan Xin neither wanted this woman to spend the rest of her life alone, nor did she want this woman to marry another man and have children to live a happy life.
I hope she has a good life, but I don't want her to be with other men.
But with Feng Xi's own ability, if he doesn't marry a good man, he can't live well on his own.
This is an extremely contradictory psychology.
But this kind of psychology is really happening in him.
In such a tangled mood, he dreamed again.
He dreamed that Feng Xi was married.
I don't know whether the Feng Xi he dreamed of was the Feng Xi of the previous life or the Feng Xi of this life, but he saw Feng Xi dressed up beautifully, wearing a festive bridal gown, at the door of her house, in front of many people. Blessed to a wedding car.
The wedding car was a Rolls Royce.
It can be seen from this car that she is married to a rich man.
It can also be seen from the joy on her face that she is very satisfied with this marriage.
Seeing Feng Xi walking towards that Rolls-Royce step by step, Yan Xin felt very sad, and suddenly shouted:
"Wife! Wife! You don't want to marry!"
Then he found that he could not make a sound when he opened his mouth.
He had called with all his might, but no one heard.
Feng Xi stepped into the wedding car with a happy face.
The wedding car drives away with a long convoy.
Yan Xin ran after the wedding car, shouting while running: "Honey! Don't go! Feng Xi! Don't go!"
"Feng Xi! You are my wife, don't leave!"
Yan Xin finally shouted out.
Then I found myself lying on the bed, what my eyes saw was darkness, it turned out that I was just dreaming.
He breathed a sigh of relief—fortunately, this was just a dream, his wife in his previous life did not marry someone else.
Get out of the dream.
But soon he became depressed again—yes, what happened just now was just a dream.
There is no way to know whether his wife Feng Xi in his previous life married another man after his death.
But in this life, he already has Ai Lili as his girlfriend, so he is destined to not be a husband and wife with Feng Xi, and Feng Xi will definitely marry another man in this life.
He has no reason to prevent such a thing from happening.
After being depressed for a long time, I fell asleep.
In a daze, he dreamed of Feng Xi again.
But in the dream, Feng Xi was already very old, with gray hair and wrinkled face.
In this dream, Feng Xi was alone.
No marriage, no family.
I just lived alone in the house of my natal family, and I had three meals a day, all year round, and I was always alone.
Life looks very peaceful, but there is also an indescribable sadness.
The time in the dream is very long, as long as a lifetime.
Life is a dream, a dream is life.
In this dream, Feng Xi lived his whole life alone like that, dragging his old and weak body to live a difficult life, crying silently in countless dark nights.
Until I was too old to move, one afternoon, I sat under the shade of a tree in front of the door and closed my eyes.
never opened again.
Yan Xin mourned greatly.
Then woke up again.
When he woke up, he found that his face was covered with tears.
It was just a dream.
But Yan Xin knew that if Feng Xi in her previous life hadn't married and had children, her old age might be like that.
When both her parents died and she was not married and had children, she would be alone and could only live alone.
Regardless of whether he got his huge insurance compensation in the end, old age will only be lonely.
What about this life?
In this life, Feng Xi's financial conditions have become different, but if he does not get married and have children, his old age may not be so good.
When you are too old to move, no matter how much money you have, it doesn't mean much.
By that time, you may not be able to control your money.
When I woke up this time, it was already white outside the window.
Yan Xin looked at the gradually brightening room and thought to himself: "What's wrong with me? I have such a dream? The dream all night has something to do with her? Is it because I live in the same house?"
Sometimes he would dream of Feng Xi, but not so often, the whole night was about her.
Moreover, what he dreamed about was still something he had struggled with.
"Perhaps this is what you think about every day and dream about at night."
Yan Xin thought.
Going home for the New Year was originally a very happy thing.
But for no reason, he was disturbed by such a dream.
After lying down for 10 to [-] minutes, my mood calmed down.
I have found many reasons for myself:
"It's just a dream."
"If you don't say it in your previous life, there is no way to prove it. But in this life, even if Feng Xi doesn't get married and have children, it is impossible for her to live in such a miserable life in her later years. At least there is an elder brother, Feng Chen. Feng Chen is a conscientious person. It will leave her alone. Even if she doesn't have children, Feng Chen will have children, even if it's just for her money, he will take care of her."
"Besides, how could she not get married in this life?"
"In her previous life, her brother died early, and she didn't study much. The financial conditions were poor, and the responsibilities she assumed were heavy, so she couldn't find a good man. But in this life, her brother is still there, and she doesn't have to bear the responsibility of supporting the elderly. Now that I have such good financial conditions and I can still go to university, the levels are different, and I will definitely be able to find a very good man to marry."
"As for me, my relationship with her is only in my previous life. I already have a girlfriend in this life, so there is no need to continue to worry about the things in my previous life."
"I was born again, and she is not born again, so she won't have the emotional entanglements of her previous life. Even if she has some affection for me now, it's just a girl's fantasy. When she knows that I have a girlfriend, it will be natural. Then I will stop thinking about it. There are so many excellent men in this world, she will definitely meet a better one, so why should I worry about it?"
Although it is still uncomfortable to think of Feng Xi marrying another man and having children, but also thinking of the picture of Feng Xi dying alone in the dream, she feels that she should have a home of her own.
Although it was just a dream, that dream might become a reality.
In many cases, dreams are the projection of real life, a magnified picture of a person's subconscious mind.
He still hopes that Feng Xi can live happily.
Just thinking about those things in my heart, I suddenly heard Feng Xi calling him outside the door:
"Yan Xin, breakfast is ready. It's time to get up and eat. After we finish eating, we'll go home."
Yan Xin groaned and got up from the bed.
He took off the pajamas Feng Xi prepared for him, and changed into his own clothes.
Walking out of the bedroom, I saw Feng Xi serving noodles in the kitchen.
Noodles for breakfast.
The noodles under the chicken soup that I didn't finish last night smell very fragrant.
When Yan Xin came out, Feng Xi said to him: "The water in the kettle is boiling, you can wash your face first, use that red washbasin. The useless towel hanging in the bathroom is yours. Toothpaste and toothbrush are mine. I put it in the cup for you, and the toothbrush is new, so you can use it at ease."
For a girl in the third year of high school, she has arranged so carefully, which shows her intentions.
Yan Xin naturally understands this, which makes him even more embarrassed, feeling like he has let others down.
He hoped that Feng Xi's attitude towards him would be worse, so that he could feel at ease.
After washing up, Feng Xi had already brought two bowls of noodles to the dining table, and the two of them were still sitting opposite each other, with a box of breakfast milk placed in front of their seats.
Seeing Yan Xin sitting down, Feng Xi also said to him:
"This breakfast milk is hot, so don't worry about getting a stomachache."
When Yan Xin saw the breakfast milk, he thought of one thing, couldn't help but frowned, and said, "I still suggest you not to drink milk. The quality of milk is not good, so drinking soy milk is more at ease."
"This brand is okay, it has a good reputation, and the quality should be fine." Feng Xi said.
Yan Xin looked at the brand, Bright Milk, and it seems to be a company with a good reputation.
Regarding milk, one of the things that impressed him the most was melamine, which is contained in milk produced by many companies.
After that incident was exposed, it dealt a huge blow to the reputation of milk production companies across the country, and it took a long time to recover.
Of course, that is also deserved.
Producing poisoned milk is an extremely immoral thing.
In his impression, almost all milk production companies were involved in this incident.
It was really because of this deep impression that after he was reborn, he only drank soy milk for breakfast instead of milk.
If you want to drink milk, you have to wait until this matter is exposed.
He doesn't know which brand of milk is normal, so he simply doesn't drink milk.
He didn't know whether Bright Milk was reliable or not.
It seems that there were companies that did not produce poisonous milk at that time, but he didn't read the news in detail, and he didn't have an impression of it.
But thinking that there should be no problem with just drinking it once, I didn't say anything.
The noodles are made with the leftover chicken broth from yesterday, which tastes very fragrant.
While eating noodles, Feng Xi suddenly asked Yan Xin: "Is there something sad about you now?"
Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, and said, "No, why do you ask this question?"
Feng Xidao: "When I got up in the morning, I passed by you and heard you crying."
When I said this, I looked at him with deep concern
Yan Xin blushed, and said awkwardly: "It's not that there's anything sad, it's just a nightmare."
Feng Xi regained consciousness immediately: "What kind of nightmare is it? Let me hear it."
Why did Yan Xin have the nerve to tell her that she had a dream at night that she died alone and then woke up crying?If this is said, maybe she will have what kind of thoughts.
After thinking for a while, he said, "I dreamed that there was a ghost trying to catch me, and it scared me to tears."
Feng Xi couldn't help laughing: "Are you so timid? How could you be scared to cry by a nightmare?"
If I really had such a dream and was scared to cry, Yan Xin would definitely not admit it.
But this is just a lie he casually told, and it didn't really happen, so there is nothing to be embarrassed about, and said:
"You haven't seen how scary the ghost in my dream is. If you dreamed of it, you would be scared and cry."
Feng Xi said disdainfully: "I'm not afraid of ghosts, I have dreamed about ghosts, and I even fought them."
He smiled and said, "I knew you were so timid, I slept with you last night."
Yan Xin glared at her: "What nonsense are you talking about? You are a woman and I am a man. How can you sleep with me?"
Feng Xi curled her lips: "It's not that I haven't slept..."
"You still said that it was all your mess!" Yan Xin said, "Don't have such thoughts in the future, this kind of thing can't be done casually."
"I know, I know, it's just a joke." Feng Xi said with a smile.
Yan Xin felt that there was nothing he could do about her.
After eating, Feng Xi went to wash the dishes again.
Yan Xin wiped the dining table clean.
After washing the bowls and chopsticks, Feng Xi went into the bedroom again, changed her clothes, and came out, and said to Yan Xin: "You can go."
When the two went out, Feng Xi locked the door again, and then the two went downstairs in the elevator.
After arriving in the car, Feng Xi noticed that the back compartment was full of things, and couldn't help but ask, "How many things have you brought, the trunk can't fit, and you still have to put them on the seats?"
Yan Xin said: "I have my change of clothes, some food and drink, and gifts for New Year's greetings."
Feng Xi asked, "Do you have mine?"
Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, and said: "You can take a look, if you like anything, you can take it."
Feng Xi looked at the back seat, reached out for a box of chocolates, and said, "I want this."
Yan Xin smiled and said, "Okay, it's yours now."
"Thank you." Feng Xi smiled and gave him a hug, "You are still good to me, my brother has never given me chocolate."
This hug stunned Yan Xin, and he thought to himself: "Are middle school students nowadays so unrestrained?"
Before he could speak, Feng Xi had already let go of him, then sat down obediently, and buckled up the seat belt.
Yan Xin paused for a while, then sighed and said, "Feng Xi, it's not good for you to be like this."
"Yeah, you're right, I'll pay attention next time." Feng Xi nodded quickly.
Seeing this, Yan Xin couldn't say anything.
In itself, this is not an objectionable thing, and there is even a hint of joy in my heart.
It's just that his conscience despised his secret joy, so he had to say such words.
The car started, drove to the gate of the community, handed over the parking card to the security guard, and paid ten yuan for parking, then drove out of the community, passed through several streets under Feng Xi's command, and finally Out of the county.
Sitting in the co-pilot seat, looking at the scenery along the way, Feng Xi couldn't help feeling: "It's better to have a car, but unfortunately I don't know how to drive, otherwise I have to buy a car so that I can go wherever I want gone."
Yan Xin said: "Your brother has already passed the driver's license test. Maybe he will drive home this year. You can also let him drive you to play."
"That's his car," Feng Xi curled her lips, "I've heard him bragging about it, it's just a van, let him drive me around in the van, is that a ride or a shame?"
Yan Xin couldn't help laughing when he thought of the picture of Feng Chen driving a van, and then said: "The company had just been established, and he had no money, so he could only buy a van, which was still the company's property. In a year or two , when the company develops, it will naturally buy a good car.”
"At that time, I think I should have passed the driver's license test, and I don't need him to come for a ride." Feng Xi said.
After saying this, he said again: "Your car is pretty good, why don't you take me out for a ride in the new year."
Yan Xin refused politely: "No!"
"Why not?" Feng Xi asked.
"I'm not your driver." Yan Xin said.
In fact, thinking about it, it would be nice to drive Feng Xi around in a car, because of the kindness that she took care of his father for several years in her previous life, she should fulfill her wish.
However, he really didn't dare to be alone with Feng Xi.
I always feel that this is playing with fire, which will bring huge troubles to his future life.
So I can only refuse.
He didn't dislike Feng Xi, but he was afraid that his affection for her would go too far and it would get out of hand.
Feng Xi pouted, expressing that she was unhappy.
Yan Xin could only pretend not to see it.
The car left the county seat, went west, then went south, then went west again, and arrived at the town, drove through a fork, and then got on the bumpy dirt road back to the village.
The car started bouncing.
However, Yan Xin's heart also warmed up.
The roadside scenery became more and more familiar, and it didn't take long to enter the village.
finally arrived at home!
Thanks to the monthly ticket madman who has no tickets for the reward
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