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Chapter 304 Dilemma
Yan Xin stopped moving suddenly, which made Feng Xi a little surprised, and asked in the dark: "Why are you not moving?"

Yan Xin didn't know how to answer this question.

But Feng Xi didn't need his answer, turned around, and then took the initiative.

Yan Xin is only 20 years old, not even [-] years old, just at the age of youth, and after being with Ai Lili like glue, he has been alone for more than half a month. Although he has some thoughts in his heart, his body still has a normal reaction.

So the touch in his heart will not hinder this in-depth communication between the two people.

People's thinking is sometimes driven by the body. After a short period of shock, the feeling brought by the body has made Yan Xin give up thinking, and turn from passive to active.

Before taking the initiative, the last thought on my mind is:

"Anyway, it's already like this..."

In the darkness, Feng Xi made him feel like he had returned to his previous life.

Many aspects are all too familiar.

It was so familiar that his feelings at this moment overlapped with some memories of his previous life, and he was even in a trance—the person under him now was the wife who had lived together for several years in his previous life.

What I can know is that now I have to calm Feng Xi's emotions and say something she likes to hear.

Listening to Feng Xi's sobbing and feeling the rhythm of her body when she sobbed, I suddenly felt quite guilty.

I thought to myself: "Even if I have to make a choice, I have to wait until after her college entrance examination is over. Before that, I can't do anything that will irritate her."

In the end, he simply didn't say anything and didn't explain.

Ai Lili was crying like rain, walking down the street in a daze, when suddenly she was hit by a car that drove over quickly, paralyzed her whole body, and could only lie on the hospital bed.

When he was deeply entangled, he would even have the idea that if the world were to be destroyed, then he would be relieved, and would not have to face such a choice.

At this time, he didn't care about those anymore.

He dreamed that he chose Ai Lili, and then Feng Xi was crying and fussing, heartbroken, and finally bit him on the shoulder.

They still have some work to do today.

She didn't think it was too strange, after all, everyone could see what the proprietress thought of the boss.

He could only hug her and pat her back gently with one hand.

This time it was in the passenger seat.

Even he couldn't tell whether the so-called "waking up" was really waking up, or he was still dreaming, but just fell into another dream through this scene.

Such a picture is quite warm, but thinking about how to go on in the future, Yan Xin is in a mess.

However, the girl in his arms is something he can't live up to.

How could he live up to such a girl who is affectionate and righteous to him, and has such a kind heart?

In the excitement, the feeling of the body gradually became real, and slowly woke up.

That is a picture that can only be seen in educational films.

When Yan Xin saw Director Lin, he also felt a little embarrassed.

He put his ear to the door and listened a few times, and after confirming what was going on, he left with a blushing face and returned to his room.

It's just that it doesn't take long to wake up each time, and soon falls asleep again.

He wanted to say that he drank too much and didn't mean to.

Feng Xi asked him if he liked her, no matter whether he really liked her or not, the only answer at this time was "like".

In another room, Director Lin didn't wait for Feng Xi all night.

However, now that Feng Xi is in such a state, it is difficult for him to express his emotions.

Hearing his answer, Feng Xi laughed and said, "I like you too."

He had many dreams that night, and in the dreams were Feng Xi and Ai Lili.

Before opening his eyes, he felt that a woman was doing something to him.

This also makes his dreams also related to this.

In his previous life, he didn't wait for the day of sharing wealth and honor, but he was in trouble together for several years, during which time he took care of his bedridden father until his death.

That's how the body feels.

Then woke up again.

And Feng Xi was sitting in the car.

Under Yan Xin's comfort, it didn't take long for Feng Xi to fall asleep in his arms.

Thinking of this, I feel very sad.

Feng Xi murmured: "We sleep together..."

"I'm not blaming you," Feng Xi said, "I'm not blaming you, I'm happy, and I couldn't help crying..."

He didn't want to be a scumbag, especially in the eyes of these two women, but that was just how it was.

Her mother, Ai Jing, found out about this, and yelled at him, stretched out her pointed nails and scratched at him, leaving streaks of blood on his face.

So after waking up, I felt rather melancholy.

But when he got to the door of that room, before he could ring the doorbell, he heard some strange noises.

I don't know how long it took, and suddenly asked him in a low voice: "Yan Xin, you...do you like me?"

Familiarity gave him the illusion that the person interacting with him now was not Feng Xi, a young girl who had experienced human affairs in this life, but Feng Xi, a young woman who had been married to him for several years in her previous life.

Fortunately for her, Director Lin didn't ask her this question, as if such a thing never happened.

Now it's not just that Feng Xi is interested in him, it's that the two of them have already had such a relationship, and Feng Xi has also clearly expressed the meaning of "I am voluntary", which is equivalent to expressing his own thoughts.

This time it's tantamount to returning to the old business, but it feels like being a human being in a different life-but then again, it is indeed a human being in a different life.

She was a little embarrassed, and didn't know how to explain to Director Lin that she didn't come over at night.

It was still the case that this kind of relationship did not happen, but he just felt that Feng Xi seemed to be interested in him, so he had such concerns.

She thought of a few excuses, but before she could say them, she felt that they were too fake to win people's trust.

I don't know whether this guilt is directed at Ai Lili or Feng Xi.

After checking out, the few of them left the hotel and walked to where Yan Xin parked his car yesterday.

In the previous life, sometimes after two people had quarreled, during the replay, Feng Xi would be so wronged that she would cry in his arms, and sometimes she would cry out of breath.

The cover of night, the residue of alcohol, and his physical needs made him unable to care about those any more.

Naturally, there will be no such thing in the future.

Saying that, he smiled a little embarrassedly.

At this moment, he has no way to say to Feng Xi: "I'm sorry, I already have a girlfriend, and I don't want to let her down."

"Don't be sorry," Feng Xi said, "I don't blame you, I did it voluntarily..."

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In the darkness, Yan Xin had no way of observing her expression, nor did she know whether what she said was true or false.

Feng Xi hugged him tightly, sobbing softly.

Although the married life is not so happy, they are people who have lived together for several years after all.

No matter who you choose, you are hurting the other person.

In the last dream, Feng Xi and Ai Lili were together, and they were with him in a very ambiguous manner.

Do you want to explain the situation to Ai Lili in the future, so there is no more involvement?
Thinking of Ai Lili's kindness to her, thinking of what happened to her in her previous life, thinking of her falling out with her mother and running to Yangcheng to follow him.

I had been married to Feng Xi for several years in my previous life, and I rarely saw her take the initiative.

In this case, Yan Xin can't say anything else, he can only say: "I like it."

too familiar.

This made Yan Xin feel even more guilty - such a good girl was spoiled by herself, she was nothing like a beast!
I don't want her to continue crying and want to make a promise to her, but I don't know what kind of promise I can make.

I just hope she can live a better life in this life.

But after laughing, he sobbed twice.

After saying this, she felt a little embarrassed, and buried her face in his arms again.

Then he woke up and realized it was a dream.

After being together with Ai Lili, he didn't dare to let Feng Xi know, because he was afraid of affecting her college entrance examination, ruining her future, and making her sad.

He also knows how much painstaking effort he has put in and how much wronged he has suffered.

He was at a loss as to what to do in the future.

So after rebirth, even if she has decided not to have anything to do with her in this life, she will still save her brother and help her solve her financial difficulties.

After Yan Xin entered the state of a sage, his mind gradually became clear.

After getting up and washing up the next day, she saw that it was getting late, so she went to the room she had booked for Yan Xin, intending to wake them up for dinner.

He was silent for a while, and then whispered: "Feng Xi, I'm sorry, I..."

After a few years, the relationship between the husband and wife became worse and worse, and they hated each other. After the quarrel, no one would coax the other. A couple became two cold individuals, and the distance became farther and farther away.

However, he really couldn't say it.

The protagonists in the dream are still those two protagonists, but the scene has gradually become ambiguous and unserious from the bitter scene at the beginning.

He didn't know what to do in the future, and he was at a loss.

When she said this, her face was buried in his chest, and tears rolled down her face to his chest.

The dream was fake, but he had seen some of the scenes in the dream, and the characters of the people in the dream were familiar to him.

In front of everyone in the factory, Yan Xin announced to them that Supervisor Lin would manage the factory on his behalf in the coming time, and hoped that everyone would cooperate with her work.

There should be a choice to be made, but at this moment he cannot make such a choice.

Yan Xin let out a "hmm" and didn't continue the topic with her, but just patted her back and said, "Go to bed early, there are still things to do tomorrow."

On the way, I met a breakfast shop and had a breakfast there by the way.

In the afternoon of the same day, Yan Xin brought Supervisor Lin to appear in front of the employees as the new factory boss, and told them that the acquisition of the factory had been completed, so that everyone could work with peace of mind, saying that he would definitely take over the factory. The bigger the factory, the more money we can make.

From now on, he didn't know if he could stand in front of Ai Lili and say something like this to her:
"Sorry, I betrayed you, I'm with another girl, let's break up."

In this case, even if he was asked to say something to break up, he really couldn't say it.

Feng Xi didn't come over until after nine in the morning and asked her, "Have you eaten yet?"

He could only say weakly: "It's all my fault, don't cry..."

Before falling asleep, all he was struggling with was the choice between Ai Lili and Feng Xi.

Feng Xi seemed to be inconvenient to walk, so Yan Xin didn't ask her to come out to do things. In many cases, he and Director Lin were running errands.

It was after five o'clock before driving Feng Xi back.

Under such consolation, Feng Xi's mood gradually stabilized, her hugging him was not so tight, but she still hugged him, her face was still pressed against his chest.

"No," Director Lin said with some embarrassment, "I fell asleep a bit and just woke up."

"Then let's go have dinner together," Feng Xi said, "By the way, the room will be refunded."

Although Yan Xin was full of melancholy, the influence of alcohol was still there. Not long after Feng Xi fell asleep, he fell asleep unknowingly.

He also dreamed that he chose Feng Xi, and told Ai Lili the truth, saying that he had betrayed the relationship between them.

Maybe it was because he still hugged Feng Xi after falling asleep. The physical contact awakened some physiological reactions, which were reflected in the dream, and the dream gradually changed.

At that time, Yan Xin patted her on the back like this to give her a smooth ride.

But this reason was interrupted by Feng Xi before he could say it.

Some of the details above made him feel like an old friend reunited.

I don't know the exact time at this time, anyway, it's still dark.

At this time, he had no other ideas and could only do what he should do.

At this time, the sky was already bright. Although the curtains in the room were drawn and the light inside was not very good, he could clearly see that the swaying face was Feng Xi's face.

Maybe it's because of guilt towards both of them.

That would cause pain, but the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

I don't know how long it took, and finally the clouds and rain dispersed.

He knew that the best way was to cut the mess quickly, choose one, and explain clearly to the other, so as not to have any involvement in the future.

The two went out to the first floor of the hotel, where Yan Xin was already there.

Imagining what happened in that room, she suddenly thought of her husband.

Opening his eyes, it was Feng Xi.

But that was the first two years of their marriage. At that time, the relationship between husband and wife was not so bad, and he still knew how to coax his wife.

However, Director Lin didn't say anything, not a single word that might cause embarrassment, which gradually made him feel at ease.

When he said this, Ellie's figure appeared in his mind again.

At this time, those two cannot be disturbed, so she can only wait here.

That was his wife from a previous life.

As for Supervisor Lin, he stayed in this factory.

In the next one or two months, Director Lin's main job is to manage the factory well, carry out reforms according to the plan, produce more products, put them on the Chunguiyoumeng online store for sale, and then based on the sales data Adjust production direction.

He doesn't have the time to manage these matters, nor does Feng Xi, so they can only be handed over to Director Lin who was in charge of this matter from the beginning.

Of course, Director Lin will not give in vain, and she can also get a corresponding reward.

(End of this chapter)