Reborn since 2005

Chapter 340 Feeling Lost

That night, Yan Xin was so preoccupied that he couldn't sleep for a long time.

Feng Xi, who was curled up in his arms, had already entered the dreamland, with a happy smile on his face.

This night, everything that was supposed to happen happened.

In the first rebirth, the wife of the previous life became his woman again.

After going around and around, she returned to his embrace.

At the beginning of his rebirth, he thought that he and Feng Xi would never have any intersections again in this life, that they would live their own lives, and that it was enough for them to be well.

Because the married life of the two people in the past few years was really unhappy.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have asked for a divorce.

It's just that he still has a deep sense of guilt for the woman who took care of his sick father for several years and suffered with him for several years. He feels that he owes her a lot and fails to give her a better life. life, and finally hurt her in the matter of divorce.

That's why she wanted to prevent Feng Chen from committing suicide, so that her burden in this life would be lighter.

Unexpectedly, because of this incident, there will be an intersection again in this life.

It was even more unexpected that Feng Xi fell in love with him in this life, which had never happened in the previous life.

He really wanted to change Feng Xi's fate, so that she could be happier in this life and not have to live so hard like her previous life.

But at that time, he really didn't think about changing Feng Xi's relationship line and making Feng Xi fall in love with him.

At that time, what he thought was that as long as Feng Xi could live happily, then the two of them should not have any further involvement.

He didn't really like Feng Xi's attitude towards him during the years of marriage, what was even more difficult for him to accept was Feng Xi's parents.

In his eyes, Feng Xi's parents were like enemies.

He didn't want to be their son-in-law again in this life.

He still can't figure out how Feng Xi likes him, what day and what happened.

But it doesn't make any sense to dwell on this issue now.

If you like it, you like it.

And he also discovered that not all of the negative emotions left over from the years of marriage with Feng Xi in his previous life, there are also some less negative emotions in it, and even some beautiful things.

To Feng Xi, he was not only grateful and guilty.

At least, when he saw Feng Xi setting up a stall in a snowy day, he would feel distressed.

Many times, I still unconsciously regard her as my relative.

And, most importantly, he found that he could not accept Feng Xi marrying another man and having children—although he really hoped Feng Xi could live a happy life, he didn't want Feng Xi to live happily with other men.

Under such complicated emotions, he finally violated the decision he made when he was just reborn, and came to this point with her.

If he had known that he would come to this point, he would not have had such a relationship with Ai Lili.

Can help Ai Lili, but will not have any ambiguous contact.

It's a pity that at that time, he didn't expect to have such a relationship with Feng Xi.

As a result, he became like this, a scumbag who stepped on two boats.

Feng Xi didn't want to give up, and Ai Lili didn't want to give up either, but the legal system in this society didn't allow him to have both, at most he could only keep one.

Or both broke their hearts and left him.

He was really at a loss as to what to do in the future.

What he can do now is to temporarily hide the fact that he is on two boats, and try to prolong this time as much as possible.

But he also knew that this was only temporary and would definitely be discovered in the future.

What kind of situation will it be after being discovered? Just imagine that your head is as big as a bucket.

I struggled in my heart for a long time, and finally couldn't think of any good solution.

He didn't know when he finally fell asleep, but when he was woken up by Feng Xi, he felt extremely sleepy.

"Get up, let's have breakfast." Feng Xi shook him awake.

"What time is it?" Yan Xin said this before opening his eyes.

I feel as if I just fell asleep and was woken up, and I just want to continue to sleep.

"It's past seven o'clock," Feng Xi said, "If you haven't slept well, let's continue to sleep after breakfast. But you must eat breakfast, so you can be healthy."

Yan Xin rubbed his eyes, opened them with effort, found that the room was already very bright, and said helplessly, "Okay, let's have breakfast."

Seeing that he was sleepy, Feng Xi asked him, "When did you sleep last night? Did you not sleep well?"

"I don't know when I fell asleep. It's really difficult to fall asleep. Maybe it's because I chose a bed." Yan Xin said.

It's not easy for him to say that he can't sleep because of the two-footed thing, so he can only find a random reason.

Feng Xi said: "I thought you were tired last night and would sleep better."

After thinking for a while, he said, "Why don't you just stay here for a while, and I'll go out and bring you something to eat."

Yan Xin wanted to refuse at first, but he was really tired. He had to wash his face and brush his teeth when he went out to eat. By then, he would be refreshed, and he couldn't make up for it even if he wanted to catch up on sleep.

It's better to seize the time and get more sleep.

So he nodded and said: "Then I will trouble you, you can bring me something to eat after you finish eating."

Feng Xi bent down and kissed him on the cheek, and said with a smile: "It's not troublesome at all to bring food for my dear husband."

In a daze, Yan Xin had one thought in his mind: "She is so kind to me."

Before Feng Xi left the room, Yan Xin fell asleep again.

So much so that when she walked out of the room, she closed the door carefully, just for fear of waking him up and disturbing his rest.

When she was walking, her legs and feet were a little inconvenient, but Yan Xin didn't notice.

By the time she came back, more than half an hour had passed.

After being woken up again, Yan Xin still felt quite sleepy.

But to eat here, you don’t need to prepare anything, you don’t even need to wash your face and brush your teeth. You can start eating after getting out of bed, and go to sleep after eating.

What Feng Xi brought back was a bucket of beef powder, which was not bought in the supermarket, but made by the store, with plenty of ingredients, and slices of beef could be seen.

What's more, she asked the boss to add an extra amount—of course, she also paid an extra amount.

Yan Xin ate quite deliciously, but in less than 3 minutes, he finished that portion of beef powder, and even drank the soup.

Then climb into bed and go back to sleep.

Feng Xi originally planned to go to the store with Yan Xin, but seeing that Yan Xin couldn't open his eyes very much, it was difficult to ask him to go there.

After thinking for a while, he finally climbed onto the bed and slept with him.

When she went to bed, Yan Xin was already asleep.

She hugged him behind Yan Xin's back, her face pressed against his shoulder, she closed her eyes, felt his breath, and gently stroked his body with one hand.

She fell asleep after ten o'clock in the evening, and slept well, and didn't wake up until after seven o'clock.

Sleep time is enough.

However, just holding Yan Xin like this, slowly, he fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, it was past ten o'clock.

Yan Xin was still sleeping at this time.

Looking at the time, Feng Xi couldn't help muttering: "It seems that I really didn't sleep well last night, otherwise I wouldn't be sleeping at this hour."

I closed my eyes and squinted for more than ten minutes, my mind became more and more clear, and then I got up from the bed.

After getting out of bed, he sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Yan Xin for a while, and touched his face a few times, and said in a low voice, "In this life, you will still be my husband."

When he said this, he still had a smile on his face.

Yan Xin was still sound asleep.

Feng Xi's eyes fell on the Nokia mobile phone that Yan Xin put on the bedside to charge.

One thing came to mind - Yan Xin was sleeping at this time, and now was the right time to check his cell phone.

She really wanted to know what this man's current circle was like, and whether there were any ambiguous objects in the circle.

However, checking the mobile phone is a very taboo thing. If it is discovered, will it affect the relationship between the two of them?

Thinking of this, a tangled look appeared in his eyes.

Wanting to find out the truth, but also afraid that Yan Xin would be unhappy, he was very conflicted for a while.

He stretched his hand over there, and was about to get the phone, but retracted it again.

But after a while, seeing that Yan Xin was still soundly asleep, his mind became active again: "Just take a look, he probably doesn't know?"

So, he stretched out his hand again.

I touched Yan Xin's cell phone with my hands, stopped there again, glanced at Yan Xin again, and thought to myself:

"What if he wakes up suddenly? Will he be very upset when he sees me flipping through his phone, thinking that I don't trust him?"

He hesitated again.

After struggling for a long time, he finally didn't go to get Yan Xin's phone.

Seeing that it was eleven o'clock, Yan Xin guessed that he was almost asleep, so he woke him up: "Husband, get up and go to lunch."

It took several shakes to wake him up.

Regretted in his heart: "If I knew he was sleeping so hard, I should have taken this opportunity to look at his phone."

Yan Xin was shaken awake, and asked in a daze, "Is it already noon?"

"It's 11 o'clock. After you pack up and go down, you can almost have lunch." Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin groaned, rubbed his eyes, opened his eyes and lay down for another 2 minutes, took the mobile phone by the bedside, checked the time, and then checked the QQ messages, but did not see the message sent by Ai Lili , a little more at ease, and then sat up from the bed.

Feng Xi looked at his mobile phone, smiled, and said, "Did you buy this mobile phone the year before last?"

Yan Xin nodded: "Yes, and it's second-hand."

This mobile phone was given to him by Ai Lili. At that time, he was just a small security guard with a monthly salary of [-] or [-].

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt very emotional.

Feng Xi smiled and said, "Can I see your phone?"

When she said this, she didn't even look at Yan Xin, but just looked at the mobile phone.

Yan Xin was taken aback for a moment, his vigilance rose greatly, and he asked, "Why do you want to look at my phone? This is already very backward."

He was right.

This mobile phone is a Nokia mobile phone launched in 05. It was a new mobile phone at that time, with various cool functions, and it cost several thousand yuan each.

But two years later, this phone has lagged behind, and the so-called cool features now look like a joke.

However, the backwardness of the mobile phone was just a reason for him to find out. What he was worried about was that Feng Xi could find some clues from his mobile phone.

In her previous life, Feng Xi was keen to check his mobile phone for a while, look through his WeChat friend list, and then find out the WeChat of a woman accurately in it, and ask him what relationship he has with him and how he added it.

Only the last two years did not do such a thing. In the last two years, the relationship between the two people was very tense. Most of the time they were in a state of cold war, and their work and rest schedules were different. Although they lived in a small house , but many times they are not together, and there is no time for query.

Feng Xi still had a smile on his face, and said: "I'm just curious about what your mobile phone looks like, and see if there are any videos and photos in your mobile phone. But if you don't want to show it to me, it's fine." .”

Yan Xin pretended to be shy and said, "There are some small videos about island countries...not suitable for you girls to watch."

Feng Xi's eyes lit up immediately, and he stretched out his hand: "Get it quickly, I want to see it!"

Yan Xin was stunned for a moment again: "Ah? The small video of the island country is the kind...the kind that doesn't wear clothes, do you want to watch it too?"

"I want to see! I want to see!" Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin was a little dizzy—how could it be different from Feng Xi in his memory?
When he was with Feng Xi in his previous life, he suggested to Feng Xi to watch island movies together to learn posture, but every time he suggested it, he was ruthlessly rejected:

"Are you a psychopath?"

"Neuropathy!"

"Isn't it good to have this time to learn something useful?"

After being hit a lot, he stopped thinking like that.

This also added to his impression of Feng Xi that he disliked island films.

He used this as an argument, that is, he hoped that Feng Xi would give up the idea of ​​checking his phone.

Unexpectedly, Feng Xi turned out to have this expression, expressing a strong desire to see.

At this time, he couldn't even refuse, so he could only hand over his phone, and even turned to the video for her specially:
"Just these few videos, there's nothing really interesting..."

Fortunately, some videos and photos with Ai Lili that were taken on the phone were deleted by him after they were transferred to a mysterious folder on the computer hard drive, and Feng Xicha couldn't find anything.

Otherwise, he would have to create an incident of breaking the mobile phone—even if this would arouse Feng Xi's suspicion, it was only suspicion, and it was better than finding evidence directly.

"I don't believe it. It doesn't look good. What are you still doing here? Does your phone have a lot of memory?" Feng Xi said while taking the phone.

She clicked on a video, and it turned out to be an island movie.

It's just that the sound was turned up a little louder, and when it was turned on, there was a strange sound, which frightened her and quickly turned it to mute, then looked at Yan Xin with a blushing face, and said, "Damn pervert!"

The memory of mobile phones in this era is very small. Yan Xin's mobile phone was produced in 512. The memory card that can be read is only [-]M. Inserting a [-]G memory card can easily cause the phone to freeze.

With that little memory, it is impossible to store a complete movie.

The few small videos on his mobile phone are all clips of a few minutes, the shortest one is only one or two minutes, and they are the kind that enter the exciting part as soon as they are opened.

So as soon as it was turned on, the sound was very serious.

After turning to mute, Feng Xi blushed and glanced at Yan Xin, who came over to watch, and gave him a push: "Hurry up and wash your face and brush your teeth. Let's go eat after we're done."

Yan Xin was a little worried about the fact that the phone was in Feng Xi's hands, and didn't want to leave, but there was no reason, so he could only answer, and then went to wash his face and brush his teeth.

As soon as he entered the bathroom, Feng Xi quickly exited from the video, and then clicked on his QQ, looked at his chat history, analyzed which one was male and which one was female from the screen name and profile picture, and then clicked on the chat with her I thought it was a woman's chat history, and quickly browsed to see if there was any ambiguous communication.

Because of the limited time, she used the sensitive word search method. Open the chat history and swipe up to see if there are sensitive words in it. Whenever there are ambiguous words involved, she will stop and look.

With this method, you can read a person's chat history in a very short time.

In it, she also saw the chat records of several online shop managers under her command and Yan Xin, and clicked to browse through them as usual, and found that they were all talking about work, without any ambiguous words.

What she was most worried about was the female classmate who was taken home by Yan Xin during the Chinese New Year the year before last, and the profile picture she saw in Yan Xin's chat list soon, the name was "Xiao Shiyu" - this is Yan Xin The comment name for .

Clicking on it, I found that the relationship between the two people is indeed unusual, and they have been in touch intermittently.

But after a quick scan, there is no ambiguous content.

Although we have been in contact all the time, but not every day, we say a few words every few days, and the chat page shows that there are several months of content, and there are only a few dozen in total.

It seems that there is no ambiguous relationship, at best, they are just classmates with a better relationship.

This made Feng Xi let go of a big stone in his heart.

She has met Xiao Shiyu before, he is indeed beautiful, and he can also dress up.

If there is a choice between her and Xiao Shiyu, regardless of money, probably the vast majority of men in this world will choose Xiao Shiyu.

Yan Xin didn't have an affair with Xiao Shiyu, which is good news, it shows that this man is still pretty good, he still misses his old love, and he didn't turn bad when he got rich.

She didn't read the detailed content, but just scanned it, but it was a little more careful than those online store managers, and there was indeed no ambiguous news.

In this chat list, she also found Ruan Siyao's record, and the avatar was also a beautiful girl.

Ruan Siyao's screen name was also noted by Yan Xin, so she could tell it at a glance.

She has some knots with Ruan Siyao, mainly because her brother always wants to introduce her sister-in-law to Yan Xin to repay her life-saving grace, which makes her have to think about whether the two have any relationship.

But I clicked on the chat history and read it, and there is no ambiguous record. There are more chats than Xiao Shiyu, but after scanning the chat content, it is basically complaining about being too tired from studying, or talking about Feng Chen and Ruan Mengyao matter.

It's just a chat between ordinary friends.

In this list, Feng Xi also saw herself, but she didn't click on it.

The two of them talked about something, of course she knew that there was no need to waste time on it.

While checking those chat records, he pricked up his ears to listen to the voices in the bathroom, feeling nervous like a spy.

Hearing the sound of Yan Xin finishing brushing his teeth, he quickly exited from QQ, then clicked on the video page, and clicked on another video.

Fortunately, she muted the video in front of her face, and Yan Xin would not find out when doing these things.

If the voice of the video is turned on and suddenly quits, Yan Xin will definitely be able to hear it, so it will be inconvenient for her to do such a job.

After doing all this, the time actually passed less than 3 minutes.

If she had enough time, she could click on Yan Xin's friend list, click on the column where she sent messages, and check the chat records one by one.

But time is limited, and Yan Xin's friend list is too long, so he can only click on those who have chat records on the homepage to view.

She didn't know if there were any omissions in it, and in such a short period of time, she could only rely on her feelings to do such a thing.

Yan Xin brushed his teeth first, then washed his face, and came out after washing his face. It took less than 5 minutes in total.

In fact, he still wanted to go to the bathroom at this time, but Feng Xi's mobile phone made him feel very unsafe, so he finally gave up on this idea, thinking that he could bear it for a while.

It was really because of this worry that he brushed his teeth and washed his face faster.

After coming out, I saw Feng Xi lying on the bed watching the video on his mobile phone.

Seeing that Feng Xi was indeed watching the video, Yan Xin was relieved, and thought: "It seems that I am overthinking, she hasn't developed the bad habit of checking her phone in her previous life, she is still a good girl with a pure heart. "

He blamed himself again: "But I'm cheating a good girl with a pure heart, ah, what's the matter?"

He moved behind Feng Xi, and poked his head to look: "What movie are you watching?"

After looking at it, he was stunned: "Two girls...Feng Xi, you actually like watching this kind of movie?"

For a split second, a thought even came to her mind: "If she can accept this...she and Lily...it seems to be quite harmonious..."

Some harmonious pictures suddenly appeared in my mind.

Feng Xi's face turned red immediately—she just clicked a video casually, and she wasn't thinking about it at the time, she was still thinking about the chat records she saw, wondering if there was anything she missed, and she didn't watch the video at all. what kind of content.

In her mind, it was nothing more than that kind of video, wasn't it all the content?
That is to say, after Yan Xin said it, he took a closer look and found that it was two female fairies who were fighting, and his face turned red.

She doesn't discriminate against people with special hobbies, but she doesn't have that special hobbies. On the contrary, she thinks it is a particularly disgusting thing for two women to do such a thing. In contrast, she would rather see two men together.

Seeing that Yan Xin looked at him with strange eyes, he was afraid that he would think that he had a special hobby, and he was ashamed and anxious, so he raised his hand and hit him, saying:
"I just want to see what kind of videos you have on your phone. I didn't expect you to download such disgusting videos. Why are you so perverted?"

Yan Xin was stunned: "Just like you women like to read Tanmei novels where two men fall in love, isn't it normal for men to like to read this?"

"Hey, it's so disgusting!" Feng Xi expressed disgust.

Then he said to Yan Xin: "You are considered a pervert, can you be a normal pervert? How do you make such a disgusting thing? You are not allowed to save such videos in your phone from now on."

As he said that, he deleted the little video in front of Yan Xin.

Yan Xin felt that his dream was shattered, and he let out a cry, feeling a great sense of loss in his heart.

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