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Ai Lili's question made Yan Xin feel a little guilty.

The more guilty you are, the more calm you must be.

Hugging Ai Lili, she said softly, "Don't worry, I will never be like him."

He won't be like Chen Li, that's because what he's doing now is already more extreme than Chen Li.

So strictly speaking, there is nothing wrong with his words.

Ai Lili buried her head in his arms and said, "I'm really afraid that one day you will become like this."

"No, absolutely not." Yan Xin could only try his best to comfort her.

As he spoke, he patted her on the back with his hand.

But I regretted it in my heart: "I knew that drinking would cause so many troubles. I shouldn't let them drink at that time. It's best not to eat together."

He was even a little bit dissatisfied with Chen Li: "I have been implicated in this crap."

Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly heard Ai Lili crying in her arms and said: "During the time you were away, I had several nightmares, dreaming that you had another woman, dreaming of being dumped by you, this period You don't have much time to chat with me, and your tone is very perfunctory, I'm really scared..."

Yan Xin froze.

He was a little strange at first, and felt that Ai Lili's reaction was a bit excessive today.

Normally speaking, when a friend encounters such a thing, he can sympathize or even hate the other party, but it will not go to the point of making himself so sad.

Only now did I realize that it was because she was with Feng Xi during this period of time that she was left out in the cold and made her feel a sense of crisis.

The pessimism accumulated during this period of time was now triggered by what happened to Liang Wei.

At this moment, her sadness was related to Liang Wei, but it was more for herself.

Thinking of this, he felt even more guilty.

But besides continuing to coax Ellie, he didn't know what to do—or he knew what to do was the right thing to do, but he wasn't going to be right.

I could only coax Ai Lili, saying that I was not that kind of person, and apologized for neglecting her for a while, and explained that there were too many things at work, and I really didn't have time to chat with her, and then because I was too busy , did not find her emotions, expressed deep apologies for this, and promised that it would never happen again next time.

But he knows that such a guarantee has no credibility, because he can't do it.

This kind of thing will definitely happen in the future, and it will happen more than once-as long as this concealment continues.

It took a long time to coax Ai Lili to stabilize her emotions, and then said to him embarrassingly with tears:
"I'm sorry, I lost my temper just now, I didn't control myself well, and vented my anger on you."

Yan Xin couldn't get angry either, and said with a smile: "It's true that I didn't do well, which made you feel insecure."

"It's not your problem, it's that Chen Li's problem, it's that he was too ruthless to Xiao Wei." Ai Lili said.

Yan Xin followed her words and said: "He also has problems, but his problems are his problems, and I have to admit my own problems."

"You're fine, I was just thinking about it." Ai Lili said.

I couldn't control myself when I was emotionally excited. After I stabilized, I reviewed what happened and felt that I was too unreasonable to make trouble.

I'm afraid that such behavior will arouse Yan Xin's disgust.

Looking at him helplessly, he said, "Husband, I doubted you so much just now...you...are you not angry?"

"I'm not angry," Yan Xin said with a smile, "how can I be angry? I'm not angry at all."

Ai Lili couldn't believe it: "Are you really not angry? Husband!"

"Not really angry."

Yan Xin felt a little guilty, thinking:

"I'm a scumbag, I did such a bad thing, where did I get angry?"

His guilty conscience flashed across his face, and fell into Ai Lili's eyes, causing her to misunderstand.

She felt that this was a sign that Yan Xin was angry. She was obviously angry and felt that her sincerity was not trusted, but because she wanted to coax her, she could only forcefully smile to show that she was not angry.

Thinking about it this way, she felt even more sorry for Yan Xin by what she said just now, and let down his true love for her.

Said: "Honey, I'm sorry, I shouldn't doubt your feelings for me."

These words made Yan Xin feel a little unnatural. He was clearly a rotten person, but it was a bit too rotten to ask someone to apologize.

He said with a smile, "I said I'm not angry, so don't think about it."

The unnaturalness on his face fell into Ai Lili's eyes, which made her feel that he was inconsistent at the moment.

There is no way to make up for her mistakes with a verbal apology, so she decided to make up for it with actions.

So, she slowly slid down until the whole body slipped into the bed.

Yan Xin shuddered.

Originally, I wanted to explain to Ai Lili that I was really not angry, and let her not misunderstand.

But seeing the way she is apologizing now, I thought again, if I misunderstood, I must have misunderstood. When a man and a woman get along, a little misunderstanding is inevitable, as long as it is not a principled contradiction.

——People want to apologize so sincerely, and it seems unnecessary to stop others from apologizing, so it is considered to be acquiescence to Ai Lili's apology.

I checked the time, it was past midnight.

They went to bed late this night.

Liang Wei was in the car at [-]:[-]. After she got in the car, Ai Lili sent her a message to confirm that she got in the car, and then fell asleep with peace of mind.

In more than ten hours, Liang Wei will return to her hometown.

When she came out, she was a working girl with nothing. When she came back, she had hundreds of thousands of savings and the title of a popular Internet female writer. In a sense, she could be regarded as returning home.

When Ai Lili and Liang Wei were chatting on QQ, Yan Xin suddenly remembered what Chen Li said, and said to Ai Lili:

"Chen Li said that if Liang Wei has any financial requirements, he can talk to him, and he can agree to it within 50 yuan. Why don't you ask Liang Wei if she needs financial compensation?"

Ai Lili was dumbfounded: "What is the compensation? Two people are together, why do they need financial compensation after breaking up? What does Chen Li mean? Is he using money to humiliate Xiao Wei?"

In her heart, it is a shameful thing to convert companionship into money.

Because of Ai Jing, she is more sensitive than others, so she finds such things even more shameful.

So she felt that Chen Li's offer of such compensation was a humiliation to Liang Wei's character.

"This is called breakup fee, also called youth loss fee," Yan Xin explained, "You can search online, there are many such things."

After hearing that there were many such things, Ai Lili calmed down a little, but she still couldn't understand this way of dealing with it—it was obviously very disrespectful to girls, and the spiritual core was that girls' company could be converted into money. It's objectifying girls.

Said: "Youth loss fee, making such a statement is too contemptuous of girls?"

Yan Xin smiled wryly: "Uh... Normally, this is what the woman asks for, and it is they who ask for compensation for the breakup, rather than the man asking for it. You must know that most ordinary people in our country are relatively poor. No man in the world will take the initiative to pay such a so-called youth compensation. When I was in my hometown, I have seen some big fights over breakup fees."

Ai Lili froze for a while, then said depressedly: "Well, it's because my living conditions are so good that I don't understand these folk sufferings."

But she still hesitated: "Will Xiaowei be angry and feel offended by asking Xiaowei like this?"

Yan Xin also couldn't make up his mind, so he could only speculate: "Probably not? Xiaowei also comes from an ordinary family, so she should know something about these things, so she wouldn't think that the breakup fee is humiliating her."

If it was Liang Wei who was still working as a real estate agency, Yan Xin could be sure that she would never feel offended.

At that time, Liang Wei needed money very much and had a strong desire for money.

When she and Chen Li got together in the beginning, it was just a story of unspoken rules between a real estate agent and a house buyer, not a love story.

But whether the current Liang Wei would feel offended, he really wasn't sure.

Because now Liang Wei has become a well-known online writer, the manuscript fees that have already been received are worth hundreds of thousands, and the manuscript fees for physical publishing have not been settled. All in all, the wealth that that novel brought to her is It's over a million.

And in the future, she will continue to create wealth for her.

A few 10 yuan is no longer that important to her, and it will not be related to the issue of survival. Of course, it is icing on the cake, but it is not a big deal if it is not, and it will not have a big impact on her quality of life.

If you have enough groceries, you know etiquette; if you have enough food and clothing, you know integrity.

Only with a certain economic foundation can we be decent.

And Liang Wei is more or less a decent person now, and she has the conditions to be decent at this time.

Of course, there will also be some people who can be decent, but choose not to be decent.

Yan Xin didn't know what kind of person Liang Wei was.

Ai Lili insists that breaking up in such a way is objectifying women and humiliating women.

But she still mentioned this matter to Liang Wei—what if Liang Wei really needed the 10 yuan?

If Liang Wei lost this income because of her likes and dislikes, which would affect her life, wouldn't she be a sinner?

After sending the news, she was actually very disturbed.

She didn't want Liang Wei to accept such compensation for breaking up.

If she accepts it, she will feel that Liang Wei is a bit materialistic and will give up her dignity for money.

But she also hopes that Liang Wei can live a better life alone in the future, and her material conditions will also be better.

Even though she has been rich since she was a child and has a little ungroundedness in life, she also knows that better material conditions can make people feel happier.

She hoped that Liang Wei would be happy, and that the damage caused to her by this breakup would be as small as possible.

If compensating for the breakup fee can make Liang Wei feel less sad, it is also a good thing for Liang Wei, and she has no reason to object.

But she hopes that Liang Wei can refuse this kind of compensation for breaking up.

This is the behavior that an independent and self-reliant woman should have. It is the most violent slap in the face of a ruthless and irresponsible man like Chen Li, and it shows the light of a woman.

In the entanglement, I received Liang Wei's reply:
"Sister Lili, you can tell him that I, Liang Wei, can live a good life with my own ability, and I don't need his compensation!"

Seeing such a reply, Ai Lili showed a smile on her face, and said excitedly to Yan Xin: "Xiaowei said that she doesn't want a breakup fee, she said that she can live a good life on her own."

There is a sense of excitement and pride.

Yan Xin looked at her amusedly, and said with emotion: "Chen Li is still vulgar. After living together for such a long time, he didn't really understand what kind of person Liang Wei is."

Ai Lili said angrily: "He just looks down on women, thinking that others follow him just to get his money."

"Yes, this is too bad." Yan Xin agreed casually.

But she thought in her heart: "But Liang Wei was with him in the first place, just to get his money."

He had never told Ai Lili about this fact before, and it was even more impossible for Chen Li and Liang Wei to talk about it, so Ai Lili never knew about it.

But he didn't want to tell Ai Lili the truth.

The reality is too skinny, let Ai Lili, a kind woman, maintain a little more beautiful fantasy about this world.

It is also a happy thing to have fantasies about the world, and there is no need to puncture people's sense of happiness.

They go to bed very late at night and get up late the next day.

When Ai Lili woke up, it was already past eight o'clock in the morning. She hurriedly got up and cleaned up, and drove to work without even eating breakfast.

After arriving at the company, I called a nearby restaurant and asked them to deliver a breakfast.

As for Yan Xin, the company doesn't even have his office. He can go to work or not.

Since it was already so late, of course there was no need to go to work.

He was not as anxious as Ai Lili. He even ran around the community a few times before eating breakfast. After returning home, he took a shower and hid in his room with the air conditioner on, lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone.

Ai Lili went to work, he was alone at home, he could chat with whoever he wanted, there was no need to worry at all.

I chatted with Feng Xi for more than an hour, talked a lot of earthy love words, and talked about missing each other.

But it was Chen Li who talked more.

Both of them lived in the same community, so they could have met and chatted directly, but the weather was too hot, and it was not as comfortable to lie in someone else's house as in his own. Yan Xin didn't want to move, and would rather chat on QQ.

Moreover, you can chat with many people at the same time on QQ, chat with people offline, and use a mobile phone to chat with other people on QQ, which is somewhat disrespectful.

——It’s fine once in a while, if the frequency is too high, it’s too shameful.

Even if he and Chen Li are good friends, they can't be so rude.

I reported Liang Wei's current situation to Chen Li, and also told Chen Li that Liang Wei didn't ask for a breakup fee, and told her all the words.

Chen Li didn't say much, he just said that it's okay if you don't want it, anyway, he will leave a sum of money there, and whenever Liang Wei needs it, he will transfer it.

Yan Xin asked him a little sourly: "Now that Liang Wei is gone and you are single again, are you going to be as carefree as before, changing women every day?"

Chen Li replied honestly: "I have such an idea. Change one a day, you can always get freshness, and it doesn't cost a lot of money, and you won't fall into the pit of feelings. Wouldn't it be better?"

Seeing such an answer, Yan Xin became angry, thinking that Ai Lili's evaluation of this guy was correct, he was a bad man!
No matter how many people break up, others will be sad for a few days, but this guy thinks about how to be happy and happy, and even changes a girl every day, it is annoying to think about it.

Ask him: "Don't you want to find a stable one?"

"I don't want to." Chen Li replied very simply.

Then I sent another one: "Look for a stable one. Not only is it not new, but it will be controlled by others. It will lose a lot of freedom. It's so boring. Now I can change one every day, as long as my body can bear it, I can even change it every day. Two or three, isn’t it better to live like this? Why do you need to find an ancestor to worship at home? After suffering a loss once, if I make such a mistake again, then I will be a pig!”

Yan Xin felt that his way of life was not good, but at the same time he felt a little sour in his heart, and felt that such a way of life was also quite happy.

Want to refute, do not know how to refute.

Because what he could think of, he himself felt a little trite.

It's useless to talk to Chen Li about family, he doesn't have a good impression of family itself.

It's useless to talk to him about emotions, he doesn't even admit that there is such a thing as love in this world.

It's still useless to talk to him about responsibility, he just doesn't want to take responsibility, so he decided not to marry or have children in his life.

With different values ​​and different lifestyles, no one can convince anyone.

To be honest, Yan Xin even felt that he might be persuaded by this guy.

——That’s how you can change to a beautiful girl every day!
——Change one a day!

——You can even change two or three a day!

We all grew up watching educational films, who doesn't have some strange and bold ideas in mind?
If it weren't for the two women he didn't want to hurt, Feng Xi and Ai Lili, Yan Xin might have chosen the same lifestyle as Chen Li.

He is young too, and he has delusions of youth.

The most important thing is that he still has such conditions, even his conditions are better than Chen Li's, and they are much better.

It's just that when you are with Feng Xi or Ai Lili, the sense of emotional gain is something that girls who can change at will can't provide.

So he still chooses the current way of life, even if this way makes him fearful.

If you can't convince Chen Li, you can only respect, understand and give blessings.

In the chat with Chen Li, Yan Xin also revealed that Ai Lili was very dissatisfied with him, which made him mentally prepared.

Chen Li was embarrassed: "I felt it yesterday, but it doesn't matter. I'm a bad person. It's normal for Sister Lili to look down on me. I won't go to your house for dinner in the future, so she won't be unhappy when she sees it. .”