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That day, Gu Ru stayed at Yan Xin's house. Anyway, Yan Xin's house also had a spare house, so it would be no problem for her to live there.

After dinner, a few people went out for a walk together. Without driving, they walked to the nearest park. They didn't turn back until after ten o'clock. They passed by a barbecue restaurant and had a barbecue. go home.

For the next few days, Gu Ru stayed at Yan Xin's place, but during the day, she would sometimes go to Xiaoyuan's place to sit, and sometimes she would find a big tree in the community and sit under it in a daze.

Every day, she would go to the health care center outside the community for a massage - she didn't go there alone, she would often take Chen Li and Xiaoyuan with her, and sometimes she would call Yan Xin and Ai Lili over as well.

She dared not go alone.

Of course, this is a serious massage - unless they make a special request, they will not be given a non-decent massage.

Of course they don't ask for special services.

This kind of life seems quite boring, but it also makes Gu Ru feel very relaxed and leisurely.

You don't have to think about anything, you don't have to do anything, just empty yourself completely.

Every day, there are people serving delicious food and drinks, and friends as company, she thinks it is very good.

In her words, it was finally a sigh of relief.

During this period of time, running around in commercial performances, she was really exhausted, and if she continued to do it, her whole body was about to collapse.

The physical condition is not good, and the mental stress is also quite high.

These few days of recuperation allowed her to let go of the negative energy accumulated in her heart over the past few months, and also relieved her physical fatigue, and her mental state became much better.

The originally pale face gradually became rosy.

She didn't choose to travel at the beginning because her physical condition was too bad. Traveling would not allow her to enjoy the beauty of travel, but would only make her feel more tired.

After ten days of recuperation like this, Gu Ru felt that her physical condition had almost recovered, so she proposed to go on a trip together.

There is no clear destination, just drive out to play by yourself.

I didn't pursue any [-]A-level scenic spots, and stopped at places that felt interesting along the way.

It doesn't matter whether it is a scenic spot or not.

Anyway, if you have money, it's ok.

In the end, there were five people in total who set off together.

Gu Ru, Xiao Yuan, and Chen Li.

Then there is the pair of Yan Xin and Ai Lili.

They set off on October 10th, which was the weekend, and Ai Lili didn't have to go to work.

The weekend before this, Yan Xin also went to the capital, and the reason he gave was that he was busy with the business of the e-commerce company, so he went to the capital to accompany Feng Xi for two days.

He also told Feng Xi that he would go on a self-driving tour with a few friends, which might last for a month.

As for which friends they are, he gave two examples, one is Gu Ru and the other is Chen Li, and the reasons given are that these two people have worked too hard these days and they want to go on a trip to relieve their spirits pressure.

These two people have brought him huge economic benefits, they are good friends, and he will go with them if they want to.

Feng Xi didn't say much, and asked half-jokingly: "That Gu Ru, I've seen her before, she's pretty, don't you think you've taken a fancy to her?"

Yan Xin denied it flatly, with a look of being insulted:
"What are you talking about? What are you talking about? She is more than ten years older than me, how could I fall in love with her?"

"More than ten years older, but she is beautiful." Feng Xi said.

"Pretty has nothing to do with me," Yan Xin said, "and most importantly, people don't like men."

"Huh?" Feng Xi was taken aback.

In order for Yan Xin to pass the approval for this self-driving tour trip, he can only say this: "They are from the literary and art circles, and their thinking is relatively open. I respect and wish this, but I cannot accept it."

Feng Xi sized him up and said, "You must not accept that bullshit open-mindedness, otherwise, you will never come near me in your life."

Yan Xin assured her: "You can rest assured about this, I will always be heterosexual, and I will always only like the opposite sex!"

Feng Xi glanced at him, and said quietly: "I thought you would say that you will always only like me."

"If you become a man, I can't accept it either." Yan Xin said seriously.

This is not a lie.

He doesn't discriminate against some things, but he really can't accept them.

In fact, Feng Xi also yearns for this kind of instant travel, and she also has many places she wants to go.

But there is no way, she still has to go to school.

Not just going to school, but also running a company.

Such a large e-commerce company has already opened four online stores, and the fifth online store is already in preparation.

In addition, the acquisition of several factories is in progress. If the talks are successful, the company's supply chain will be more complete, allowing them to obtain cheaper products and have greater competitiveness.

Many things need her to do.

Self-driving tour, and the kind of self-driving tour that lasts for a month, I can only think about it now.

Even if it is winter vacation and summer vacation, there will not be so much time to do such things.

No matter what, I have to wait until she graduates from university and her company is on the right track and stabilized.

But it takes a long time to think about it.

In the end, she could only explain to Yan Xin: "Be careful on the road, take more photos and videos, and send them to me on the computer, so that I can also feel your happiness."

The pitiful look made Yan Xin feel sorry for her, and she assured her: "Don't worry, when we are free, the two of us will also take a self-driving tour. We can go wherever we want, and play for as long as we want."

A smile appeared on Feng Xi's face: "Okay, set the time for our honeymoon trip after we get married."

Yan Xin doesn't know when they will get married, and he doesn't even know who he will marry in the future, but he still agrees without hesitation: "Okay, it's a deal!"

Now he doesn't have any psychological pressure to say such things, just blurt out.

Whether the promise can be fulfilled is something to be considered in the future, and what he is thinking about now is how to maintain the current state.

It was very important to inform Feng Xi about this matter, because he had promised Feng Xi before that no matter what, he would come to the capital twice a month to accompany her.

However, the next self-driving tour may take a month, so he has no way to accompany Feng Xi.

So this matter must be approved by Feng Xi.

Otherwise, it would be a breach of promise, and it would be difficult to deal with business in the future.

With the approval from Feng Xi, Yan Xin can prepare for the self-driving tour with peace of mind.

Chen Li took Liang Wei to set off last winter, drove east all the way, and then turned north again, passing through a dozen provinces and cities on the way, wandering for several months.

He has a lot of experience in this area.

With his joining, a lot of trouble can be saved.

But this time the direction was different, they were heading west.

They traveled in three vehicles in total.

Among the five people, only Madoka doesn't have a car.

Yan Xin and Ai Lili drove a car, Gu Ru and Xiao Yuan drove a car, and Chen Li drove a car by himself.

On the 27th, the first day of the self-driving tour, they stopped in a small town that night, and there was a not-so-famous scenic spot near the town.

They decided to spend the day at that place the next day.

Stayed in that small town that night.

During the meal, Yan Xin found that Chen Li was not in a very high mood, and even drank two bottles of beer by himself.

After eating, they went shopping together. He and Chen Li walked last, and then asked Chen Li:
"What's wrong with you? Why do you feel like you are a little out of shape? Are you worried about the novel update?"

"No, I've been working hard on typing these days, and I've saved forty or fifty chapters as manuscripts, and there's no pressure on the update." Chen Li said.

"Then why are you unhappy?" Yan Xin was puzzled.

Chen Li hesitated for a while, and then said with some embarrassment:

"Say it and don't laugh at me..."

When Yan Xin heard this, he knew that something funny would definitely be said by him, and he was ready to laugh.

But he still said very seriously: "Don't worry, you can say whatever you want, I won't laugh at you."

Chen Li hesitated for a while, laughed awkwardly, and said:
"I don't know what happened, but I suddenly thought of Liang Wei."

Yan Xin was ready to burst into laughter, but when he heard what he said, he suddenly realized that it wasn't funny at all.

After looking at Chen Li's expression, he looked quite embarrassed, he didn't seem to be lying, so he asked:

"I didn't think about her before, did I suddenly think of her today?"

Chen Li nodded: "Yes, I almost forgot that there was such a person, but this time I went on a self-driving tour with you, I suddenly remembered the thing that I went on a self-driving tour with her last year, and then I remembered her."

When he said this, there was still some regret on his face.

Last year, during Chen Li's self-driving tour, he and Liang Wei set off together and wandered outside for several months.

This is his first time to travel, to appreciate the beauty of this world, feel the beauty of this world, feel the beauty of being rich, and the beauty of youth.

In his memory, Liang Wei was always present in these beautiful scenes.

By this year, Liang Wei had already broken up with him, and hadn't contacted him for several months. In his world, traces of this woman were slowly disappearing, and he even forgot that such a woman existed.

He had already adapted to such a world, but this time he was driving again, which made him suddenly think of the woman who had lived with him for so long.

Then, suddenly there was some melancholy.

In his world, women come and go, changing countless times.

However, it is basically a one-off, and there are very few cases of more than two times.

Liang Wei was not his only woman, but she was the only woman who had been by his side for so long.

She was also the only woman with whom he had seriously considered whether to spend his whole life together.

Although he still gave a negative answer in the end, at least in his heart, he had considered such a question.

I also imagined what it would be like for two people to be together in the future.

It's just that he feels that with his current conditions, he can live a more exciting life, and he shouldn't tie his whole life to a woman.

He wants to gain more freedom and appreciate more beauty in this world.

I also don't want to have a woman who will fetter him emotionally and legally, and bring him material losses.

So he finally chose freedom.

He wanted that kind of freedom without restraint.

Then the woman disappeared into his world.

When Liang Wei had just left, he even felt a sense of relief - he had finally got rid of this woman, and he could live a colorful life again.

For a long time to come, his life was indeed colorful, and the women around him changed one by one, all with young and beautiful bodies.

He only needs to pay a small amount of money to get what he wants.

Whether the soul is interesting or not, he doesn't care at all.

All he needs is a young and beautiful body, and what he needs is to release his lust.

He likes this exchange very much.

It will not bring him any fetters, any troubles.

He thinks he is very happy, and he thinks this is the best way to open up life.

It's just that this self-driving trip suddenly reminded me of the self-driving trip last year, and the details of the two of us together last year.

In those beautiful scenery, there is that beautiful person.

A woman who had been with him for so long and then suddenly fell silent.

My heart became inexplicably melancholy.

Those places that two people have been to, the memories shared by two people, without one person's memories, suddenly feel that the memories are incomplete.

Looking back at that time in the future, I am afraid that I will be very sad in my heart.

—— During the period when he was separated from Liang Wei, he didn't have time to recall, he just coded, enjoyed life, and changed the female companions around him one by one.

Opening the box of memories this time, he suddenly found that in his memory, in what he thought was the best time, there was such a woman.

The woman has left.

But that woman still exists in his memory, and it exists in his best memory.

After the two broke up, in a few months, the women around him changed countless times.

But he couldn't remember any of those women.

I can't remember the name, the appearance, or the personality, but I can only vaguely remember that they are all young and beautiful bodies.

However, he couldn't forget Liang Wei.

I haven't thought of it for a long time, but it doesn't mean I have forgotten it.

Opening the box of memories, I found that the figure of that woman was so clear in the memories.

The woman who has been with him for the longest time.

The woman who accompanied him during the best time.

The more you think about it, the more unpleasant it becomes.

Driving all the way here, looking at the scenery along the way, I was thinking in my heart, what would happen if Liang Wei was sitting in his passenger seat at this moment.

——Maybe he has such an idea, just because he is lonely, just because in this team of five people and three cars, he is the only one who drives a car alone, which makes him think of the person who accompanied him the longest. woman of time.

But no matter what the reason was, he really missed Liang Wei a lot this day.

During lunch, he even thought about calling Liang Wei.

However, when the number is dialed out, the prompt is that the number has been shut down.

He had Liang Wei's QQ account, but was blocked.

Knowing that the four people in the same group all have Liang Wei's QQ account and have not been blocked, I want to ask, but I am too embarrassed to ask, for fear of being ridiculed by them.

When Yan Xin asked at this moment, he hesitated for a long time before expressing his thoughts.

Then he asked tentatively: "Do you still have contact with her now? Do you know what kind of situation she is in now?"

Yan Xin shook her head: "After you broke up, I haven't contacted her. I just heard from Lily that she went back to her hometown and said she was going to start life again."

Chen Li's expression turned ugly when he heard the words "new life", and asked, "Did she find a new man?"

Yan Xin glanced at him, knew what he was thinking, and couldn't help but said: "She wants to marry you, but you refused, and the two broke up. Isn't that normal for her to find a man to marry? I haven't looked for it yet, and I will definitely look for one in the future. You won't tell me, you don't know the result, do you?"

Chen Li sighed: "You are right, this is something that will inevitably happen."

Yan Xin smiled: "You don't think you want to be with her again, do you? Let me tell you, there is no medicine for regret in this world. If you dump someone, they may not always stand where they are. Waiting for you - she is also very good, not the kind of girl that no one wants."

"No," Chen Li shook his head, "She wants to get married, but I won't get married, so it's impossible for us to have results together."

"Then you now..." Yan Xin was a little puzzled.

"I simply thought of her," Chen Li said honestly, "I want to know how she is doing now, whether she is doing well."

Yan Xin thought for a while, then nodded: "I can understand. After all, we have been together for such a long time. Even a stone can have some feelings, let alone a human being?"

"Would you like to ask me about her current situation?" Chen Li looked at him with some expectation in his eyes.

The three women walking in front entered a clothing store, and Yan Xin also stopped, just outside the store.

He smashed his mouth, took out his mobile phone, and said, "Okay, let me ask for you."

Opened QQ, scrolled down the friend list for a while, finally found Liang Wei's QQ number, and sent her a message:

"Miss Wei, are you there?"

After sending it, he said to Chen Li: "I sent the message, but I don't know if she will reply to my message, so I can't give you a guarantee."

"I can understand this." Chen Li was open-minded, "Do your best and obey the destiny."

After waiting for a few minutes, the other party finally replied:
"I'm having breakfast, what's the matter?"

Seeing this piece of information, the two looked at each other, and then looked at the surrounding environment, feeling quite incredible.

It's obviously evening, what's for breakfast?

Yan Xin asked: "Eat breakfast? Am I right? Isn't it night now?"

After a while, Liang Wei sent a message: "I'm in the United States now. It's night on your side, but it's still morning on my side."