Reborn since 2005

After Xiao Shiyu arrived, Yan Xin's mood quickly stabilized.

Being with someone is much better than being alone.

Sometimes I chat with stray cats in reincarnation, but this netizen doesn't go online often, so I don't talk much.

I will talk about some business issues, as well as some emotional issues.

The feeling for Yan Xin is that the stray cat in this reincarnation is more inclined to Feng Xi, and he hopes that he can continue to be with Feng Xi.

In this regard, the stray cat in the reincarnation also explained that he is from the business world, so he has a filter for Feng Xi, an entrepreneur, and feels that she is more suitable.

Yan Xin could accept this explanation.

From the perspective of commercial achievements, Feng Xi's performance is indeed amazing enough, and it is normal for people to lean more towards her.

As for Ai Lili, she is pretty, has a gentle personality, and is kind-hearted, but these good things can only be felt by those around her, not as impressive as Feng Xi's achievements.

Without the stray cats in reincarnation, he didn't know how to choose one of the two.

With the stray cats in reincarnation, he still doesn't know who to choose.

In addition to asking the stray cat in reincarnation about relationship matters these days, he will also chat with Gu Ru.

He didn't tell Gu Ruxiao about Shiyu's arrival, but asked if Ai Lili and Feng Xi could forgive him and continue walking with him, which one should he choose.

Gu Ru's answer was simple and straightforward: "Don't choose any of them. You went astray in the past, and now you have finally returned to the right track and regained your freedom. Don't be obsessed with ghosts and fall into the pit of feelings again."

In this regard, Gu Ru and Chen Li have the same thoughts, reject marriage, reject any bondage, and want freedom.

Yan Xin hesitated.

On the one hand, he longs for Chen Li's freedom, on the other hand, he also wants to have a love that will grow old together, have a normal family, and have a few lovely children.

After divorcing Feng Xi in her previous life, the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world was really uncomfortable.

He still hopes to have his own blood to stay in this world.

He knew that for himself now, as long as he wanted, he could have a lot of young and beautiful girls around him, but he didn't think there was any one who was suitable for him to marry and have children.

It's not that he couldn't find a suitable one, but that apart from Ai Lili and Feng Xi, he never thought of spending his whole life with other women.

He hasn't been in contact with the two of them now, and it's not all because of being blocked - only his QQ number and mobile phone number have been blocked, and he can reconnect with another mobile phone number.

Now the mobile phone number does not need to be bound to an ID card, and the number can be bought casually. A mobile phone card that costs tens of dollars a day, he can change 100 cards a day, and there is no way to be blocked.

It's just that he wasn't sure if the two of them would calm down now.

Without calming down, making a phone call will only be considered harassment and will only add to the anger.

Another reason is that he has not decided who to save now.

Still can't make a choice.

So just put it badly and wait for them to make a choice.

The worst result is that both of them give up on him completely, just like the current situation.

There is nothing worse.

Thinking of this, the mood gradually stabilized.

After Feng Chen came back, they met each other.

Feng Xi did a good job of keeping the secrets secret. Until now, Feng Chen didn't know that his good partner, close comrade-in-arms, comrade Yan Xin, a nobleman in his career, had done a heinous and extremely bad thing to let his sister down.

When I saw him, he was still smiling, and his attitude was very affectionate.

I also showed Yan Xin the photos and videos of my new house, from the exterior to the interior.

There is the new house he arranged for himself, and the room Feng Xi arranged for himself.

Yan Xin didn't like to ask too directly, so he asked very tactfully:
"Your sister should be very happy for decorating the room so beautifully?"

Feng Chen, who knew nothing about the truth, said cheerfully:

"I'm very happy. I've been very busy shopping and decorating the room with Mr. Ai of your company every day these days. It can be seen that I am very happy."

This answer made Yan Xin feel relieved - just be happy, so that they don't have to worry about them falling into extreme emotions.

But at the same time, I felt a little sour in my heart: "Why are you so happy? Is breaking up with me a happy thing for them? How about a few more days of sadness?"

Being happy means that you have let go of that period of time, and at the same time let go of the relationship between them.

Yan Xin hopes that they will let go of that sad past, but he does not want them to let go of that relationship.

Therefore, hearing Feng Chen say this, I still feel a little complicated.

Such thoughts are of course immoral, but this is the truest thought in his heart.

He also asked Feng Chen: "Is Mr. Ai from our company still used to living there?"

Feng Chen recalled: "It's okay. I think she is full of curiosity about our countryside. She wants to take pictures when she sees mountains, takes pictures when she sees water, and takes pictures when she sees a dilapidated house. She took a lot of pictures along the way."

He smiled and said another thing:
"However, like my sister, she dislikes the smell of the newly renovated house, so she doesn't live at home. She goes to live at your house every night."

Yan Xin's eyes widened all of a sudden: "You live in my house?"

"Well, stay overnight at your house," Feng Chen said, "Your sister is also coming back for vacation, and then I will live with her at night."

Speaking of this, there was a hint of apology: "I'm a little embarrassed, I have caused trouble for your family."

"It's okay, what's the trouble?" Yan Xin said.

But there were waves of turmoil in my heart.

Unexpectedly, the two of them actually lived in his house in his hometown these days.

What kind of mental state is this?
He couldn't figure it out.

At least one thing is certain - their hatred for him is not as deep as he thought.

After returning home, he sent Bai Xiaoling a message:
"Do Feng Xi and Ai Lili live in our house?"

Sometimes he and Bai Xiaoling would chat on QQ, knowing that Bai Xiaoling had also returned home, but he didn't know that Feng Xi and Ai Lili lived in his house.

In the chat between the two of them, Bai Xiaoling rarely mentioned Feng Xi, as long as Yan Xin didn't ask, Bai Xiaoling would definitely not take the initiative to mention it.

Yan Xin didn't take the initiative to ask these few days, mainly because he felt that he had done something ungrateful, and he didn't have the nerve to let his family know.

There is no way to scold him, but he will never take the initiative to scold him.

Now that the question has passed, Bai Xiaoling answered truthfully:

"Yes, they said that the newly renovated house is not good to live in, so they live in our house. But don't worry, I don't live in your room, and sleep with me every night."

Yan Xin: "It's okay to sleep in my room. I'm not an outsider. My room is air-conditioned. It's okay to stay for a few days. Three people squeezed together is not the way to welcome guests."

Bai Xiaoling thought to herself: "But I don't want them to sleep on your bed."

Replied to him: "They said that the crowd is more lively, so I can't help it. In fact, I don't want to sleep with them. They are restless when they sleep, and they always move their hands."

Yan Xin was curious: "Will you still hit you when you sleep at night?"

Bai Xiaoling: "It's not the one who touches..."

Yan Xin recalled some of the sleeping habits of the two women at night, and suddenly thought of something, and felt a little embarrassed for a while.

No further entanglement with this question, just ask:
"Then they live in our house, are they happy?"

"It's okay, what's the matter?" Bai Xiaoling replied.

This answer made Yan Xin very depressed—is he really that happy?

But after a while, Bai Xiaoling sent another message:
"However, it's a bit strange to say. One night, my sister-in-law woke me up by crying suddenly. Before I had time to ask anything, she opened her mouth and bit my shoulder. Fortunately, I was woken up by her." , stopped her in time, otherwise I would have been bitten off by her. I asked her why, and she said she had a nightmare. I don’t know what nightmare made her look like that.”

Seeing this piece of news, Yan Xin shuddered, and recalled the incident of being bitten by Feng Xi in her previous life.

If you really want to bite, maybe you will really bite off a piece of meat.

But there is still some heartache - this shows that in Feng Xi's heart, he has not let go of that matter, and is still very angry and sad.

This also shows that being happy in front of others during the day is just a show.

He himself has had that kind of acting moment, and he knows that the calmer he is, the more bitter he feels.

She was a little sour before, and felt that she broke up, but this woman is not sad at all, and she can still be happy every day.

Now it hurts again.

Thinking that Feng Xi is like this, and Ai Lili is probably the same, and I feel bad again.

Bai Xiaoling also called Feng Xi "sister-in-law", which means that neither Feng Xi nor Ai Lili told Bai Xiaoling about the fact that he stepped on two boats and was discovered.

Of course he couldn't say it himself.

He just told Bai Xiaoling that he is a guest from afar, so treat the guests well, but don't be negligent.

Bai Xiaoling replied: "I know, my mother and I confessed them as if they were our ancestors."

Yan Xin's mood was not very high that day.

As his bedside person, Xiao Shiyu also felt it, and asked him: "What's wrong with you today? You don't seem to be very interested."

Yan Xin was also embarrassed to say that he thought of his two exes, so he could only say:
"Maybe it's because the weather is too hot, I'm a little bit heatstroke, I always feel like I can't cheer up."

Xiao Shiyu was startled: "Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No," Yan Xin shook his head, "It's just a small problem, you don't need to go to the hospital, just rest for a while and it will be fine."

I was not in high spirits that day, and even did not do some entertainment activities.

That night, Xiao Shiyu was falling asleep in the middle of the night, and was suddenly woken up. When she woke up, she felt that she was being hugged tightly by Yan Xin, and she was about to suffocate.

Yan Xin hugged her and murmured:

"sorry Sorry……"

The voice was indistinct, and Xiao Shiyu heard it several times before he heard it clearly. It was obviously talking in sleep.

I don't know who Yan Xin said "I'm sorry" to, but she knows that it is definitely not to herself.

For a while, my heart was sour.

I feel very wronged.

However, this road was chosen by herself, and she knew what kind of road it was from the beginning.

Now that I have made such a choice, I have to go on even if I am crying.

She hugged Yan Xin, patted his back lightly, and said softly:

"It's okay...it's okay..."

One apologized to the woman he was sorry for in the dream, and the other forgave other women in reality.

The worlds of the two people were originally disjoint, but at this moment they still intersect.

I don't know if her comforting had an effect, or Yan Xin's dream changed again. Yan Xin gradually stopped saying sorry, and the arms holding her were not so tight, and gradually loosened.

It didn't take long for him to breathe normally, apparently walking out of that dream.

It's just that Xiao Shiyu couldn't calm down for a long time. He opened his eyes and looked at the night, but couldn't fall asleep.

This night was too long for her.

Now I know why Yan Xin is so depressed during the day.

Knowing that, he still couldn't let go of that relationship.

He also knew that he had no place in his heart.

But if you know it, you know it, no matter how wronged or sad you are, the path you choose, you still have to go on like that.

The next day, she pretended nothing happened and knew nothing, and treated Yan Xin tenderly.

In the morning, Yan Xin will go to the company to have a look. She will not follow her there, but will prepare meals at home and wait for him to come back.

It was too hot in the afternoon, Yan Xin was too lazy to go out, the two of them just stayed at home, and she would try her best to satisfy any request Yan Xin made.

Do what you can do, and learn to do what you can't do.

This tenderness and obedience made Yan Xin feel very comfortable, and he sighed in his heart: "How wonderful it would be if we could have three wives and four concubines like in ancient times?"

Monogamy guarantees the happiness of more low-level people.

In his previous life, he hated those rich men who occupied a large number of women's resources, and felt that those men had created the greatest injustice in the world.

But when I became rich and had more resources to occupy, I began to yearn for that kind of life again.

Comparing the thoughts of the two lifetimes, he didn't reflect on the fact that he had fallen, but felt that in this life he stood taller, saw farther, his thinking was more mature, and the pattern was bigger.

His layout can accommodate at least three women.

It is a pity that the mainstream of this society still cannot accept such a thing.

Neither Ai Lili nor Feng Xi could accept such a thing.

Otherwise, he wouldn't need to be so troubled like he is now, and would have happily lived a happy life with everyone.

Xiao Shiyu's position in his heart is indeed not that important, but this girl's performance these days made him feel very comfortable, and he gradually gave her more position in his heart.

Although I didn't think about giving her a title, I still wanted to give her more compensation:
"In her previous life, she liked money very much. Then I will give her a big company."