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Chapter 475 Still Friends
After Yan Xin knew that Feng Xi was guarding outside, he already had the idea of ​​breaking the can, thinking that the two of them had already broken up, and it was normal for him to bring another girl by his side.

If it can't be redeemed, then it won't be redeemed. There is no need to hide and hide. Watching the Olympics has to be worried.

Therefore, he also directly admitted that he had indeed had some kind of relationship with Xiao Shiyu.

But seeing Feng Xi shed tears now, I still feel very distressed.

And I heard Feng Xi said that I had already thought about forgiving him, but I regretted it even more--if I knew this, I should have behaved well and apologized when I should apologize. In this way, I can get Feng Xi's forgiveness and continue on.

Now that I think about it, what the stray cat in reincarnation said was right, there is really someone who will forgive him, and it is Feng Xi.

I thought to myself: "Is it really because the entrepreneur has a bigger structure?"

It's just that he didn't cherish this opportunity to bring Xiao Shiyu over to watch the Olympic opening ceremony together.

The fact is already such a fact, people get stolen goods, and there is no way to quibble.

He could only bow his head and say, "I'm sorry."

"You know how to say sorry, you know how to say sorry!" Feng Xi asked him, "What else can you do besides say sorry?"

"I'm not a good man," Yan Xin said in a low voice, "I can't be emotionally single-minded, I'm just the scumbag you call me, I don't deserve your feelings..."

When he said this, he himself felt some pain.

This is tantamount to declaring that two people are impossible.

But there's also something lighthearted about it.

Scum is scum.

If it's bad, it's bad.

Be honest, it's good for everyone.

It may hurt her heart very much now, but after being completely hurt, she will not be hurt again in the future.

He doesn't have to worry about those things anymore.

Feng Xi stared at him blankly, with tears in his eyes, and after a while, he asked:

"So, you didn't think about changing for me, and you didn't think about giving up other women, just being with me, did you?"

"I thought about it," Yan Xin replied honestly, "but I found that I couldn't do it. I'm not a good person, and I'm not good enough for you."

"Not good enough for me, but good enough for Xiao Shiyu, isn't it? Ai Lili and I are not good enough to live with you, so she is good enough, right?" Feng Xi looked at him.

Yan Xin hesitated for a while, then shook his head and said:

"I don't have the relationship with her as you think. In my life, only you and Lily have had the urge to get married. She doesn't count. She and I will never get married, and she knows that."

Feng Xi snorted: "So, she is just your lover?"

Yan Xin nodded: "You can say that."

After a pause, he continued: "This was originally an accident. I didn't think that way at first, but... I didn't resist the temptation... This also made me realize that I'm a scumbag who couldn't stand the temptation. Let me understand that I don't deserve to be with you or Lily. Your emotions are pure, but I can't be pure... sorry!"

Feng Xidao: "You mean, if that kind of temptation happens again in the future, if you are replaced by another beautiful woman to tempt you, you will still accept that temptation, right?"

Yan Xin admitted in shame: "Yes, so I feel that I no longer deserve your forgiveness."

Feng Xi stared at him, his chest was heaving violently, and he seemed very angry.

There was sadness and anger in her eyes.

After a while, he said: "If killing people is not illegal, I really want to cut you into pieces."

Yan Xin lowered his head and remained silent.

Feng Xi said: "You shameless scumbag!"

Yan Xin still lowered his head and remained silent.

Feng Xidao: "You not only lied to me, you also lied to another woman who is so kind to you."

Yan Xin felt ashamed, so she could only bear it with her head down.

Feng Xi asked: "Are you worthy of us?"

She tried her best to calm herself down, but when she asked this sentence, she was still crying and her voice was trembling.

It looked like I couldn't help it.

Yan Xin would answer this question, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"

"You know how to say sorry!"

Feng Xi was angry.

Seeing that he was about to explode, he took another deep breath and clenched his fist tightly.

Then, tremblingly, said:

"One last question for you—"

Yan Xin didn't have time to think, and replied: "I loved it."

"Do you still have feelings for me now? Do you still love me?" Feng Xi asked.

"Also, still love." Yan Xin said sincerely.

"Since you still love her, why do you want to be with another woman?" Feng Xi was very sad, "Is it so unbearable?"

Yan Xin said in a low voice: "After the breakup, I was sad and lonely by myself, and I felt that I was a scumbag. I hurt you so deeply, and I was very sorry for you. At that time, every minute I thought of you was very sad... "

"Then you continue to hurt us, is there a more cruel way to hurt us?" Feng Xi asked.

"I'm lonely and sad..." Yan Xin said in a low voice.

He thought of his own feelings just after breaking up, and said: "Although I am a scumbag, I also feel lonely and sad. At that time, I felt that I had been abandoned by the whole world, and I felt that I was free. out of this world..."

Then he sighed again:
"In the end, I couldn't get through it anymore, and I still thought about finding someone to accompany me."

Feng Xi said bitterly: "Don't you have any other friends? Isn't Chen Li your good friend? Could it be that he can't accompany you?"

Yan Xin said: "He was also worried about my state, and he mentioned it to me a few times, and took me to the nightclub to play, but I didn't agree."

Feng Xi snorted and stopped talking.

Yan Xin said again: "Moreover, there is no way to talk to the same sex about the loneliness in my heart, and it cannot be dispelled by the same sex."

Feng Xi sneered: "According to what you said, your Lily and I should each find a boyfriend now, so that we can get rid of loneliness and live happily."

When Yan Xin thought of such a picture, he felt very sad.

But he knew that he was not qualified to prevent such a thing from happening.

Don't know what to say either.

After a while, he said: "The main reason is that I am too scumbag and not good enough for you."

Feng Xi looked at him with complicated emotions.

After a long time, he said: "Your Lily and I are very sad. You, the guy who betrayed us, watched the Olympics with Xinhuan. Yan Xin, you know, I really want to kick him hard now."

Yan Xin took a look at the shoes she was wearing. They were not pointed leather shoes, but running shoes.

Estimated the lethality of her kick, and then said: "If you are really angry, then kick it..."

Feng Xi looked at him.

Yan Xin looked at the place she saw, suddenly felt a chill in her heart, and said awkwardly:

"Or, I'll let you take a bite."

He also explained thoughtfully: "I'm afraid you kicked too hard and sprained your ankle."

He thought, biting, at most, biting off a piece of meat.

If he kicked in the wrong place, he might die.

Calculated in this way, it is not bad to have a piece of meat bitten off.

Although it will hurt, it will not cause serious consequences.

After all, he was bitten severely in his previous life, and it didn't cause serious consequences.

When he talked about taking a bite, Feng Xi's tears fell again.

After wiping away the tears that fell out, she smiled and said, "Okay! I'll just bite you, and then we'll be fine."

Yan Xin felt a pain in his heart, but he still stood there and said:

"Come on! I am sorry for you, and it is the punishment I should bear."

Feng Xi approached him.

Gu Ru watched from afar, thinking to herself: "They're approaching! What are they going to do? Has the negotiation succeeded? Yan Xin shouldn't be so upset, after finally getting out of a mud pit, now he's going to plunge into it again? "

The moment Feng Xi approached, Yan Xin felt pain in the flesh on his shoulder, especially the one that was bitten in his previous life.

He was like a child waiting for the doctor's needle to come off during an injection. He was terrified, but he knew he couldn't hide.

The two of them were almost face to face.

Feng Xi was stunned for a while, not knowing what he was thinking.

I could only see more and more tears she shed.

Yan Xin still couldn't help feeling distressed, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry, it's not worth it for someone like me."

It's okay not to say, but Feng Xi cried even more when he said it.

Suddenly, he hugged him with his arms, hugged him tightly, and cried, "Why are you doing this? Can't you just like one person?"

Yan Xin said: "I'm sorry! I didn't do it. In the future, you have to be more careful, and don't be fooled by people like me."

At the same time, I was still thinking: "Wait, she should open her mouth and bite it down?"

On the one hand, I feel distressed, and on the other hand, I am afraid of pain.

But Feng Xi didn't wait for that mouthful, only heard Feng Xi crying and asking:
"Can you give me a hug?"

Yan Xin felt even more distressed, and opened his arms to hug her.

Gu Ru, who was watching the excitement from a distance, lamented: "It's over, this is hugging again, this guy is stuck in the mud again."

Further away, Xiao Shiyu, who was hiding in a corner, felt chills:
"Sure enough, the old relationship is still unforgettable. They are the true love, and I am just an episode..."

The two hugged for a few minutes before finally letting go.

Feng Xi didn't open his mouth to bite, but said to Yan Xin:

"We...can still be friends in the future, right?"

Yan Xin said: "As long as you don't mind, I'm definitely willing."

Feng Xi gave a "hmm" and said: "That's fine, we will be friends in the future, and I will unblock you. Our company also has half of your shares. What you have to do is still to do. Those who come also come, don't deliberately avoid me."

Yan Xin nodded: "Okay."

There is some relief, and some inexplicable sadness.

Feng Xi smiled sadly, and said again: "Actually, it's good to be friends. Although you are a scumbag emotionally, you are quite good in other aspects. Then be friends, at least you will not hurt me as a friend." to me."

Yan Xin was speechless.

I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I said I'm sorry to her too much, and it's already worth the price.

Feng Xi left him.

After taking two steps, he turned back and said, "You have to remember one thing, I can accept anything, but I can't accept you marrying another woman. In this life, if you marry another woman, as long as I have one If you keep your tone, I will do everything I can to avenge you, and I will not hesitate to die together!"

When he said this, his tone was firm.

Yan Xin's heart shuddered.

He said quickly, "Don't worry, I will never marry another woman in my life."

He has no intention of marrying another woman now.

Marriage is indeed a bondage.

For true love, you can accept that bondage.

But true love is gone, so there is no need.

"Remember what you said today!"

Feng Xi left this sentence, turned around and left.

Yan Xin watched her leaving back, and wanted to stop her a few times.

He felt that if he sincerely admitted his mistake and promised never to have affairs with other women again, he should be able to keep Feng Xi.

However, he wasn't sure he could do it.

After struggling for a long time, I still didn't do anything in the end, I just watched this wife in the previous life, the lover in this life, getting farther and farther away from me, and finally disappeared.

After Feng Xi disappeared, Gu Ru walked over from a corner, came to Yan Xin's side, and asked him:

"What did you all say? Why did she still leave? We all hugged each other, why didn't we keep her?"

Yan Xin was not surprised. She was observing all this, sighed, and said:

"It can be regarded as an end. We will still be friends in the future, but we will not be lovers."

Gu Ru was a little surprised, but also a little happy:
"That's right. I thought she was going to fight you desperately when she saw you with Xiao Shiyu. I didn't expect to be able to let it go in the end. It's good."

Yan Xin glanced at her: "Do you think this is good?"

Gu Ru said: "Of course it's good! You are free, and she is also free. They can both pursue the happiness that suits them. They don't have to be trapped in a quagmire to feel sad together. Isn't that good?"

Yan Xin was silent for a while: "You're right, it's really good..."

Feng Xi took a walk and made a phone call to Ai Lili:
"I'm out, where are you?"

Ellie: "Waiting for you where you parked."

"I'll be there right away," Feng Xi said.

When she walked to the parking place, Ai Lili and Bai Xiaoling were waiting there.

Ai Lili found that Feng Xi's mood was a little depressed, and her eye circles were still a little red, so she couldn't help but asked with concern: "What's the matter with you?"

Feng Xi glanced at Bai Xiaoling next to her, shook her head and smiled: "It's nothing, after watching the opening ceremony, I got a little excited."

Ai Lili felt that she was lying, but did not continue to ask.

After returning home, when Bai Xiaoling was taking a bath, Feng Xi whispered to Ai Lili:
"When I went to the bathroom, I saw Yan Xin."

Ellie froze there.

After a while, he asked, "And then?"

Feng Xidao: "There is another woman beside him, she is his old classmate, Xiao Shiyu."

Ellie suddenly understood why she was depressed.

At this moment, her own mood also became depressed.

(End of this chapter)