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After Xiao Shiyu came back, she stood at the door of Yan Xin's bedroom for a while without taking any drastic actions, and then went to take a shower.

When you know where you are, you know what you can and cannot do.

When this happened, she couldn't do anything but accept it.

After standing for a few minutes, I figured it out.

She can only accept.

From now on, live as you want, just do your part well, and don’t think about things you shouldn’t think about.

If there were still some delusional thoughts before, at this time she has completely given up - even if Yan Xin has really severed ties with Ai Lili and Feng Xi, she still has no way to succeed in the position, Yan Xin There will be other women.

Other women may not owe him more than 500 million, and may not be on the humble side like her from the beginning.

"It should be like this, but I think too much." She enlightened herself like this.

Then I went to take a shower.

On such a hot day, when I came back after eating, my clothes were already soaked in sweat, and I really needed to take a shower.

There is just one more embarrassing thing, her clothes, including pajamas, are placed in that bedroom, and there are two people in the bedroom at the moment, and it is inconvenient for her to open the door to get the clothes.

There is no one in Gu Ru's bedroom, but it's not easy for her to wear other people's clothes.

There was nothing I could do, so I could only come out wrapped in a towel after taking a shower.

Then just sit like that in the living room, waiting for the two people in the room to finish.

Not just humble, but embarrassing.

Finally, the matter in the room is over.

Although the air conditioner was turned on in the room, the two of them were still sweating.

Gu Ru touched Yan Xin's body with her hand: "I'm sweating so much again, I have to take a shower later."

Yan Xin was very tired, and said: "Just wash it casually, you can go wash it first."

He is so tired now that he doesn't want to move at all, he just wants to rest for a while.

Gu Ru shook her head: "No, I have to wait for a while to increase the chance of conception."

At this time, she lifted both legs and kicked on the wall, posing in a posture similar to an upside down.

This is said to increase the chances of conception.

She didn't know whether it was accurate or not, but there was no loss in trying anyway.

Yan Xin had also heard this saying, so she didn't disturb her, and could only struggle to get up from the bed:

"Okay, I'll take a shower first."

Then he said to himself: "I feel as if I have forgotten something important..."

Gu Ru said: "Don't tell me, I also feel like I have forgotten something important, but I can't remember it for a while."

Yan Xin got up from the bed, and turned on the light in the bedroom by the way.

Glancing towards Gu Ru, seeing his old friend who used to be like a buddy now appearing on his bed in this posture, he suddenly felt a little shy.

I thought to myself: "I'm really too beastly, and I can handle such a familiar person! How can I be happy to be friends with her in the future?"

While thinking, he opened the bedroom door.

After opening the bedroom door, I remembered that I had forgotten something important.

Forgot the existence of Xiao Shiyu.

——This was only remembered after he saw Xiao Shiyu wrapped in a towel and quietly sitting in the living room playing with her mobile phone.

Then the first thought in my heart was: "It's over, I was caught rape again!"

The moment he opened the door, Xiao Shiyu also looked at him, the phone in his hand hadn't been put down yet.

Two people, looking at each other.

Yan Xin was very embarrassed, and a smile appeared on his face: "You are back."

Xiao Shiyu also forced a smile on his face: "Well, I'm back, I saw that you were busy, so I didn't bother you."

Yan Xin was a little unsure if this was being sarcastic.

Anyway, he felt quite embarrassed.

Gu Ru heard their conversation and remembered:

"Fuck! Forget that Xiao Shiyu will come back!"

Then reflect on yourself:

"It's still a bit smug. After the first time, you should stop in time. If you don't come for the second time, then nothing will happen."

As for what will happen now, she doesn't know.

She still kept the original posture, and she heard that if she kept this posture for 15 minutes, it would be easier to conceive, but now it's only two or three minutes, which is still far away.

Although the current situation is embarrassing, she still doesn't want to waste this opportunity.

I thought to myself: "Xiao Shiyu is not Feng Xi, nor Ai Lili. She is just Yan Xin's lover, not the formal one. If she is smarter, she should not make trouble. I am not afraid of making trouble—— This is my home!"

Xiao Shiyu really didn't make a fuss, and sat quietly in the living room, and his words were very gentle.

At least there was no sarcasm in his tone, let alone resentment.

Yan Xin was a little relieved, but also a little guilty, and wandered out: "What time did you come back?"

"It's almost midnight." Xiao Shiyu said.

Even when she answered the question, she didn't say much, and she couldn't see any emotion on her face.

I feel wronged in my heart, but I can't say it, and I can't show it, for fear that if I show it, I will lose my hard-won qualifications as a lover.

But it's impossible to show a relaxed and friendly attitude, she hasn't cultivated to that level yet.

Yan Xin didn't know what was going on in her mind, so she stood in front of her for half a minute, and then explained in a low voice, embarrassingly:
"That... Sister Ru, she... is like this... She feels that she is getting old and wants to have a child, but she can't find a suitable partner, so let me help..."

His explanation was so ridiculous that it was hard to believe.

Although the fact is like this, it is still absurd, and he himself finds such an explanation unconvincing.

Of course Xiao Shiyu would not believe such an explanation.

——This is obviously cheating, so how can you pretend to be helpful?Do I still want to send you a pennant?
Such a thought flashed through her mind.

But at the same time, there was an inexplicable sense of satisfaction—"He actually explained it to me. Although the reason was ridiculous, at least he had this attitude, which showed that I was not dispensable in his heart."

No matter how unreasonable the reason is, it is a reason, which proves an attitude that hopes she understands or forgives.

This attitude is very precious to Xiao Shiyu, who is now caught in deep self-doubt.

——When she sat alone in the living room and listened to the voices coming from the bedroom, what she felt most was not anger, but anxiety, the anxiety that she was about to be abandoned.

It is the saddest thing to give up your dignity, and what you have acquired with great difficulty will soon be taken away.

She sat there, waiting for the people in the room to finish their work, waiting for the door to open, in fact, she was more waiting for her own judgment.

Now that things are not that bad, I suddenly feel a little more relaxed.

Looking at Yan Xin, he pursed his lips and smiled: "Well, friends should help each other."

"Uh... huh? Yes... yes yes yes..."

Yan Xin had some surprises, some surprises, and some embarrassment, and she didn't know what to say.

In fact, he was already ready to face a new storm. When he came out, he even regretted why he was not wearing clothes. If he was grabbed by this woman a few times, wouldn't he be covered in blood?
Too insecure.

——No matter how angry Xiao Shiyu was or what extreme behavior he did, he felt it was understandable, normal, and even justified.

But unexpectedly, he sat there quietly and even praised him.

It’s too unexpected!

Whether it is true or false, he feels that there is no need to discuss this.

Being able to say such things in such a tone, even if it is false, is good news for him, which shows that he has no intention of pursuing it and accepts this reality.

I thought to myself: "It's better to be an old classmate, my personality is so good, I can accept such things."

If Feng Xi captured the scene, I don't know what to do.

Even Ai Lili, who has a gentle personality, would probably lose control in the face of such a situation.

Probably not hurting him, but very likely hurting himself.

In such a comparison, Xiao Shiyu is better.

But now he can't praise others. At this time, to praise others for their good temper, what is the difference from humiliation?

Standing there faltering a few times, unable to say anything, he could only say embarrassingly:
"Rest first, I'll take a shower."

Xiao Shiyu nodded, with a perfunctory smile on his face: "Well, you go."

After Yan Xin left, the perfunctory smile on her face gradually disappeared, and changed back to a disappointed face. This is her real emotion at the moment.

"I'm so tired wearing a mask." She thought to herself.

At this time, the door of the bedroom has been opened, and people have finished their work, but she still can't go in and put on her pajamas, so she can only sit in the living room wrapped in a bath towel.

Because there is Gu Ru in that bedroom.

He is the owner of the house and Yan Xin's good friend, and his relationship is better than her relationship with Yan Xin.

She was worried that if she went in rashly, it would cause Gu Ru's displeasure.

So she could only continue to sit in the living room and wait.

I still wonder why Gu Ru hasn't come out yet:

"Did she feel embarrassed and sorry for me, so she didn't dare to come out?"

"Or does she not want to come out, swear her sovereignty in this way, and tell me that Yan Xin is her man?"

"If she declares that I am persona non grata in this family, then I can only leave. Will Yan Xin stay with her, or will she follow me?"

I don't know what the other party is thinking, so I can only guess randomly, which makes me feel quite bad.

I feel like I'm in an embarrassing situation right now.

This is the embarrassment of living under the fence.

It is the embarrassment of insufficient wealth and inferiority.

After another ten minutes, I saw Gu Ru come out, casually wearing a very thin Hanfu.

There is not much difference between wearing and not covering.

I understood in my heart: "She must be wearing this to seduce Yan Xin."

There is still a little grievance: "I can wear it too! I look better than her! Why do you have to have such a relationship with her? Are all men like that and like novelty?"

Seeing Gu Ru walking towards him, I felt a little nervous:
"What does she mean by coming towards me? Is it to pronounce sentence on me?"

With a smile on his face, he nodded:

"Sister Ru, are you still asleep?"

When Gu Ru maintained that posture in the bedroom, she also paid attention to the situation outside, knowing that the two of them hadn't quarreled, she probably understood Xiao Shiyu's choice - to accept the reality.

It also made her less nervous.

See when the time is up and come out.

It's just that the man who slept with someone else was somewhat embarrassed, and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Seeing Xiao Shiyu greeted herself proactively, she was also a little surprised, and then a smile appeared on her face:
"Uh...yes, I haven't slept yet, I'm going to sleep after taking a shower."

Xiao Shiyu pointed to the bathroom:
"Yan Xin hasn't finished washing yet."

"Hmm...yes, he hasn't finished washing yet..."

Gu Ru spoke casually, without paying attention to what she was talking about.

He sat down next to Xiao Shiyu with a little trepidation, laughed dryly again, and said:
"Xiaoshi, don't get me wrong, I'm actually not interested in Yan Xin."

Xiao Shiyu thought to himself: "I'm not interested... the dog was shouting for strength..."

Still with a smile on his face, he said: "Sister Ru, I didn't misunderstand. Yan Xin told me that you wanted a child and hoped that he would help you, so he helped."

In any case, the choice to explain to her rather than to drive her away was not a bad result for her.

She can't be so ungrateful.

He is higher than her in terms of wealth and status, and he is still the owner of the house.

She had no right to be angry—although she was a little angry.

Gu Ru said: "Yeah, that's the thing. In fact, I'm not interested in men at all. The main reason is that I'm getting older and I don't want a child. It's too late in the future. That's why I asked Yan Xin for help—I didn't either. Other friends are willing to help me with this."

After thinking about it, he added:
"Actually, Yan Xin was unwilling at first. I begged him for a long time before he agreed. If you want to blame, blame me, don't blame him, he was forced to be like this by me."

Xiao Shiyu smiled: "Well, I won't blame him, and I won't blame you either. Friends should help each other."

Gu Ru laughed along: "Isn't it? It's an honor in my life to know you two good friends!"

Then he made a promise: "Don't worry, if you need my help in the future, just ask, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you!"

"Thank you, Sister Ru," Xiao Shiyu said, "You have helped us a lot this time in the capital. Without you, I don't know if I could find a place to live."

"That's what it should be!" Gu Ru said.

Although she knew that Xiao Shi's words were insincere, she was already very relieved to be able to have such a superficial kindness after doing such a thing, and she didn't dare to ask for more.

After a while, some said embarrassingly:

"Well, the matter of pregnancy does not mean that it can be successful once, it may take several times or even many times... You don't mind, do you?"

Xiao Shiyu kept smiling: "Of course I don't mind."

Don't mind being fake.

The main reason why she chose not to mind is because she understands that that man is not hers and does not belong exclusively to her.

Not before, not now, and not in the future.

She herself is just a tenant, and what she rents is only a small room in a big house. How can she be qualified to control the landlord who rents out the rest of the rooms to others?